currently ✨depressed as shit✨ so i am taking some time from writing to catch up on recent ff instead and i have just been so tickled with System Review Process For Mental State Calibration its just sooooo fun to me. i feel like a constellation in orv. i feel like a wealthy aristocrat in the renaissance throwing money at my favorite silly little men. i am torn between coming at this from the most tactical mentality to Get Good Ending and deliberately fucking shit up for funy. i am throwing points at sj just to see how pissed off it makes him. i am physically restraining myself from sending a message directly to sy's brain that just says I Know What You Are
ohhh my fucking godshes so fuckingpretty its actually not fair its not fucking fair tht someone that beautiful exists on this earth like i dont actually believe it its unreal shes so goregous i cannt fucking belive it i cant fu