#it's super pretty and bright now
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Hopefully the last snow of the year
#books#booklr#shelfie#bookshelf#literature#when I tell you I am SICK of it#not even the snow in itself#it's super pretty and bright now#but ALL this winter has been the same#it snows one week melts the next snows the next melts the next#and once in a while we get A LOT in the span of 1-2 days which was this week#so society collapses or something bc we can't open up roads etc quick enough#anyway <3
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call me a jasonologist if you will
#ok i do NOT believe he would own all these clothes#this guy has got 2 pairs of faded blue jeans three polos and 5 wolf shirts that he rotates constantly#however.... i really wanted to draw a lot of jasons#and my friend suggested i should do a colour wheel colour palette so i was like okayy yayyy he has cute clothes now#also um gay pride colour scheme. if you squint#also percy looks taller than jason but HE ISNT i just messed up#anyway this was a pretty speedy one considering how many individual drawings there are#super fun.... i love jason.....#literally i am not kidding if anyone ever wants to talk to me about jason grace PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE#I LOVE THIS BLONDIE#also this was just kinda me satiating my love of bright colours#oh oh also i hope everybody ever likes my thalia design#i usually think ppl tend to draw her way too tame...#her hair specifically#jason grace#hoo#pjo#percy jackson#thalia grace#pjo fanart#hoo fanart#art by cricket
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"I think we can help each other out!"
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gosh the color palette in these is great
#wheucto#art#bfdi#tpot#bfdi fanny#tpot fanny#bfdi one#tpot one#xfohv one#FINALLY ITS BEEN COMPLETED AUGH. i'm going to explode now#it was so great it vaporized my computer/silly/hyperbole (krita was actually pretty slow though. mildly annoying)#it was too big of a file to be uploaded to tumblr. i had to compress it <///3#tpot 12 spoilers#i now realize the purple i used is closer to like... a brownish color thats kind of just the faded color in between dark blue / bright red#- orange but thats okay#colors weehooo#also i wanted to try something more painterly#its kinda funny how originally i was mostly just thinking of coloring one and like most of my time was spent doing things other than that.#and then when i colored (shaded? highlighted? i did the shadow as a base color) it was like. super quick lol
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good morning, sunshine ~
#xdinary heroes#gaon#kwak jiseok#i was working on another gifset but the coloring drove me insane#(if you saw the post: no you didn't ♥ after i posted it i was like 'wait it actually sucks' and deleted it again)#so i made these gifs instead#i finished the other gifset by now but i'll wait until tomorrow to see if i'm still okay with it by then#fun fact: my haircolor is pretty similar to gaon's here!#i got them dyed recently and i knew i wanted reddish hair but in a natural looking way#not like bright red. also not purple leaning because purple makes me look ill#but i couldn't find good reference pics just some 'something like that i guess' pics and in the end i didn't even use them#but the hairstylist was super nice and actually took her time picking a haircolor with me#and when i was done i was like 'ah so this is my color now' and then i noticed it's a similar color to jiseok in this era and that's neat ♥#next time i'm just going to bring some jiseok pics as refence
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As a fun little thought, yaknow how fanon Maedhros sometimes will have grey in his hair from like the torture and stress? I think it would be SUPER FUN if during the long peace his brothers would sometimes die it different colours. Obvi nothing crazy, but I think it would be cute if sometimes they dyed the grey like yellow/gold to go with his copper hair, or yellow-green in the spring to make it look like he has flowering plants woven in his hair, or black to tease him how the dark colour washes him out
#amber rambles#silmarillion#maedhros#I just think it woul be cute#my sister cant really do stuff with her hair anymore cause she killed it so I let her play with mine sometimes#and so shell dye it or cut it or try new styles and I honestly dont mind and this is just being a Big Sister to let her do this yaknow?#so I think Mae would be the same. yeah whatever this silly little thing brings u joy sure play with my hair#I think he used to be super particular about his hair in Valinor. being the Pretty One yaknow? But after Angband...#I really think he kinda hates how he looks and doesnt see the point in trying anymore with his apperance. He knows its important#for like political reasons but day to day? why bother hes scarred and his bright red hair is half grey now#so I think this is why his brothers care. His hair used to be important to him. so they play with it and dye it and style it FOR him now
