thinking about how on some level being in the rcm and being white means harry can on some level “afford” to hit bottom. like obviously he can’t escape like the sunday friend or like dora he is decidedly not upper class but like. people are more forgiving of officers of the law. and people did die and leave him but the thing is that he’s allowed a grace period to “get his shit together” when he doesn’t even remember his own name. it’s not the first time that (what’s left of) his unit is there to play cleanup crew. it’s kim and his kineema that make him get up that first day. like the idea of being abandoned and left for dead sucks but it sucks because we’ve seen what happens to those people. the only other people who have that kind of loyal backup are like. the hardie boys and the mercs. (who are also police on some level, or serve as parallels to it). like i look at all the other characters and i think like... there’s no one coming to save them. cuno? the smoker on the balcony (”[...] he won’t be there when times get rough, i guess.”/”is that even a friend?”)? the man on the boardwalk? the drunks? the pigs? *kim*? like i don’t even have a very solid point here it’s just bleak
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me and my emotional support jamaican characters who have the worst fake accents but i love them so much i look past it. against the world 🙏🏽
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part 1 of me trying to cope after uninstalling twitter in the meantime to avoid spoilers (AAAHAHKJKLLK 6 DAYS TO GO LETS GOOOOOOOOOOO ASKLJDALKJDADLKOP. Ok. I am now normal. for now).
I have to keep my very itchy hands busy somehow, and they (the hands) and I (my lizard brain) have settled with this compromise.
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one day I will write about Ancient Rome and Romania and Ro's daddy issues (and parent issues in general). For someone who was in Ro's life for not very long (like a few hundred years at most) Rome sure gave Ro so many issues (to be fair so did Dacia and most of his parental figures) <3
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the danger of fixating on any piece of media when youre a system remains true. every day i contend with 'Am I just way too into this or is there another fucking guy in my head again' every time i hear the crystal clear speech of a character ive been listening to for at LEAST 100+ hours.
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Seedling is such an interesting little story that i love, but i´d be lying if it wasnt almost completely sprouted (hehe) from the visual of those character duos that are a small child + big scary looking creature who acts as their guard, top tier trope frfr
(also huge shoutout to @ashrayus for hearing me out and adding onto the rambles so long ago, bestie the robot story wasnt working, we got plants now 🌱)
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I was planning to build new desktop this fall, but seeing that the winter half year practically chains me to bed making me incapable of sitting up I took some of my savings to get a laptop so I can have it in bed for drawing, writing etc at least. And so I'll save back up the coming months and build it once spring arrives instead (hopefully component prices has gone down then too)
All that to say I can only eat my hands as I catch glimpses of dawntrail news after having been ffxiv-less since july last year. my abstinence is out the roof
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watching something you used to love get slowly squeezed to death is just heartbreaking. i hope those laid off from roosterteeth can find good work
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now that ive had time to digest it silent hill the short message could have been decent if they threw out the entire part where this girl started a pregnancy rumor about her friend which lead her to killing herself and instead focused on the abuse her and her brother faced. bc like whats the point of the other shit if by the end the latter is all you focus on + the shitty reveal that the monster is a manifestation of her mothers abuse. was it corporate required to say suicide is cool just so they could have that bullshit attempt at referencing mary's letter.
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