#introspective.txt

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The model!Bernard is great but wouldn’t it be mostly likely Tim to be the model since he is a public figure?

yeah ig, logically, tim would be more likely to model than bear but i was thinking of this image when writing that

the og image gives off a sense longing more than horniess but i'm tired of making everything sad. also i just think bear is pretty enough to model. like look at him. this tim and this bear

or wait, fuck, this tim and this bear

model!bear and ceo!tim become gotham's it couple. the tabloids can't stop reporting on it. there's a new breakup rumor every week. the wayne fanbase on twt goes rabid over it. there are fansites dedicated to them. @/imyellingtimber, @downbadfordowd, @drakeinpants, the whole works. they get married and the internet breaks.

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Some worldbuilding rambles

I think the most mind-boggling part about my interpretation is assigning characters their respective roles in the railway, because I don't necessary make them all strictly drivers/engineers. Sure it is easier to assign them to be drivers of their own engines/vehicles - but in a realistic sense, a railway would have a roster where people would change duties on different days of the week or even change positions from time to time.

I feel that some characters might fit better in other roles that don't exactly require completely driving their engines, but still retain knowledge and familiarity of operating and maintaining one since it's shared information you also would have to know while working on the railway.

These are just thoughts for now, of course. But I think, for example, a character like Daisy (alt name pending...) would not only make for a unique diesel driver with her personality, but also perhaps a steward for a club-lounge/dining car on her current branchline. She'd still prefer not to do any goods-related jobs and stick to passenger duties, or something more social and in her element while also still allowing her to boast as usual.

It's fun stuff to think about as someone who is a railfan and has done research on a lot of historical railway subjects. I'd like to think these guys probably have different interests and hobbies and maybe even wacky backgrounds while their work connects them all together and silly stuff happens - which may or may not be accidents.

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why do f1 drivers always talk abou their former teammates like they died? "everything shone brighter when they were here..." babygirl he is two garages down. all you have to do is walk 10 feet. he's right there

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i have a really niche timbern au. should i post it?

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OMEGAVERSE ANIME????? IN THE YEAR OF OUR LORD 2024????

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i hope i am not just your average dc enjoyer to you but also your favorite timbern poster

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if you're writing a charles fic, it must have some aspect of boyking. he must lean a little on the childgod side. he has to be revered a little bit, adored even. if people aren't talking about him like they wouldn't wash his feet and adorn it with perfume like mary magdalene washed and adorned jesus' feet, you're doing it wrong.

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i have a habit of telling my family anf friends everything i know about my weekly interest and so natturally when i got into f1, i had to tell them all about brocedes. so there i am, every other week, regaling my cousins and sibling with the brocedes drama and every time without fail, in the middle of me having a brocedes-induced breakdown, they'd put their hand on my shoulder and very gently go, "have you ever considered that it might be a bit?"

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i keep getting supersons content on my feed and like idk how many more times i have to tell tumblr i do not care about aged down jon kent

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crazy lines from nicki's song

first of all, what is this flow????

when she rhymed bar with bar 3 times.... "barbz i need a good alcohol bar / roman wait that was the bar / like a body builder i keep raising the bar" ....

uh the multiple mentions of megan's dead mom??? not cool

"i'm about to get up in yo ass bitch, clench"

"you was lyin to the Queen, then you went lyin' to the King" wayyy to long of a pause then "Gale"????? was the pause necessary????

"i went easy on you um (glass fragment foot ass bitch)"

"i know they have a very evil spirt, i'm- (where my prayer warriors at?)"

"i dont think you want the next installment of this song" baby please keep it to yourself

the beat cuts out near the end and she just starts talking??? thanks her supporters??? what the fuck are you doing

"hoe the things you've lied about / even pertainin' to your mom" voice drops to a whisper "you don't want them out"

girl what is this???

a YA novel???? why are you talkin like that??? how are you sucking this badly????

she does this twice btw

STOP 👊🏾 TALKIN 👊🏾 ABOUT 👊🏾 HER 👊🏾 DEAD 👊🏾 MOM!!!

she like evil villain laughs at the begining of the song. took me out

babe you did not have to release this.

nobody care about you??? why would your people let you release this???

why did you release an acapella version????

why is it so bad???

