#james wesley rp

[misterjameswesley]

Message to My Employer: Anything you wish for me to do today?

[sunnflow3rshowers]

Rp Search

In this year of Our Lord 2023, Omegle has fallen. (RIP) So here I am, laying all of this out, desperate to find more rp partners. I am 27, so I am only really interested in rping with people that are 21+. I am interested in both fandom and OC rps, depending on the mood and all of that. I will list the fandoms I'm looking for, as well as who I play, and general themes. I am a third person, literate roleplay, I stick to 1-2 paragraphs, but the length can always fluctuate depending on the roleplay and my roleplay partners. When it comes to RPs, I like them light and soft. I also like them dark and heavy, with lots of Whump, Angst, and Hurt/Comfort, as well as some darker themes that would require trigger warnings, all of which will be discussed privately, of course.

I prefer MxM for fandom rps, although there are some small exceptions for specific ships. I"m more open to MxF and FxF, and other pairings with more OC rps. With most Fandom Rps, I am looking for Shipping Rps, aka a Merthur rp, Kylux Rp, etc

Fandoms!

Fandom: Who I play

Teen wolf: Stiles Stilinski The Old Guard: Nicky Star Wars: Luke Skywalker, Armitage Hux Umbrella Academy: Klaus Stranger Things: Jonathan Byers, Steve Harrington The Hobbit: Bilbo Baggins The Witcher: Jaskier Kingsman: Eggsy Unwin ATLA: Sokka Our Flag Means Death: Lucius Spriggs Gotham: Oswald Cobblepot Merlin: Merlin Criminal Minds: Spencer Reid Hannibal: Will Graham Arcane: Viktor Spider-Man: Peter Parker (NOT MCU) GOT: Sansa (only paired with Sandor Clegane) The Eternals: Makkari (only paired with Druig) Detroit Become Human: Connor Good Omens: Aziraphale Agents of Shield: Fitz (as gay and not paired with Simmons) FAHC: Jack (fem) Yugioh: Joey Wheeler Person of Interest: Harold Finch Haikyuu: Suga, kenma X-men: Charles Xavier The Boys: Hughie White Collar: Neal The Goldfinch: Theo Hunter X Hunter: Kurapika, Shalnark Barry: No-ho Hank IT: Eddie Hawaii 5-0: Danny Daredevil (netflix): Foggy, James Wesley Fantastic Beasts: Credence Vikings: Athelstan OC Fandoms! Hit me up if you want to talk about rps in any of these. In these sorts of rps I am 110% down to double up if you play canon against my oc, all of which can be talked and discussed privately! Marvel Xmen GOT Star Wars Barry General Rps! I am a huge fan of brainstorming rps with general themes! Fantasy Horror Drama Sci-fi Cyberpunk Etc! Please please just reach out and I'm always going to be happy to brainstorm! If you made it this far, thank you so much! If you are interested, like this, leave a comment, send me a dm, or add me on discord @ sunnflow3rshowers !

[tangleweave]

10 Fandoms / 10 Characters / 10 Tags

Tagged By: @kylo-wrecked

I have to admit I needed a few minutes to assemble ten fandoms, and a few minutes more for each one to think of ten characters for a couple of them! Fortunately, having an RP blog means I already interact with a few...

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Marvel Universe Eddie Brock / Venom Beta Ray Bill Peter Parker / Spider-Man Phil Coulson Groot Stephen Strange Vision {Seriously, did anybody expect the first seven to be any different?} Curt Connors / The Lizard Kurt Wagner / Nightcrawler Henry McCoy / The Beast

DC Universe Clark Kent / Superman Barry Allen / The Flash James Gordon Alfred Pennyworth Dick Grayson / Nightwing Tim Drake / Red Robin Kyle Rayner / Green Lantern Jimmy Olsen J'onn J'onzz / Martian Manhunter Victor Stone / Cyborg

Star Trek Universe Data Julian Bashir Saru Wesley Crusher Spock Miles O'Brien The Doctor Nog Worf Jadzia Dax

Star Wars Universe (yes, I count Legends, come at me) Corran Horn The Dark Woman Plo Koon Luke Skywalker Han Solo Anakin Skywalker Chewbacca Leia Organa Wedge Antilles Din Grogu

Trigun Nicholas D. Wolfwood Vash the Stampede Hoppered the Gauntlet Milly Thompson B.D.N. Rem Saverem Midvalley the Hornfreak Meryl Strife Dominique the Cyclops Legato Bluesummers

Yu-Gi-Oh! Joey Wheeler Tristan Taylor Yugi Muto Yami / Pharaoh Atem Rafael Mai Valentine Duke Devlin Mahad Odion Mako Tsunami

Power Rangers Universe Billy Cranston Zack Taylor Kimberly Hart Trini Kwan Jason Lee Scott Adam Park Robert James Anubis Cruger Lord Zedd Tommy Oliver

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles Donatello Leonardo Michelangelo Splinter Raphael Casey Jones Bebop Rocksteady Mondo Gecko Muckman

Babylon 5 Stephen Franklin Zack Allan Vir Cotto Lennier G'Kar Lorien Marcus Cole Michael Garibaldi Jeffrey Sinclair John Sheridan

The West Wing Josiah Bartlet Charlie Young Toby Ziegler Sam Seaborn Dolores Landingham C.J. Cregg Margaret Hooper Leo McGarry Debbie Fiderer Josh Lyman

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Tagging: @brooklynislandgirl @nightmarefuele @illbringthechaosmagic @itmeanspeace @morgansmornings @sokovianfortune @defectivexfragmented @yggdrasilushxrt @tabbyrp @corinnebaileyrp

[tomriddlessecretvampiredemigod]

Who here hides they're liked posts so nobody sees how much smut they've read.

[lady-serenitty]

Does anyone RP as Wesley Gibson?

I've been craving some Wanted, Wesley/OC RP lately. Does anyone play him?

[edgewoodrp]

Who would you like to see more: Paul Wesley, Sebastian Stan, Theo James, or Sam Claflin?

