#ive been writing a thing for them that i wanna share 👀👀

[affinitystoryblog]

they are rotating in my brain...

[megamindsecretlair]

WIP Wednesday

Thank you for the tag @ramblers-lets-get-ramblin , im never sure if ppl look forward to whats upcoming from me, but these keep me honest 🤣😭

Step one: Post snippets of the fics you're working on (can be a summary if there's no snippet)

Step two: put them in a poll and let people vote on which one you should work on, then prioritize the one with the most votes.

Step three: Ask me about my WIPs! Don't be shy, I love talking about my fics! We don't create or share in a void, we want to hear from you lovelies!

Well, Mega, what can we look forward to 👀

1) Beauty and the Beast Inspired Stunna: I have severe Yahya Abdul Mateen II brainrot and baby, 🥲 the way I want to write literally everything for him. This will be a precursor to a novella I wanna write with original characters and lots more action, but Id love extra feedback for it. It will have vampires, toxic staff, and naughty bits.

2) Mea Culpa: I have been debating how much time I wanna dedicate to rewriting that monstrosity of a movie 🤭 okay, thats not fair. The idea was there, the execution wasn't because TP wouldnt know what's sexy if it slapped him in his face. Who am I fooling? I won't be satisfied until I write the whole thing and satisfy my brain. So yeah, prepare for a rewrite according to what I would've done. Think corruption kink, think court drama, think Zyair being the toxic mess we know and love.

3) Mob Boss Tyrone: I feel like ive been teasing this for years 🥲😭🤣 and thats because the ask was specifically for a one shot and I plotted out 7 parts 🤭🤣 at this point, yall know how I am. I tried to conform to short fics for my sanity and I just cant 🤷🏽‍♀️ some ideas require one part, some require several. It will include hella angst, hella smut, hella toxcity, but at the end of the day, hes always going to love his baby girl. I also think im going to switch it to Fontaine chuz thats a prettier/grittier name and would suit the story better.

4) A Watchmen fic for Cal (Yahya): lissen, ive finally went back to finish Watchmen. Not because it was a bad show, but because it requires 100% of my focus and I aint had it. But for Yahya? Ill make the time. I feel like that is 100% a soft dom and I just wanna be his cute lil princess, sue me 🤷🏽‍♀️ I love a man I can't tell what to do 🤣

Theres more but for the sake of brevity, Ill keep it at the 4 most occupying my brain at the moment. Soooo, which one yall want first? And yes 🥲 im aware of how many series I need to update 🥲

No pressure tags: @nerdieforpedro @harmshake @notapradagurl7 @ellethespaceunicorn @miyuhpapayuh

[forffax]

returning the favor with oc asks since i always wanna hear about yours !! if you had to pick like your top 5 favorite characters who would they be and why 👀 bonus if you want to pick your favorite like settings/worlds/universes youve made for ocs too!

OOOUH thank u chase!!!

I'm gonna list out my favs then talk abt my main oc universe a bit ^_^

This got ridiculously long so it's going under a readmore <3

1. Tos Family (sorry this is going to be. the whole family bc I cannot possibly choose between them)

i. Lux Tos (he/him)

(realizing now i haven't drawn him in a hot fuckin minute)

MY DAD. guy of all time ever. everyone's favorite half-human time traveling alien war vet. it always feels weird referring 2 him as part alien even if it's technically true sdjfgs. fun lore fact: he was the Dead Older Brother in original iteration Zephyr's Sad Backstory but I liked him too much so I decided he got to live <3

Lux is one of my older ocs that I still actively draw and think abt (late middle school...) and he's changed a LOT over the years but he's so so so dear to me. my guy who has Seen the Horrors and is now happily gay married with a kid :') sdfkjsk most things abt his story is just me being So Incredibly Self Indulgent (cool powers, complicated sibling relationships, gay) but it makes me happy and I love sharing it with ppl! Someday Voided 2 will be real and ready to share with the world...

ii. Ferdinand Tos (he/him)

Dad....2!!!!!! I don't remember when exactly I thought him up but it was probably around when Lux's backstory was getting a major overhaul... He's a man out of time he's training to be a doctor and his will to live is so strong he spent the better part of nearly two decades building himself a new body! Guys who died but got better <3. I think I literally got brain blasted one day and decided he's a non-op trans man and it was the best thing ever for him actually. He's a southern californian stuck in the cold northwest (probably. either that or the northeast im not settled on that aspect yet skdjfs). He's been super fun to write from a worldbuilding perspective too bc his main goal is to pioneer a new branch of medicine using his powers! His relationship with Lux and the rest of the family (and his reconciliation with his sister) is sooooo important 2 me :]

iii. Athanasius Tos (she/her)

THANAAAAA most normal sibling (lie). She was adopted formally right after Lux "died" and had a bit of a complex about just being a "replacement" for a good while, and she THOUGHT she had worked through that when Lux suddenly re-appeared... they're on great terms now but it was Tense. She's a biochemist and probably makes the most out of the household (she shares an apartment with Zeph!) It's very important 2 me that she can let herself be vulnerable with her family and close friends after years of bottling everything up... Epic nerdy autistic butches in your area <3 Fun fact she is the only full human of the main cast!

iv. Zephyr Tos (she/him)

