#its so beautfil

[latapadraws]

the appeal of free! is not in the shirtless anime dudes, but in the sexy meticulously animated water

[bassslutt]

i think its funny that when i was little i hated everything about the south. like i hated rodeos and the food and the way people dressed and talked and i was like “ugh my town is full of stupid country bumpkins!” like ok get a load of this guy!!! but now im obsessed with it. i never wanna leave texas ((even though i definitely should…..)) because its so pretty. ive come to enjoy the culture and alll the different kinds of people here and im like!!!! how could i ever hate it!!!! even country music is so good!!!!

i know that not everything in the south is good LIKE RACISM IS SO RAMPANT EVEN IN 2024 ITS CRAZY??? there are soooo many problems in texas that need fixing but its just like ……. z75)))4$$1$ i appreciate where i live sm i start giggling and kicking my feet in joy

my favorite part of texas is all the backroads and little ranches around like!!!!!!!! also six flags is pretty fucking cool too BUT

theres a road that goes behind my road and its genuinely the most beautiful thing ive everr seen like. its just an old dirt road with rusty mailboxes and fences that have been overtaken by honeysuckle… its so old and rickety that even the sign that tells you what road it is has fallen off. someone fr needs to work on that actually but!!! it adds to everything tbh. like everything about it is so beautiful. my favorite part is driving through there around 5-7 pm during spring/summer because the lighting is SO BEAUTFIL hrjebvccwhhs i start to cry ok anyways.

i love the south and ((almost)) everything about it. i want to go to every county fair and every festival no matter how boring or stupid and i want to experience normal country bumpkin life

thank you for reading my rant

toodles ^_^

[tears-of-boredom]

the weather is fuckibng beautfil. this cool breeze coming through my window is the eight wonder of the world. i fucking love nature dude. im going to cry because of wind. im just so fucking happy. i found a reason by the velvet undergrounds is a good song. i love birds. im so fucking happy rgiht now and its really overwhelming. this is what serenity feels. this is what peace feels like. this is what its like to be alone in the house and know that no one will be home until evening. this is why people want to live. oh my god. maybe ill get through this and maybe these kinds of days and emotions will become more frequent things. im sincerely sorry for bashing summer so much in the past. my awful mood wasnt summer's fault. i have hope. i am sofucking happy its .....i am relaxed. im at peace. im crying tears of relief and happiness. is this what normal people can just, feel. no miracle neeed.

maybe ill get through this. but for now im going to enjoy moments like this.

[meyhew]

a kink: my entire dash being nothing but louis

[xnovamore]

Sun, Moon, and Ocean

@ft-wwtdp Day 17 prompt: mortal bodies, timeless souls

At first there was darkness, then the sun

Burning bright and so beautifully, it lite up the world illuminating all aspects of the earth.

This is how the sun first saw the sea.

The sun peered down into the ocean whenever it got the chance.  It loved how its rays where reflected in its waters making it seemed strikingly beautiful. It loved the soothing push and pull of the waves during the day, the sound calming the sun in ways it never expected. But most of all, the sun loved the ocean for allowing all types of creatures to experience its waves. Animals, plant life, humans, the ocean opened up for the all trying to balance for all to exist within its waters. Watching from its place in the sky, the sun could tell that the ocean was loving.

And so, preched in the sky miles and miles away, the sun fell in love with the ocean. It would glisten across its love but would never be able to speak to it nor hear its response. This was destined.

The sun gazed at its beloved as much as it could until the force the nature kicked in. Everyday the sun would sleep allowing the night to take control of the sky.

The ocean felt transformed at night. It felt stronger, more alive for some reason it couldn't't explain so it turned to look up at the sky for answers.

That is when the ocean first noticed the moon.

It had a large, commanding pressence but not threateningly so. And it was beautfil, the best picture the ocean could ask for. But what the ocean loved most about the moon was its generosity. It allowed room for the stars to be visible instead of attempting to overtake them. Most importantly, its presence heightened the ocean to where it's waves pulled stronger just at the sight of it. It made the ocean stronger and the ocean loved it for that.

Nestled in the earth millions of miles away, the ocean fell in love with the moon pulling off amazing displays at night to communicate its gratitude but would never be able to speak to the moon in order to know if noticed. This was destined.

Every night the ocean would attempt to reach out to its love to no avail. The moon was too far away caught up in its owns thoughts.

Every night the sun would lay to rest allowing the moon to rise in its place. Every night the moon would race against nature to try to get a glimpse of the sun. Every night it would be warmed by the residual sun rays, but fail at seeing the star itself.

Everything the moon knows about the sun comes from the stars. They would speak of its warmth, its size, and its brightness. But the moons favorite parts of those stories is when they spoke of its care of life. The sun brought life to all the creatures bestowed under it. It took care of the creatures on Earth as if they were its children shining down on them with a level of care the moon had never heard of before. The stories the stars told lets the moon know one thing, the sun was kind. And that, the moon thought, was beautiful.

And so, the moon fell in love with a being it would never see. Keep apart by their natures, the sun would rest every night allowing the moon to rise while not knowing the moon's longing for it. They would never get even a glimpse of each other for all of eternity. This was destined.

Then one day something changed. Suddenly the sun was no longer in the sky, but in a human. The sun still stayed high in the sky, but the earth knew that the soul that was once inside it now walked its surface.

The first thing the sun did was race to the ocean. It spent all day there speaking in a hushed soft tone to the oceans waters. The sun, now a woman, didn't make physical contact until a wave lifted from sea and pressed gently against the woman's forehead. Luckily there were no humans around to witness a rouge wave defying gravity to touch the woman declaring love to it. It was so intimate that the earth turned away to give them privacy.