Of those, I’d say Theo or Sebastian. 

Members?

[prissylittlebitch]

"What is that? What are you doing?"

“You surprise me, Mister Murdock. I had rather thought you possessed near super-human hearing. This is a phone. I am informing my employer of our current whereabouts.” He smiled politely, tucking the phone back into his pocket as he observed the lawyer. “He expressed a desire to meet with you personally.”

[fariel-universe]

Feel free to ignore

So this is pretty much a roleplay add. I know it's a bit tacky but I can't get this idea out of my head, so here we are.

If you are willing to play Wilson Fisk in a Fiskley rp, please send me a message! That's it, that's where I am in my life.

[yellowocaballero]

Fandom History: The Crash and Burn of The Magnus Archives (1993-2001)

@lazuliquetzal​, the mind that brought you EvilCon and Roleswap AU, and I have been working on an EXTENSIVE meta AU revolving around internet flame wars, dramatic LiveJournal posts, Tumblr meltdowns, antique fan culture, conventions, and terrible memes. Due to the nature of a meta AU I can’t quite post what I’ve written here, but I thought I’d share the concept and some of the jokes with you. We would absolutely love it if any RP or ARG groups wanted to pick this up and run with it. It is totally open for adoption. Enjoy, add, and share. 

FanWank: The Rise and Fall of The Magnus Archives

The Magnus Archives was a workplace scifi sitcom that aired from 1993-2001. Like a weird mix of X-Files and The Mary Tyler Moore show, it was mainly a light-hearted workcom with some minor mystery and supernatural elements. 

The cast of Gertrude Robinson, Emma Harvey, Fiona Law, Eric Delano, and useless audience insert Michael Shelley were well-beloved for all young geeks. The show became a cult classic for its depictions of strong women, minor occultism, and reoccurring joke character Jurgen Leitner.

Most notably, The Magnus Archives is remembered as one of the first cult shows to become popular with the advent of the internet. Early Usenet forums, the first fan convention, and email listserv fanfiction marked it in history along with X-Files as one of the first fandom spaces populated mostly by women who idolized Gertrude Robinson.

All of this changed in Season 8.

Fans everywhere were shocked and offended when Season 8 'jumped the shark' and 'ruined the characters' of the lovable cast. Suddenly, Eric had disappeared mysteriously?  Emma Harvey had KILLED Fiona and Sarah? Gertrude KILLED MICHAEL SHELLEY? ELIAS KILLED GERTRUDE? 

Nobody ever forgave TMA. FandomWank wiki had a field day. To this day there are internet history videos. The hate trolling, the dramatic fandom divorces, the setting fire to TMA merch - the internet never forgave, and it never forgot. The fandom dropped it in disgust, citing misogyny and cheap stunts just to prop up failing ratings. The cult classic sci-fi workcom TMA was destined to fade into obscurity and bitter memories. 

Until it was rebooted on the CW Channel in 2012.

Rebranded The Magnus Archives: Jonathan Sims, it featured a new cast of characters with some old  favorites. With the announcement of a new cast, a boring stuck-up male, and the promise of utter degradation of Gertrude Robinson's memory, the internet devolved into flame wars and hate trolling. 

The writing was on the wall: there was no way TMA:JS would ever succeed. 

Until Tumblr got its hands on it.

Atrocious Antique Memery

s8 was TOTALLY a reaction to 9/11

Specifically, Elias did 9/11

Bouchardgate

“Elias is totally James Wright lol”

Michael “NOBODY CARES, WESLEY” Shelley shows up in JS as a total DILF?

“Whatever Happened to Eric Delano?” Fan theory

Gertrude/Dekker vs Gertrude/Agnes ship wars

[misterjameswesley]

"Do you know why there was blood on my art supplies?"

@maryfisk

Hello, Mrs. Fisk. If you would like for me to do so, I will clean them for you.

[battletrio]

sorry got distracted from marvel and rp because they announced paul wesley to be the prime timeline recast for young james t. kirk in upcoming star trek strange new worlds show in its future second season

was busy screaming about that somewhere else lol 😆

[zerotoninrp]

➔ FACTIONS / GROUPS

LEGION OF DOOM  Where there is thesis, there is antithesis; it is simple Hegelianism; the immortal Vandal Savage, chieftain of the Blood Tribe, understands this better than all. He has seen gods come and go, and has outsmarted a thousand more; but for a modern age there requires a modern man. The Legion of Doom is his antithesis of the times, sewn in response to the Justice League. His aim? Whatever will allow him to keep the world entertaining for himself. And to such ends, he gathers the worlds mightiest, smartest, richest, most nefarious, and unites them under one rule—his, to make the world in his image. The Legion is a junta reserved for terra’s vilest influencers; small timers need not apply.

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JUSTICE SOCIETY OF AMERICA  Formed in the 1970s in response to rising political anxieties, extraterrestrial contact and metahuman experimentation overseas, the Justice Society of America (JSA)  is billed to the American working class as the next step in public security. For close to a decade, the JSA: Jay Garrick, the Spectre (James Corrigan), the Atom (Albert Pratt), Hourman (Rex Tyler), Sandman (Wesley Dodds), Dr. Midnite, Starman, and Wildcat, all rise to national fame as bastions of the people. But the 1980s bring disillusionment with all forms of caped crusaders: AIDS, crack, mass incarceration, religious fervor, and a resurgence in the fear of nuclear warfare sees the JSA’s popularity decline as they struggle to meet the people’s needs. By 1987, all but Jay Garrick and Wildcat remained, and by 1990, the JSA closed its final office in Central City, with Jay Garrick’s whereabouts currently unknown and many believing he is deceased.

