#its 2 am and i must sleep 🤣

[mobblespsycho100]

👍psychoanalyze ur kabru playlist now boy

yes I shall #1 boykisser... 🫡

ask game thing

anyway formatting the last post was kinda hell for me. which is why I'll do the same exact formatting for this one...

(rambling all over the place is commencing)

1. Valley of The Dolls by MARINA

baby. where do i freaking begin.

"In the valley of the dolls, we sleep" -> his adoptive mother, Milsiril, is a big fan of collecting dolls. Like, plushies of everything. She animates them to fight, but they're also there to soothe her. She also adopts a lot of children from short-lived races who don't have a family and she got allegations that she treats them all like her dolls lmao... I mean she kind of does in the sense that they're all precious to her. She does respect their autonomy but uhhh still living with such a doting and overbearing/overprotective mother makes u wanna break outta the dollhouse the cage . be free . hashtag transgenderism also gosh im getting off topic . anyway i bet Kabru slept with a lotta those dolls. in his comfy bed . that he left behind because hes not abt that life mama he wanna see the world and save it and get killed in dungeons. boy.

"Got a hole inside of me / Living with identities / That do not belong to me" -> Grouping these lyrics together because it makes sense for my twisted narrative i mean my very real and based takes. Anyway, he's got a hole inside of him the void in his heart (in his mind) and thats why. his autism and ptsd masking swag. thats as eloquent as i can put it. theres a lot more i can say though

"In my life, I got this far" -> He survived the tragedy of Utaya his hometown . the bloodbath because of the dungeon. It has to be for a purpose ™ . It's because he has to save the world from suffering the same fate and it's his burden to bear it's his purpose it was why he survived (the survivor's guilt... goodness man. trauma processing of all time. :[ )

"Now I'm ready for the last hoorah" -> boy . letting these panels speak for itself. putting it under the cut because spoilers for the peeps seeing this maintagged and they're not caught up with manga .

yeah boy hes falling. fallen. uhm. in the pit. Ready for the last hoorah in this case like. yeah 🤣 just leaving it up to laios (Liar . kabru and mithrun dungeon adventure speedrun)

"Dying like a shooting star" -> guy keeps dying. not even like a shooting star really. well. ig hes going out in style somewhat id getting crushed by Falin's chimera dragon claw counts as shooting star style

2. Lip Sinking by The Hoosiers

We all know Sash does not play about The Hoosiers which is why I have 26 damn The Hoosiers songs on there I should get awarded tbh .

Now Lip Sinking is really good because it's another one of those scammer / masking guy anthems i keep talking about. These lyrics in Verse 5 in particular is really easy to match to Kabru's character moment™ though, so let's break it down.

"I float above my body" -> Common depersonalization experience. For trauma reasons, Kabru probably feels like this a lot sometimes but specifically in this scene...

(apologies for no alt text peeps . but this is the friendship confession scene for those in the know if it hasnt loaded in yet)

anyway, back to the show (psychoanalyzing Kabru) . I think this disconnect with his words VS his thoughts and his heart is so real. Like. seeing urself out of ur body is again a depersonalization thing, and idk if hes feeling depersonalization in this moment specifically but he was really out of it and in a sort of , scrambled and intensely anxious state. His usually calm and cool persona slash facade is Crumbling and man he hates that .

"Must be out of my mind / Cos I watch myself / Getting it wrong everytime" -> He's like. man what the hell am I saying

letting the page speak for itself again because It's like. its there i mean its in tha text what am I supposed to dissect hes dissecting himself already 🤭😭 okay. 'What am I saying' 'I can't find the words' so true man idk what the hell im saying either rn

"I can't tell you how I'm really feeling" -> because he doesn't know his own emotions. He thinks he does, he has been so good at controlling them and like being fake about what he's truly feeling in his heart, adjusting his personality for others' sake. So they trust him, believe in him, listen to him. But for Laios, how does he even say anything? Before this, the words just spilling out, he didn't even know how he felt about Laios. It sounds ridiculous even to himself and that's why he clamps his mouth afterwards but indeed it Is what he was truly feeling all along... (and then Laios thinks he's lying and hes like "NO BITCH!!!? what?!!!?! im being vulnerable and honest rn?!?" )

"Cuz I'm just lip-syncing" -> for so long that's what he's been doing. lip syncing, saying things he doesn't really mean to influence others' perception of him... but this time his mouth moved faster than his mind racing with thoughts. that he's able to convey what he truly wanted all along and finally admit to himself and his own consciousness. like. aaaahgh. man hes so special to meeee....

bonus: the outro's lyrics is rlly good aha. he can finally say what he actually feels... he can be #real.