He checked back in on the woman that night. He found her still sitting by the ocean staring enchantedly at the sky. Watching the sun first lay eyes on the moon shouldn't have been as amusing as it was. Still the earth stayed noticing the woman's lips move in a language of the beings present would understand. Surely she could not have expected the moon to hear her? The earth supposed it didn't matter, the moon was beaming regardless.

This went on for a few months before two more fimilar presences appeared in his soils. The earth gave them privacy at first but went to find them after a checking that the new sun, moon, and oceans were working properly. He found three women, hairs of gold, blue, and brown, embracing each other as they laid under the sky. The sun was the first to react to earth's presence turning in its direction. 

He wanted to warn them of their new human bodies, of the true cruel nature of mortals, of everything. But the smile the sun gave him was one filled of centuries of wisdom going beyond the earth itself's time. 

We'll be alright we have each other  

Smiling itself, the earth turned away silently swearing to watch other the three but knowing they would not need it. They would live out their lives as mortals together before reborn into their next forms together. 

This too was destiny.

[queerwhohatesithere]

ITS SO BEAUTFIL PLS

[emerwenaranel]

Fanfiction: Freedom

A cold wind was wailing above the wilderness as Tuor was walking back to the Caves of Androth, the only place that he could call home. He was shivering due to the cold of the night. He was dragging his feet because he had to carry a heavy animal back to the cave. He had to kill that animal because he needed food in order to survive. He would be eating meat for days because he was a good hunter.

Clouds had gathered high up in the night sky. It soon started raining heavily, and the cold of the night was even greater. Tuor’s clothes and hair were wet due to the heavy rain that was falling on him. But he soon reached the Caves of Androth, where he changed clothes and he lit the torches and a fire. He sat close to the fire, and he felt much better when its warmth was caressing his skin.

Tuor lied down and he closed his eyes but he did not fall asleep. Many thoughts were rushing through his head, painful and happy memories at the same time. He chose to linger on the happy memories he had lived with Annael, his foster father. Those happy moments were the ones that mattered. Tuor smiled when he recalled all those happy moments, even though they were few. Life after Nirnaeth Arnoediad was very dangerous and difficult but Tuor had managed to survive.

He opened his eyes, staring at the flames of a roaring fire. He filled a glass with red wine and he took a sip. Tuor rarely drank alcohol but he wanted to drink wine that night in order to calm down. He drank all the wine and he filled his glass again with the drink. He was still staring at the fire, which helped him forget of how cold this night was. He was lost in his thoughts, recalling how difficult his past had been. He had been a thrall for three years until he found the right moment to escape from Lorgan the Easterling.

Now, he was an outlaw  but he should not complain because he was a free man. And he was determined to enjoy every moment of his freedom. But he knew that he had to leave from Hithlum sooner or later in order to continue being a free man. Tuor was tired of being hunted by the Easterlings and the orcs. He had killed many of his enemies but too many of them were still alive, looking for him. But he did nto want to get caught and be a thrall again. He was determined to be  a free man, so he decided to forsake the land of his ancestors in order to maintain his freedom.

It was still raining heavily but the sound of rain was beautiful and peaceful. Only the thunders interrupted that peace but Tuor was not scared of that noise. He was listening to the music of the rain and he was calm. He had not felt like this for a long time but he deeply appreciated the fact that he could be calm for once. He soon forgot of his problems and he smiled, recognising that he was luckier than others. He knew that his people were suffering and he was trying to help them. But he could not do much when he was alone against so many enemies.

But he did not want to think about that anymore. He shook his head, trying to push all the dark thoughts away. He had to remain calm, he had to find peace after so many years of trying to survive in the wild. And he finally found peace that rainy night of autumn. The music of the rain calmed him down, and he soon fell asleep, dreaming beautfil dreams.

[myinnerocean]

19th June 2019

Dear Jo,

i dont know if you still take a look at this blog from time to time. Well I do that with your blog with the hope to hear from you there. But I feel you.

I am not sure why but i felt like i should give an update here.

I am back with Lars again.Lel. Idk i just think after that long time being together we both kinda drifted away and forget about us a bit.But I guess when we were apart, we both knew what we actually had. And i love him endlessly and i think he loves me too. And since then its been really beautfil between us.

Apart from that, i am soon one year at this study uni work think lel. And i have to say, that i absolutely love my job and my workplace. Its a ranch in the middle of nowhere. Weve got goose, mules, sheeps. The Teens are like little satans from hell and sometimes i wanna slap them lool but at the end of the day they come from abusive households or got raped by their dad etc etc so i just want to work with them. Ive also got my first “Bezugskind”. Each girl (there are 7 living there atm)  has a Bezugsbetreuuer. So like one person who is like specific there for them for special needs n shit. So my girl is 13 and shes 100% borderline and drives me crazy so far haha. Shes all on that attention drama thing which is typical for bordeliner, but oh well we will make that. However its just a lot of fun and even tho theyre crazy i kind of love them all. Like you get a bond with them. In 2 weeks we will be on Ferienfreizeit with them and i really look forward to that. We drive to Croatia and stay there for 9 days hehe. Uni sucks lel. I just dont study for anything. Surprisingly the first 4 exams were from 2,1 to 2,7 and all of my classmates hate me bc they are so stressed out by  working and studying at the same time and i just do what i want and got those marks. But tomorrow ive got my exam in Recht and last week in psychology and since the script was 600 pages long i really fucked psychology up. Like i just couldnt answer the questions ,but whatever , i will just repeait it.

Well yeah so theres that. Maybe when you read this, please give me an update on your life too. I would love to read it. Much love & I miss you

Jui

[unwiltingivy]

God will direct you

In every situation

Its just a matter

Of listening.

So i pray,

Lord almighty

Open my ears

As I crave your beautfil voice

And long for your Holy instruction

Lord

I give you my soul

Please lead me home