#it's not difficult

[silverlulus]

The last update on the whole Dead Zine drama for now-warning contains certain imagery with an underage fictional character-

Originally i was not going to update the doc nor put anything new into it due to a certain topic that is very much a grey area but I felt that I need to be touched upon a bit and that certain places do not allow content like that, even if there is no intent on doing anything offline like that.

The update and so on can be found later on in the doc, I will be sharing the whole doc though as the issue unfortunately is still going on and I have to remind folks that there is evidence is there and know that I don't know how to make fake screenshots like that, I only know how to edit mlp and show head atem content, in case anyone is thinking that the screenshots here are fake.

keep in mind again that I am not calling anyone a certain word because this is a grey area, I am only warning about the content created and that certain places do not allow it and in some ways the nature of how content like that can be frowned upon, I ask however is do not wrongfully name them, just be wary of what some people draw and that we may never know if they do the actual thing offline or not.

-I will say that writing that doc and mentioning certain things was not easy, it had to have been the hardest thing I have ever had to write in my 20 years on this ball of rock, looking back on someone's passing like this, was uncomfortable and has left a bit of impact on me mentally, more so with how some have used it for their own clout and are trying to get away with as the weeks go on.

I am aware that others have started to hide behind anonymous on this site as well and eh, I have been through this plenty of times over many years of people restoring to name calling because they don't know how else to respond when they are backed into a corner, but you do you boo on this one if it makes you feel privileged or whatever.

But i have said what i needed to say on this whole circus, that is a learning point in who you trust or let into a fandom space, this is one of the many cons when it comes to being a founder and I have never regretted more in my life in letting this happen and letting certain people in who ended up making a mock of something that was supposed to have good meanings and for people to just enjoy.

I feel tired physically and mentally from doing the same contest dance with crackers like this.

I will be however taking a step back and only coming back sooner if it's urgent.

I just need to take time for myself, I need to enjoy life for once and not feel like others are constantly breathing down my neck or thinking this is like 2014 again with a different drama and a bunch of people hacking and running something into the ground.

I have said all i can say again for now, I have provided as much as I can, this is me saying that I need to take a step back at the moment and that unless they can provide evidence on their end before all of this went down, then I'm all ears.

for now, however, actually understand the word ''no'' and think before you go around trying to pull things out of thin air take to time to think about others and how this is affecting them in all of this by carrying on trying to run a dead project and just let it go for all of my sake and others out there and also think about the art content you posting as well during this more so.

[karlastarion]

i think people should be obligated to pay me $5 every time i have to read "harleep" with my own two eyeballs

[boredandspicy]

a reminder for everyone.

if someone says they're uncomfortable with sending nudes, stop asking for nudes! and don't call them names for not doing what you want.

like literally just respect people's boundaries.

it's not that difficult.

shit like this makes me want to quit this site when i usually have so much fun on here.

[worstloki]

it's always "jotun are intersex and can get pregnant" and never "asgardians are intersex and can get pregnant" as if the asgardians aren't supposed to be peak performance. if they're so peak performance they should be outfitted compatible to have kids with as many other similar species i think.

[longsightmyth]

I think part of my fundamental confusion with people getting upset that people don't like something (or do like something!) and rocking up into their inbox with death threats and insults is that like.

I cannot think of a book series or movie or game or whatever that I love and am not willing to acknowledge the flaws of or crack jokes about? I don't get it?

Chillax, don't make shit up about something to hate, and tag appropriately. Stay out of people's inboxes. It's actually LESS EFFORT not to write death threats or insults on anon than it is to write them. Block if it bothers you that much. Have some tea. Rant in the groupchat. Pet a cat. Idk.

[the-tenth-arcanum]

the low key pain of having my name constantly misspelled by english native speakers

[tesco-finest-aromantics]

we must have spent 5 hours on this one piece of homework

[error404vnotfound]

hi it's been 3 hours and a half and I want to start killing

[rivetgoth]

It's honestly crazy that discussion around testosterone HRT skews so much towards the beginning stages of it (to the point that you have dozens of guys thinking their transition is "failed" if they don't pass by like a year in lol) and what the initial changes of the first couple of months to years look like, like the classic laundry list of those early basic changes like bottom growth, voice drop, etc, when IMO literally none of that compares remotely to the depth and intensity of the long term total masculinization you start to experience like 3-5+ years in.

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

License to Kitty.

[wizard-laundry]

QUICK REMINDER

In the US: threatening government officials is a felony under federal law (the president in particular is protected under 18 U.S.C. § 871). Even memes.

be careful with your jokes if they spill over to active officials.

[silverlulus]

Reminder that the hijacked zine is still up on tumblr, I do not know if it's still operating, they removed a fair amount of posts and are possibly trying to salvage the train wreck they caused.

If needs be in the coming months, I will look into trying to report this hjack and theft and more so after I stated that I wanted this whole cesspool that the ex mods created shut down.

If they created a new zine from scratch all together then this would not be a issue, but by keeping the whole thing still going despite a name change, I will keep treating this as theft and hold the rat and other ex mods accountable for causing the downfall and following the rat who used someone's passing as a excuse for their petty behaviour and ousted me as founder because the rat clearly lied a fair amount after I had tried to shut down this whole bomb site that was once a zine.

If the ex admins continue to refuse to be mature and act like a adult in this the yes, while it pains me to call out something I created, I will continue to fight to end the life support it's on, because this is wrong on many levels to keep something so sick going.

No one should have to put up with folks like that, there should be no place in fandom spaces for toxic people like that, and should not be allowed anything due to trashing and destroying what was supposed to be a love letter for the fandom.

I will not tolerate being backstabbed on this level nor seeing someone use someone's death as a meat shield for clout.

There is nothing to salvage from this nor anything to gain, accept that and go be snotty children elsewhere where no one can see or hear you.

Because I have no pity for them anymore, they made their bed, they can stay in it as far as I'm concerned.

You chose to fck around and this is the result of doing that, I may suffer with mental health issues, but I sure as hell ain't going to put up this circus now.

[max1461]

Disgust has absolutely no ethical weight. If you are basing your ethical positions on the emotion of disgust you should stop, it is entirely unjustified and leads to a huge amount of harm.

[jjian1002]

Chilchuck the struggling girl dad🥳

[helpimstuckinafandom]

I'M FUCKING CRYING LMAOOO

[junglejim4322]

Me at the beginning of this year: I’m so gonna fix my life dude this is gonna be the year everything changes I’m not gonna let anything slip through the cracks it’s time to live

Me approaching the end of March: