#its not too much at all btw the more info the better <3

[1p2p-heta-imagines]

hey i was wondering if i could get a match up? (specifically for 2p if thats alr!)

about me

- im a trans guy with a preference of men

- im short and have glasses and black hair, i would say my fashion sense falls under the emo/alternative category.

- im a introvert, so i dont talk to people unless they talk to me first. i love being with/talking to my friends, they bring out the best of me. i can get pretty loud with them, making a lot of jokes and overall being very playful with them.

- im a caring and selfless person, i always put others needs and wants in front of mine. my friends mean a lot to me so i always wanna make sure theyre okay, although i can come off as clingy with this.

- i like to be left alone sometimes, it helps me recharge my social battery.

-when im not having times to myself, i love going out doors. although i have a huge fear of bugs and hate the heat.

- im a pretty sensitive person, and with being a overthinker who overthinks about almost everything. i need someone who can reassure and comfort me.

- i would say some of my toxic traits are me bottling up my emotions and isolating myself when im feeling down or depressed. and that causes me to push people away because i dont want people to worry about my problems because i know they have their own problems already. so its pretty difficult to let people help me, it makes me feel selfish and guilty if they help me.

- somethings i hate are loud noises, yelling, people forcing me to do things i don't want to, heights, BUGS.

- i would say my love language is gift giving, i love giving people gifts, it makes my heart do little dances.

- i love listening to music, its one of my hobbies and its something that can calm me down and makes me feel better. (mostly listen to nu metal, metal, rock, pop punk, etc.)

- another hobby of mine is video games. mostly survival horror, mmos, rpgs, and ofc the occasional minecraft.

- speaking of horror, i love horror related things. but i get scared easily, so most of the time watching a horror movie or something, i cling to people.

- i love baking! especially baking new stuff i haven't tried before, it's something i also do to calm me down. it feels very rewarding :)

- something i really love doing is just going for walks during the day, its very peaceful for me, and can help clear my mind.

- i love animals a lot too!!

- i enjoy reading as well! i dont do it a lot but from time to time its nice.

- something that matters a lot to me is honestly and loyalty. someone who is dishonest and unloyal is a huge turn off for me due to pass experiences.

- another thing is communication, even though im not good at it myself, its still something very important to me.

ty for reading this and im sorry if its a lot🙏🙏

I match you with... 2p S. Italy!

He's honest, extremely loyal, tries his best with communication (usually pretty good), and is very understanding, all those boxes ticked off. Seeming or being clingy with him is no issue, his love language is quality time; you genuinely can't come off as too clingy to him. He's also patient so needing reassurance, comfort, time alone, etc is absolutely something he can give, most people in his life are like this. He'll likely get into any hobby you have, he's open to anything, though expect gifts centred around those hobbies to randomly show up. While horror does terrify him, he'll try his absolute best to not scream at any jumpscares if he watches a movie with you.

[weirdfishy]

was struck w the v real possibility that i may v well take note of romance songs for the lyrics instead of the musical bops alone this morning

[emmett-the-luchino-lover]

And romantic Luchino x reader hcs that you wanna talk about? (Kinda like a “free prompt” for you to have fun with)

YESS!! I tried my best! (ToT) I'm sorry if it's kind of bad, I tried to make it as accurate to him as possible by studying him from his tweets on the official idv twitter account, but overall, enjoy it!! :D

(requests are open! check my rules for more info before requesting!)

LUCHINO X GN! READER ROMANTIC HCS <3 (SFW) 🦎 

˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗Surprisingly, he is quite the gentleman! back when he was a human, tonsss of people tried to flirt with him (though he did not quite liked the attention as he is more of a to himself type of person.)

˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗But, once he has been a hunter in the manor, and after he became a lizard, no body wanted to even be near him. He was incredibly closed off from everyone, in his room (or better known as his "lab") doing whatever god knows what. But, he oddly liked it that way..

˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗Until you came along. During a match, he had his eyes on you, wanting to know more and study you. "What a fascinating human.." he thinks to himself.

˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗The way you guys met was when you both were in the manors hunter garden (its giantic btw :skull emoji:). He bumps into you, surprised of the fact that a mere human, let alone a survivor was wandering around the hunter's part of the manor

˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗"Human.. why are you here? Do you even know who I am.? I am a terrifying creature… Many mortals fear me…."

˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗"Yea, also this is a nice garden!"

˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗"….Did you not hear what I just said."

˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗After that whole entire mess, he grew to like you more and more, both getting to know each other and you sneaking off to the hunter's part of the manor, often hanging around the garden.

˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗At first, he is not too fond of touch. He actually despised it. But the more you guys are around each other, he had this.. weird desire to give you lots of affection, he didn't understand why though.

-In the start of the relationship, how he shows his affection is giving you small gifts like necklaces, flowers, etc. He'd give excuses to sit beside you.

˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗When you give him some stuff back, he would be blushing like ALOTT this lizard boy just gets flustured easily.

˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗"Thank you so much, amore mio." (he'll say it camly even tho he's like freaking out on the inside.)

˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗he loves it when you listen to him geeking out about science stuff and all of that, it makes him feel all giddy inside and makes him fall in love with you even more.

˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗compliment his scales and everything. He loves the way he looks, and when you compliment him, his ego goes through the roof lol

˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗He also loves chin scratches. Give him chin scratches and he purrs loudly and you can literally feel and hear the vibration from his body.

˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗Once the relationship has been going on for awhile, he'll easily get comfortable with hugs and cuddles, and pretty much almost everything.

˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗He loves to pick you up with his long ass tail, even just out of no where.

˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗He'd also have you watch him with his experiments in his labs. He'll sometimes allow you to join in, but that's on certain stuff. Half the reason is because he doesn't want you to get hurt if anything happens, and also he is a complete control freak, and only likes things going his way when it comes to this type of stuff, so he would go crazy if any experiments is not mostly him doing it.

˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗He doesn't mean it in a mean way or anything though I promise sobs on the ground

˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗He loves reading some books with you with classical music in the background while you both are cuddling up on his bed.

˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗He'd also treat you to a romantic dinner date (Joseph and Leo would be volunteering to do the food and wine for yall considering you guys can't really go out anywhere since you are literally stuck inside a manor r.i.p)

˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗He also ADORES kissing with chin scratches if that makes sense, on both ends. He also loves to pull you in and hold you while you guys are kissing (real)

˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗Overall, a really great lizard guy 10/10 (I need him right now fr)

[zeltqz]

niyaaaa do u have any tips for people who wanna get into fic writing? 👀

i don’t really get how the whole posting format for fics works on here tbh 😭 and like your info area it’s so cool

YEAH OFC!! btw dm me your username so i can follow and support you <3

tip 1- the posting format isnt that hard to get used to actually its just you create a tumblr text post and then copy and paste your fic onto it, add the tags and stuff then post it. if you want to add banners, headers and stuff to make it look better then go ahead, just add images to the text post

tip 2- the info area is the same as above, just add pictures of your choice etc to the text post, add your information, name, age, fav things etc and then to link posts to your post, highlight where u want the link to go, then copy the link of the post u want linked then press the hyperlink that looks like two chains linked together when you highlight the text if that makes sense? sounds like a lot but its rlly not i promise haha

tip 3- always type your fics on other apps like word or google docs since they have an auto save feature!! i dont reccomend typing your fics on tumblr since one if the app crashes, it doesn't automatically save your work so everything you wrote will get deleted (some versions of tumblr do have autosave, my laptop has it but my phone and iPad doesn't, so i dont rely on it)

tip 4- idk if you want tips on actual fic writing or just how to get your fics onto tumblr but ill help you with that anyway. with me when i write fics i always imagine it out in my head. theres some of my fics where i just went with the flow and wrote wgatever came to mind and those are the fics i hate the most because they dont rlly make sense to me. theyre always so random and it just seems rushed and bad.

i picture my fics like a scene in my head and whatever i want the character to do, think, say or feel i write that shit down asap. i use other online sources to help get more descriptive like the emotion theasurus <- honestly one of my favourite things to use ever, they have so much body language to use for every emotion in the damn book

dialogue is also something i find difficult. i've improved i personally feel like but its still hard for me especially if im writing a new character. i never want to make the character seem OOC so i do lots of research before hand. i normally use the wiki to read up on a characters personality.

for example i'll use ran for this since he's like 99% of my account lmao. in the wiki, he's described as "naturally whimsical toward others which makes him inscrutable" though ran doesnt have many scenes in the manga (which i hate bc i love him sm) its impossible to actually write him down to a tee so i use that naturally whimsical description to make him playful, charismatic, carefree etc, going off what little information i have with him.

getting a characters personality down is what can make or break a dialogue. for me when im reading a fic of a character and their dialogue is so OOC it puts me off and i dont even wanna read. so i apply my same fic icks to myself and think if I don't like seeing this and that in a fic, why would I incorporate those in my fics and have ppl get put off it if they have the same fic icks as me?

hope that makes sense!!

tip 5- dont rush yourself at all. i used to rush a few of my fics and i just ended up hating it so much after and fought bck the urge to delete them so many times but then i'd see people's comments and realise i was being too harsh on myself. i'd keep them up but i'd just hate seeing them get attention.

rushing only makes you hate your work and the quality of your work will decline if you are not in the right headspace.

thats also why i have the don't rush me thing in my rules because not only is it annoying to see people constantly asking for updates, it also makes me mad because i know i'll just put out a piece of garbage if i did rush.

also another tip don't give yourself deadlines!! if you know your writing consistency can be a little sloppy, don't tell your followers that you're going to upload every so and so day. if something happens and you miss the deadline, you'll feel bad and rush something out and most times out of ten, a rushed fic doesn't do well. so take your time and don't rush.

tip 6- dont listen to what other people say or feel obligated to write something you don't wanna. establish your boundaries!! for example, from day one i started this blog i said im accepting requests but i will not write anything to do with non-con, incest or minors. i made sure that was out there so i wouldn't feel uncomforable writing anything i wasn't comfy with.

there are people on this app that may like your writing and request you to write something for them. you are not obligated to write anything for anyone! don't feel like you have to just because they asked nicely.

if you want to accept requests you can im not saying you shouldn't, im saying don't feel like you have to. you always have a choice. its your blog.

tip 7- remember this isn't a job. you're allowed to take breaks, allowed to have a personal life. don't feel like you need to be updating every day. i used to think i was obligated to be uploading consistently at least every week because i was obsesssed with engagement and seeing peoples comments and was scared if i took a break ppl will unfollow. now i honestly don't care. i'm not active as much as i used to because of school and that's fine! if ppl want to leave, let them. don't feel like you're forced to keep being active in order to keep your follower count stable.

tip 8- this app can get really toxic sometimes. luckily enough i've only had one toxic anon in my inbox and i've been on this app for a year. some people have so many, some ppl get harrassed etc. if that happens to you just be prepared since there's no actual way to find out who's behind anons. you can turn off your anon options which means if ppl want to inbox you something then their account will be showing. some people arent comfortable with that and that's fine! i keep mine on because i want people to feel comfortable on my page.

just remember though if you ever feel like this app is getting overwhelming take breaks! for the sake of your mental health take breaks. i know so many writers on here that took breaks and came back healthier and stronger.

i feel like this tip goes for social media in general. as much as i love social media im aware how unhealthy it is. breaks are so important for you. remember that.

i can't think of anymore tips right now but if i have some more i will edit the post and add it on.

if u have anymore questions about the tumblr posting format dm me and ill help you out :))

[tamelee]

hiii tamelee <3 you said you were writing a script for sns, right? could you give us the vaguest idea what it's about or do you want it to be a surprise? i love your art btw its so pretty

