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#its gonna take like more than 2 years to even get to some semblence of feeling okay
parkinglothater
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1 year
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i feel like ive hit a mjor reset button my life and its literally tearing me apart
#i keep forcing my partner and I into this horrible cycle
#every time he leaves for long distance a part of me lashes out at him
#and at us
#and i really really fucked up this time
#like almost broke up with him type fucked up
#which i never thought hed have like a hard
#im breaking up with you boundary
#weve talked and like
#things are alright
#but im just so nervous amd anxious and i kind of hate myself a lot
#i feel like that i needed to like have this fight or whatever bc i needed the catharsis of like
#knowing that he still wants and needs me
#and like
#idk i needed to open the doors for healthy communication
#but like
#i didnt have to literally break his heart to do that
#but i did
#i really actually did i literally hurt him like
#beyond repair
#its gonna take like more than 2 years to even get to some semblence of feeling okay
#and idk
#it just hurts so much
#and i feel like i undid so much of our progress in one night
#and i really thought i was getting so much better
#idk
#im really hurt and a little confused and my feelings have been swining wildly
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