#it's past 10AM and I haven't slept yet...

[angelshizuka]

As much as it hurts that Blitz wasn't able to save Stolas himself in Western Energy, it was the wake up call he needed to understand Stolas isn't as invulnerable as he thought. In other words, that Stolas is someone he can literally lose, not just emotionally, but also physically.

And it will make him go extra hard the next time Stolas' is in danger... which the trailer loved teasing us with. Blitz will be his real knight in shining armor, no more pretend!

I will never shut up about this scene, just try and stop me.

[forgotten-daydreamer]

My brain is absolutely against the concept of sleeping no matter how hard I try and at this point I don't know what to do anymore

[brunetteeras]

Unexpected - Cillian Murphy (Oneshot)

A/N: In which a visit to the doctor brings some unexpected news for Y/N and Cillian.

Cillian had proposed to you almost 4 months ago, but you both decided to not rush the wedding planning. With him filming Peaky Blinders, things were a bit hectic, but you were more than happy to wait a bit longer if it meant having the perfect wedding. However, it seemed fate was going to mess up your plans.

For the past two weeks, you had been feeling ill.

"Love, you've slept in almost every day this week, are you sure you're feeling alright?" Cillian asks, kneeling by your side of the bed, brushing strands of hair out of your eyes. It was almost 10am, and you still hadn't gotten up. After living with Cillian for so long, you adapted to his early morning habits and were typically awake by 7.

"I just haven't been feeling good lately", you shrug off.

Truth be told, you had been waking up in the middle of the night with the urge to throw up. And so you did, quietly, in the bathroom down the hall as to not wake Cillian.

"Do you think you should go to the doctor?" He suggests.

You nodded reluctantly, "I guess, this has been going on for a while."

He handed you your phone off the bedside table. You quickly found your doctor's number and called, seeing if she had any availability that day.

Luckily, she had an appointment at 1:00, and Cillian pulled you out of bed to shower and get dressed.

You had to go alone, unfortunately. Cillian had a meeting to discuss an upcoming movie, although he offered to cancel his meeting to go with you.

"It's probably just a bug, no need to cancel your meeting for me", you hushed his protests.

"Okay, but as soon as you know what is going on I want you to call me so I know you're okay," he said sternly.

You kissed his cheek softly, easing his worries, "I promise."

At the doctor's, you explained your symptoms of nausea, throwing up, and an all-over aching feeling in your body.

"You're sexually active?" she asks.

You nodded, blushing like a teenage girl does when they are asked this for the first time.

"I'm not positive, but I want to do a pregnancy test, just to be sure."

You felt your stomach drop, bubbling anxiety rising within you at the thought of possibly being pregnant.

She guided you to the bathroom and instructed you on taking the test, which was really just peeing in a cup. You did as you were told, and went back to the check-up room you were in prior.

You waited what felt like an hour but really was only 15 minutes. Your heart was pounding out of your chest.

A soft knock came at the door, and she stepped back inside. She didn't say anything yet, which scared you more. She sat down in the chair across from you.

"So, the test came back positive. You're pregnant."

You ignored Cillian's instructions to call him right after you left. You sat in your car in the parking lot, still and barely breathing, tears falling from swollen eyes.

You didn't know what to feel.

Som you drove home, hands trembling from fear of having to tell Cillian about this. You sat on the couch, legs crossed underneath you.

"Y/N?" You heard the front door opening and Cillian calling out to you, but you didn't respond.

He found you moments later, sat in the living room.

"Love, what'd the doctor say?"

He sat down next to you, grabbing your hands. He awaited your answer, probably expecting you to say you had a stomach bug or a cold. But instead, you said nothing at first, and then looked up to him.

"I'm pregnant."

Cillian froze like you had done, his hands going limp in yours.

He blinked rapidly, looking down at the floor, then back to you. He looked stunned.

"I'm sorry, Cillian, it's my fault. I know we talked about not having kids yet and I should have been better at keeping up with my birth control, I didn't even kn-" he pressed his lips to yours, cutting you off.

"No don't start with that. This is as much my fault, there's no blame here, love."

You fell into his side, letting your head rest in the crook of his neck. His arms wrapped around you, rubbing up and down your arm.

You looked up at him, "Are you ready to be a parent?"

He laughed a bit, "I can be in the next 9 months."

You smile half-heartedly, as more tears fell from your eyes, "I think I can be ready by then too."

He smiled, kissing your lips with such force and passion, "we're gonna be parents then?"

You nodded, "Yeah, we're gonna be parents."

Suddenly, the moment had shifted from sorrow to joy, knowing you could do this as long as it was together.

[bishiglomper]

Today has been fuckin' LONG

We got up at 5ish am. Drove an hour to the airport, boarded at 10am. The munchkin did great. He had anticipatory anxiety so sister gave him some prescription sedative just for this occassion. It was a bit much, he slept through both flights lmao. First flight was like an hour, boarded the second one as soon as we traversed the 40 gates to get to it... That one was a little over 2 hours. The second flight had tablet screens, you could play games or watch movies. I wanted to watch A Quiet Place II but I promised mom we'd watch together. 😅 I haven't flown for a while, shit got upgraded.

It all went ok but dear god it almost had a disastrous start. I lost my wallet somewhere during security check. As soon as I realized it was missing, they called me over the intercom. Nothing was missing, thank goodness. I'm happy to say that was the only eventful situation and it turned out damn fortunate.

After we made it past security at like 8am I ate a portion of broccoli salad. Had a snack pack of goldfish on the first flight. We didnt get dinner until like 7pm. We went to golden corral. I thought being a hugely populated area the food would be good. The one in davenport was a lot better and I'm not impressed with it either. It hurt my stomach. Which is weird, nothing upsets my actual stomach. I am human garbage disposal lol

It's 1:30am and we're not asleep yet. We go to Universal tomorrow morning. We're gonna be so cranky. 😅

[franciya]

When it's past 10am and I haven't slept a single wink yet.........

[clever-and-unique-name]

It's 10am and I haven't slept yet. I can't tell if I'm just too wound up to sleep, or if I'm past that point of exhaustion where everything is uncomfortable because I'm overtired. Someone wants to go wander in the woods. Badly. I think I'm restless because I'm anxious. I hate it when my sleep schedule is off by this much. Nothing feels real. Least of all me.