3. Allies or Enemies by The Crane Wives

This one is . a lot of vibes I think.

"Are we allies or enemies? / This will be the death of me / This will be the death of me" -> He legit says this to Laios . like hes still wondering if they're allies or enemies . Technically he doesn't want them to be enemies. he's cautious but he knows Laios isn't really a bad guy but like, his mind just keeps fixating on Laios and the steps he takes to get the dungeon under control so. hes desperately trying to figure it out because goodness this guy is so. waugh

"All is fair in love and war, but I can't fight with you anymore / This will be the death of me" -> his mental conflict is sooo tasty to me. like . all is fair in love and war !!! any method is justifiable !!! means justifies the ends but also he understands that in the end he can't fully wrap his head around Laios' love of monsters but he knows that Laios will be the one to conquer the dungeon because he also loves his family. He can't fight with him anymore and he can't "kill" him anymore because somehow this man has wormed his way in. well, he never wanted him dead in the first place but I find that he often thinks about killing him to save humanity from his... well. freakishness (complimentary) (concerning sometimes) ;;; but in the end Kabru lets him go and is willing to trust and support Laios till the end ... also once again the repetitiveness of "this will be the death of me" because he's stressed as helll!!!!

"What happens now, do we have another go?" -> I think this is post-Marcille being talked down out of being dungeon lord . Kabru's probably like ok so now what. well. Laios goes its my turn with the dungeon lording 😭😭 (and shit goes down) (but its okay he got it covered)

"Do we bow out and take our seperate roads?" -> Now this is probably when they're (the whole gang) is like "WHERE'S LAIOS DID HE DIE?" no he lives guys its fine. and namari toshiro and kabru run at him in relief. wauh. and also ofc the whole people coming together to eat faligon meat and save Falin ... yippeee... so yeah they don't go seperate roads because Kabru is like yeah imma be Laios' pr manager . #royaladvisor . sticking with him fr fr

"I'll admit I had my doubts / But I want to be let in, not out / But I want to be let in, not out" -> again the repetition ... of him wanting to help. I've mostly been talking abt how this entire song is Kabru's conflicted thoughts @ Laios but this can also be Kabru lending a helping hand to Mithrun at the end of everything. Because he's the one to like help Mithrun realize that there is a purpose to living and like . new desires and ppl who care abt him... but also yeah Kabru "i want to be let in, not out" because he wants to help out Laios with running the new kingdom instead of being in the background again and being ignored ahhaa he wants to be friends for real (and maybe even . lovers. lets go gay people)

ANYWAYYY YEAH THATS THE END WOOOOO idk how to close this out. happy belated birthday kabru and ty juno for sending this in ajshjdhsb :33 ♡

[euphoriasdesk]

Hi, im a grade 12 student and im considering studying law soon, and i was wondering if theres anything you wish you knew about studying law when you were at the stage that I am? thank you

hi! take this w a grain of salt bc ive only been going to school for a month. but here u go!

1. it involves a lot of reading. A LOT. and you have to absorb the concepts as you read them the first time bc, more often than not, you're not gonna have the time to go over them a second time for a more in-depth review. it would just be to jog your recall. don't worry too much tho! this is a skill you naturally develop especially throughout your college years since you would be reading a lot of difficult texts (i assume you'll be taking up an ab program since you have plans to pursue law?) of course, law school is 100x harder than college and you can never fully prepare for the workload, but building a stable foundation as early as now would definitely help you in the future.

2. you need to be great at thinking on your feet. this is something im struggling with at the moment bc of my social anxiety and fear of public speaking (ikr, what am i doing in law school lmao). i have always been the type to internally rehearse what i need to say a thousand times before i actually say it out loud. if you put me on the spot, no matter how impressive the idea is inside my head, it's all disorganized and incohesive the moment it comes out of my mouth. that being said, try to participate as much as you can in activities that expose you to public speaking and impromptu speeches like hosting school events, reporting, debate orgs, etc.

3. you don't have to be smart, but you definitely need to be studious. admittedly, people who are inherently intelligent will have an advantage over the others because they'll be able to understand concepts quicker (it is an edge bc believe me —there's never enough time when you're in law school). sure, it might be a little harder (i know it is for me); nevertheless, you'll survive even if you are not one of those people who are intellectually gifted. what you need is to be consistent in studying, because you absolutely won't last 4 years in law school if you don't put in the work. always come to class prepared. study all the topics assigned, or at least try to cover as many as you can bc you definitely can't bs your way out of a recit.

