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squirmydonnie · 6 months

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My brain is such a mixed bag. It doesnt understand anything

#cheeseburgerboy #i usually sit here for minutes before posting something. and im just worrying the whole time.#or i write 1 or 2 paragraphs. and just delete them after that.#i guess its just how it is #i don't want to be upset about it anymore.#some things are just very hard.#but it still bothers me.#because its annoying #and also frustrating #its the only reason why i tend to have so many tags #because i get really nervous #it gives me something to do. since im too scared to post it.#and also a way to hide it. in case no one reads #its just scary. it makes me scared #i try not to say something. so no one worries about me or anything #but after too long. its too difficult.#i try not to wait. but thats also pretty hard #im kinda strange

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beescake · 9 months

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Sorry for the spam (^o^;) I just really like your blog

no need to apologize ayy!

in this corner we welcome all forms of enjoyment, regardless of whether you're a

happy to have yall here w me,

headin into homestuck 2024 :^)

#was debating if sollux truly was lurker type but then i rmbr'd him quietly reading all of karkat's memos for a good laugh HAHAHAHAAH #ask #aleemie #homestuck #karkat vantas #sollux captor #solkat #2024 #vioart #but o. regarding the etiquette learned frm other socmed #spamming here is safe+good! it does not harm the op by shadowbanning like instagram #and its not 💀 like twitter where ur likes/following are permanently set to public #ur tumblr experience is within ur control it can be as free/empty/curated as u want!!#((tho ofc i do encourage rbing for ppl who've been hoping to start that habit!!#s'cool to slowly work ur way up from the extra special posts that hv lingered longest in ur heart and quietly build ur cache trove :-)#for example back when i was struggling to rt on a new twt acc i just started setting nonsense criteria for myself LOL #like “breaking this void is scary holy fuck ok i shall start by rting posts w brownish/reddish clrs bcs its inspo vibes for my art”#and gradually after a while of deliberate sharing i gained more confidence to share a larger variety of posts that make me feel things!!!!#no more training wheels i may be scared but i love loving more!!!!#same goes for engaging w fics too it takes energy to think of how to comment and thats ok‚ do ur best to explore what works for u!!!!#take screenshots of ur fave paragraphs & start annotating in gallery/notes app if that helps!!!!#also tumblr's customizable queue means u can stack posts and bolt hgehehe. my preferred form of existing on the net))

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antrunner · 9 months

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idc if you think drawing fat people is hard. get better

#this doesnt just apply to him it applies to every canonically fat character #people who draw ted kord skinny scare me so bad #let characters be FAT!!!! ITS NOT A BAD WORD!! IT ISNT SCARY!! ITS NATURAL #im making this after seeing so much scary fanart #trolls #trolls 3 #bruce trolls #his happiness is reflected in his body and its so wonderful!!!!!!!!!!

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medicalunprofessional · 1 year

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flood

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#caligosto loboto #dr loboto #psychonauts #nightmaretheater #if you havent noticed i reaaally like flood by tool #this took 10 hours combined time of drawing 🕊️🕊️🕊️redid the sketch like 5 times lik #this is actually kind of personal to me….#as a child i had a reeaaaallly oppressive fear of my house flooding #like. i couldnt bare to hear a faucet running. thats how bad it was #all those flood damage relief commercials on tv scared me.#i very distinctly rememebr on of a house flooding thru the floor vents very quickly. and at the end the front door broke down.. scary #the psychological damage young me endured from the commercials #also ignore the wonky perspedtive on the crib i kind of exploded after trying to perspective for like an hour straight #its okay. it works. geometry is just weird in the psychonauts world #sheds a tear #oh the horrors..!.!.!!.! yipes #this is my ‘bobo exposed heart image’ to the cycle knots fanbase. real ones would know #drawing this was an experience man #thats why i vanished for a bit… sorry. ‘hey johnny got into str-‘ dont care im making a masterpiece #okay enough rambling im sorry #tips down glasses. send post

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souplovingwerewolf · 1 year

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One of my favorite "isn't supposed to be funny but ends up being f*cking hilarious" things is whatever is going on with the Life Of Luxury video thumbnails.

Just... Look

Theres so much happening

#life of luxury #horror #scary #YouTube #horror series #they're just...so bad #the unneeded arrows explaining the most obvious details #the way the one monster is circled in red as if its not the most noticable thing in the entire photo #the way one monster just has a blank arrow pointing to it like oh youre not gonna tell us wtf that is? just want us to acknowledge it?#the long necked ass kid staring from the closet #the terrible editing with the same glowijg white eyes each time #the fucking “SCARED” “OLD” one #these used to scare me when i was a kid tho #and i still like watching them because its always hilarious to see Parker repeatedly make the dumbest decisions possible #luxury dark

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daftpatience · 2 months

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guys im selling my sticker machine for $ to replace it with a different model of sticker machine and im so freakin nervouse. what if the fb marketplace guy that comes to get it does some cartoon villain shit and then i have 0 moneyand 0 sticker machine. wat then. aaaou

the thing is!!!! i intentionally priced it sorta high (still below what i paid for it) because i had it up for trade (i figure there was a chance someone with the machine i want was wanting to upgrade to a bigger size) and this guy wants to buy mine when there are like 15 other ones in our area that are way cheaper priced. im like whuh. why mine.

im hoping its just because i have it listed with a comparatively thorough description and a video of it working etc and not that this guy is tryig to scam me some how. im so weirded out.