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#hello to anyone who happens to b interested in the saga of my life... also maybe the irl person i gave my url to... hopefully my blog#didnt freak her out too much lol. anyway so its been a busy week? 2 weeks? month? year? life? its been a lot. my parents helped me move#across the country from the desert to somewhere that's beautiful and green. my dad is so jealous of me lol its so so so pretty and theres s#so much to do. will i do any of it? that remains to be seen but im gonna try to be better about that sort of thing. try to get some help#with the thoughts in my head that keep me from doing and enjoying most things. its weird like im decorating my new room which i love. the#location and living situation seem ideal and i really hope i can stay here all 5 years of my program but i was picking a lot of bright#colors and now it feel uncomfortable. like if i wear things that r too bright or my room is too bright without dark contrast it feel weird#like if im wearing it it kinda makes me feel sick. idk what thats abt. anyway. ill try to heal my brain and im just so happy to b out of the#southwest. i was so so so excited when we were leaving thr city and even more so when we left the state. i cant believe im here. in December#it felt like a million years away and i really truely could not fathom how i was gonna survive that long. my thoughts were so distorted. but#i did and here i am. and in like a month i should b starting my phd program and my parents were telling me how excited ppl r for me and#jealous of where im living and im glad. im glad they're excited. i think i am too but its under a layer of: if i get excited it wont happen#im not allowed to b excited or it wont happen. which is irrational but ya kno. anyway so that's yeah. im so happy to have a fresh start and#the town seems super cool. a liberal blip in a sea of... not that so theyre very visibly pride forward haha and i think itll b way easier#for me to get around without driving. and im gonna try to make friends. i need someone to tell me where to get tattoos haha. so yea im happy#but exhausted and i dont wanna go back to work and so so greatful to my parents for being wonderful ppl idk how bc both of them had fucked#up childhoods. like my mum will say the saddest shit and im like bro this is y i don't wanna talk to my grandma fuck her and my dads parents#r so fucked. like my nana is the reason im so fucking control freaked out but i kno i have issues and she has no insight and thinks shes#better than everyone. anyway hopefully i can get back to drawing a posting more now. ive been drawing it its been in a sketch book#like an actual sketch book for sketching big ideas thst r gonna take fucking forever to draw 😭#so that's all. just uprooted my whole life. thats all. but in a good way :-]#unrelated
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My coworker had to tell me that a customer was flirting with me.......
#so i was checking this lady out. She was hella pretty and super bright#we were talking and laughing and she kept saying stuff like#“I like your shirt!” “I like your bangs!” “I like your necklace!” And “I like your lip gloss!”#and i said ty to her each time#after a bit she looks at her friend and says “i cant be the Only one who stares at pretty things right?”#and her friend said “definitely not”#i just laughed bc i assumed she was talking abt my outfit#and like 7 customers later i told my coworkers and they said#“Lisi are you fucking kidding me they were flirting with you!”#and now im sitting in the break room rethinking my existence... :(
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Decided to draw my Bomb ginka with @maxphilippa's!!!
#lucidds drawing hoard#bomb ii#only now realizing my bomb looks so pastel compared to yours-#I mainly stay away from bright colors ig??? i dunno-#but ur bomb was super frun to draw!!! :3333 so pretti!!!
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Making ocs is an art that i think was lost on me, to do that i think you need to be able to figure out a life and in order to do THAT i need experience in making ocs. Dammit i gotta do this badly, scared and for the first time
#hex is a black cat with purple accents. hes a stocky but fluffy cat with medium length fur#i cant decide if he has purple eyes or brown#i want to draw him as a bartender#he should be able to wear hats. i think he would be good at wearing a hat#god im a boring person#hex has a sibling. i dont really have him fleshed out but hes called decimal#i think hes a brown tabby cat whos much fatter#hex is super bad at sports but he knows how to box bc he used to fight with dex#he used to be really into orange things and has a bunch of orange stuff left over from it but now hes more into black+bright/glowing pink#maybe ill draw him in a pink jacket one day#thats a lot already oh wow#hes good at playing cards and can deal like a showoff (i know nothing about cards)#hes good at caligraphy but his handwriting is like chickenscratch#hex#he signs all his cards with a giant flourish that takes up half the card but its pretty so they dont mind#he really loves fire lilies bc of his orange phase but couldnt bear to repot them for dragon lilies. like what is he gonna just evict them?#so hes has the extra thing of seeds next to the planter but no plans on planting them any time soon#hes a soft type of dude but once you know him he'll bite#he tries to be refined but it just ends up camp meanwhile dex would ride an atv through mud all day if he could afford to#he paints but hes never satisfied with it so he ends up just painting over it and making it an abstract portrait if he fucks up#when hes painting he always starts by painting his claws a matching color
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Holy shit! I just realized the reason I couldn't fucking see darker art on my phone screen is because I forgot I turned the brightness way down last night and never fixed it. I feel so stupid.