4. the idea of becoming a lawyer was planted in my mind by suits and htgawm 🤣 don't fall into that trap like i did! the study of law is nothing like its portrayal in popular media (which is understandable bc no one would wanna watch the monotonous lives and routines of law students if not from rose-tinted glasses). media makes a spectacle out of the sleepless nights and the volume of material to be read and mastered, but it doesnt reveal the exhaustion that comes from such to the point that you avoid laying down during your breaks in between periods of studying for fear that you cant close your eyes for a minute wo drifting off to sleep. it glamorizes the idea of allotting most of your waking hours to studying but it doesn't show on TV the faces of your family when you say you cannot come yet again to the plans they made on the weekend. your heart must be REALLY in it, or you should at least want it enough for you to be able to make the sacrifices it's gonna require you to make because—believe me—there would be many.

[jacqueswriteblrlibrary]

Happy Tunesday! 🎶

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Rules: Daydream from WIP content with these songs and describe your dreams in reblogs, replies, or in a new post with your own song recommendations 🎶❤️ if it's a new post make sure to tag me, so I can listen your music 🥰❤️

It's okay if not every song has a vision! That's why there's more than one, and each in a different genre! Tell me about the ones that make you dream 🥰

Put the Gun Down - Andy Black

MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT - Elley Duhé

You're Gonna Know My Name - Watt White

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Happy Daydreaming

Don't forget to send me your daydreams, and feel free to recommend songs for future tunesday posts 🥰❤️

I'll tag a few of you that seemed interested 🥰❤️

@the-void-writes (thank you for inspiring me to make this event c: ) @tryingtimi @avrablake @ettawritesnstudies @writerfae @jess-p-edits @catharticallysarcastic @talesofsorrowandofruin @magefaery @writingonesdreams @circa-specturgia @squid--inc @aninkwellofnectar @mr-writes @kapenkoiwrites @asher-orion-writes @kashacreates @jess-p-edits @jessica-writes22 @jezifster @lyralit @athenswrites @approximately20blorbos @odysseywritings @agrimedena-drax

[2toplibrary]

Have you read fics with bkdktd pairing where shouto's the main focus and the other two are simping for him? For me as a shouto simps its sooooooo tiring when he doesn't get enough attention in this pairing 😫😩

I think there's no satisfying us shouto fans🤣💔

The TDBKDK that really fits the "simping Shouto" bill to me is this one:

the universe must have my back, you fell from the sky into my lap by lelex

(M, 27K, 2/2) 🔞

Izuku, Katsuki, and Shouto fuck up a meet-cute, twice. But everyone wins in the end.

💥🥦🍰 💥🥦🍰

I think these may also fit the bill for you - either it's Shouto-focused or the seduction is focused on Shouto:

Guildy Pleasures by Mysecretfanmoments

(T, 6460, 1/1)

As the only son of a powerful politician, Todoroki Shouto's life is just one big boring cutscene—except when he logs on to Land of Heroes, where he plays as ShoutO, slaying foes and keeping his fellow guildmates alive. It's enough fun that it almost distracts him from the fact that he's falling for two of those guildmates. Almost. But he's got to stay in stealth mode, because Bakugou and Midoriya are mega-popular streamer duo ZeroDeku… and they're already dating each other.

Shouto has managed to keep his real identity a secret from them all this time, but when he's caught on live television watching one of their streams he ends up not only pulling aggro from the whole country, but catching the attention of ZeroDeku themselves. To his shock, they actually want to meet Shouto, the politician's son—and this time there's no avatar to hide behind.

💥🥦🍰 💥🥦🍰

Of Respite and Odyssey, Balm and Halcyon, Rapture and Godot, Lear and Pierrot by JayJEx

(T, 54k, 1/1)

Aizawa and All Might’s Forever Squad of Problem Children

(8:47 AM) Midorito: @everyone this is an official callout post for @Discount IcyHot Patch, who is returning to musutafu tomorrow and DIDN’T EVEN TELL ANY OF US!!!!! ლ(ಠ益ಠ)ლ

Shouto groans in despair. Predictably, the group chat immediately explodes.

-or-

Todoroki returns to Musutafu after six years away and his tragic inability to keep up with all of the people in his life catches up to him in the worst, most irritating ways possible.

(Though he might at least get a boyfriend or two out of the matter. That’s a plus.)

💥🥦🍰 💥🥦🍰

Cinderoki, the Sweaty Prince, and the Furious Fairy by Esselle

(T, 19k, 1/1)

Todoroki Shouto is cursed. Since he was five years old, he's been locked away from the rest of the world to keep his out of control magic a secret. He thought he could be content with his storybooks—until an invitation comes from the royal palace, inviting his family to attend a ball for Crown Prince Izuku.