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GREEN LANTERNS Created by the Guardians of the Universe to combat the anguish they foresaw, the Green Lantern Corps. are the oldest and largest space-faring force in the galaxy, with trillions of members throughout billions of solar systems. Harnessing the emotional spectrum’s power of Will, ring bearers protect assigned sects of their solar systems from all manner of danger. Their history is sordid, a few of their deeds erased from the Book of Oa, and they maintain tenuous relationships with certain parts of the galaxy—but the Lanterns’ fluctuating repute among the stars, they believe, is part of the job. The first Green Lantern of Earth—sector 2814—Alan Scott, is a founding member of the Justice Society of America alongside Jay Garrick. In recent years, others in Sector 2814 have worn the legendary Rings of Power as well.

ZEROTONIN is an upcoming 21+ DC Comics AU/Elseworld RP coming to JCINK, centered in a heightened alternate dystopian reality of the year 2000, with a neo-futuristic/neo noir/Y2K setting.

[hollywoodfamerp]

Hollywood Fame Goes to Las Vegas!

Located in the heart of the Las Vegas Strip, The Venetian Resort Las Vegas features all-suite accommodations, exquisite restaurants, celebrity chefs, world-class entertainment, nightlife, and shopping.  The Venetian Resort Las Vegas offers 4028 accommodations with minibars and safes. Accommodations offer separate sitting areas. Pillowtop beds feature Egyptian cotton sheets, down comforters, and premium bedding. 46-inch flat-screen televisions come with pay movies. Bathrooms include separate bathtubs and showers with deep soaking bathtubs, bathrobes, designer toiletries, and complimentary toiletries.

4 outdoor swimming pools and 3 spa tubs are on site. Other recreational amenities include a fitness center. Guests can indulge in a pampering treatment at the resort’s full-service spa, Canyon Ranch spa+fitness. Services include deep-tissue massages, hot stone massages, sports massages, and Swedish massages. A variety of treatment therapies are provided, including aromatherapy and reflexology.  Take in the beauty of old-world Italy while you enjoy all the comforts and excitement of modern-day Las Vegas.

UNDER THE CUT YOU’LL FIND THE LIST OF ALL THE ROOMMATES.

The roommates were done by a RANDOM generator. Except for the people who were on the ship list and who messaged us requesting a specific roommate.

If you do not see your characters name on this list, or if you happen to get paired with one of the other characters you play - please message us POLITELY and let us know - the generator was a little weird, but hopefully, everyone is accounted for - if not, we’ll fix it, don’t worry :)

Remember, we are NOT mandating threads to be completed during this trip, however, we do expect everyone to reach out to their roommates, people you don’t normally talk to, etc, and simply branch out. If this goes well, we may  do future trips without a  mandated thread. However, if this doesn’t go well we will go back to mandating threads. We are trusting you all with this. 

Please be mindful that we have an activity check before the trip, so do expect some changes! If your partner goes inactive or  leaves the roleplay during the trip - the list will not be updated. Your FC just will no longer have a roommate for the  duration of the trip to avoid confusion since this is only a weekend trip and not a week. However, if we get new members come in during the trip, they will be added to the roommates list accordingly.

Those on hiatus during the trip and reduced activity were not included in this list - but they must just state that their characters are on the trip. However, if those on reduced activity or on hiatus can get online during the trip to rp - you’re more than welcome to!

So, that being said - please LIKE THIS POST so you can not only keep track of this list but also so we know you read this notice.

Billie Eilish and Justin Bieber

Paul Wesley and Phoebe Tonkin

Margot Robbie and Chris Hemsworth

Shawn Mendes and Mike Faist

Alycia Debnam-Carey and Daniel Sharman

Cara Delevingne and Justin Timberlake

Brendon Urie and Darren Criss

Normani and Oliver Stark

Kehlani and Zendaya

Chris Evans and Sebastian Stan

Priyanka Chopra and Aaron Tveit

Kit Harington and Emilia Clarke

Mena Massoud and Selena Gomez

Mike Mizanin and Maryse (Ouellet) Mizanin

Dylan O'Brien and Adelaide Kane

Keith Duffy and Sarah Drew

Kate Middleton and Prince William

Demi Bennett (Rhea Ripley) and Ashley Fliehr (Charlotte Flair)

Kim Jong-in (Kai) and Lee Taemin

Emma Stone and Jennifer Lawrence

Zoey Deutch and Ben Barnes

Lucy Hale and Sam Claflin

Bruno Mars and Gigi Hadid

Fergal Devitt and Renee Young

Colby Lopez and Becky Lynch

Maisie Williams and Joe Dempsie

Zac Efron and Vanessa Hudgens

Carrie Underwood and Roman Reigns

Camila Mendes and Austin White (Austin Theory)

Anya Taylor-Joy and Grant Gustin

Zoe Kravitz and Bill Skarsgard

Karlie Kloss and Perrie Edwards

Kaia Gerber and Charlie Hunnam

Demi Lovato and Anthony Mackie

Xiao Dejun and Hunter Hayes

Nick Jonas and Charlie Heaton

Pamela Martinez (Bayley) and Florence Pugh

Beth Behrs and Mazz Murray

Jake Gyllenhaal and Dacre Montgomery

Marcus Rashford and Jeon Jungkook

Samara Weaving and Blake Lively

Diana Silvers and Alex Fitzalan

Taylor Swift and Kendall Jenner

Ariana Grande and Robert Downey Jr.