#i can now see the fanart id been looking at without it being mostly shadowed aha#crab says words#i keep my brightness pretty low but i had a headache last night so turned it almost all the way off#it was enough for it to be darker but not super obvious hence the being dumb and not fixing it#anyways i actually came here to talk about how i had a physical therapy appointment but they told me that actually im fine so uh#they recommended seeing neurology for my head issues and maybe pain management and to come back later when i knew more specific stuff#i didnt even know there was a specialized pain management department at the hospital#honestly i think i manage just fine *dramatic flailing that indicates that im both horribly offend and also lying*#anyways yeah still not diagnosed and still in constant pain lets go! i have another appointment next month for something else#its like rheumatology? i dont know what they do aha but apparently i need to see them to get diagnosed?#i am a perfectly mature and functional adult.... (my mother made the appointments and knows the information)#i am absolutely useless :D#and with all that said! sorry i was too lazy to make this two different posts lmao#the pt appointment left me with a horrible headache that i still have so im gonna go cry about it :)
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Oh yeah rosy cheeks are so cute until they start lying! Acting like the slightest exertion or warmth is the worst thing ever and absolutely cannot be coped with, the traitors
#ace is a grumpy bean#being super pale but rosy cheeked just means my face flushes super easily and makes it look way worse to an outsider than it is#like is something a little heavier than i would like? whole face bright red. am i little more active than i would like?#whole face bright red. is it a little warmer than i would like? whole face bright red. such treachery#people be like 'are you alright youre really red right now?' like yes i know she does that its a bit warm and i have no control over the#temperature nor my biological reaction to it alright fck off im fine shes overreacting#i just got back from grocery shopping and its too warm its a half hour walk and my groceries were heavier than normal so i came home#bright lobster red and its not even fcking sunburn like im pretty sure i burnt part of my arms cus i didnt put enough sunscreen on and#theyre less red than my face thats how ridiculous this whole thing is 😒 she be lying telling everyone im waaay more affected than i am#this has been relevant all week cus of work but i cant actually see how red my face is when coworkers are commenting on it only feel it
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I got my nails done today (this is the only way I can cut them without triggering my ocd to the point of harming myself) and while they are beautiful I have the unfortunate habit of messing up my nails before I even get a mile away from the salon....
I swear they were perfect for a second
#i didn't ruin them too much this time#i just like took a tiny bit of polish off the tip of one of the nails#so it's not noticeable unless you're me#on the bright side it was really cost effective to get them done#i got a really nice sparkle and a tiny bit of massage all for $25 including tip#plus my nails are now no longer sharp or super long so they're nice looking and they're all the same length#i could have achieved the same effect without a pretty nail polish but that defeats getting a manicure in my opinion#like is it really a manicure if you get clear polish?#i man sure they pamper your hands but there's nothing to show for it#anyway#my hands look nice instead of evil now and i didn't trigger the “tear your skin off” part of my brain so I win#take that mental illness#i did get the cheapest option they had cause like i know myself and i don't want something expensive if it's going to come off but still#now all i have to do is get a new job and then i can reward myself with a massage#also I'm looking forward to when i get my next injection cause damn my body hurts#but anyway#gonna use the personal tag#drink water you heathens
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In the newest patch notes for the beta it says that additional lore entries were hooked up but I'm sure as hell not finding anything new. I swear if this just meant that they made the new logs that were already in game uncoverable outside of debug mode I'm going to cry, don't tease me like that klei my heart can't take it
#rat rambles#oni posting#hey on the bright side they added a new oxylite building like I was expecting them too even if Im not super sure how it works yet#Im also glad they upped the quality of some of the fried foods I was rly disappointed with how just sorta ok they were#rip to the fried steak but I guess they rly didnt want to make it higher quality than barbeque#hopefully thisll make the fried food more worth going for as before I rly felt like there wasn't much point#like idk Im guessing they were going for smth more mid game friendly but the gas range is just sorta better on every level#the main issue is that a lot of the fried food requires meats that you're just not able to easily get on cere#like from what I remember pokeshells do naturally spawn on cere but only deeper down where its much warmer#and and from my current playtesting its rly not great to dive down there until you're at the point where you could probably just run the#gas range anyways#now to be fair the one fair grace that Ill give the fried food is that if you don't have a natural gas vent sitting around it is probably#the faster option of the two to get set up since you'd need to get to the oil biome for natural gass#but idk Im not sold on it being super worth it asside from giving shellfish more value#I also am glad that the ice maker finally seems semi usable now I havent touched that thing in forever#they alas nerfed the bnunys but thats to be expected theyre pretty bonkers#Ive seen some ppl say that it makes them calorie negative now but Im honestly kind of ok with that as long as its not too bad#mainly because its basically turning lower quality food into potentially much much higher quality food at a slightly inefficient rate#but I also do think its a fine line to balance on since meat is already a pretty easy resource to get effectively unlimited amounts of