Shouto wants to go; he wants to be normal; he wants to leave his cage. Most of all, he wants to know what it's like to live in a fairy tale, even if it's only for one night. Fortunately, he's about to meet one pissed off fairy named Katsuki, who's been watching Shouto his whole life and waiting to make his wish come true.

💥🥦🍰 💥🥦🍰

sleeping arrangements by todobaku brainrot hours (snowandfire)

(T, 1700, 1/1)

It’s so typical that Katsuki finds himself lying on his side, in between an idiot and a moron. This is just his life now, he supposes. And there’s no way to fix it except with the most direct approach. No fucking way. 'Cause he can't catch a break.

or: Katsuki is sure as fuck not interested in a 3-way cuddle or staying the night with these two idiots, but he’s got to prove that he’s the number one cuddler—and he will.

💥🥦🍰 💥🥦🍰

Todoroki Shouto and the Three MusCATeers by ethydium

(G, 2732, 1/1)

Shouto's having the absolute worst patrol. It's raining, he has a headache, and none of his hero partners is there to cheer him up. And then he finds three kittens.

💥🥦🍰 💥🥦🍰

Curse of Baytown by surveycorpsjean

(E, 70k, 8/8) 🔞

With the last of his hope, Shouto stumbles into a strange town. Be it destiny, or be it fate; his life will change forever.

💥🥦🍰 💥🥦🍰

admit defeat by dabidevito (uselessphillie)

(E, 6483, 1/1)🔞

Deku, for the record, happens to know exactly what Katsuki thinks about that half and half bastard. He can count on one hand the number of things him and Deku have agreed so soundly on over the years, and, god help him, one of them happens to be Todoroki fucking Shouto.

More precisely, fucking Todoroki Shouto.

or, the seduction of a candy cane, executed by two hopeless idiots with little to no seduction skills to speak of.

👉Collections  👉 Main Hall

[nako-doodles]

i couldnt think of a good tag line for these tag games so uh....hi sorry im so bad at doing these so heres a quarterly review 🤣🤣

q&a tag

tagged by @shorelinnes @userjiminie @euphhorias @alpacaseok @minieggukie @rumue @jeongtokkie ✨

favorite time of the year: autumn, right around halloween

comfort food: mom's tofu miso soup, sichuan hotpot, kitsune or nabeyaki udon

do you collect something: tears over kim seokjin, puns

favorite drink: mango lassi, oolong milk tea, horchata lattes

current favorite song: ive been really obsesed w how romantic miyeon's softly sounds off her debut album, this cover of kodaline's high hopes by kitak and yoonseong, and queen eunji's cover of easy on me

favorite song: this is unreasonable, but yet again i must rec primary's when i fall in love, and slow down✨

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piccrew tag 1

tagged by @btsiu @taejinnies @94ishlove 🤩

don't know who she is but i always wear this exact fit (sans shoes) at home, and that kitty is the placeholder for the neighborhood pets visiting me sometimes 💖

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piccrew tag 2

tagged by @shorelinnes

this captures my manic energy and current hair better yes 😈 i think its the dimples

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character personality quiz

rules: take this personality quiz and add 4 pictures of fictional characters based on your results from this quiz!

tagged by @shorelinnes ✨

the greatest compliment anyone has given me ever was saying i am most like lizzie bennet and luna lovegood. anyways thank you for exposing my eccentric yt lady insides quiz ✨✨hs shirley would have been over the moon 😭😭

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music tag 🎶

rules: list 10 songs you like by 10 different artists then tag people to do the same

tagged by @scokjinkim ✨

epik high - people scare me, home is far away

bts - autumn leaves, cypher 3

dreamcatcher - whistle, in the frozen

shinee - excuse me miss, married to the music

heize - shut up and groove, first sight

bibi - kazino, cigarette and condom

ha:tfelt - life sucks, sweet sensation

one ok rock - we are, stand out fit in

yoyo ma - dvorak's going home, dvorak's cello concerto

pixy - addicted, bewitched

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rules: tag nine four people you want to know better

tagged by @genre 🥺

three ships: lets say.....hydrofoil, catamaran, schooner

first ever ship: temari and shikamaru.....embarrassingly enough

last song: lexie liu - manta

last film: drive my car (2021)

currently reading: my baby's homework and ctrl c ctrl v "Sweetheart, please read the instructions"

currently watching: well the tv is currently playing 我叫苗金花 not sure how much watching is going on but im still entertained

currently consuming: a lot of electricity and will to live

currently craving: sleep.

tagging everyone above and @cafejoon @stargazingjin @kithtaehyung @gimbapchefs @kkulmoon @introddaeng @hobis-suga @taechnological @rkivedfiles @namchyoon @usertae @jung-koook and anyone who wants to take a gander ✨