Madelaine Petsch and Laura Harrier

Colleen Ballinger and Ashley Benson

Janel Parrish and Nikolaj Coster-Waldau

Bella Hadid and Melissa Benoist

Stephen Amell and Park Jimin

Harry Styles and Matthew Macfadyen

Dinah Jane Hansen and Marc-André Fluery

Lewis Capaldi and Choi San

Ester Exposito and Sophie Turner

Elizabeth Olsen and Skeet Ulrich

Ryan Gosling and Kim Namjoon

Jackson Wang and Alisha Boe

Shawn Mendes and Joe Keery

Kang Yeosang and Ben Platt

Hero Fiennes-Tiffin and Rosalia (Rosalía Vila Tobella)

Ryan Guzman and Jack Met

Jensen Ackles and Nathan Sharp

Kristen Stewart and Jared Padalecki

Shay Mitchell and Emily Blunt

Lee Donghyuck and John Krasinski

Lily Collins and Colton Parayko

James Rodriguez and Nina Dobrev

Kim Jungwoo and Park Chanyeol

Lee Taeyong and Niall Horan

Rami Malek and Tom Holland

Kylie Jenner and Madelyn Cline

Brett Tucker and Kim Namjoon

Sierra Deaton and Robyn Fenty (Rihanna)

Katie Cassidy and Jordan Fisher

Ashley Tisdale and Elle Fanning

Naomi Scott and Kristine Froseth

Lea Michele and Gionna Daddio (Liv Morgan)

Joe Jonas and Kim Hongjoong

Jacob Batalon and Katie Stevens

Lily-Rose Depp and Olivia Taylor Dudley

Janelle Monáe and TBD

[briannaswriter]

I was told I should take the high road. I should just accept that Hillary refuses to speak with me again. I shouldn’t expect answers from someone who won’t give them - has never given them. At the same time, I don’t feel like I can genuinely let this go without talking about it in a format that isn’t DMs.

This is really long, sorry? But I wanted to get all of it out because I want to be free of it, I don’t want it to keep being an ache in my heart whenever I think about it. 

tl;dr at the end. Feel free to reply, idc, I’ll get back to it tomorrow.  

I met Hillary in a group called @/heroesrpg in about 2012. While I was there, I operated under two pseudonyms: Miranda/Isa and Bea. The why for that is a long story. I have nothing negative to say about Hillary here! She was a great friend who taught me a lot about writing and challenged me to become a better writer. I don’t think I would have gotten this far without writing with her. When I left heroes in about 2013, we didn’t keep in touch. I didn’t really stay in the RP world so I didn’t pay attention to it.

In 2014, I was invited to join Ashbourne at her behest. I don’t recall the specifics of how I found it, I think it was simply me reaching out to her again and finding out she was in a group which she invited me to join, too. I ended up playing a woman named Nadeya Khan who was in a ship with her that was later discarded. Later I picked up Shiloh Morgan, the best friend of her character, Adam, and later Mira Lowell, the elder sister of her character Meyer.

I won’t lie, these dynamics were a lot of fun and I enjoyed playing them.

I was upset that my ship with Nadeya and Adam was discarded (I have a distaste for Adam and the FC Ben/edict Cumberba/tch now, I’m petty, sue me), but I think it was more sucky when all threads with them trickled to a halt. To me, it felt like my character was no longer important because it wasn’t a ship, even if a friendship dynamic would have been just as interesting. I ignored this feeling.

I was sad to leave the group, but I was uncomfortable with an interaction from another player and feeling pushed aside in favor of other ships so I made the decision to leave.

I did keep in touch with Hillary, or I attempted to, but once we were no longer in a group together, we just sorta drifted. We didn’t talk for the longest time here and I forgot her url for a long time. Frankly, I’m not sure how I found it again!

We started interacting again in about September 2018 when I think I reached out to her. This eventually ended with the creation of @lethe-rpg where we could write about old time favorite characters - and we wrote so much in Lethe’s run. Everything from romances, to long-lost parent, to siblings, to best friends, to unrequited loves. We wrote nearly twenty characters each and over ten ships in the time Lethe ran from September/October 2018 to June 2020 when it closed. Or, I should say, we wrote all of these things in theory and a lot of it happened behind the scenes in DM’s between us. When we did write things, they would frequently reach only a reply or two before we had to move onto the next one because she didn’t want to finish the one before. I’ll fully admit that I found this frustrating after a while - but I found it difficult to say no to her about anything, or to speak out against her.

Not only was she my friend, but I very much looked up to her. I considered her a mentor as much as a friend, and her approval meant a lot to me. It meant agreeing with dynamics I didn’t enjoy

pushing for a ship between my character Wesley and ANY of hers. Even if it was already mentioned to her that I had an ongoing connection with another character. If I tried to make this dynamic a friendly connection instead, it was promptly dropped altogether.

trying to get a ship between Gemma and Nate when I mentioned point blank that I didn’t want a pre-planned romantic thing with him after his other one failed.

the fact that Gemma and Lily didn’t get like any interactions completed together until I relented a little on Gemma/Nate. Any mention of them was largely forgotten. Half the time, Lily was treated like a child who hadn’t experienced any pain. Not just from Gemma, but from Gabe and from Hillary herself, who seemed to think that my young FC meant nothing compared to the history I had written for this character. Lily in general was ignored until she brought Lachlan along and prodded him into a ship with Lily. Do you know how many starters I wrote on Lily that were ignored?

the fact that Pat/Kate were the oldest ship in the group but they had like one completed thread the entire time lol.

the fact that Odette/Kate were the oldest family dynamic in the group who had like three NOTES between them.

the fact that Odette/Orion became a ship later who were just... never written. I can be honest now, I found them boring and I’m wondering if she felt the same, or if the lack of writing made me dislike them. Either way, Orion became a drain on my Odette muse, just as the lack of Kate/Odette was.

most stuff with Odette makes me sad. I feel like I had really good connections for her that... didn’t work out, and maybe I took to long to address it.

Mira/Andreas is a dynamic I blame myself on. I did feel sorta like I wasn’t getting anything written with her old ship, and I think me and the mun were drained on it, so while Mira was on hiatus and the mun for her last ship, Clark, was debating letting him go/killing him off, I didn’t mind discussing a new ship. I wanted this ship to be a slow burn, I wanted proper closer on the last one because it was a good ship and the mun is a good friend. This was handled with so little tact on her part, we were instantly hitting ship dynamics from the beginning and I found it callous. I dragged out replies just to avoid it. A shame, because I loved the dynamic, but the way it was handled put a bad taste in my mouth

she wanted an August/Delilah ship? Which I didn’t really want, but she’s really good at convincing you bit by bit that it’s a great idea. When I finally jumped onto this ship and flung myself into it, we got like two notes into it and nothing. Are you seeing the theme yet?