My fuckign auncle. Within the story she only recently realized he was bigender and is much happier for it, even if you couldn't tell by her permanent scowl skjdfgs. Zeph was the original protag (along with Thana) of the short story I wrote in middle school that turned into Voided 2! In-universe he was very clearly supposed to be the protag but missed/ignored the "call to action" phase and just got a shitton of Issues and Traumas instead <3 She's so everything 2 me he's a freelance writer/artist she's kinda cringe and he is trying only as hard as she absolutely needs to in order to get by. While his relationship with Lux is MUCH better than it was when Lux first came back, she's completely inseparable from Thana and would do anything for her (I feel like they spent equal times protecting each other from bullies as kids...) He's changed so much from her original incarnation but developing him has been SO much fun <3 Since Voided 2 runs on real-world time (in that I have specific real-world dates for most major events) she turned 50 fairly recently and that's fucked but also funny. old.

v. Alan Tos (any)

Alan! Love this kiddo. He's Lux and Ferdinand's adoptive kid! Xe doesn't learn about it for a while but she was a government secret experiment test-tube baby (they were trying to artificially fuse souls together, distantly related to the later Child Soldier School ze was placed into) (kid cannot catch a break). He's a good kid, if not a little clueless and naive... someone who would hold no ill-will if you had to cut their leg off (this is not a hypothetical GJSKDS). Somehow, despite all this, she is by far the most Normal out of xer family <3 His fashion sense is some kind of spectrum between 60s businesswoman and scene and tbh? Very fun to draw! Her friends and family are very very dear to them and at the moment xe's just kind of letting life take zem wherever.

2. Vague (it/they)

unauthorized fucking thing kill it with hammers NOW!!!!!

Vague started as I think just a proxy for myself in vent art I drew in like early high school sdhjfgds they have since become. something. my mascot I guess? (I still end up using it for vent art sometimes bc it's functionally unkillable and it's fun 2 get narsty sometimes.)

originally it was just the weird cat-shaped angel thing but a couple years ago I gave them a human design that I really love too <3 vague technically has a place in Niko and my other cat furry ocs' story but their human form exists in the real world and is just Like That i think. vague is just a little guy okay? they're sorry about crying and bleeding all over the place (not bc it sees any issue with this they just noticed you looked upsetskjdfhs)

3. Niko (he/they)

Baby's first fursona! Niko was always mostly his own character but now that I have new This is Just Me sona(s), they've been officially retired from that front <3 Niko's story is mostly planned out, I just desperately need to write it somewhere skjdbfs but the gist is that Niko works a shitty minimum wage call center job and finds meaning and love through forming a band with people he happens to meet... also there's some whistleblowing and betrayal and vague slams down out of the sky at some point <3 Niko's band doesn't have a name but they're the lead vocalist! (Niko 🤝 Blue (is blue and sings in their band)) This is a universe where everyone is cat furries simply bc I wanted to design lots of cat furries but also I haven't drawn like half of his bandmates/friends.... orz

Fun fact I found my original doodles of him in an old math notebook and apparently I seriously considered the name "chandler" for them. Help,

4. Larkspur (they/them)

Laaark my friend lark :] they're my player character for a friend's tabletop campaign! *hands you a bug* *hands you a bug* *hands-

Their design was super fun to come up with and they're fun to play as :] They were raised on a farm and have a deep love for animals (insects in particular), but they have a hard time connecting with others and understanding why people act the way they do.. They wear an eyepatch to cover their multiple other eyes bc it gives them bad sensory overload to see with them! They also spent quite a bit of time as a bounty hunter before they were blacklisted from further work bc they let a target escape on purpose... Lark is a ranger/bard and they play the hurdy-gurdy! They're dear to me and I really need to draw them more sjdfhgs

5. Chungy Fresh (she/he/they)

Chungy my belungy.... she's a mimic who spent most of his life being a chest in the temple of a forgotten goddess until they gained sentience and saw a fursuit from far away and decided yep! I'm gonna look like that Now <3 She didn't get all the details right but he's never been happier! I think Chungy spawned from me drawing a weird fox thing and simultaneously thinking "hey wouldn't it be funny if a character had a verbal text/forum signature and it was also their name" skdjfgjskdfls. Chungy is def up there with "most fun ocs of mine to draw" bc she's so Noodly and Malleable... I started playing as him in a friend group's tabletop oneshot thingy (where multiple ppl write different unrelated oneshots but we use the same characters for each session) and it has been a lot of fun!

OKAY OC UNIVERSE TIME. I call my main oc story "Voided 2" bc it takes place in the same universe as my v personal self insert oc story "Voided" that I have been working on/writing/thinking abt since late middle school... It's kinda vaguely modern fantasy/sci-fi? Main things are that there are beings born at the beginning of the universe made of pure energy called Lunoirs. There are countless universes, and each universe has Lunoirs in some capacity. They mainly exist to "keep the balance," but if you ask any specific Lunoir what that means you'll get a million different answers. Mainly they gravitate towards any life within their universe and integrate with them, observing them and protecting them from Shadows and Vacares. Shadows are the unliving souls that will eventually be reborn and reformed into a living soul inside any given universe-- they exist in the space between universes, called the Void. the Void looks different to any being that crosses into it, and it's hard to say what its "true" nature is. Vacares are Lunoirs that have had their souls corrupted and eaten, usually by other Vacares. While Shadows, being amalgamations of soul energy, are strictly neutral, Vacares seek to cause chaos and eat more Lunoir souls, increasing their numbers in a vain attempt to satisfy their endless hunger.

