#it’s 3 am hubby like omg MERCY?!

[forjongseong]

knock, knock!

nanaaa, its been so long ahh 🥹 i’ve seen that you’ve updated your carmesí series and GODDD it was that good?! beforehand, i know i’ve missed out on a lot so i had to backtrack and read from where i was up to before 😭😭✋🏼 (didn’t remember what ep but then i remembered i wrote it down in my notes and i’m sooo glad i did ssjdhsis) i just wanted to start off with how are youu? i hope you’re doing well, eating well, drinking well, taking care of yourself well! i’ve been offline n online here and there and i miss a lot of my favourite people on here, including you </3 i’ve missed my v v talented tante sm :(( i hope we can talk again 🫶🏼 (in fact, jays been hitting different lately and the recent ep made it sm WORSE. its raining heavily down there girl, let me breathe lord have mercy)

OKAY SO,— ouh the butterflies the fucking butterflies. who doesn’t want husband! secretary jay hello??? the way hes so incredibly ARGHHGGHH i can’t even describe how hubby he is like i want him like this is so bad for me pls. and the way hes always comforting his beloved wife and just genuinely loving her, taking care of her throughout the ep got me GIGGLING KICKING MY FEET i had to put my phone down to calm MYSELF down. god when can i have a man like him. “You look very fuckable, husband.” PLEASE. WHEN DOES HE NOT???? you always devour w the spicy scenes it got me.. ykwim.. and don’t even get me started w that little present he got her like i had so much fun reading that part bye.

the way he shows his love for her— the way they show it to each other through everything i might cry (i did) my heart instantly melted, i love everything about them 🥺🥺 and the ending omg!! 😭✋🏼 i was so excited for them ☹️ (although i already knew it was bound to happen i was so happy) i’m horrendously downbad for this man 🧎🏻‍♀️ its insane how talented you are and the amount of hard work you put into the series i could never??

eh tau ga, pas mereka di jakarta buat gda, yk i was supposed to be in indo at that time but pasporku abis bodooooo 😭 i need to renew it asap sihdjwhdjsvm i wanted to cry like i watched the live & videos and everything and all i thought to myself was I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE THERE ughrugrjugu theres still a next time, (maybe LMAO) but we should go together and meet up one day 🥹🫶🏼

ahh i know this feedback (its honestly just me yapping and ranting ab how much i love the seriesjanishaid) doesn’t seem like a lot but i hope yk i’m still a sucker for the carmesí series forever n ever ‼️ i’ll keep rereading every ep if i have to (i will bae dw) i’m proud of you nana!! i’ll be cheering for you from afar always <3 🤍

who's there? BOYNEXTDOOR--

so glad to see YOU in my inbox after experiencing a major loss of moots going on hiatus and never ever coming back coughORIcough anyways!

I don't blame you if you had to backtrack because it took ME a long time to reread everything because I literally forgot where I left it?? and then I didn't wanna repeat or write similar smut scenes so I'm like... what...?? BUT I'M SORRY IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO UPDATE

props to YOU for having it written in notes omg notes app is superior I use it for everything! but you making notes of my fanfic just makes me feel important 🙏 I hope you're doing well too! still in Brisbane I assume?

GLAD YOU LIKE THE PRESENT! that TOY is based on a real life device I have seen and I am considering buying BHAHAHA but I don't have a partner to use it on me so I am sadddddd when is Jay gonna be my partner irl you know what I'm sayin

it's okay, I didn't watch GDA either, and I went to PS in the afternoon only to find out Jake and Jungwon went later in the evening lol definisi ga jodoh, but glad Jay didn't make an appearance anywhere otherwise I will be jumping into Sungai Ciliwung

I don't mind ANY type of feedback even if it's just you yapping! thank you so much for being such a loyal reader of carmesi a.k.a carmesimp since day 1. your support means A LOT to me! and don't hesitate to drop by my ask box any time you want.

[taetaespeaches]

NAKED SEOKJIN NAKED SEOKJIN NAKED SEOKJIN

IM FUCKING DYING OMG

[s-n-arly]

92 Things

I was tagged by @hailkuvira (sorry it took me so long to get to this - I am so disorganized right now!).

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag some people

THE LAST: 1. Drink: black tea with honey and cream 2. Phone call: My mum 3. Text message: To and from my estranged (sadly) sister wanting to verify that my son e-mailed her (she hasn't seen him in nearly three years and didn't realize he'd expanded his social interaction to e-mail) 4. Song you listened to: No Mercy (my kids were binge listening this morning) 5. Time you cried: Last time I cried was in April, when the principal called to tell me that my brilliant but socially delayed daughter had been suspended from the bus.  Last time my eyes leaked, but I didn't really cry was when Argh was turned to stone in Trollhunters (because I'm a softie, and I loved Argh).

HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: Nope 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: Errr, not really.  Kissed someones and later realized it was poorly thought through 8. Been cheated on: Not to my knowledge 9. Lost someone special: Several 10. Been depressed: Twice; senior year in high school (my friends had all graduated and I hated HS) and about a year ago (after many months of a crappy job situation, which culminated in me losing my job) 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: Nope.  Been drunk, but always stopped before I hit barfland.

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: I love ALL the colors, but I'm going to go with... 12. Yellow 13. Blue 14. Red ... because I can get any color from these.