Hiii! 💕 oh yes I'd love to!! Tysm for liking my art and your interest in it! Ah, yes! The script was pretty much finished and I planned on drawing it already... but I felt like I had to research something Kishimoto used as reference a bit better and then... I fell into the student/research rabbit-hole.. >.< I had to make a change and it's taking me a bit of time, but I'm getting there 🥹 ((I'm also not too sure about Kakashi as Hokage around that time, I can't really find much and I refuse to read more novels or watch that terrible movie -.- does anyone know?)) Hmm'~ It's an SNS-story, but the plot isn't focussed on romance. Doesn't mean there won't be any though...... ((Maybe unpopular opinion but I don't think either are ready to accept it at that point in their lives despite VotE2. Acknowledgement is one thing. Acceptance another. But taking the next vulnerable step when both are (secretly) terrified of loss and rejection? Oh man. Anyway, there'll be no (immediate) hand holding or skipping over happy rainbows, I'll say that much 👀)) There are things I want to say, but in essays my words fall short and so, I wanted to create a story with that purpose ^^ The plot isn't spread over a long time at all and starts around 2 years after the war when they're 19y- blank period. I may have to switch it to 18-20y because I'm not too sure about Kishimoto's timeline and I weaved in background info through the original. It may not be perfectly aligned, but I did my best >.< And so, the story itself starts much earlier- there are a few flash-backs. I entirely made up the conflict of course, but it is focussed around.... hm, I guess problems that we expected were going to be solved during that time but clearly never were? I'm not 'fixing' the future that is shown in the sequel, but I'm challenging the possibility of that outcome and consequences in my story anyway. Fair warning, there is quite a bit of satire.. Naruto and Sasuke not excluded 😬🤷🏻‍♀️ (It has purpose, I promise.) If anyone saw the design of an OC (I made changes already xD), then you probably saw that Amegakure will play a role as well. I guess you could see the story as some sort of filler-arc made by a dedicated fan, because those also have some characters you'd only see during that arc and then never again :') That's kinda how I approached it anyway. I asked myself 'If I could fill in the timeline here after Sasuke left Konoha and having the future in mind, how would I do that? 🤔' I tried thinking about things I can reveal already or things that will happen, but I feel like it's better to keep it as a surprise!!! 🫢 I haven't written a blurb either. (Why did no one tell us how hard it is to do that? Props to all authors, honestly.) I'll probably post some sketches soon, there are still a few things I have to design as well ^^ aaannndd... it will also come with cw/tw's... it definitely isn't suited for everyone but I can't wait to start the journey~

[mollyrolls]

MOLLY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH HI HELLO <3 I HOPE YOU'RE DOING GOOD TODAY!! AND THAT YOU HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND!! DO YOU GET A THREE DAY WEEKEND THIS WEEK?? I JUST REMEMBERED I DO AND JUST WANTED TO SEE!!! and i'm so so excited to see the self ship questions you make!!! and i'm here to ask these <3:

pre: 2

gen: 6

love: 9

domestic life: 10

and "my molly" is so so cute btw i started kicking my feet and screaming <333 have a lovely day!!! sending you my credit card info so u can buy urself a sweet treat rn xoxoxo <3

thank you past ness!!! i forgot i said i was gonna make questions maybe ill work on them today too

2. What was their first impression of each other?

i thought he was so smart and that made him so incredibly hot to me. you know how you can be in a casual conversation with someone whos smart and they have that kind of sharp witty humor? yeah my pants are off i was like, "oh ok! hes really quick lemme put in the work to keep up w him"

and that was his first impression! he liked that i matched his energy and fell right into that banter w him it was intriguing to him god im so cool and mysterious

6. How do their personalities complement each other? How do they clash?

we're both reallyyy similar; extremely dry and sarcastic humor, intellectual and logic oriented, quiet and introverted, you know how it goes. two peas in a pod and all that

that being said, when we do clash its really rough. i prefer confrontation if theres a problem and akaashi is convinced that confrontation means that i want to break up w him. so if conflict happens it gets worse before it gets better

9. What reminds them of each other?

reminds me of him: good coffee, jazz, warm breeze on a quiet night, constellations

reminds him of me: lucky numbers, green, the water/rain, jazz guitar specifically

10. Who is more likely to convince the other to come back to sleep in the morning?

its a whole ass workout trying to get out of his clutches in the morning. he'll still be asleep and have an iron grip on me. that being said, its a fight ill lose willingly

[egokillr]

hi babis 💞

after going hiatus i wanted to say i rlly miss the community on here and im FINALLY at a place where i have stable beliefs in my view of spirituality that align with me!!

i might not be on here as much as i used to be (bc life n stuff,) but i rlly wanna open this space back up to discussions and having a community yk!! :3 im open to talking thru inbox chats or if you’ve ever wanted to be friends, feel free to say something!! :) i luv tumblr tbh, i thought abt leaving bc i lost my passion for what i was posting but honestly i just think i need to post more of what aligns with me for now.

so, recently i noticed some ppl in the loa community looking into nondualism philosophies so i was like omg wuts that (creds to yall on yt and insta btw)

and basically it just fits my beliefs much more now and i feel a lot better!! i no longer believe in certain terms like subconscious, 3d or 4d, states, or rlly any terminology involving the law. i honestly don’t have any terminological beliefs anymore, i just believe we are all one god and that’s it. consciousness is the only reality, so nothing has to be done to manifest. you already have anything you want and thats it!

if you disagree with me that’s okay! you can do what u will and follow ur own beliefs, thats what we’re all meant to do!! 💖

anyhow, i think im less interested in teaching my beliefs, but more interested in advocating for people to find their own way and sharing experiences within the community. i love and appreciate all of my followers sm btw!! i rlly jus want to create a lighthearted community in here where we can talk abt manifesting/ shifting experiences and just chat abt all things :D im open to helping ppl casually too, im just less of a teacher/ coach kinda person imo.

extra lil info abt me recently:

lately ive j been making lil improvements in my life, and im superr excited bc im about to do a lot of traveling that ive been wanting to do for a v long time!! besides that, ive been working on my yt subs a lot and its become a rlly fun little outlet for me! ill link it jus incase anyone wants <3

anywaysss, to close this off, im excited to have my little blog on here and do literally whatever!! im open to a lot of things, just lmk!! ❣️🪬☮️

[mosraev]

Lyrics through the decade 4/10

I've decided to collect all the songs I've made through the last decade and share my favourite snippets with you guys. The pictures for the backgrounds will (as much as possible) be pictures I've taken the same year as the lyrics were written. The full lyrics may or may not be made official someday.

Part 4; 2016

For some reason I wrote a lot about death and mortality together with the smallest things in life such as getting pissed about social media, having trouble giving a compliment and being a over-the-top fanperson. So yeah this one will be a rollercoaster.