The Lunoir population on Earth is fairly numerous, and since Lunoirs can take on whatever form they choose, many of them live and love and have children with humans, making partial-lunoir children (physically they are nearly indistinguishable from full humans, save for longer lifespans, odd hair and eye colors, and sharper teeth. also they have semi-physical wings, but these have to be manually brought out and often ppl don't even know they have them (*cough* zephyr *cough*)

Lunoirs aren't fully immortal, but they have a different life cycle to most other forms of life. When a non-lunoir dies, their soul disintegrates and is amalgamated with the souls of others in the Void to become Shadows. When a Lunoir dies (outside of having their soul completely corrupted/destroyed), they instead go into a sort of stasis and are reborn later; they have no memories of their previous life (the ones on Earth don't, at least) and they can take on wildly different appearances.

Lunoirs and partial Lunoirs have powers in the form of energy manipulation, particularly when it comes to the energy of their own souls... They can use their souls to form weapons, mainly to fight against Vacares that tend to be immune to physical weapons. Most people have one weapon that they specialize in, but in a pinch nearly everyone can form a knife. Humans can manipulate their own soul energy in this way too, but this ability must be taught/"unlocked" by a Lunoir or a partial Lunoir first (Zephyr, at some point, did this for Thana without either of them realizing it). Lunoirs can also manipulate the energy of the very universe to create Rifts in time and space, sometimes leading between separate universes... These rifts also open of their own accord from time to time, and there's a good number of people who have been displaced from their time or even their universe by unwittingly falling into one.

Every living being has a "soul" (a collection of their life energy), and through a kind of "reaching out," one can feel/taste/smell/hear/see another's soul... every soul is a bit different, so this is an easy way to identify people even from a distance!

The Earth Lunoirs once had a country where they congregated called Saluria, which was the site of a brutal multi-year war against an army of Vacares that wanted reign over Earth... Many Lunoirs and partial Lunoirs across all of Earth's history felt drawn to Saluria, often willingly or unwillingly being rifted to the time of the war to go fight in it... Some partial Lunoirs especially believed it was their sacred duty, while others believed it was a curse leading them to inevitable death... there's even whispers that Saluria itself is alive, luring in young partial and full Lunoirs out of self-preservation.. who's to say. Ultimately, the Salurian War was a victory, but not an easy one.

Lux and Zephyr are half Lunoirs (their mom being full), and Ferdinand is 3/4ths Lunoir! Alan is a bit of a weird case but functionally he's also half Lunoir :]

This is v much simplifying Years of worldbuilding ssjhdfgjks and I can FEEL I missed a bunch of stuff but it's all very very dear 2 me :]

[calkale]

Okay dead reckoning spoilers ahead ill put a cut just in case also if you like the movie maybe don’t read either 👀😬 but if you do please read the whole thing or at least the last paragraph because that in my opinion is the most important thing i have to say

Before i say anything i know im in the wrong here, i have a really personal issue with the movie that i dont feel comfortable sharing but its one of the names used A LOT in the movie, so that definitely plays a part in my opinion whether i like it or not. That being said, usually i can ignore stuff like that, ive done it with other movies but there was nothing else to grasp my attention so i got stuck on things like that.

Also wanna say this first because i feel like it explains why i hate a lot of the things i do. I could really be reaching here but i think they’re trying to set up hayley as the new face of these movies and dead reckoning part 2 is gonna be the end for tom. She was the main character, Ethan was not. She was a part of 2 stunts out of the 3 big ones in the movie and Toms solo stunt (the cliff jump) was maybe a minute of the movie and correct me if im wrong but thats never happened before, Toms always had a big stunt thats just him that takes up a good, MEMORABLE, chunk of the movie, and that just wasnt in this.

I didn’t like it at all. Up until the airport i loved the movie, i really liked the way it was shot, i liked the mi1 callbacks, i really liked ethan and ilsa and everything was good, i could ignore the AI plot (which i knew i wasnt gonna like going into it i hate AI villains) and just watch the movie but after the airport i started to not like the movie anymore. During the fiat car chase i realized i was gonna really not gonna like the movie. That was one of the three big stunts of the movie and i hated it, it just felt really rushed and there were so many characters who i didnt know and didnt know why they were there, WHICH IS OKAY i love not knowing things thats part of my brand im all about that but it just did not work here, sometimes not knowing anything about character works and other times it doesnt.

I dont remember a lot from the middle chunk of the movie, i wasnt enjoying it but trust me i was trying. Not even benji and luther made the movie enjoyable and to top it all off ilsa died and im getting mad again but that was one of the worst deaths i think ive seen. If shes not actually dead then thank god but also im sorry mcq but awful writing unless something got cut because she was free? She was dead? There was no bounty on her head anymore, that was why she “died” at the start of the movie and correct me if im wrong but she really didnt need to be in Venice with her face showing either. It really feels like she just died so hayley could be in the spotlight with ethan and there were too many characters so they had to get rid of her along with benji and luther who arent dead but may as well be with their 10 minutes of screen time.