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: Yes!   16. Fallen out of love: Nope, which is good since I'm married. 17. Laughed until you cried: Nope.  It was not a funny year. 18. Found out someone was talking about you: Yes.  And it was pretty ugly 19. Met someone who changed you: Not in the last year 20. Found out who your friends are: Already knew, they've showed up in rough times in the past. 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: Yes.  The spouse is in there.

GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: On my personal account, all of them.  On my pro writer account, I've met 90% (mostly at conventions) 23. Do you have any pets: Two delightful shelties 24. Do you want to change your name: I used to loathe my name.  No one could remember how to pronounce it.  It was "weird."  It didn't feel like it belonged to me.  That all changed between high school and the end of university.  I love my name now. 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: Is it sad that I had to look at my calendar because I had no idea?  Apparently I completed first aid and CPR classes online, met with the Student Assistance Team at my daughter's school, and went to my favorite Indian restaurant with my family and my parents. 26. What time did you wake up: 3:54 AM.  I usually get up between 4 and 4:30, so this gave me time to snuggle the little sheltie. 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping. 28. Name something you can’t wait for: There's nothing I "can't wait for," but I am looking forward to the kids going to camp for a week this Sunday. 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: 4 days ago. 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: I wish I could make a living off my fiction 31. What are you listening right now: A local public radio station (The Current) that is best described as eclectic. 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: There have been several Toms in my life. 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: All the clutter in my house.  OMG, I've been trying to get rid of it for YEARS and it just keeps reproducing. 34. Most visited Website: Tumblr and AO3.

LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME 35. Mole/s: Back of my neck 36. Mark/s: Cafe au lait birthmark on the back of my thigh, capillary hemangiomas (red freckles/moles), a few freckles, a bunch of scars, and random bruises 37. Childhood dream: To be a pharmacist like my dad. 38. Haircolor: Brown with some silver 39. Long or short hair: Long, but considering lopping it off again 40. Do you have a crush on someone: Eh.  Not really 41. What do you like about yourself: I'm creative 42. Piercings: Ears, two in each lobe 43. Bloodtype: Ergh.  Can't remember. 44. Nickname: Snarly, Snarls, Freedom Shamrock, Mamma Longlegs, Lurch, Shareemian, Obscene Shareen, Mooskers, Moo, Little Spoon, Sharlamoo, Shark 45. Relationship status: Married 46. Zodiac: Virgo 47. Pronouns: she/her 48. Favorite TV Show: I don't watch a lot of TV, but I am eagerly awaiting more Trollhunters, How to Train Your Dragon, and Miraculous Ladybug 49. Tattoos: wolf and moon on the back of my left shoulder.  Have wanted an arm band for ever, but haven't settled on a design. 50. Right or left hand: Both 51. Surgery: C-Section. 52. Hair dyed in different color: Nope.  Can't handle most bleaches or dyes 53. Sport: casual biking, x-country ski (when there's snow), yoga, karate 54. (question wasn’t here) 55. Vacation: I love vacation, but these days I often find the planning and arranging SO stressful.  I'd love to go to New Zealand, China, or Ireland, but we're currently a bit too poor. 56. Pair of trainers: Brown Merrill approach shoes?

MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: Love food.  Vegetarian. 58. Drinking: Lots of tea.  Some milk and soymilk.  Beer (ale or lager, no pilsners).  Whiskey and 7up. 59. I’m about to: work on a fanfic that's taking toooo long 62. Want: To figure out how to handle the chaos better 63. Get married: Been there.  Done that. 64. Career: I'm a writer, now for both my paid career and my artistic-pays-crap not-a-hobby-side-career

WHICH IS BETTER

65. Hugs or kisses: I like both.  It depends on the mood and who I'm with 66. Lips or eyes: Eyes 67. Shorter or taller: Eh?  Not sure what is meant by this, but I'm tall enough that most everyone is shorter 68. Older or younger: Both.  I have friends who are much, MUCH younger (late teens and early twenties) and friends who are older (60+).  I like being around a diverse group, because there are more ideas and perspectives to share 69. There was no question here, so I’m guessing this is referencing The 69, so yeah. 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: My arms look nice, but don't work right.  My stomach is squishy because I had two babies (and one had to be surgically extracted); despite what society says, my stomach is better. 71. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive 72. Hook up or relationship: Relationship. 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: Troublemaker

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a Stranger: Yep 75. Drank hard liquor: Copying Hailkuvira's, "What are we, 12?"  I just ran out of whiskey, and it makes me sad; I have other options, they aren't my faves. 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: I've never lost my glasses, but they were once stolen 77. Turned someone down: Yes 78. Sex on the first date: No 79. Broken someone’s heart: Unfortunately yeah. 80. Had your heart broken: Yeah. 81. Been arrested: No! 82. Cried when someone died: Yes 83. Fallen for a friend: Nope

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: Yep 85. Miracles: No, but my mom does. 86. Love at first sight: No.  But I believe in intriguing someone at first sight. 87. Santa Claus: I am Santa Claus.  Ssssh. 88. Kiss on the first date: Sure.

OTHER: 90. Current best friend name: Steve (the hubby is the best friend) 91. Eyecolor: Brown 92. Favorite movie: There are too many good movies, I can't even.

I low pressure tag: @youcancallmecirce, @squirrellygirlart, @emberglows, @chel-burr, and @seasonofthegeek