I got nothing against Arthur/Cora because I loved writing them, the only thing I did dislike is how rushed they were and how little I got to explore some of the Riverborn aspects of Arthur’s story with Cora. Also a pregnancy happened hella fast.

But I did have something against the Meadowes dynamic altogether: we had so many pieces of it to use that were never written. I failed sometimes on my part, but a lot of it was Hillary getting easily distracted by something else. Cora/Faolan were rarely written beyond the first reply to a thread. Gabe/Faolan were often two notes in and done. Faolan/Alistair lasted a bit longer, I was impressed. Gemma/Lily was mentioned above, but I’ll also mention how often she tried to take pieces of Faolan’s history and twist it to be her character’s pain without any consideration to previously discussed lore or connections. It wasn’t even about a connection anymore - it was about making her character the focal point. Look at how the Daniel Bisset, Aurelie, and Gabe things turned out: half of the plots were twisted to benefit Gabe’s momentum in the story, and the pieces of angst that should rightly lingered on Aurelie were shifted to the side. I didn’t even write that ship, and sometimes looking at them made me feel like a discarded sweater, but they were cute. Anyhow, this is long, moving on.

Faolan/Saby. I literally almost forgot about them, but like... Legit, I’m glad this ship ended because Saby was wholly too dependent on Faolan’s feelings for her, which he couldn’t even acknowledge because he was still in love with his two centuries deceased wife. Was this handled gracefully, did we get to slow-burn some of their stuff in writing? Sometimes. But again, they weren’t really written, and the ship was pushed and pushed, even when I wasn’t really interested in writing it because I didn’t want a ship for him yet.

Aliza/Tien was twisted out of me piece by piece, prodding at the parts of the Aliza/James connection I found uncomfortable (like the murder, like how difficult it was to plot after a point) until Tien seemed like the best answer. This was late enough into Lethe that I woke up enough to cut the ship off and drop the dynamic. In hindsight, I regret letting this even get so far.

Jonas. Just... most of the things written with him lol because he was constantly pushed onto my characters and others. Jo was hinted as a thing, Wesley was hinted as a thing, I think Nate was at one time. It definitely opened my eyes to the fact that she wanted a ship and that dynamics outside of that were largely ignored.

Do you know what it was like to put your heart into a character / story that was ignored ENTIRELY because she didn’t ship with them? Do you know what its like to be excited about a friendship or sibling or parental dynamic that... stopped getting written because your friend only wrote the character for a ship and the next shiny thing attracted her attention and instead of letting the character go, she made you think the next reply was right around the corner? Do you know how many threads we wrote that didn’t go anywhere, and how thrilled I was to write them still because I thought each time it would be different?

TL;DR: if it wasn’t a ship dynamic, it wasn’t written. If it was a ship dynamic, it was sometimes written. If you weren’t doing any of those things, you were ignored.

TL;DR 2: Do not misread this, please. I understand that RL comes first, I understand that dynamics change, that you’re allowed to change your mind. But do you realize how often I was strung along, or how often I was shoved aside? How hard it was to keep a character going sometimes because their big connection was only important for about a week?

and biting my tongue when my own feelings were callously ignored

when we wrote a ship between Selene/Gabe which was later discarded for a ship with Aurelie which had a much better chemistry, but was handled with little tact for my own feelings as I received constant updates on how their ship progressed, and also how the friendship we developed between Selene and Gabe was just dropped altogether - as it was with Adam/Nadeya so many years ago - instead of revamped to fit a changed dynamic as we discussed ooc.

when I would message her and be ignored unless it was about one of our ships

like the fact that I became an admin in Lethe to help her out and eventually the burdens of handling it were on my shoulders. I don’t mind this, but when it came to asking her for help on simple matters (sending me the psd for banners when I switched computers and no longer had it, posting a bio, skimming a post so I could verify it was okay to post, plotting out future events, posting unfollows/follows for people) or asking if she could write something from an admin post, getting a “sure! I’ll do that later!” and then finding out it wasn’t done for a week until I sucked it up and did it myself. We addressed this eventually, but Lethe ended shortly afterwards. 

So. That’s how the last two years have gone, and lord knows how much I’ve forgotten. Hillary and I wrote so much over the last two years, and we definitely grew close. I thought we were beyond just writing friends, that we might have been real friends (after all, we sent christmas/birthday gifts to each other. Hell, I still use the mouse pad she gave me).

I ignored the way she ignored me if we weren’t writing something interesting. I ignored the way she didn’t care about my characters even passively until I shipped with her in some form. I ignored how it felt when entire sections of a back and forth DM was ignored if she didn’t care about the character. I ignored how she refused to write with other people because she disliked their FC, or she didn’t want to write with the mun, or she found the character boring. Half the time, she found a character boring because she didn’t bother learning about them, and the moment she did read about them, they were intriguing. I ignored how she belittled my other ships with other players because “oh I don’t think they click” or “imo that one is boring” or tried to poach those characters to one of her ships. I ignored how she made me feel like a part-time friend sometimes and her best friend other times. 

I ignored the way she didn’t help with admin problems even when she knew admin duties were taking a toll on me as people demanded more and more from me. Not even when we discussed ways to handle things on both our parts to make it easier and promptly ignored them the first chance she got.

She made me feel so important when we would headcanon things. It felt like my characters were important, and that I was a good writer with clever ideas and intriguing characters, and that writing her was reaching a pinnacle that others couldn’t reach. She never said this, I’ll give her credit for that, but I have to admit, I felt like my characters didn’t work out unless I had a connection with her.

The last few months were eye opening. I had already spent the last year frustrating from her lack of leadership as an admin, and anger for the way she ignored people’s feelings even when it was pointed out and gave the bare minimum when interacting with other people, and sadness for the fun dynamics we had discussed but never wrote beyond the posted biography. When Lethe ended, I was ready to let it go and move on, I said my peace about my admin things and letting the characters go meant a fresh start. To me, we were friends REGARDLESS OF BEING IN A GROUP TOGETHER OR WRITING TOGETHER. You don’t talk about ooc things and ic things as much as we did only to stop talking the instant you’re done writing together, right?