But all of this i can look past, i dont like the plot? whatever, thats not why i, personally, watch mission impossible movies, i watch for the stunts, i wanna see tom cruise do some crazy shit but i didnt even get that. Im really mad about the lack of stunts in this movie i feel insane idk if anyone else is complaining about this but i didnt like a single one of them. Im so let down and i hate that im so upset over something like this but i am. Thats the promise thats being made when you go see these movies and in my opinion they didn’t deliver. All the fighting was really good i loved the fight in that tight alleyway with ethan and paris but i hated the car chase, the cliff jump could’ve been better? i dont even know what to say about that one tbh, and the train, ohhhhhh the train, i dont even wanna talk about the train, i was trying so hard to like it i wanted it to redeem the whole movie for me but it just didnt, i feel so bad but it didnt and im so disappointed.

[bunnieshoneys]

Just left a comment on the new chapter (incredible, as always) and I have follow-up questions that I hope you don't mind answering!!!

I saw you mention in a reply to someone else that you want the opportunity to go off about the scene where Suguru is crying — so this is me giving you the authorisation to do that! I mentioned in my comment how surprising and refreshing it is that Suguru openly recognises that he and Satoru are in love with each other, but couldn't work out if that's why he's crying or whether it's like sorrow for what Satoru is doing to himself or something else entirely? Please tell us everything you're itching to say about this scene, I'm *begging* you!!

Also, I'm desperate to know what Satoru thought when he saw Suguru. As writers, I know we make the choice *not* to show things for deliberate reasons and I love the narrative distance you maintain from young Satoru — it's a beautiful parallel to canon. THAT SAID do you have any intentions to write a scene from his POV at any point or will it all be retrospective? I just wanna know what went through his head in that moment 😭

Lastly, no kiss and confession until the end of the chapter... So exactly *what* were the two of them doing in those hotel rooms this whole chapter???? 👀

Thank you in advance!! Grateful for anything you share with us ♥

i just saw your comment eeeeee but ill reply to that later,,, ive had a huge influx of attention on ao3 so iv been clearing my inbox out bc its! quite! overwhelming!

ooohhh my god that scene. first: suguru's not crying bc hes jealous (mostly, anyway). of course, there's a level of jealousy that comes into play, since he definitely feels a little jealous. but most of it isnt to do with that. there's worry for satoru, because he's not being particularly careful about covering his sexuality, and that comes with a whole host of problems in their sport: lost sponsorships, scandal, etc. there's confusion, too, like why is his friend deliberately doing this and putting himself in harm's way for seemingly no reason, and why is he so calm about putting himself in these situations. then there's the guilt about feeling all of this: if satoru's happy, he shouldn't care, and why does he even care so much? Oh, and he's drunk and watching satoru do actual, genuine, hard drugs. yeah, its just a whole tangle of emotions he doesn't know how to deal with, and even less so when he was drunk. he just feels guilt, envy, and sadness all at once and he's SO poorly equipped to deal with it.

if you mean in the past, post-crying scene, satoru never saw suguru outside the club. its not explicitly mentioned, but in my head, yuki picked him up and took him back to the hotel. Choso went back in by himself to punch give a talking to the mechanic, and sent satoru back to shoko. so yeah, satoru doesn't know suguru even saw him with this guy!

they weren't doing anything apart from talking, teehee. they're just silly little guys.

thank you for your comments and asks tumblr user fushiglow i love you endlessly.

[dollwritesarchive]

Yesss omg I'm sure I'll have like a novel written about all my thoughts of the movie after watching it!! And toge with the spikey hair OOOF I was not prepared when I saw that image for the first time 😭 its tragic that there's no mahito or sukuna in the movie but I heard that toge gets a decent amount of screen time so that makes up for it ❤ I'm also interested in seeing yuta, from what I've seen in pictures he looks sad and tired which is right up my alley lol

SPEAKING OF 👀 Funouhan is also right up my alley, outside of anime horror is my fav AND sexy wicked guys is my all time favorite breed of men as you know so it sounds perfect 😍 I read what it's about and if I could just convince him to murder this pussy instead of another person that would be great 🖤

YESS MAHITO LITERALLY WOULD DO THAT JUST TO BE MEAN omg I've thought about this so much 😭 the fact that he can do anything to his body drives me clinically insane like he definitely would increase his size until you're crying not able to physically take anymore. And one word. MONSTERFUCKING. Like you know how they usually have different shaped dicks like some have ridges or like suckers ig you could call them? Like the possibilities are ENDLESS he could do ANYTHING and the thing is he WOULD too like you know this man would lay awake at night thinking of all the ways he could fuck you up, experimenting different things

I'm so excited to start aot now that I know you love it I will definitely be sharing ALL my thoughts on it LOL. I dont know much about it other than 1: I know for a fact I'm gonna wanna fuck a titan like its inevitable for me lmaoo and 2: they eventually gave it a metal opening song which is literally the COOLEST THING IVE EVER HEARD!? More animes should have metal opening and closing songs fr I'm sick of watching a dramatic badass episode and then having a cutesy pop song at the end lol. Also you dont have to worry about me watching anything dubbed I would rather die LOL. And for Levi I always thought Ok I could see myself liking him but then recently I saw a picture of him like all bandaged up or something ? and I was like WAIT A FUCKING MINUTE 👀😍 levi just looks mean (idk if he is he just looks it) and like he wouldn't take any shit and I appreciate that ❤ like definitely not the type to put up with a brat. idk if you've seen mha but how you feel about levi is how I feel about dabi LOL hes definitely my most specialist boy 😭 if you havent tho I recommend watching it but stay away from the fandom its literally the fucking worst 🤢