More info under the line

Stay creative, my fellow foxes 🦊💚

Song 1 (pic1); Faith

I wrote this song after learning about a terrorist attack in Tyrkey happening on Easter sunday so it plays a lot on the morality across religion and looking at the world with bitterness but also a bit of hope that things might be better (how naive thinking about what happened in 2022)

Featured lyric:

((Extended)) Go for trust and go pray on this sad, holy day

Who are you praying to?

It might affect if you'll see another day.

Song 2 (pic2); Scarred

A song about mortality and being a flawed human being. Building a lot on the 'digging your own grave' metaphor and other 'wow, you're a deadbeat person' sayings. Btw, this was when I was studying something I ended up learning was not for me so I guess I dealt with not feeling good enough through writing.

Featured lyric:

((Extended)) You can’t reach me, I’m lost at sea

In a ship that’s slowly sinking.

I’m digging my own grave,

But happen to pull myself out again.

I’m a trainwreck but I’m alive.

Song 3 (pic3); The Fan Song

And now we have the other side of the coin for 2016 - Silly songs and/or songs about the little things. This is a song I wrote in jest describing the experience of being a fan of something. Little did I know this feeling shown in the featured lyric would have a name one day (parasocial relationships) x'D

Featured lyric: You’re my closest friend,

My first real lover.

I know everything about your life, but we haven’t met each other.

Honorable mention;

I don’t know why I’m screaming in your face,

I guess it is all too much to take in.

Song 4 (pic4); Vulpes Mortem (Don't Cry for the Fox)

Now, why did I write a song about a dying fox framed in religious undertones by playing a folkish 6/8 melody? Because I dang well could x'D no, I am not kidding that is the whole reason :'D Fun fact: I've recorded this song with help from an impro choir and flute. When I get to it it'll be back on soundcloud.

Featured lyric: Don't cry for the fox, little one

She made peace with her death.

Song 5 (pic5); Beautiful

Honestly, one of my favourite little songs because it is so pure in its story and intention. It is basically about giving compliments to strangers and how honestly terrifying it can be.

Featured lyric: Hey, is it strange that I think you're beautiful?

Song 6 (pic6); My Own Worst Enemy

We're back to me having a minor crisis about my place in life (it might show even better than Scarred how I just didn't feel like I belonged at this study at university or in life in general). I never finished this so it is mostly just a very existential poem at this point.

Featured lyric: I guess it’s only me holding me down.

Keeps my feet on the ground,

puts extra weight on my shoulders, so I can’t fly.

((Extended)) I’m my own worst enemy.

Song 7 (pic7); Lullabye for the Universe

This is actually a rewrite of a song I made the year prior called Luna and it is about two lovers in a long distance relationship. I really enjoyed the pictures created in this song yet I am still not really impressed with the melody so it is on hold for now.

Featured lyric: Can you sing me a lullaby from the other end of the universe

While I’m waiting for the sun to rise?

Song 8 (pic8); Doll

Another very existential or maybe even more so a self concious poem that never fully made it into song status. I was speaking a lot about how wrong I felt yet how I didn't do anything about the feeling of wrong - the featured lyric also show my people pleasing tendencies.

Featured lyric: Pretty little agony, give until you break.

Your love is so cheap it’s on sale.

[takeustochurch]

Pentecost Methodist Church

location: Pasir Ris (Closest MRT is Tampines East we think)

service timings:

peranakan: 0730 every 2nd Sunday of the month

english traditional (0830) and english contemporary (1100) weekly

mandarin: 1130 every 4th Sunday of the month

youth: every 0900 every last Sunday of the month

children's ministry: 0830 and 1100 every 1st Sunday of the month

here's their website for more info!

⚝──⭒─⭑─⭒──⚝

'*•.¸♡overall impressions (rated by 🌘, 🍳, and 💀!)♡¸.•*'

1. friendliness

🌘: 9/10 - friendly but not CREEPY friendly, u get what I mean? I dunno how accurate our rating is bcs we alr had a friend there...so imma just lower it abit,,,

🍳: 7/10 - the youth leaders were cool!!! but also getting a more objective opinion because idk anyone there so it was weird but i think the overall vibe was fun

💀: dead. again. RIP

2. openness

(we didn't ask any qns again bcs we were scared HAHAHAHA but they did keep asking us if we wanted to clarify anything/had any qns so...)

3. service

🌘: 6/10 - the service itself was nothing too special, just the usual spiel, but I liked the topic. the pastor man was kinda confusing when he explained things tho. overall was a meh service. DEF better than the last one tho

🍳: 6/10 - more engaging than the previous one or mayb im biased but still was interesting to see how they taught the sermons because it definitely was slightly different from the previous church

💀: RIP

4. programs

🌘: i honestly dk much abt their programs but frm their youth i think its q engaging? and we visited bcs they were hosting an event and they had FREE FOOD which was. cool. they mentioned a church camp too, and it sounded p fun all things considered. also they have. A GAME ROOM? which if anything gives them some points in my book.

🍳: would say its q cool tbh theyre really engaging and helps to break the ice for newcomers to familiarise themselves with the church environment - also they were talking about a church camp??? where one of the youth groups MAY just sneak off and go shopping but who knows!!

💀: RIP

⚝──⭒─⭑─⭒──⚝

'*•.¸♡REVIEWS♡¸.•*'

THATS RIGHT WE BACK BABY!!! we're like those absent aunts that only come once a year and are always drunk. VERY COOL.

on to the actual church - their sermon room wasn't as cool as the previous one but NO MATTER because i later noticed that their service hall is actually on the 1st floor and the one we went to was probably the youth one on the like, 4th, floor.

their service was p cool, normal stuff, they had icebreakers but i dunno if it was just because we went there during an event sorta thing. the youth after the session was cool, the people were nice and the discussions were actually p cool. i kinda got confused but is ALL GOOD bcs they went thru it after.

THEY HAVE A GAME ROOM/ YOUTH HANG OUT PLACE that has a SWITCH. if you like super smash - boy is this the church for you. the vibes are cool and genuinely might keep going back to it bcs my friend also goes there and you can drop by the church lounge any day of the week? which i think is p cool.

omg we're BACK after surviving life and tests and projects!!!!

okaokoaky so this time we got roped into coming by 🌘's friend who appparently DID NOT KNOW we were coming together but thats COOL!!!

started w band and icebreakers, then had prayers lead by the youth leader(?) and then the pastor mans.