"let's leave that for the second installment" quit here

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22 seconds.... max was ahead by 22 seconds.... like these teams know that this sport is utterly boring if the cars are not neck to neck racing right??? like forget about redbull dominance or whatever. mercedes was dominating for years and it wasn't boring. yknow why? cause there was still a chance that someone else could win. and then someone else did win!!! and love it or hate it, you cannot deny that it was interesting. this is boring cause no one else is competing!! all the other cars are dogshit and it's boring!!! the williams car bluescreened, charles has no brakes, lewis' seat broke, whatever the fuck that's going on with alpine.... what is even the point?? 22 seconds... like what do i even say??? might as well just cancel the season

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https://www.tumblr.com/introspectivememories/742329961346744320/mister-lewis-hamilton-sir-how-are-you-gonna-go

He literally talked about karting with nico at the fanzone in spain last year?

i got another ask like this and i just wanna say, i know. i was there in my room when that happened. i screamed like everyone else. just, in general, lewis doesn't say nico's name that much. he usually refers to nico as "some kid", like when he was talking about his unicycling skills on james corden.

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me when "con te partirò" by andrea bocelli comes on

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just watched a 15 min recap of mlb s5 and..... jesus christ of nazareth, this show should've ended when lukanette was no longer a viable option

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f1blr is soo funny to me bc you go on someone's blog and there will be post after post that reads like "did you see the way his eyes crinkled? the way his lips wrapped around the water bottle? did you see the way max verstappen's tits bounced when he walked back to garage? god my pussy is trembling 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫" and then you exit off and click on the next person you see and their pinned post will be something like "max verstappen is a hideous beast. i pray his engines explode. may god give him p20" where else can you get this experience?

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More about your last post I wanna know on how everyone reacts to eachother like imagine your friend finally is out of a pain cult that you had to sit around and watch as it literally ruins them but they had to be sacrifice and your local hero’s had to step to help them and then all of sudden when you go to the hospital you see TIM DRAKE straggling to fill out the most simplest questions

“TIM DRAKE!?! WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE???”

“…what’s his blood type?”

AKSDHJSKAHDHAS I FUCKING LOVE TALKING ABOUT MY FICS

okay so! some background information, it is my personal hc that bear fell into the cult, senior year of high school. so when tim rescues, he's been in there for like 5 years. it just doesn't make sense to me otherwise? like they chose him for the sacrifice. it wasn't like "oh he's convenient. might as well use him." they specifically interrupted his date-but-not-really-a-date with tim to get to him. like they thought he would be a worthy sacrifice to bring down the attention of dionysus. like he had to have been their most devoted member or something.

the gang meets him in their freshman year of college where mori, jam, and bear all end up getting an apartment together bc the landlord leased it out to three different people and they all responded. dija and chinna are their next door neighbors. anyway, they all become friends bc they all go to gotham u together.

i think mori and jam always knew there was smth wrong with bear. he's always kinda lost in his head, he disappears at odd hours of the day, when he talks to you he never directly stares at you but to the side of you like there's someone there. and as they grow closer, obviously the truth comes out near the end of freshman year.

and as college goes on, everyone learns his backstory and his sordid history with tim. needless to say, bear is like your dad who drops absolutely horrifying Dad Lore at random times and the gang is left to red-string-cork-board it together. they could be at a cafe near uni and bear randomly would be like "i tried to give my dead best friend chest compressions for like 30 minutes bc i refused to believe she was dead." cue the gang going, ".... do you, maybe, wanna unpack that?" / "no." / "oh. ok"

background info out of the way, the gang despises tim drake. how could they not? when they see the way bear has deteriorated after junior year? when they stumble across a photo of the grieves trio and wonder where that bright smile of bear's had gone? how could they not, when all of them have had to talk bear out of a hallucination? how could they not when bear comes back each night with more and more scars? when they've all walked in on him bleeding out? when all bear talks about is being chosen? when it's starting to look like this cult is going to take their friend from them?

and then, 4 years after they met bear, they get a call from hospital telling them that their brother is in the icu. and when they finally arrive at the hospital, tim drake is sitting in the waiting room, struggling to fill out basic information about his so-called "best friend".

fuck tim drake.