I definitely appreciated the tiktoks and it is motivating me even more to thirst over levi 🥰 definitely dont want him to put me in my place or anything 👀

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRyYXqpD/

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRyYwXd4/ IM SORRY I HAD TO BSGHAHA

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRyYoX28/

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRyYTKgK/

I keep forgetting to tag myself as jjk anon LOL but you always know it's me 🥰

YES I WILL BE SAD THAT THEYRE NOT IN IT but give toge screen time challenge 😤😤😤 baby boy deserves love and praise!!

OMG YES if you do read it there is a scene where you get to see him… cough cough in action (and I don’t mean killing 🤭)

I want to fuck LOTS of the titans okay don’t even feel bad once you’re into it we can talk ALL ABOUT IT and you may even inspire me to write some Titan fucking ❤️❤️

LEVI IS SO STRICT one of the things I love about him 🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️ he’s such a good brat tamer I SWEAR

I HAVE TO ADMIT I WATCHED THE FIRST EPISODE OF MHA AND I DIDNT LIKE IT but dabi has been on my radar because he’s very sexy so I am thinking about watching it for him if nothing else 😭 BUT FEEL FREE TO SEND ME THINGS ABOUT HIM ID LOVE TO KNOW ALL ABOUT YOUR MANS EVEN IF I DONT WATCH THE SHOW

PLEASE THESE TIKTOKS ARE GOLDEN

I’m such a sucker for worm mahito 🥰 I’m sorry that I would also fuck the worm

I’m watching demon slayer now! Do you have thoughts? 🤔

DONT WORRY METHINKS I CAN TELL!

[minheeskitten]

so sorry i haven't had the time or energy to chat lately 😢

but pathetic vampire hyeop mentioned 👀 i read the post ☕️ anon linked too, and i want to say that even if hyeop is sexy as sin lately his awkward posture and dorky laugh and chunky glasses and pursuing of a masters degree and penchant for plaid button ups also make him such a perfect nerd 🤓 needy nerdy vampire 🤔 i'd hit that 🥰

i'd love to hear your general vampire hcs if you'd like to share, you always have the most fun and sexy takes on monsters and mythical creatures 🩷 if you want to get specific about any boys that'll also be nice 😉

also out of curiosity did you ever get a chance to read my fic reccs? i'd like to know your opinions so i can give better reccs next time 🥺

very late to messaging about this but looking forward to possible onewe fics from you 😏 any spoilers yet 😊💕~🩷

Don't worry about energy haha! Ive been pretty slow lately and i was hoping to re-dye my hair today, but that isn't gonna pan out haha Maybe sunday ill redye it

Pathetic vampire hyeop would be so cute.. Might have to save it as something to write eventually haha.

Just pitiful boy who can't get even a single bit of blood begging for *anything* you'll give him, even if he has to do humiliating things to get it. Cute.

General vampire headcanons. Mine tend to have different abilities. I stole an idea from a friend that Vampires have either paralytic venom or aphrodisiac venom (or both!) And

It is one of the hottest things. Literally so hot. I got this idea unfortunately after i wrote my foursome fic so.. might have to leave that Louis out of it, sadly.

Vampires, in my opinion can have any range of abilities

fan favorites include, telepathy, mind reading (its different), teleportation, telekinesis, shapeshifting and a variety of others.

They also can eat small meals (think like toddler size) of normal food, and their digestion of that is slow as fuck. Aka blood is genuinely better.

Depending on the fic or universe they can be sterile or not. I prefer them sterile purely because i like throwing them at characters who could get pregnant w breeding kinks.

The stamina they have can be unmatched by most other beings. So if they really wanted to, they can just keep going.

Neck and inner thigh bites are quite intimate, so if you're not a partner they prefer wrist or arm bites. (But if they drink from your inner thigh they're probably ab to fuck you)

I like the thought of them also warming up noticably when they're well fed, so they're pale and then after a good feeding they're flushed n kinda horny so :)

There will be more as i write and consume more media ab vampires haha

I haven't red the recs yet, but i will read them soon, i have them opened! The tags make them look soo good.

Also don't worry about messaging late ab the onewe fics. I wanna talk ab my older fics and my newer or upcoming fics too! I have equal brainrot for them all!

Seriously do bring up things from fics ive had out for a while i can and will gladly talk about them! And it might even get another one like it made! I thrive on interaction and you and ☕ anonie are making the brain go brrrrr haha

Any spoilers for the onewe fic im writing so far? Hehe, i know far too much about songwriting and producing for someone who does not do it. That and Maknaes are cutie boys.