THEN we split off into groups to talk in youth groups i suppose which was mildly scary because idk how to talk to people??? but yes then we started discussing what the pastor was talking about during the session - was q interesting? they tried to initiate more interactive discussion then concluded.

THEN WE GOT TO THE SWITCHES THEY HAVE A WHOLE ASS ROOMMM FOR GAMES AND STUFF like there was a switch (which the boys were addicted to btw??), a random basketball lying around, a whole LIBRARY and sooo many chairs to sit around and talk.

after thattt we got free lunch (which was bombz af btw) then spedran awayyy. overall fun experience! people were welcoming and kind and it was interesting to listen to how they taught the sermons.

we'll always remember him in our hearts 😔

'*•.¸♡ THE END♡¸.•*'

[shuttershocky]

So I got persona 5 awhile back used, have only played a little of it, and now the royal deluxe version is on sale. I was wondering if it’s worth buying the royal version and switching to it or stick to the one I have. Is it worth it?

Don't believe the reviews written at launch, they probably had to submit the review before finishing the game. It is absolutely worth buying P5 Royal even if you already have P5. Royal is the game that P5 SHOULD have been. It is the game people remember in their minds when they think about how they loved P5 but haven't actually replayed P5 to see all its problems laid bare.

Some stuff that makes buying Royal worth it

The original Persona 5 had a very, very obvious Light and L thing going on between Akechi and Joker (they even look like them lmao). They also didn't pull it off. Royal greatly rewrites and explores their relationship both in their brand new confidant (the new name for social links) and in the newly added month, making it one of the best relationships in the series.

They rebalanced the combat entirely. Guns are finally usable instead of being worthless, and there's far more depth and creativity possible in the Thieves' movesets. Some people complained the game was made too easy, but honestly that's an easy tradeoff to make up for the ridiculous number of quality of life changes added that make the whole thing a smoother, more dynamic, and fun experience. Also, Royal reworked how status effects work, allowing you to use them to knock down (and thus combo) enemies that normally do not have weaknesses. It's fucking rad.

Every confidant event now also has extra dialogue where they call you over your cellphone. Social links / confidants have always been the biggest appeal of Persona, getting more out of them is a big plus.

The new director (they changed directors in Royal)'s storytelling ability is just... Better. Like, it's crazy, at some point you can actually obviously tell which parts of the game are new in Royal and which were in the original game because of the quality of the dialogue and the overall writing is just that much better (and Royal keeps the original games' scenes). The original P5 had many, many problems with its writing, from being unable to hold on to its plot to just sometimes having cringy dialogue. There's straight up a whole scene where the villains explain EVERYTHING to each other despite both of them knowing all the info already. It gets that bad. Royal's original writing on the other hand, has a grasp of both plot writing and an emotional understanding of its cast to really make the most out of the setting's potential. The difference is night and day, get Royal for this reason alone.

They added talents / passives to Personas which can be inherited through fusion, which can make some EXTREMELY funny personas if you figure out an overpowered combo.

Morgana doesn't force you to go to sleep at night as much anymore. You can read books or study or clean the cafe or play videogames, basically DO shit that raises your stats rather than wasting time. Anyone that's played the original game might see this as the number 1 reason to get Royal honestly, it feels incredible to not waste so many days on a game with limited time. (You can finish all possible confidants in a single run without it even being very strict! Holy fucking shit!)

You get the P5 DLC for free btw lmao. Royal had its own DLC, but if you open the PlayStation network and own Royal, the original P5 DLC is free for you. Get it, some of the personas (like Kaguya) are stupidly fun.

The original P5 had one horrible final boss (he's still there in Royal, he's just not the final boss anymore.) Royal's final boss on the other hand, is legitimately one of my favorite final JRPG battles ever. I like it even more than Persona 3's Nyx, it's that good (though nowhere near as hard). If you like Ursula K Le Guin's work, the final arc is thematic inversion of one of her short stories. I love it so much.

The soundtrack is bitchin.

[laissez-fire-oh]

Pac #6 - What your guides and ancestors want you to know

(Short collective messages)

Take a deep breath and relax. Take your time to ground yourself and connect with your intuition. Once you feel ready, choose the picture or number that calls you the most and check the description. If you feel called by more than one, there might be more messages for you. If any of these call you, there might be no messages for you. Being a general reading, take what resonates and leave what doesn’t. This is only for fun and entertainment. 

This time, I tried to use some goodies together with my intuition to find out what your guides may want you to know. Any kind of feedback would be deeply appreciated to see if this kind of divination can work on pacs as well.

All the photos are mine and you have no permission to use them (but you can actually enjoy my stoopidful dog in some analogue and out of focus images I took of him ♥ he was/is a healer btw).

Pile 1

You may be going through an healing moment regarding some past traumas (might be also past life related for some). Know that you are cared and you are doing a very good job. Your emotions are all valid, just pass through all of them and don’t be scared, your guides are by your side. Take time to analyze your feelings, and stop pretending you are feeling in a certain way just because others wants you to. Allow yourself to just feel your actual emotions. It’ll be better. Don’t rush things. You’re gonna feel relieved one day, I (we) promise.

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Pile 2

You may need to be more in touch with your intuition and trust it or have been trying to get more in touch with it. Keep going, study and get all the infos you think you may be missing: your guides are by your side, you can ask them as well for confirmations, they are gonna listen to you always. If you feel anxious, or your thoughts are a bit out of control, take time to relax, connect to your breathing. Try to find peace near a body of water or just try to meditate anytime you can, your ancestors may appear to you and will happily guide you.

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Pile 3

Release. This word popped out in my head immediately. You need to let things go in order to shine again. Trust your inner self, this situation taught you what you needed to know and understand, you have been overthinking about it too much already, now it’s time to move on. Find a way to make yourself happy again, go get that puppy or a tattoo, dance, live. You deserve happiness now. “You’ve been treating yourself too harsh sweety pie” (exact words), now it’s time to release and smile again. Abundance is on its way, allow it to reach you.

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Pile 4

You have a lot of passion in you, a red fire burning. You also put a lot of effort in anything you do, may it be work or a hobby: you may be involuntarily manipulate things or use your intellect/words to get the result you want to. Your heart and mind are superb, your guides are very proud of you and all you are doing. But you need to have more fun. Right now it seems everything is just a job, everything you do is for money or recognition: don’t forget, there’s also more than this to live for. Enjoy your time, find a new real passion.

