Havnt really been on here in a hot minute, not that anyone besides my bestie reads these posts. Buts lifes pretty good. not great. but good.
Ive been with the guy i pined for for 2 1/2 years for about 2 months now, and we came to the silly realization our 6 month will be on my 16th birthday. its been everything ive dreamed off tbh. He still calls me his star boy (because i looked at him with stars in my eyes), and i still call him my peach, my pretty boy. He makes me feel pretty, and confident. He knows me like the back of his hand, and i know him like mine, even if he doesnt realize it. Nothings really changed, its almost like weve been together for the entirety of our time knowing each other, but at the same time everything just feels....better. Im not sure how to explain it, but do i really even have too? I love him just as ive always loved him, but in a new way now. And its nice. peaceful. the more im able to see him in person the more im able to start to see our hours long phone calls seep into real life. The jokes, the plans we made, ever so slowly becoming reality,its everying i could have hoped for.
My job is pretty great too. they sent me on this camp in this summer for leadership, and i did some pretty cool stuff. I got to pet a rhino, and a baby okapi. i got to examine dino skeletons, and got set up with the right people to make my own conservation. Since then, i got to go back to the camp, and work with those same people and animals once more. i got to feed the rhinos, help set up and look at the diets for the carnivores, and so much more.
there are other things of course, but my hands hurt, and peaches is calling. maybe i'll write again tmr, its kind of therapeutic in a way. Life gets better though, and im so glad
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