I need to keep writing that fic haha, its going nice places :3

[faeriecap]

MCALPINE SESSIONS ANON HERE, BESTIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sorry I've been MIA, there was a little drama with a certain ship that is prominent on your blog that I just did not wanna deal with lmao. I didn't wanna project my annoyance with the ship onto you so for my sanity, I had to leave BUT I'M HERE NOW AND FERAL FOR SOME UPDATES (or just some shop talk, I need more friends 🥲) I hope you've been doing well though! I saw you were on a little hiatus a while back so I hope everything is good on your side of the universe ❤️

YAAAAAAAY YOURE BACK!!!! 🩷🩷🩷🩷 tysm for thé well wishes firstly, things are up and down over here but i’m trying my best to just keep on keeping on and the support means all the world to me! but it’s pride month so i’ve been trying have more fun and just enjoy it, i’m hoping to see some of the new marvel releases soon and OMGGG THE NEW CAP 4 content i am barking i am feral SAM LOOKS SO GOOD HES BACK HES BAAAAAACK

in terms of fic ive been writing a little bit but not as much as i’d like bc i’ve been pretty busy with life and also the rpg i’m currently modding lol HOWEVER i’ve locked in some new plot points and my definite plan once time frees up for me in a few months is a full rewatch of all 3 cap films and maybe even sam’s other cameos (and maybe fatws…. not sure yet, that one i saw more recently and a LOT of time has to pass before i can stomach rewatching anything if i ever do at all, even my favorite things, bc my attention span SUCKS lmao) + hopefully i’ll be able to crank out some of the scenes for the fic set within that time frame (bc i’ve been writing most of the ones that happen post cacw) and then it’ll be done! or ready to be beta’d at least… which… if ur interested 👀 i cant remember what my last update for u was about so i’ll update this post with a new snippet once it’s been shared <33

edit: here it is!!

the front door slammed, and sam dropped his keys on the counter before appearing upside down above them. to his credit, he did not seemed phased to find them tangled up underneath the couch’s throw blanket in the middle of the day.

“what’s this about hickeys, and why am i getting them?”

“bucky’s retired.” steve offered by way of explanation, raising his free arm to pull sam closer. even so, they couldn’t quite reach without him doubled over the frame, so he wandered down the hallway to change out of his clothes before steve could kiss him.

the problem is all the scenes post cacw after they get together are sort of just random which means it goes from this intense emotional will they won’t they with a touch of actual canon events created non romantic tension to this slush of fluff and domesticity and no real stakes anymore hahahahaha like idk where to go with it??? beyond just. making them cuddle more LMAO so…. any suggestions from the people lmk

i hope you’ve been doing well yourself and taking care of yourself and i as always look forward to hearing from you again soon :))) with regards to the ship drama, i am SOOOO curious could u elaborate??? was the drama related to my blog or just like generally in the fandom? DONT LEAVE ME HANGIN WHAT WAS THE SHIP 👀👀👀 i don’t feel like i post that many so i’m so intrigued which it could be lol since i’m assuming it’s not sambucky and probably (??) not stevebucky (tho maybe)

but seriously though i’d love to know bc i don’t want my account to be uncomfy for anyone but least of all my fav anon x so if i need to update my tagging system for u to properly blacklist my posts about it or anything of the sort pls lmk, either here (and i can answer privately too if you’d prefer 🤍) or messaging me! plus if by drama there’s smth actually problematic im rb i absolutely wanna be informed and aware of it! i will confess i’m quite curious as to who my secret admirer could be ;)) and i appreciate ur honesty!

until the next meeting, be well and lots of love 🫶🏻

[bisexual-horror-fan]

First, I wanna say that I really like the little notes youve been putting at the end of your fic title asks! They make me very happy and go :DDDD and happy stim so thank you!!! Second, ive noticed that scent names for candles often sound like fic titles. And on a totally unrelated note, what does the title “Bourbon Butterscotch Whiskey” make you think of? (Its my favourite candle)

AWE ANON! Thank you so much! I am so glad you have been enjoying them! Happy stims are the BEST compliment! I know it wasn’t part of the intial ask game but I have been having so much fun with it, been a really fun creative writing exercise! And I might end up actually making a few of these into fics (That Amber and Freddy one shot is calling my name 👀)

AND YOU ARE RIGHT! Candle scents DO sound like good fic titles! That might be a fun new ask game, what candle scents make you think of pertaining to fics or characters. That is a good idea!

But what does this make ME think of...Doc Halloran.

Walk with me Anon as I regale you with the thought currently occupying my porn gremlin ridden little brain. The same reader from that Doc thing I did a while back, the potential, would-be survivor girl that Doc “stole” from Leslie. In usual Leslie fashion he was right and they are a great fit, now bonded further as the reader is desperate to get back and help catch him.

Thing is you can’t work ALL the time. So then we get this-

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You had been the one to suggest it.

It was the holidays. Lord knows Leslie wasn’t working so why should you two? You convinced him to take a break, you both deserved it, some time to yourselves, and you suggested why not share some drinks?

“Because you aren’t of legal age.”

You scoffed. Sure you weren’t 21 yet but the drinking age was so arbitrary in the US. And also the other thing. This man was old enough to be your father and yet was romantically entangled with you and he had the gall to try to lecture you on drinking under the legal age.

“And? Who cares Doc? C’mon we’ve worked so hard-”

He still seemed un-convinced, you sidled up to him, leaning back against the his desk just as he was, right next to him now. 