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Looking at old oc's and deciding to draw one
I'm now realizing that I was so afraid of my colors being oversaturated, or something, that half of my art from last year is so dull compared to my more recent colored characters
#Just something I noticed while color picking from a few characters and art from the last couple of years#prob happened cause I kept on seeing people talking about colors on my youtube recommendations#and I dunno where I hear it but I had the thought on my mind that people didnt want to see the bright colors that I loved to add-#When I was super young I used ~MAXIMUM SATURATION~ on pretty much every color and it probably didnt look good but lil me was happy#I said that Maximum Saturation with sparkled and a dramtic voice in my head btw#just so you guys know how to read it :>#anyways pretty much all my older characters look fine on their own but if you put them next to newer ones YOU CAN TELL#their colors are pretty much on or next to the middle of the little color box thing/color wheel I use for my colors-#I dont know why I made this post so I shall top talking now TwT
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ignore this post i’m just whining again
#i HATE being new with a passion like it is one of the most uncomfortable situations for me to be in#i had extreme social anxiety as a kid (still do i’ve just learned how to manage it better) that had a huge impact on me in school#i switched schools 3 times between the ages of 5 and 10 and tbh i made friends pretty quickly every time#but i was still so indescribably anxious every time bc i just hated being the new kid so much#and i thought that was all behind me bc at the time it was bc i didn’t know anyone and everyone else already had friends#but as i’ve gotten older that same feeling has come back and this time it’s when i’m starting at a new job instead of a new school#i started working when i was 16 and for the first month or two i was so stressed and uncomfortable all the time#and i thought it was normal bc it was my first job ever#which was reinforced when i was 19 and got another job and the adjustment period was a million times better#but i started working there 2 weeks after the business opened so literally everyone was new not just me#and now i’m realizing that was probably the only reason i settled in so easily#bc now i’ve started another job and i’m right back to feeling incredibly anxious whenever i’m there and it’s driving me crazy#like everything’s been super easy so far and it’s the exact same type of work i was doing before so i already know what i’m doing#and everyone i’ve met has been nice and chill but i’m still so uncomfortable#like every time i talk to my coworkers i’m just thinking ‘oh my god this is so awkward’ the whole time and i can’t stop#and i just feel so out of place and it sucks bc i was so excited about this job and rn i just feel so anxious every time i go to work#and the worst part is i felt the same way when i was new at my first job and (to a lesser extent) my second job#so logically i know it’s just bc it’s my first week and it takes time to adjust and it’ll be fine eventually#but knowing that doesn’t make the feeling go away or help me deal with it#like what can i do besides just accepting that work is going to suck for the next month??#the whole thing is just kind of making me spiral bc i desperately needed a new job and this is literally the only one i wanted#but at the same time i’m still so upset about getting laid off from my last job even though it’s been 3 months#and the more anxious i feel at this new job the more i miss my old job#and i cannot allow myself to fall back into the headspace i was in for all of march after losing that job#maybe this is irrational bc it was just a job but the layoff genuinely sent me into one of the worst depressive episodes of my life#so idk i guess i was just really hoping i would love this job right away so i could finally see a bright side to getting laid off#and i mean i don’t have any complaints about the job so far but my anxiety is just making me so unhappy anyway#and i just miss my old job so much and i think about it nonstop and i really fucking hate being new and idk what else to say or do#vent#lj.txt
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Forgot to log this yesterday but I finally encountered splattercolor screen again since the rework…
It’s definitely waaaaay easier on the eyes now. That rework was absolutely needed
#devin’s gaming logs#like i have pretty decent eyesight#and definitely not even close to being colorblind#but the brightness of splattercolor screen before the rework was absolutely excessive#now its basically the opposite; turning the game into dark mode#that could be a problem too for people who need the super saturated colors to be able to see them#but its definitely not as bad as it was before
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