Wrong. She didn’t even help us close the group that she created, or helped us discuss things with members who weren’t sure what was happening. I gave her time, just short messages about random things because I wanted her to know that I didn’t hold Lethe’s end against her, that we were friends anyway. Those messages were ignored. I gave her more time and then after nearly a month or maybe two, I finally messaged her on tumblr with a brief snippet on how thankful I was to know her because she helped me as a writer, and apologized if I implied Lethe ending was her fault (which I still agree that it wasn’t entirely, it was a situation handled callously and frankly I still think people should have considered that Hillary was barely 3% of the admin team at the time since Ally and I were shouldering the burdens of everything else). I mentioned how I felt like our friendship was being ignored because we weren’t writing together, and how I had thought after nearly two years of talking that we were friends enough to chat once in a while at least, but if we are only RP friends, let me know so at least I don’t have to fucking think about it.

Do you think that got a response?

It didn’t. She didn’t log into discord to chat about it or something else, she didn’t respond to the message, nothing. She quietly unfollowed me and then blocked me. She unfriended me on facebook, I feel like that’s answer enough.

I’ve known her at least eight years and while some of those times were brief, the last two years were most certainly not. And not only does it make me angry that I’ll never know whether she just dislikes me, or whether I made her uncomfortable, or what, I’m also just... really upset that I lost an eight year friendship. There’s only one person I know longer than her and I had hoped that, if not real friends, then we would still be able to meet up in another group together someday. Now it’ll never happen again, and it devastates me. I can count my friends on one hand and I thought, you know, that she was one of them. It feels like a physical blow whenever something comes up on the dash that involves her. I feel so stupid for thinking we were friends when she showed me her priorities in Ashbourne, when she showed me in little pieces here and there throughout Lethe. I feel stupid for writing this entire thing and crying about it. I feel stupid for assuming.

And I don’t know how to talk about this in a way that’ll let me say goodbye to it because I do need to let it go, but I’m afraid that if I do, I’ll lose my ability to write because she’s been such a big part of the writing journey for me.

So here it is. Eight years of friendship summed up in however long this is and here I am, trying to let go - and still a little part of me hopes she’ll see it and reach out about something, anything. And a bigger part that’s angry and doesn’t want to talk to her ever again because I don’t want to do this another time.

tl;dr:

I miss my friend Hillary, but also she’s kind of a shitty friend who only seems to care about people when they are writing with her and I’m an idiot for thinking anything else when I’ve had eight years to learn it. Likely if she did find this post, it’ll be misinterpreted in every way until I’m not only an idiot, but also I’m a bully who didn’t give her time and space, who pushed things on her she didn’t want, who she pitied. Because it just occurred to me now how easily she can warp the truth, how she can prod things bit by bit, until it fits just how she wants things to look that’ll benefit her the most. I love my friend, but I’m done. No matter how much I miss her, I deserve more than to be the butt of whatever joke she wants to say to make this sound cool.

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[TASK 190: SAINT VINCENT AND THE GRENADINES]

There’s a masterlist below compiled of over 170+ Saint Vincentian faceclaims categorised by gender with their occupation and ethnicity denoted if there was a reliable source. If you want an extra challenge use random.org to pick a random number! Of course everything listed below are just suggestions and you can pick whichever faceclaim or whichever project you desire.

Any questions can be sent here and all tutorials have been linked below the cut for ease of access! REMEMBER to tag your resources with #TASKSWEEKLY and we will reblog them onto the main! This task can be tagged with whatever you want but if you want us to see it please be sure that our tag is the first five tags, @ mention us or send us a messaging linking us to your post!

THE TASK - scroll down for FC’s!

STEP 1: Decide on a FC you wish to create resources for! You can always do more than one but who are you starting with? There are links to masterlists you can use in order to find them and if you want help, just send us a message and we can pick one for you at random!

STEP 2: Pick what you want to create! You can obviously do more than one thing, but what do you want to start off with? Screencaps, RP icons, GIF packs, masterlists, PNG’s, fancasts, alternative FC’s - LITERALLY anything you desire!

STEP 3: Look back on tasks that we have created previously for tutorials on the thing you are creating unless you have whatever it is you are doing mastered - then of course feel free to just get on and do it. :)

STEP 4: Upload and tag with #TASKSWEEKLY! If you didn’t use your own screencaps/images make sure to credit where you got them from as we will not reblog packs which do not credit caps or original gifs from the original maker.

THINGS YOU CAN MAKE FOR THIS TASK -  examples are linked!

Stumped for ideas? Maybe make a masterlist or graphic of your favourite faceclaims. A masterlist of names. Plot ideas or screencaps from a music video preformed by an artist. Masterlist of quotes and lyrics that can be used for starters, thread titles or tags. Guides on culture and customs.

Screencaps

RP icons [of all sizes]

Gif Pack [maybe gif icons if you wish]

PNG packs

Manips

Dash Icons

Character Aesthetics

PSD’s

XCF’s

Graphic Templates - can be chara header, promo, border or background PSD’s!

FC Masterlists - underused, with resources, without resources!

FC Help - could be related, family templates, alternatives.

Written Guides.

and whatever else you can think of / make!

MASTERLIST!

F:

Sommore / Lori Ann Rambough (1966) Afro-Saint Vincentian, Afro-Grenadian, Afro-Trinidadian, Afro-Barbadian, African-American - actress and comedian.

Nia Long (1970) Afro-Saint Vincentian, Afro-Grenadian, Afro-Trinidadian, Afro-Barbadian, African-American - actress.

Nikki M. James (1981) Afro-Saint Vincentian / Afro-Haitian - actress and singer.

Nicosia Lawson (1983) Afro-Saint Vincentian / Afro-Caymanian - model and Miss Cayman Islands 2008.