“-and as Leslie has said, I feel like after the car incident you don’t have much of a leg to stand on when it comes to moral judgements.”

You snickered at how he tensed at the mention of your first time with him in his parked car, on a very public side street down town, late one night. You found it a little funnier than he did after intial shock of being caught by Leslie had worn off. 

He sighed and relented. 

You had already broken one cardinal rule. What’s one more?

“Fine.”

And so that was a few hours ago.

You and he sitting on the floor in his office, next to the fireplace, he had his coat and gloves off, tie undone, both of you a few drinks in. You were inexperienced and allowed him to take the lead. He had two of his favorite kinds of liqour in his office, bourbon and whiskey, you prefered the former and actually liked the burn of it. 

Sitting across from each other, one of the Christmas gifts you had made for him in between you. A box of handmade butterscotch candy, his favorite you had learned a while ago and insisted on making for him. 

“Does it pair well?”

“What? Butterscotch and whiskey?”

He asked as he brought the glass back up to his mouth and you nodded with a hum before he responded,

“It does. Surprisingly well.”

You set your own glass down. You pushed the box aside and crawled over to him, he watched as you did, your face clearly flushed, you felt warm and happy and affectionate. Your hands closed on either side of his tie, still sitting loosely over his shoulders and you pulled him closer, whispering just to him,

“Can I have a taste?”

Well who would he be to deny you?

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BAM! And just like that the Fake Fic Title asks are done! Thanks for submitting this Anon and thanks to everyone else who participated! It was a really fun time! Bless you all.

[ragnvdnir]

I am back Lady Ein 💖 I just wanna ask if you have any manhwa recommendations 👀 i've been meaning to read some when i'm bored 🤭 Well, how are things going on your side? 👁️👁️ Did Ayato come home already ?? 🤔🤔🤔 If you have played the Irodori Festival event too, what do you think of it? 🧐🤩🤩

— your most loyal advisor and servant, 🍰.

welcome back my dear loyal strawberry shortcake 😻😻😻

actually the reason why i only replied to this now is bc im trying to remember the titles of those manhwas🤡🤡 but here are some of the manhwas i love (even though i didn't finish all of them)

How to get my husband on my side — idk if u saw it but i spammed my blog with this manhwa bc i love it. probably, this is my current favorite of all isekai manhwa ive read. its still ongoing so im reading the novel rn bc i cant wait.

Beware of the villainess — i dont remember when was the last time i read this but if i have to be honest, this is the funniest manhwa ive read. melissa (fl) is so funny i swear, and nine (ml) is so cute

Positively yours — this is one of my fav modern manhwa. i just love the couple sm. its a lighthearted one, not too much of frustation and stress. just prepare for falling inlove with dojoon(ml) bc i am sure i was not prepared. he is such a husband material, the ideal man *chef's kiss*. im actually planning to write a fic inspired from this one and diluc as the ml bc idk dojoon's personality fits this red man👀

seasons of blossoms — oh lawwd, you gotta prepare yourself emotionally and mentally at this one. i swear, im telling you and warning you, the season 2 (hamin's flower) made me run out of tissues, ive cried for days bc of it, my heart was never prepared for this one. as a person who loves reading angst i didn't expect s2 to be this... idk painful?until now, i still can't seem to move on from him. but the season 1 (bomi's flower) is a very cute one, its so fluffy and smiley but the season 2 really brought me down. i still haven't read season 3 bc like i said, im not ready to let go of hamin's flower, the pain is just 💔💔💔

death is the only ending for villainess — i remembered being inlove with this one. penelope (fl) is so powerful oml im down bad😩😩 i still haven't continued reading the manhwa thoug. back then, bc i love this manhwa i read the novel and stopped bc my favorite ml (there are abt 5 mls??) did something and he died (i wont speak tell who) and since then, i stopped reading it. but they said he's not dead so idk what to feel

i became the hero's rival — oh felix😩😩 hes so mmm. as usual i haven't finished this bc its on going🤡 and i haven't continued it bc i forgot the last chapter i read (and im currently reading something) idk what to say to this except how the hell felix can make me feel stunned. and his sister claudia is so so pretty 😩😩 chamberlain siblings is just mwah. and irene is such a mood, i love her character. somehow, she reminds me of melissa from beware of the villainess.

perfect secret love: the bad new wife is a little sweet — this one is a manhua but im still gonna include it. this one have 200+ chapters and still ongoing and idk how i read that for two days. this manhua got me hooked and idk what made me attached to this one.

elixir of the sun — the emperor is down bad for her. the classical softie to fl. this one is ongoing too😗😗

so i think that's some manhwas that i remember i read? tbh i read manhwas but most of the time, i dont finish them it's bc either they're ongoing or i forgotten abt it.

then there is this one popular manhwa i was abt to read called who made me a princess bc saw this one pretty dude who is my type but hes the second lead🤡🤡

might as well share the manhwas that i want to read:

marriage of convenience

father, i dont want to get married

the princess imprints the traitor

business proposal

(i forgot the titles of others🤡)

As for your question, this stubbornman hasn't come👹 tbh im not hoping for him anymore, i lost my hope and just decided to move on but look at me still pulling for him

