I’m giving you all the hugs 🥺 you are loved and I love you did I mention that I love you a lot? <333
Thank you rose... heh so sweet of you.... I'm sorry for worrying you, but thank you still, it's really soft and warm and your love put a smile on my face. I accept all the hugs.... and I love you a lot too, more than I could express, you are important to me, thank you for everything. I send you many many many hugs back.... and imagine I just stay in the hug for a little while hahaha (seari is really clingy, sorry)
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I think one of my problems as an AU fanfic writer is that I have a hard time deviating from canon with my ‘soft AUs’. I can and do come up with all sorts of wild scenarios and spin out from there but I like keeping the facts of canon as close as possible.
I think of the constraints as a challenge, to tell a story within my self imposed limitations. If I change ONE thing, how will events change and in many cases the answer is, not much at all on a story level while I focus on the emotional. But as much as I have adhered to canon and my only personal beliefs, it does tend to make the story a little predictable, a bit boring.
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Fic Rec Friday
I can’t believe I’m recommending a fic I haven’t finished yet - but I would love for you all to join me on this journey.
In She Said The Word Obi-Wan ends up leaving the order for Satine after their year on the run, and they end up raising Anakin together, along with their other children, after he isn’t accepted into the order following Qui-Gon’s death. I'm about halfway in - at Clone Wars events - and am loving to see what has played out differently in these different circumstances, and I think you will too!
Thank you @fulcrum843 for the amazing recommendation! I loved it enough to pass it on and can't wait to keep reading :)
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📤📤📤 free for all! Let anyone answer a question!
anon this is literally so cute <33
📤 What's your favorite sorta "advanced vocabulary" word? (like unequivocal, ostentatious, iniquity)
📤 One of your favorite tropes to see in media, and an example from a media you like!
📤 If you were a stuffed animal, what kind and color would you be?
Reverse ask here!
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thinking once again about how painful but necessary the desire for revenge against hector is to isaac's arc, bc the thing is that it is unfair and it does hurt to see them pitted against each other, but that's part of the point. isaac doesn't really hate hector, he just hates what he represents, and to isaac hector represents a bucking of the security that gives isaac the only purpose he's found, the only morality that makes sense to him anymore. he starts out wanting revenge against hector bc he thinks he's betrayed them, which means betraying dracula, which means breaking down the only thing isaac has left anymore bc the thing is that dracula's presence and goals are both pillars of stability to isaac who doesn't believe in the goodness of people anymore, and so hector presumably unimaginably rejecting that is the necessary broken link in the chain that gets isaac on his road to genuine self-agency and recovery and believing in kindness again
bc the thing is that hector's betrayal (and dracula's following selfless compassion but not the focus of this post) is the first thing that spurs isaac into something he wants. it's him that's angry at the injustice and the fact his last haven of stability is gone. it sets him on the path to exploring and discovering goals of his own, nobody else's, bc before he was relying on dracula's support and plans as a coping mechanism and substitute for having control of his own life bc he had lost hope that there was any point at all to even trying to care about himself or what he might have wanted. and once that first domino tips, and the other players enter the board when isaac finally begins to interact with other ppl again (talking to the captain, that old woman, the demons) instead of shutting himself off, it can only end up one place from there: isaac realizing that he has a choice.
he wants revenge against hector and wants something for himself and realizes he has power to obtain it and makes an effort to care abt something new and he starts to realize that maybe what he really hated was himself bc maybe he never thought he was worth forgiveness either and maybe he thought humanity was hopeless bc he was hopeless and he starts to notice through recognition of the other that both starts and ends with hector that maybe, just maybe, if other people can be kind, if other humans can be worth trying for, if the world can be good--maybe they had never really been pitted against each other at all, maybe they had always been the same and had been trying their best to survive despite the horrors. maybe hector deserves compassion and kindness and tenderness and forgiveness... because realizes he deserves those things too.
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i dont want to have a career i want to go outside in the rain...i want to travel on an airplane to another country...i want to go on a walk...i want to try a new food...i want to kiss a beautiful man...i want to pet a soft-furred dog...i want to learn new hobbies...i want to lay on the ground and stare at rainbows...i want to walk by the sea...i want to eat at small restaurants...i want to hold hands on the street...i want to stare out the window...i want to write and read and learn and create music and think deeply about things...
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