[vicea]

Sapnap’s alt stream on February 04, 2021 (for those who missed it or can’t watch the entire stream. It’s more informational and random facts than anything)

sapnap is letting sylvee help ministate his karl’s and quackity’s marriage ‘cause she wants a license LOL (ty anon for fixing my mistake)

sapnap called “bullshit” on the height guy who got 5′9″ for George’s height (he live reacted to the tik-tok)

sylvee and sapnap argue about whose cat is better for a while. After a bit, Dream comes in coincidentally and Patches follows and they start praising Patches and how she’s the best cat.

patches doesn’t shed that much, she likes her fountain water, she has very soft meows. Patches will meow at you if you look at her and talk to her

sapnap chugged some hot sauce out of fucking nowhere when dream pointed out how nice and organized his set up was but then there’s just a random bottle of hot sauce. he then eats celery with hot sauce and likes it...? (dream judges him hard in the bg LOL) 

sapnap and dream wants to do a just chatting while eating spicy hot wings on monday night (no facecam) (dream can’t even handle spice)

Dream said that it’s likely Sapnap and George are just the same height and that he’s for sure the tallest  

sapnap wants to eat the chicken soup dream’s mom made for dream because dream was saying it was the best cs ever LOL

dream sits crisscross on sapnap’s floor when he goes into his room

dream likes peanut butter - has not had it for 3-4 years now

“dream vs sapnap who would win? if I had a gun, I would win” -sapnap

dream loves takis over hot cheetos- but he only eats very little b/c he can’t eat spicy for the life of him (he needs melk otherwise) sapnap does not like takis as much though

sapnap and george were being “annoying” and wanted to do a adlib for dream’s song - like a “hey” in the bg or something lmao

sapnap and dream plan to live together for the rest of 2021 

if you could only have one food for the rest of your life-- sapnap answered with burger and dream got real analytical with his answer: pizza

dream was praising Moe’s queso 

DREAM TEAM WILL RELEASE COLLAB MERCH. the podcast is not priority, they’re sort of taking their time with it but it will come out! and sapnap has a facecam video possibly coming out in March

apparently dream does not wear his own merch and does not own any gnf and sapnap merch smh

dream has pictures of patches in a reindeer outfit >:(

the original plan was supposed to just drop roadtrip completely out of nowhere at 12 am EST but fans found out LOL

Drista is apparently pretty tall-- up to Sapnap’s shoulders (holy crap)

sapnap: “what’s bts?” - Dream said that Sapnap would like Dynamite because it’s like a good entry into kpop since normally, people would not listen to it since it’s in Korean

sap and dream can see themselves getting their ears pierced

sapnap has the biggest dumptruck

sap and dream agree that strawberry milk slaps. dream also likes banana milk 

george joins the stream and before he could even speak, dream correctly predicts what he’s going to talk about, then george immediately talks about the height tik tok -> sapnap mutes him right after 

sapnap was afraid of leaking Dream’s song before it dropped LOL

Sapnap’s Very Important PSA “I want a reassessment [of his height], Kentai_Haven. This is a message from Sapnap. That water bottle you used was incorrect. I would like a reassessment. If you want, I can find the right water bottle for you. I’m formally asking for a reassessment.” 

SAPNAP WANTED TO MEASURE PATCHES INSTEAD OF HIS HEIGHT

Sapnap and Dream are strictly obeying COVID guidelines by not going out at all :]

dono: “what do you think of gnf?” sapnap: “gnf is okay.” dream: “oh that gogy guy?” sapnap: “yeah that weirdo.”

dream hasn’t had melk on its own in a while (but he’s had drank it on its own in the past)

Sapnap misses Texas :( He says Texas is better than Florida. But Dream is saying that Florida has a lot more to do, it’s just COVID making it uninteresting. They will do a lot of stuff together when lockdown is over.

Dream’s PSA: “Stay inside and wear a mask” 

HHN - Halloween Horror Night !! Dream wants to take sapnap there :D

Sapnap doesn’t remember anything from Spanish class

Dream took 3 years of Italian (or French) mf doesn’t remember anything either

sap plays chess against randoms with the help of dream + george who helps sapnap get check (btw dream does not hear sap’s audio)

sapnap knows Nothing about kpop but Dream Does :D

Nothing is messy in the house thanks to Dream’s mom LOL

sapnap calls patches patchie sometimes

sapnap watches subbed anime

bbh joins and compliments chat and helps sapnap out with chess too

dream leaves and says to “stream roadtrip” 

sapnap jams out to roadtrip so much <3

sapnap stalemate in bullet chess against a rando and finally plays against george -- sap wins b/c george wasn’t properly trying. They go again, George wins this time. for the third game, george won but sapnap didn’t let the chat see his defeat (anon mentioned that george won 1st round. i’m not sure tho)

george tried singing the chorus lmfao but he doesn’t know the lyrics to dream’s song

I might’ve misheard or missed out on some info so apologies in advanced for that!

[ask-the-hottest-people-on-earth]

❝ I HAVE A BETTER PLAN! ❞ — ;

🔹 this is an ask blog for me and my friends ocs!! our ocs are from a band au (set in 2002 but for the sake of this blog and more modern questions, it can be in 2022) !!

other bands exist!! cause its not like the world revolves around our ocs lol,, OH!! and, we've kind of decided that uuhh the cool ass hot ass fictional band named '4town' also exists

🔹btw, since we ran out of space, some mod intros are gonna be merged rogether so,, yeeeah!!

🔹im mod sammie/any nickname that sounds good with samantha! my pronouns are they/she/he and im in a lot of fandoms and hyperfixate on.. so much fandoms. my main/personal blog is @sammiedoesstuff and my writing blog is @sammielikesfrogs !! my timezone is.. uh.. i live in the ph!!

🔹my oc is veronica santiago! :)

🔹my tags are #mod sammie speaks #mod sammie #mod sammie feral mode #mod sam rambles

🔹️Hiiii!! Helloooo!! I'm mod Shy Shy!! I go by they/them!! I end up staying up alot so,, that's why i'm up when other mods are up (my timezone is CDT!). My blog is @r0ck3n1buk11 and I don't write or anything like that so,,, no other blogs! <3

🔹️ My oc is Nicole ' Niki ' Kim!!

