#jaela abdi

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Since I've finally got some things all set: my Ao3 account is up and running and I will be posting remastered versions of my fics soon on Ao3.

My Ao3 profile explains things in more depth (click link) about what I plan to post and addressing how I will go about Autumn Blues. But, I'll briefly explain here.

While I am very lucky to have had my health and a relatively good life during the pandemic, I fell into a huge ass writing slump. I feel that it stole my late 20's and to learn having and balancing a life outside of being in school for the past 20 years.

I failed at Autumn Blues and lost control of the story it wasn't supposed to be-- but the characters haven't left me, nor the need to correct my mistakes. And now, my writing slump has ended and I've just embraced the fact that I want to write and finish and in addition, ADD to the characters that PB set a base for, but I made my own.

So, fics on tumblr will remain here! But I will post them on Ao3 (remastered and edited) and will be making huge ass edits to Autumn Blues, along with adding to the best fucking universe: Polyverse of Liam x Jaela x Drake (and Damien on occasion). They're really fun and cute and I'm literally just writing drabbles on their saga right now.

Anyways, I know the Choices fandom went poooofffff, but I still want to edit and re-post and post new content for nobody by myself. If you want to follow along, you can on Ao3. I'll likely post links here, but not the stories. Everything will be tagged correctly and warnings will be applied. My account is very much 18+.

Basically, I wanna write for fun, for me, and want to use it as an outlet for the ultra smutty and dramatic shit that doesn't my original fiction doesn't have (yet, considering starting a dark romance novel lmao). If you want to read, follow along on Ao3. If not, literally ignore me, idc.

But for those who might want to revisit fics easily or new content for TRR tales, you know where to find my dumbass.

Feel free to say hello again to Jaela Abdi (sometimes) Walker and co.

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If we’re still talking abt freaky names for MC in TRR fics, I would like to shoutout dww for naming her mc c/krystal.

fjdbxhsgsh i think u mean miss jaela abdi, the first google result for “im white and want to give my BLACK character a BLACK name to show her ETHNIC AFRICAN ROOTS”

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Sitting on my bed answering work emails (these students are trying to kill me! HALP!), working on my syllabus and listing to my Jaela Abdi-Walker Autumn Blues playlist...

Who knew music set to Jaela’s pain made for such good concentration music, @drakewalkerwhipped?

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Aside from the fact that I know my Jaela and co better to write and edit, and adding new scenes to STB (and removing/adding to AB), I’m also so fucking excited to find new songs to better pair a chapter to.

It’s stupid but it’s also fun? Like I’ll be happy to revisit my sad alt sexy girl vibe but I’m also excited to add some more tunes that I’ve been dying to add.

Its mostly sleep token but the band is like crack to writing so idk

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Crying screaming throwing up over fictional people who still live in my head

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Life’s been busy but good.

Took a week off for a family vacation to Myrtle Beach— and I’m tired as heck but sure am a daughter, sister, aunt, and partner that’s loved as heck.

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Thank u for the tag, @autumns-veil 🥺

Last Song: Hypnosis by Sleep Token

Favorite color: Green (purple and orange are 2nd and 3rd)

Currently Watching: US Masterchef S4. Bye bye Howard.

Last movie: The Evil Within… that shit was wild. And the history of how it was made is even MORE.

Relationship Status: It’ll be 9 years in January with my partner! Not married just vibes.

Current obsession: *look at blog name* Yeah. Sleepy Bois & tbh my own fic which is multi verse of Jaela Abdi

Last thing googled: Banff Bear Attack.

Tagging: @danni-whatshername @echos-muses @queenlorelaiwalker12 @goldenjellyfish12

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GUESS I GOTTA WRITE A CHRISTMAS SMUT FIC AGAIN THIS YEAR

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DUDEEEEEEE IM IN LOVE.

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Why’s your mc’s last name Abdi

Because it’s the last name I chose and liked. And she’s also Somali sooooo...

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do u like 5H thats why u decided normani as ur trr fc?

Acutally no! I knew like, one song from the radio. I was searching for a better faceclaim than I first used for fanfic purposes (Zendaya). But once I saw Normani, I knew she was THE perfect faceclaim for Jaela.

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Today marks another day Normani kills me.

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IM A MESS. MY FACECLAIM IS KILLING IT AND GIVING ME FIC FODDER. OH MY GOD--

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Liam and Jaela... what the hell y’all doing... stop trying to derail my story.

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How do you pronounce jaela? I’ve been saying "yay-lah" in my head

It’s pronounced Jay-La!

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@trr-fangirl's birthday present to me has me like: cnfjjfjfjfd

Thank you Rosie! It's perfect, unlike Jaela, but that makes me love her all the more. 🤧