why is the most painful thing to me being misunderstood
like when you have good intentions or genuinely felt you were doing better and better only to realize those around you apparently think you're worse than ever or delusional or whatever
how is there such difference in how I am perceived like im genuinely sad and in despair over this I KNOW I'm not crazy and every ounce of me has put in the effort to turn it around but I guess im still failing and its the most sickening revelation
I saved the ficking world multiple fucking tines and yet everyone would rather care avoyt sone stupid fycking derective who doesnt even treat people with basic respect why