Cassie / Cassie Ventura (1986) Afro-Saint Vincentian, Afro-Anguillan, Mexican / Filipino - actress, singer-songwriter, model, and dancer.

Annaliese Dayes (1986) Afro-Saint Vincentian, Afro-Saint Lucian, Afro-Barbadian, Afro-Grenadian / Afro-Jamaican - model, tv personality, and tv presenter.

Julia Holt (1993) Afro-Saint Vincentian, Afro-Trinidadian, Afro-Barbadian, Kalinago, Indian / Irish, Scottish, French, German, English - actress.

Jezra Matthews (?) Afro-Saint Vincentian - model.

Mary-Ana Baker (?) Afro-Saint Vincentian - singer.

Judy Boucher (?) Afro-Saint Vincentian - singer-songwriter.

Kimya Hypolite (?) Afro-Saint Vincentian - singer, dancer and actress. 

Soli Wallace (?) Afro-Saint Vincentian, other - model (instagram: ahtilos_model).

SunDivas (?) Afro-Saint Vincentian, St. Lucian, Barbadian, British - soca artist. 

Jimelle Roberts (?) Afro-Saint Vincentian - Miss SVG 2017.

F - Athletes:

Joan Baptiste (1959) Afro-Saint Vincentian - sprinter.

Bigna Samuel (1965) Afro-Saint Vincentian - middle-distance runner.

Jacqueline Ross (1969) Saint Vincentian - long jumper.

Gail Prescod (1971) Afro-Saint Vincentian - sprinter.

Shani Anderson (1975) Afro-Saint Vincentian - sprinter.

Natalie Martindale (1977) Saint Vincentian - sprinter.

Juliana Nero (1979) Afro-Saint Vincentian - cricketer.

Natasha Mayers (1979) Afro-Saint Vincentian - sprinter.

Teran Matthews (1980) Afro-Saint Vincentian - swimmer.

Clea Hoyte (1981) Afro-Saint Vincentian - cricketer.

Cordel Jack (1982) Afro-Saint Vincentian - cricketer.

Sophia Young (1983) Afro-Saint Vincentian - basketball player.

Genielle Greaves (1983) Afro-Saint Vincentian - cricketer.

Sancho Lyttle (1983) Afro-Saint Vincentian - basketball player.

Kineke Alexander (1986) Afro-Saint Vincentian - sprinter.

Arantxa King (1987) Afro-Saint Vincentian / Afro-Bermudian - long jumper.

Bryanna McCarthy (1991) Afro-Saint Vincentian / Afro-Jamaican - footballer.

Christine Exeter (1992) Afro-Saint Vincentian / Afro-Jamaican - footballer.

Gabrielle George (1997) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Izzy Shne Joachim (2000) Afro-Saint Vincentian - swimmer.

M:

Arthur W. French Jr. (1931) Afro-Saint Vincentian - actor and director.

Papa Winnie / Winston Carlisle Peters (1955) Afro-Saint Vincentian - singer.

Ardon Bess (1964) Afro-Saint Vincentian - actor.

Jamesy P / James Morgan (1970) Afro-Saint Vincentian - singer.

Andi Peters / Andrew Peters Eleazu (1970) Afro-Saint Vincentian - actor, voice-over artist, tv presenter, and producer.

Noel Clarke (1975) Afro-Saint Vincentian, Afro-Grenadian, Afro-Trinidadian, Akan Ghanaian - actor, director, producer, screenwriter, and author.

Kevin Lyttle (1976) Afro-Saint Vincentian - singer.

Protoje / Oje Ken Ollivierre (1981) Afro-Saint Vincentian / Afro-Jamaican - singer-songwriter and DJ.

Marlon Roudette (1983) Afro-Saint Vincentian, Afro-Trinidadian, Dominican / Scottish, English - singer-songwriter, rapper, guitarist, keyboardist, drummer, percussionist, and producer.

Aml Ameen (1985) Afro-Saint Vincentian / Afro-Jamaican - actor.

Demetrius Joyette (1993) Afro-Saint Vincentian / Greek - actor.

Skarpyon (?) Afro-Saint Vincentian - singer-songwriter.

Watts / Austin Garrick (?) Afro-Saint Vincentian / Greek, Russian, Polish - rapper-songwriter, producer, and composer.

M - Athletes:

Garnet Brisbane (1938) Saint Vincentian - cricketer.

Mike Findlay (1943) Afro-Saint Vincentian - cricketer.

Frankie Lucas (1953) Saint Vincentian - boxer.

Colville Browne (1953) Afro-Saint Vincentian - cricketer.

Lance John (1957) Afro-Saint Vincentian - cricketer.

Errington Kelly (1958) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Winston Davis (1958) Afro-Saint Vincentian - cricketer.

Albert Texeira (1960) Afro-Saint Vincentian - cricketer.

Sydney Murphy (1960) Saint Vincentian - cricketer.

Orde Ballantyne (1962) Afro-Saint Vincentian - shot putter.

André François (1964) Afro-Saint Vincentian - sprinter.

Errion Charles (1965) Afro-Saint Vincentian - cricketer.

Roger Gurley (1965) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Lenford O'Garro (1965) Afro-Saint Vincentian - sprinter.

Ian Allen (1965) Afro-Saint Vincentian - cricketer.

Verbin Sutherland (1966) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Dawnley Joseph (1966) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Leroy Blugh (1966) Afro-Saint Vincentian - Canadian football player.

Fitzgerald Bramble (1967) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Lennox Adams (1968) Afro-Saint Vincentian - triple jumper.

Tyrone Prince (1968) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Eversley Linley (1969) Afro-Saint Vincentian - sprinter.

Kendale Mercury (1970) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Cameron Cuffy (1970) Afro-Saint Vincentian - cricketer.

Mike McLean (1970) Saint Vincentian - sprinter.

Keith Ollivierre (1971) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Carlton Myers (1971) Afro-Saint Vincentian / Italian - basketball player.

