#jackpost

[thetwistedwhiskersshow]

THE LAMPIO REAGANOMICS AMV TURNED FIVE YEARS OLD BABY 📻💡

meme image under the cut

[coldbabycarrots]

(cw death)

stumbled across one of jen's friends here today. she and i were never really close, and after a tiny bit of interaction in like 2015 we have only ever been friends of a friend. and yet her username has been a familiar constant over the past ten years - as long as i knew jen - briefly appearing here and there on my dashboard, peppered across jen's posts when they would excitedly tag her in their shared interests or reblog her stuff. it seemed like they might have grown apart over the years, but maybe it was only because she was slowly growing more and more inactive on this site (relatable). but jen would still speak dearly of her and hoped she was well.

it's been such a long time since i've thought about this person, and seeing her username pop up just gave me the horrible realization that when i was trying to notify people of jen's passing, she slipped my mind. never messaged her. and after checking through her blog like a weirdo, yeah, there's no mention of jen since then. she doesn't know.

and i'm not sure if i should even tell her. it's been a year and four months. she must assume that they just finally, fully drifted apart. it happens. and that's a much more peaceful resolution than having to process a friend's death, so maybe it should be left alone. but what if she's been wondering why they deleted all their blogs and abruptly disappeared? would jen want her to know? but if someone who is essentially a stranger reaches out and tells you, "hey btw your friend died over a year ago," what do you do with that?

maybe it's best just to let things be. life seems to be treating her incredibly well now and she seems to be in a great place. and jen would have been very happy to see that.

it's probably time to unfollow her now. going through her blog (again, weirdo) brought so many memories to the surface. it was an unbroken time capsule. jen and i had changed blogs often and of course all of theirs are deleted now, but their friend still has posts of jen's selfies and photography from the mid to late 2010s. it's hard not to be angry that jen nuked all their blogs and left me with nothing. i still grieve over losing that stupid phone that had years of our memories on it. and i'd started to accept that i would never be able to recover anything. but this woman's blog has suddenly given me dozens of pictures of jen to treasure and pass on to their mom. she has several of their old personal posts which i've added to the other little scraps of jen i've been able to dig up. all of their old usernames, likes from my previous blogs, former mutuals who i haven't thought about in years. nostalgia for old shows and jokes. but now it's probably time to unfollow and move on.

[lightweightchamp]

i ❤️ my mutuals

[jackfrostdoll]

being torn "to ribbons" is so cute. like wow. you made ribbon out of that non-ribbon thing. try that on me next

[vampyrcannibal]

revenge is a fool's game

[soullessjack]

for Father’s Day I think jack gives the guys shiny color-corresponding ‘you tried’ stars and then they all go to a diner for mediocre food before stopping at a drive-in movie theatre that is also mediocre. however I also think it is a very bold assumption that any of them would celebrate Father’s Day at all

[radaverse]

hii hellooo I'm cooking samuruy art btw

[endless-ineffabilities]

hubby has range.

[noctiva]

crying around jack and he licks the tears from your face like a dog would. the roughness of his tongue scrubbing at your cheeks. nuzzling into your neck while purring softly to try and calm you.

[starleska]

only the characters who cause the most severe brainrot receive this honour 🙈❄️ (credit once again to @calware for the amazing template 🥰)

[thetwistedwhiskersshow]

i was going to post this for lesbian week but that felt wildly inappropriate of me to do. incel x volcel yaoi (using designs i made in 2022)

[coldbabycarrots]

(cw death)

coming back to this site after a year of avoidance and grief has been weird. it's still a reminder of this gaping hole in my life, but it also feels like coming home and it's been kinda therapeutic using it again. but god damn. every time i see a post i would have sent them hurts so fucking bad, man. they should be here, excited about star wars day. i should have been able to fly up there during this time of year like we had talked about, so they could show me their stomping grounds (they were bummed i hadn't been able seen their town when the trees actually had leaves on them) and we could have watched the movies together in person. we should be going through these posts together and goofing around right now.

i wasn't expecting a star wars comic to make me cry today. they would have loved that comic. those are their favorite characters who got them through so many hard times. i don't know when i'll be able to watch the original trilogy again. but maybe i should begin trying to enjoy them again as a way to heal.

[jackwritesfics]

I feel like I’m on an island yall I cannot be the only person here who wants to fuck hbo ellie williams so bad they look stupid

[sweetpayaso]

Isaac, when he sees Laughing Jack in the corner of his room for the first time after thirteen years:

[jackfrostdoll]

Spent my whole transition turning into someone I thought was hot and then it turned out that I can't date her (me). this is bullshit

[jackboxheritageposts]

oh right i can post here. they played a pack 11 game at pax east, our first look at the game Doominate. no actual trailer for it yet, just this