#jamie cambell

[lildashofheaven1]

Jamie nsfw alphabet

Jamie Campbell Bower x Y/n

A= after care

He is SO SWEET after sex, will go get you a glass of water, new clothes, wipes literally anything you need! He will always check in with you to make sure he didn’t hurt you or anything as well, if you feel like it, he will also help you into the shower.

B= body part

His favourite body part of yours is either your eyes or you tits because he could honestly look at either of them for hours, maybe even days. He honestly loves literally every part of your body but if he had to pick he’d say thos two. Your favourite part of his body has to be his arms as he always holds you and you love the feeling of safety they provide you and its his little reminder that he’s there. Additionally youve gotta give love to his hands because he can do magical things with them.

C= cum

With your permission, he would cum in you, nothings hotter to him than having his seed be inside you. The idea of having kids with you is such a turn on for him. If your not comfortable with him coming inside you this man will come up with new places to release on you and loves painting you wherever, if asked his favourite place is either your back or your face.

D= Dirty secret

A secret of jamies is that he secretly loves the thought of you tying him up and having your way with him, he loves the idea of you taking control and taking what you want from him. He would be open to any of your dirty secrets and want you want to try unless its where he has to purposefully hurt you as he wouldnt be able to do that to his little angel.

E=experience

Jamie was very experienced when you met, however if you were a virgin he wouldnt shame you at all and would teach you all about how to feel good and would never be against a lil demonstration all the time!😝

F=favourite position

May be a lil vanilla but he loves missionary, being able to see your eyes and your tits? Hell yes! Can safely say you’ve probably tried every different position in your time together because you’d be a very experimental couple

G= goofy

I dont see jamie being a goofy type during sex however if something had happened like if you knocked off something off the bedside table, he’d give it a little chuckle then continuing with where he was

H= hair

100% keeps it tidy, not clean shaved but definitly isnt a mfing jungle. Doesnt really care whether or not you shave, however if he was being truthful he prefers clean shaved because mans gonna spend a lot of time down there.

I= intimacy

Very intimate, you never feel rushed or uncomfortable and he makes it so romantic saying things such as “be a good girl for me” and “thats is angel let go for me” literally the most romantic person. If its a big occasion he is not opposed to having candles etc and music playing in the background

J= jack off

Honestly, doesnt do it that often when your with him at all (i mean he doesnt really have to😝) if hes away filming then its a different story he misses you so much that he has to jack off while having pics of you on his phone, sometimes y’all exchange nudes just to give each other material for while your apart

K=kink

He gives me vibes of loving teasing and edging, both giving and receiving, he also loves being dominant, its very rare that he lets you take control. Also i think we’ve all seen who he follows on insta… ill leave that there

L=location

Theres not a spot in your house where you havent done the deed, a random place youve had sex is a pub toilet when you were bothed wasted. However once you two had sex in an alley in london while out with friends

M= motivation

My mans gets turned on so easily because of you, your wearing a short skirt, hes re-arranging his trousers. Also he so strikes me as the type of boyfriend to pretend to rail you from behind if you lean down to pick something up.

N= No

Something i dont think he would do is purposefully hurt you, yeah he likes being dominant and kinky, and enjoys being rough. but he would never make himself hurt you in anyway. In another sense if one night you didnt feel like having sex then its off his mind in an instant and he would never pressure you to have sex if you didnt feel like it

O= Oral.

100% loves receiving but honestly this man is so skilled in giving!! He loves to hear and see you struggle to hold it together while hes between your thighs. Oh and if youve been apart for a while, clear out your evening plans because hes pinning you down and your not leaving until further notice, he thinks its the most intimate act you can do so if hes y/n deprived, then that is his first plan.

P=Pace.

Depends on his mood, if hes his usual self then he likes taking it slow and intimate. If somethings pissed him off then hes taking his anger and channelling it into fucking your brains out!😝.

Q=Quickie.

Hes not the biggest fan of quickies, he enjoys the risk that attached to them, however as mentioned earlier, he likes taking his time with you but if you both have like 5 mins and your hella horny then hes down to have a quickie.

R=Risk.

He LOVES taking risks!! The idea of getting caught turns him on so much!! I can so see him fucking in the car outside of a bar all you and your friends are at!

