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#its bad. but its a lifeline
thursdayglrl · 2 years
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thinking about how on some level being in the rcm and being white means harry can on some level “afford” to hit bottom. like obviously he can’t escape like the sunday friend or like dora he is decidedly not upper class but like. people are more forgiving of officers of the law. and people did die and leave him but the thing is that he’s allowed a grace period to “get his shit together” when he doesn’t even remember his own name. it’s not the first time that (what’s left of) his unit is there to play cleanup crew. it’s kim and his kineema that make him get up that first day. like the idea of being abandoned and left for dead sucks but it sucks because we’ve seen what happens to those people. the only other people who have that kind of loyal backup are like. the hardie boys and the mercs. (who are also police on some level, or serve as parallels to it). like i look at all the other characters and i think like... there’s no one coming to save them. cuno? the smoker on the balcony (”[...] he won’t be there when times get rough, i guess.”/”is that even a friend?”)? the man on the boardwalk? the drunks? the pigs? *kim*? like i don’t even have a very solid point here it’s just bleak
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kurz-qw · 1 year
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lilypad angst cus im fucking insaaaane
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ackee · 4 months
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me and my emotional support jamaican characters who have the worst fake accents but i love them so much i look past it. against the world 🙏🏽
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wanyinchen · 1 year
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part 1 of me trying to cope after uninstalling twitter in the meantime to avoid spoilers (AAAHAHKJKLLK 6 DAYS TO GO LETS GOOOOOOOOOOO ASKLJDALKJDADLKOP. Ok. I am now normal. for now).
I have to keep my very itchy hands busy somehow, and they (the hands) and I (my lizard brain) have settled with this compromise.
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estbela · 7 months
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one day I will write about Ancient Rome and Romania and Ro's daddy issues (and parent issues in general). For someone who was in Ro's life for not very long (like a few hundred years at most) Rome sure gave Ro so many issues (to be fair so did Dacia and most of his parental figures) <3
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takekawa · 2 months
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the danger of fixating on any piece of media when youre a system remains true. every day i contend with 'Am I just way too into this or is there another fucking guy in my head again' every time i hear the crystal clear speech of a character ive been listening to for at LEAST 100+ hours.
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intertexts · 4 months
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yayyyy :]]
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berryblu-soda · 8 months
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Seedling is such an interesting little story that i love, but i´d be lying if it wasnt almost completely sprouted (hehe) from the visual of those character duos that are a small child + big scary looking creature who acts as their guard, top tier trope frfr
(also huge shoutout to @ashrayus for hearing me out and adding onto the rambles so long ago, bestie the robot story wasnt working, we got plants now 🌱)
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aquapede · 6 months
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i am hanging on by a thread
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wogot3 · 2 years
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outside of Nevada
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nabaath-areng · 11 months
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I was planning to build new desktop this fall, but seeing that the winter half year practically chains me to bed making me incapable of sitting up I took some of my savings to get a laptop so I can have it in bed for drawing, writing etc at least. And so I'll save back up the coming months and build it once spring arrives instead (hopefully component prices has gone down then too)
All that to say I can only eat my hands as I catch glimpses of dawntrail news after having been ffxiv-less since july last year. my abstinence is out the roof
#that being said i am admittedly a little bit nervous about returning now that its been so long#i played without break from 2014 til 2020 and then its been on an off between 2020 and 2022#and then since then i havent had the means to play#like on one hand i dont dare looking too much into ffxiv happenings cause my abstinence grows worse#and on the other i worry that ill feel weird coming back#because returning from past breaks have felt weird#which admittedly might be because i dont allow myself to take my time and enjoy things but rather rush to catch up#but whenever i can play im just gonna take all effort possible to not rush and potentially even do things on my own#rather than feel stressed by not slowing down others#im glad for the increased single player options tbh#at the same time the break has done me good cause i feel like im further away from making those mistakes#and having a lot to catch up with before being up to date might be good for me#finding hobbies outside ffxiv has done me good too#my relationship to it wasnt the healthiest as it was my sole lifeline during horrific and traumatic years#but now ive been able to play tons of other games again and read books and draw more and write more than ever#and done more irl things again even finishing one type of education#so honestly? i think itll be fine#i dont have to feel bad over my relationship with the game evolving into a different form#i still love it immensely and its had a profound impact on my life as a whole#both in terms of friends and creativity and also significant other#anyway that got longer and rantier and more personal than i first intended#peace signs and sparkles
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thecherrygod · 2 years
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thinking about hdb while holding my head in my hands and suffering
#my posts#i cant fully articulate this#idk if i have the time either#but. help. i will tag this with my organization tags. i may see this at some other time and maybe ill be able to so#disco elysium#hdb#im just thinking about him and martinaise harry and his childhood and the 15th indotribe thing and dora#how probably considering the type of friends he had and how they all ended..... they were probably all like him personality wise#like. im not saying they were bad people like harry was kind of an asshole but not fully#like they were all a bunch of teens in a bad situation trying to make the best of it however they can and well... didnt work out too well#but what i mean is that i think thats partially why he got that level of attached to dora? she didnt go through what he did#she had the money to not go through that she was stable she was a constant in his life that was pure and that wasnt always#going through something. a guide. harry went to her like a moth to a fire with pure devotion bc she was everything he never had#she probably also treated him different than what all his previous friends would have. i imagine her to be very gentle#and harry probably never got to know too much about people being soft so that was also. new. but somethign imposible to him#so i can see how he would love her like that to the point of basically worshipping her as god and how he would still love her#years after it went to shit even when he cant remember anything. it makes sense#i think they were engaged bc the wedding gown but idk if its said in game. but he loved her enough to want to marry her in a world#where real love isnt possible for him but only for new people in a new world he still wanted that with her even if it didnt work out#he holds to whatever he can of her as a lifeline and i. man. dude. yeah no i get him#idk how long they were together but it also doesnt matter bc of how harry is as a person#also of course at first it was all good. she was basically fixing him but he cant get fixed only with love in a world like that!#or with a life like his... it was always going to go down. and i. dude#... i am thinking about this as someone who still loves someone and we werent even dating like#i think if we dated and it went bad like. i think id be in a similar situation to harry tbh. i get him#yeah no yeah lmao i do think of this person also sort of as the only good thing in my life#and i am glad she did reject me when i confessed bc if i had fully lost her i dont know where id be? but also man its been 7 years#of the rejection and basically 10 of falling for her. i get harry so fucking badly on this one USHDGIUHUSG#ok in the end i did say what i had to say but in the tags i dont think ill make a proper post out of it#but i did write it in a way that wasnt articulated for a post so i think i was right making it like this lmao
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dollfat · 1 month
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movie poster design is my passion
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pxper-riings · 6 months
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ncutii-gatwa · 7 months
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watching something you used to love get slowly squeezed to death is just heartbreaking. i hope those laid off from roosterteeth can find good work
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vampirerite · 8 months
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now that ive had time to digest it silent hill the short message could have been decent if they threw out the entire part where this girl started a pregnancy rumor about her friend which lead her to killing herself and instead focused on the abuse her and her brother faced. bc like whats the point of the other shit if by the end the latter is all you focus on + the shitty reveal that the monster is a manifestation of her mothers abuse. was it corporate required to say suicide is cool just so they could have that bullshit attempt at referencing mary's letter.
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