#fate of the goblin to be scared of people on facebook marketplace #the potential of not having the machine that makes up the majority of my livelihood is a scary hypothetical aaaaauh #parton my anxiety #i want a silhouette portrait 4 and i have a silhouette cameo 4 (same hardware just wider)#i onluy ever use print and cut so i have no need for a 12" work area its just more nuisance of taking up sm space #if i had bigger money and more room i would go for the siser juliet cus the hardware is way better but. im very comfy with my silhouette no #and the portrait is alluring cus i could even tote it to cons with me. its small enough #i should make a tag for my bemoanings. oh itll be that #my bemoanings

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crybaby-bkg · 6 months

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having to look for a publishing company is so daunting omg but I don’t wanna self publish again 😭😭😭😭

#maybe it’s bc I’m pmsing but the thought just makes my heart get so tight #ITS SO SCARY!!!!!#makes me feel sooo vulnerable #but I really want a publisher this time #I think that’s why I took such a long hiatus writing my novel bc I got so intimidated since I’m so close to finishing it :(#but I’m writing again!!! and close to the end!!!#AHHHH IM SO SCARED #—in store chit chat! 🍫

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persy-r-bozo · 2 months

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#Reds such a unique and sad character to me #No matter what he does he is in a loop somehow. both actually and mentally.#He wants change - but he's afraid of it - But he NEEDS it - but its too scary.#He wants to be normal - But normal is boring - But its safe.#Too weird for people - too normal for freaks.#He Likes those two - But getting attached hurts. - But he truly does love them - But what if hes the issue? what is HE hurts them.#and thats why i think transport was such a big turning point. because he does hurt them #He tries his best and does what he thinks will be best.#him being alone so he issnt an “Issue”#And them being happy and healthy in a place where thier needs are met. and they dont have to be scared anymore.#but he fails and he hurts them.#His torture here is feeling helpless and whenever he tries it fails to the point he feels awful.#He has such complex and battling emotions they loop in his head over and over. too the point he cant do anything #thus making him a neutral character.#But neutral issnt a Good thing #Yes he doesnt hurt anything. But he doesnt help or comfort either #He is in a loop inside and out.#Hes drowning.#SIIIGHH sometimes it hurts understanding him /hj. (i know theres like a gigillion ways to interpret him lmao.}#im actuly kinda sad i havent seen anyone else have the idea of him being torn apart inside and anxious tho.#or that he sees himself as a big monster. maybe even due to him leaveing before (trying to help but failing again)#or that hes easy to manipulate. thus creating danger for the other two.#But im just yapping and making a comic based on my thoughts :]#(as ive been a lil mentally ill about string man lately.#dhmis #dhmis red guy #dhmis fanart #dhmis comic #dont hug me im scared

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hometownrockstar · 4 months

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i feel insane for when i have to make the same post asserting my boundaries again because what i ask sounds so normal that i feel like i look weird for saying it in my head it sounds like "uh duh?" but it keeps happening to me anyways and i get very scared and triggered even though i block and mute tags and avoid it and stuff. I dont want people with inc*st kink stuff on their blog following me, or people who are mutuals with those people, i just dont want to be interacted with at all and have to see that when i am casually scrolling thru tags or my followers...

#Idk am i dumb for making posts like these often? I always feel like im making a big deal #But its just very scary for me it makes me feel like something will happen to me when people like that follow me #And i see those posts randomly #And i get scared it will cause a fight or send asks about it again if i complain i just want to ignore and block it #So why does it keep showing up at me anyways? I feel like i HAVE to state it clearly then #Incest mention

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hecksupremechips · 6 months

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Shinjiham is cute when it’s romantic but tbh I think i vastly prefer the idea of them being best friends instead. Like, neither of them really saw it coming and weren’t really looking to get another best friend (Shinji has Akihiko, Kotone has Junpei and Yukari respectively) but it happens anyway. Kotone takes a liking to Shinji much faster than she does anyone else and I’d say a big reason is just the fact that he’s so reserved that it allows Kotone to do most of the talking while he just listens and they love this arrangement cuz Kotone doesn’t get to talk about her own interests very much. Though I think some of her needs to talk to Shinji stems from this insecurity that he isn’t happy in the group and she has this people pleasing problem and wants everyone to be happy so she makes a much bigger effort to talk to Shinji. And it’s very unfortunate because Shinji intentionally acts cold and distant because he doesn’t want to form any attachments because he wants to die soon, but aaaaaaaagh dammit this girl just keeps talking to him and being sweet and encouraging him to engage in his interests and share them with the others and he just can’t seem to say no when she’s got those damn puppy eyes. And Kotone is just able to get him out of his shell by being persistent but not in an overwhelming way, she’s very cheerful and supportive of him. And Shinji is able to offer her support by encouraging her to talk about herself and by making sure she’s taking care of herself. They just click really well and make such a positive dent in each other’s lives and it’s all about basic acts of kindness going a long way you know?