Oh and the five kasen. we got scara crumbs i see 👀 the simps have been fed after months of his disappearance 🤡🤡 im really looking forward to more of scara's or lets just say kunikuzushi👀👀 im really interested in his lore tbh😗😗

OML AND KAZUHA😩😩😩 YOU DONT KNOW HOW FOCUSED I AM WHENEVER HE APPEARS😻😻😻

[decembermoonskz]

HELOO IZZYYY !! recently, ive been laying off genshin bc thoma keeps on distracting me from my studies Y^Y the past week has been busy since projects kept on coming continuously. one submitted, two new due again huhu but i finished majority of them already hehe like, 3 of them were centered in drawing and wow, didnt expect that ill find art fun :3 im not good but maybe ill practice, i had a really fun time doodling for my projects jadfkjafjk AND is it true that albedos banner will be returning? bc if it is Y^Y i already got a confirmed 50 50 win because of keqing fsbahfhadfv hbu? what were you up to these days? other than that, ive been getting into tbz and nct :>> spent majority of my free time just watching funny vids about them in youtube

AND OMGGG YOU DRAW SO WELLLL. your male characters are all so handsome, can i marry kiryu? IM A SUCKER FOR BAD BOYS Y^Y their backstories are sooo interesting. any chance that youll make a story with them as leads??? id definitely read that! YOURE DRAWINGSSS ARE SO BEAUTIFULLL i kenat get over :">> anyways, kohaku having those god-like visuals, im curious as to how his brother, teika, looks like 👀

for the game,,, #s - 1 - 3 (explain why :>) - 8 - 10 🤔 - 14 - 18 - 19 - 23 IM SORRY FOR THE MANY NUMBERS HUHU these are the topics i genuinely want to know about you, and talk with you about hehe. take your time answering though! i requested a lot after all Y^Y

hope you have a great day~

- 🤡

hey you! nice to hear from ya!

I wish you the best of luck with your studies as always bub! Also art is a lot fun, I’ve been enjoying myself this sem!! ✨✨✨ YES ALBEDO IS COMING BACK!! Albedo and Eula’s banners will be running at the same time as the first part of 2.3 and then Itto after that. I’m gonna skip eula in order to get albedo and then save for itto and his weapon 🙈🙈🙈 I’m super excited! ✨✨ I’ve been good! Just been doing school, writing my fic for the collab and gaming. Nothing out of the ordinary honestly. :3 that’s fun tho getting into a group then watching videos of them is always nice. ^^

Hhhhhh oh my gosh thank you so much about my art 🥺🥺🥺 Kiryu is just so pretty huh? 😔😭 uwucry I love him!! Also I mentioned in a previous ask once that I have been writing a story for them! However I’m not even sure I wanna share it or not, and also I work on it off and on a lot so it’s a big WIP haha to hear that you’d read it tho is a huge compliment thank you 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 also Kohaku was made after teika (I may have mentioned that) and so yeah Kohaku def looks like teika perhaps I’ll show teika in the next rambling post I make 👀👀👀👀 (my bestie literally loves teika haha)

I’m gonna throw your answers under the cut cause this got reaaaallllyyyy long lmao

1. What did you dream about last night?

Honestly it was pretty random, just my mom and I ordering pizza but like IT WAS A TON OF PIZZA I WAS SO CONFUSED LMAO 😂 like we didn’t need that much pfff

3. Do you feel more connected to the moon or the sun?

The moon!! She is such a beautiful entity and as my queen I respect her so much. I’m aware of the saying “you are the sun, your world revolves around you.” I do agree you need to remember you are important but I still end up resonating with the moon much more haha 😂 I feel like, I’m a night owl and I much prefer night over daytime. I feel safe in the night, and the moon always watched over me. She is a safe space to me even if that’s strange to say or may not make sense to anyone else. I feel safe in confiding in her.

8. Do you believe in guardian angels?

I do actually! I’ve always grown up believing in them as my mom does too, she went shared her experiences with me about how she felt she had been in the presence of a guardian angel before. I believe we do have angels watching over us. As for how they watch over us I don’t know.

10. What is something (or someone) you’re in love with?

Well something would be drawing, and gaming. I love drawing so much, to be able to create people, things, spaces my imagination can think up, it feels amazing! Gaming for me is just a safe place for me, I’m so grateful that video games exist. People make these amazing worlds and we get to play them, it’s honestly such a wonderful thing to me. I met most of my close friends because of video games and I’m so blessed. 🥰🥰

14. Talk about one of your most cherished childhood memories.

Hmmm 🤔 I’m not sure which to pick, but a fun thing that happened to me was going to a live shoot of one of my favorite childhood shows and then taking pictures with the actors afterwards, it was really fun to see the making of a show and the process and all :D it was what I did for my birthday and it was a really fun time!

18. Do you believe dreams have meanings or are they completely random?

answered here!!

although I suppose I’ll add to my previous answer and say that random dreams can happen they happen to me a lot where I’m questions the meanings.

19. Do you believe in love at first sight?

I do! While it’s very cliché, I believe in gut feelings, and sometimes you just know; you just know that’s the person/people for you.

23. What’s your zodiac sign? Do you think you fit the general characteristics of that sign?

Local sagittarian here hehe I suppose I fit the characteristics I guess. I haven’t looked up my characteristics I’m a while. I do feel like being a Leo ascendant fits me too.