🔹️ my tags areeee #mod shy shouts! #mod shy shy #mod shy is a certified deez nutz moment #mod shy shy is never gonna give you up, never gonna let you down

🔹Heyo! I'm mod Poppy. I go by she/her and my main blog is @hunterxassasin and I'm the mod for the 4*town ask blog, @ask-thehottestguys-on-earth. I'm in the central time zone but I tend to go to sleep early #insomnia gang am I right? I hyper-fixate on a ton of things, rn it's HunterxHunter and Miraculous Ladybug

🔹My oc is Melody Fontaine!

🔹The tags I'm gonna use are #mod poppy, #mod poppy chitchats, #mod poppy rambles, #mod poppy is always tired please forgive her

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🔹Hi, I'm mod Emanuel. I’m probably the only one here who goes with he/him and my main blog is @emanueltheodorus​ . As for my timezone, I live in Indonesia, the western time, to be exact. Also, I'm a total Tae Young simp and you'll find me writing fics about him too. And if you're wondering about other things I'm interested in, I'm a Smash Bros player, ACNH player, Stardew Valley player, and a HUGE fan of Jurassic Park.

🔹My oc is ETHEOS also known as Emanuel

🔹The tags I'm gonna use are #mod emmanuel, #mod emanuel chitchats, #mod emanuel rambles, #the only boy here mod

🔹Hi! I'm mod ducky/larke! My pronouns are she/her and my main blog is @ducky-is-dead-inside ! I also write for a few characters on @d1x0nlab . My timezone is MST in the USA. On my main blog I post x reader fics for Camilo and Carlos and Varian. I also just talk with my moots and followers. The fandoms I'm in is a long list so I'll just say my hyperfixations. My hyperfixations are PJO, The Lunar Chronicles, Encanto, Tangled the Series and the list goes on forever. I am platonically married to @iyahpostsstuff and we are very happy.

🔹My OC is Kiera and she does drums.

🔹My tags are #mod ducky #mod larke #larke is tired and needs sleep #ducky quacks #

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🔹 Hello I'm mod Iyah! My pronouns are she/her and my main blog is @iyahpostsstuff, I also have an alt account called @iyahpoststhings. I love Encanto, Yttd, Danganronpa, Cookie run, and Omori. I'm also a fan of musicals like Hamilton, Heathers, Six, and more! I live in the Philippines. I hope we all get along and have a good day/night/afternoon! :)

🔹my tags are #mod iyah # iyah talks here # iyah :)

🔹 My oc is Melissa :DDDD

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🔹sup im mod alistair! i go by he/they pronouns, currently unlabelled but most likely achillean. my accounts are @westwindzephyr, @eastwindeurus, and @southwindnotos. current brainrot is bsd.

🔹my oc is SCENE

🔹my tags are: #☆mod alis talks, #☆mod alis info dumps

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🔹heyo! i'm mod arias wonderland! i go by she/he/they pronouns, and i'm pansexual! my account is @ariainw0nderland i post random things there. brainrot for camilo madrigal.

🔹my oc is SUKI

🔹tags are #mod ariaswonderland #mod aria #mod aria spills the tea

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🔹Hi, I'm mod Izzy. You can use they/she pronouns on me. My account is @joleneishidden and I am linking this account because my main is cluttered.

🔹My oc is Alexander, the bassist of the group.

🔹My tags will be #＊alexander speaks, #＊mod izzy, or #＊mod izzy rambles

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🔹 hihi, i’m mod roxie / melody! i use she / they prns, im biromantic asexual, and my main acc is @sweetaeyoung!

🔹 my oc is chae young, the dj of the group!

🔹 my tags will be #chae☆youngspeaks<3 , #modroxie , #modmelody , and #roxieanswers !

OC INTRO PT. 1 !!

OC INTRO PT. 2 !!

[caswlw]

ur icebreaker post said u had some ya book recs 👉👈 pls share I’m begging

ah yes !!! so i’m unsure of what ur preferred genres/tropes are so here’s some recs that are assuming u liked icebreaker lol i hope they fit !

omg check, please! by ngozi ukazu: it’s a (graphic novel) rec Easily given considering it’s also gay college hockey and id assume a lot of ppl who read icebreaker have already read check please- but if Miraculously u haven’t- it’s so good! it can be read as a comic online but the physical volumes have some extras worth seeing too imo. i also think that mickey and jaysen so closely resemble a certain 2 characters (not the MCS tho) from it that if u want similar content to icebreaker there’s them! and they share many other topics, like coming out, having a secret relationship for [blank] reasons, familial issues, going to the nhl, and mental health, so if u want a book that is closest to icebreaker then this one is ur best bet

darius the great duology by adib khorram: despite being about a teenage boy visiting family in iran (at least in the first one) and not at all about college hockey, these books are also good in that they have similar content ! i think it does a great job of diving into the MC’s mental health (and similarly how that affects the ppl around him) and the familial content and general disconnect (for a different reason here than in icebreaker) from them are also great! i wouldn’t rec this as romance even tho the MC is also gay just bc that aspect of his character is much more heavily explored in the second book! it’s sadder than icebreaker and again isn’t about hockey (tho soccer is pretty important) but omgcp is the happiest of these so far so it balances out

the field guide to the north american teenager by ben philippe: this is just a normal coming of age story for a teenage boy who moves to texas from canada. honestly had i not fallen for the cover on a random target run i probably wouldn’t have bought and read this but MAN was it worth it !! i love the narration and the MC is a Little annoying but it’s a story about Growth ! and since i was moving to TX soon myself when i read it i felt less alone in my situation too <3 but yeah i have a list of books i file under dude lit (i would probably help define this better in a post on it’s own) which i feel like if u liked how mickey was written this might also be your jam! not a book w a whole lot of romance to follow through tho jsyk

the henna wars by adiba jaigirdar: a book w a non male MC !! just bc most of my “similar to icebreaker” books are about men and i can’t handle sending out recs like that. anyway tho this standalone is about a girl in high school who has a business project and ends up being a rival to a different classmate who essentially chose the same concept for her project. if the rivalry (if u want to call it that) from icebreaker is what pulled you in, then this is your book! it’s wlw and the girls also have a similar plot involving coming out to school + family and keeping up w each other academically/in this project. plus! the MCs have a similar “we come from different worlds” aspect like mickey and jaysen !! if u want more wlw recs too i have a few they just aren’t similar enough to icebreaker for me to have them here lol (also def recommend hani and ishu’s guide to fake dating- which is also a wlw ya novel by jaigirdar)