Kendall Velox (1971) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Michael Williams (1971) Afro-Saint Vincentian - sprinter.

Ezra Hendrickson (1972) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Rodney Jack (1972) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Eswort Coombs (1972) Saint Vincentian - sprinter.

Ezra Hendrickson (1972) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Linvoy Primus (1973) Afro-Saint Vincentian / Afro-Jamaican - footballer.

Pamenos Ballantyne (1973) Afro-Saint Vincentian - long-distance runner.

Nixon McLean (1973) Afro-Saint Vincentian - cricketer.

Julian Joachim (1974) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Deighton Butler (1974) Afro-Saint Vincentian - cricketer.

Joel Mascoll (1974) Afro-Saint Vincentian - sprinter.

Melvin Andrews (1974) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Thomas Dickson (1974) Saint Vincentian - sprinter.

Orlanzo Jackson (1974) Afro-Saint Vincentian - cricketer.

Cornelius Bernard Huggins (1974) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Adonal Foyle (1975) Afro-Saint Vincentian - basketball player.

Erasto Sampson (1975) Afro-Saint Vincentian - sprinter.

Wesley Charles (1975) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Marlon James (1976) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Sabuton John (1976) Afro-Saint Vincentian - cricketer.

Oronde Ash (1976) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Wesley John (1976) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Rohan Ash (1976) Afro-Saint Vincentian - cricketer.

Kenlyn Gonsalves (1976) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Zema Abbey (1977) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Julian Charles (1977) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Kahlil Cato (1977) Afro-Saint Vincentian - sprinter.

Nathan Abbey (1978) Afro-Saint Vincentian / Ghanaian - footballer.

Dan Gadzuric (1978) Afro-Saint Vincentian / Serbian - basketball player.

Bront DeFreitas (1978) Afro-Saint Vincentian - cricketer.

Caswain Mason (1978) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Kenroy Martin (1979) Afro-Saint Vincentian - cricketer.

Clayton Latham (1980) Afro-Saint Vincentian - long jumper.

Kenroy Peters (1982) Afro-Saint Vincentian - cricketer.

Shawn King (1982) Afro-Saint Vincentian - basketball player.

Calvert Hooper (1982) Afro-Saint Vincentian - cricketer.

Jared Lewis (1982) Afro-Saint Vincentian - sprinter.

Hyron Shallow (1982) Afro-Saint Vincentian - cricketer.

Shandel Samuel (1982) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Romel Currency (1982) Afro-Saint Vincentian - cricketer.

Stephenson Wallace (1982) Afro-Saint Vincentian - swimmer.

Alston Bobb (1984) Afro-Saint Vincentian - cricketer.

Omari Aldridge (1984) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Kishore Shallow (1984) Afro-Saint Vincentian - cricketer.

Andy Grant (1984) Saint Vincentian - sprinter.

Lindon James (1984) Afro-Saint Vincentian - cricketer.

Donnie Defreitas (1985) Afro-Saint Vincentian - swimmer.

Casnel Bushay (1985) Saint Vincentian - sprinter.

Miles Bascombe (1986) Afro-Saint Vincentian - cricketer.

Damal Francis (1986) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Nyika Williams (1987) Afro-Saint Vincentian - basketball player.

Donwell Hector (1988) Afro-Saint Vincentian - cricketer.

Othneil Bailey (1988) Afro-Saint Vincentian - squash player.

Delorn Johnson (1988) Afro-Saint Vincentian - cricketer.

Kieran Agard (1989) Afro-Saint Vincentian, Afro-Dominiquais, Afro-Jamaican - footballer.

Jolanshoy McDowall (1989) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Keron Cottoy (1989) Afro-Saint Vincentian - cricketer.

Dwayne Sandy (1989) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Cornelius Stewart (1989) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Gavin James (1989) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Junior Cadougan (1990) Afro-Saint Vincentian / Afro-Trinidadian - basketball player.

Reginald Richardson (1990) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Chad Balcombe (1990) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Darren Stewart (1990) Afro-Saint Vincentian / Afro-Jamaican - mixed martial artist.

Kesrick Williams (1990) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Gregson Hazell (1991) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Courtney Carl Williams (1991) Afro-Saint Vincentian - sprinter.

Jamal Yorke (1991) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Atticus Browne (1991) Afro-Saint Vincentian - cricketer.

David Pitt (1991) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Jomel Warrican (1992) Afro-Saint Vincentian - cricketer.

Myron Samuel (1992) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Jesse Lingard (1992) Afro-Saint Vincentian / English - footballer.

Nazir McBurnette (1993) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Akeem Williams (1993) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Sunil Ambris (1993) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Tolga Akcayli (1993) Afro-Saint Vincentian / Turkish - swimmer.

Kevin Francis (1994) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Tevin Slater (1994) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Azinho Solomon (1994) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Jahvin Sutherland (1994) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Ray Jordan (1994) Afro-Saint Vincentian - cricketer.

Brandon John (1995) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Chavel Cunningham (1995) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Lemus Christopher (1995) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Brandon Valentine-Parris (1995) Afro-Saint Vincentian - sprinter.

Oalex Anderson (1995) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Gidron Pope (1996) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Jevon Cottoy (1996) Afro-Saint Vincentian - Canadian football player.

Kyle Edwards (1997) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Obed McCoy (1997) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Tayo Edun (1998) Afro-Saint Vincentian / Yoruba Nigerian - footballer.

Nikolas Sylvester (2000) Afro-Saint Vincentian - swimmer.

Diel Spring (2000) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Joel Quashie (2001) Afro-Saint Vincentian - footballer.

Problematic:

21 Sa**ge / Shéyaa Bin Abraham-Joseph (1992) Afro-Dominiquais, Afro-Haitian, Afro-Saint Vincentian - rapper-songwriter and producer. - His stage name involves an anti-native slur despite not being native, in his song ASMR he had anti-semitic lyrics, and made tweets supporting rape culture.

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