the darkness outside us by eliot schrefer: now this. this book is Insane. legitimately i bought it off amazon bc i thought the synopsis was good and i was looking for a happy ending in a standalone sci-fi book and this ended up being So Much more. i don’t want to explain too much of the plot as it’s best experienced read w no major info going in, but essentially these two guys are on a spaceship and they have a mission to rescue someone! its marketed as a love story- which it most certainly has (and the relationship btw the MCs reminds me of icebreaker’s like. we are and aren’t rivals bc we’re on the same mission/team- but also in another way we Are bc xyz)- BUT the thing about this book is that it’s So Much More than just gay ppl in space and it genuinely took me on so many rushes of that feeling omg what will happen next that i cannot help but recommend it on this list of ya contemporary books lmao

general recs i always have tho include dread nation by justina ireland, the warcross duology by marie lu, the scythe trilogy by neal shusterman, and ace of spades by faridah àbíké-íyímídé (def my favorite book published in 2021 that i read- tho if ur interested be sure to look up the list of TWs beforehand bc it’s Heavy.) honorable mention to the vicious duology by v.e. schwab bc i wouldn’t say it’s YA. i have to read more of my book list to give more recs that aren’t just a very similar list lol but if u want a better full description/review of any of these just lmk 🤩

[aysall]

scattered thoughts on ch329;

(damn it feels good to be writing these again)

[nine months and 31 chapters later,,]

All For One vaguely looking like noumu--head scarred and massive form, will never not be good to me. Both monster and man. 

maybe more monster than man.

bags, cases, lights... and a throne! Sitting comfortably is important.

beautiful place they’re staying at btw, just AFO and his pets. And Spinner.

also Deku has been looking for them for the last month and by AFO’s words it seems like they’ve been camping there the whole time, so quite a long period to get accostumed to one anothe; Spinner seems calm, if somber, and AFO addresses him amicably--I’d love to see how all that time was spent!

also I’d like to meet AFO’s foreign evil friends thank you very much.

...still, pretty hard to wrap my head around the fact that the story’s in the middle of its final act since it’s still spewing new and crucial info about heroaca’s world--first the HSPC, then the international heroes and now the international crime too and how apparently the balance is hanging by such a thin thread that it’s on the verge of collapsing any time. Alas, we shall see how it will all be resolved (or not?).

that Spinner was the only one who chose to stay with AFO is definitely something to keep in mind. Was it because Shigaraki was with them too or does he have other reasons?

AFO: *gleefuly cleching his hands at the prospect of taking a new quirk* nghgnnghhsav<3<3<3

he’s the type who bounces a little when excited I know it.

and so: Spinner as the (unwilling?) new symbol--a new Stain, perhaps, if those two cosplayers from a few chapters ago are anything to go by. But that’s not the reason why he joined the League. Same with Toga who clearly stated her story was no tragedy. So what now. I’m looking forward to see how they’ll go about it, some insight on all the League’s thoughts would be very much appreciated.

no one, no one will keep Skeptic apart from his Fucking Hard Work.

Shigaraki being a sort of christological figure instensifies every damn time he appears on panel. His presence now being announced by his hand with AFO(quirk)’s hole, like a stigmata, feels so thrillingly ominious. What a come back.

also his hair growth makes no damn sense (three months in a tube and no change, one month and...this?) but unlike Deku’ solo arc it’s a welcomed mess.

also the way he finds a new cape-like garment every damn time.

currently torn between the desire of seeing Shigaraki defeat S&S and the Lady Nagant’s trauma of a new female character going out of combat a few chapters after her introduction.

anyway is it just me or has the manga got instantly better.

so spinner’s back to narrating when.

and jin's death being addressed too.

[rosescentedbreeze]

2/21 ~ 11:27 pm

I've seen a couple posts about this recently, but I really miss the old days of pr*ana tumblr lmao. I started coming on here when I was... 14 or 15 I think? So that was about 6 or 7 years ago. Damn. I don't remember it too well, but it was definitely way more active back then. Not trying to say I don't appreciate all you lovely people haha <3

That was when my bad eating habits really started. I had gained some weight in middle school, which honestly was probably a normal amount. But during high school, I was kind of obsessed with the idea of "glowing up," which to me, mainly meant losing weight. Which I kind of did? I think my bmi went from about 23 to about 20-21. Which was good, but not nearly enough, considering how much work and pain I went through.

My depression was at an all-time high during my first year of college. I gained about 20 lbs. I was a complete hermit. Every weekend, I would buy a shit ton of food on Fridays after class, then try not to leave my dorm room until my first class on Monday morning. I would just cry and binge.

Eventually I started getting help for my mental health, but my bad eating habits crept back in. I lost some weight during the rest of college, probably around 10 lbs. During 2020, I was able to stop my antidepressants, and my eating habits were pretty much normal. My mental health was, possibly, the best it had ever been. I graduated college and was ready to start my adult life.

(Btw, if you're confused about the timeline, my school career was very fast paced. So I graduated college at an early age. Can't give too much info lmao)

Things started to crumble last October. I think it was a mix of bad things happening in life, as well as my depression just naturally coming back. It's been getting worse ever since. I tried to brush it off, but I knew that familiar feeling.

I started my antidepressants again last week. I'm trying to find ways to enjoy life again. I had it figured out last year, and I'm trying so hard to get back to that feeling.

I guess I'm resorting back to one of my old coping mechanisms. Bad eating habits. I'm not using the "a" word because I truly believe that my habits just stem from my depression. But I mean... this is the community I've always leaned on, so take that as you will lol.

The good news is that this is definitely the closest I've ever been to hitting my ugw.

I'm not sure what made me want to share the cliff notes version of my story, but here we are lol. Idk who is reading this, but I hope you find yourself in a better place in life soon. I can tell you from experience that life really has its highs and lows. I guess we're all in a low right now... but we'll eventually get to a high. Then a low again. But then a high again.