S=Stamina.

Most of the times he lasts longer than you and is able to go around 3-4 maybe 5 rounds before having to stop for a bit, is okay with however many rounds you want to do as long as your not in pain, after however many you both manage, you both get cleaned up and lay together.

T=Toys.

Has them and only uses them rarely on you, if he’s in a teasing mood then a vibrator is his best friend. He uses them on you when he wants to play around and eventually he cant take hearing your moans so he stops and replaces the toy!

U=Unfair

He L O V E S teasing you, hearing you moan and whine for him to give you what you want. He also adores teasing you in public, running his hand up your thigh under tables to get you riled up!

V=Volume

I dont see him being really loud during sex, he mainly whispers into your ear things like “your doing so well for me my love” “thats it baby tell me what you want” however when he finishes, the chesty bassy moan he lets out is enough to get you to finish on the spot!! He encourages you to let him know how good you feel, he will never get bored of hearing your moans and whines.

W=Wild card

Has definitely turned you on accidentally before, yall were laying watching a movie with his head in your lap, he was mindlessly running his hand up and down your leg, until his hand ventured very high and without thinking he slipped his hand up your shorts and began playing and tugging your panties.

He claims afterwards that he liked how the material feels. When he realised you curling your toes and pushing your legs together to try get friction he looks up at you, realising what he had done.

“Awh poor baby, im sorry i dont know what i do to you sometimes” he says while rubbing the side of his thumb on your jawline

“Cmon my love, ill give you what you want” he smiled as he sists up and takes your off shorts

X=Xray

at least AT LEAST 9-10 inches! If not more, im sorry i dont make the rules!!

Y=Yearning.

You both usually have sex like 2-3 times a week, if your together a lot more than you both find yourselves having casual sex just as something to do😝 however you ensure that you both have you special time together and make it memorable

Z=ZZZ

He falls asleep not long after sex, however before you do, he makes sure to clean you both up and get into clean clothes and change the sheets if necessary. You both fall asleep after this with your head on his chest as you sometimes both chat mindlessly to each other.

[mikqls0n]

Please|| Jace Herondale x reader

Summary: you’ve been teasing jace all day until he can’t take it anymore

Warnings: smut

“Love, please!” You we’re teasing jace the whole day, starting this morning when you both woke up and gave jace head but then pulled away right when he was about to cum and just continued with the day.

Then at lunch when you ran your hand over jace's visible bulge and pushed your hand into his pants teasing the tip of his cock with your tumb- as you again pulled away when you felt that he was close.

Now, late afternoon jace has been following you through the whole institute, begging for you touch as you would just ignore him and he slowly gave up the hope that he would get to cum today as you just laughed to yourself- knowing the power you had over this desperate man.

———

When jace stopped following you around, you decided to go shower before you went to bed.

You took of your clothes before you stepped into the shower and turned on the water, waiting for it to become warm.

You closed your eyes as you felt the warm water running down your body.

When you were wet enough you turned around to grab the shampoo bottle as you felt a pair of arms wrapping around your waist, pulling your back against a chest.

“Jace…” you tried not to let out a moan as you felt his hard cock pressed against your ass.

“Why are you doing this to me y/n” you turned to face him as you pressed your lips against his and put one hand up to his neck,pulling him closer, as the other one slowly slides down his chest to his hard length, wrapping your hands around it as you slowly pump his cock, as jace moans into the kiss when you felt him thrusting into your hand.

“That’s right, fuck my hand baby. C’mon tell me what you want, you’ll get it”his head felt down onto your shoulder as he uncontrollably moans into your ear- struggling to speak.

“I wanna feel you… please..” he whispers as the pleasure became a little too much when he felt your tumb on the tip- just like you did at lunch

“You are feeling me”you said as your pace quickens and you felt him getting closer again.

“Wann-wanna feel your mouth around me, please angel…”you heard him whine as he bucks his hips into your hand again when he felt you pulling away from him as he signed before his head was thrown back.

It wasn’t long until you pushed jace on the wall, bringing his attention back to you as you dropped on your knees, becoming on eye level with his cock as your hands wrapped around him again when you took the tip into your mouth, running your tongue over it as jace’s head was thrown back and he had a strong grip on your hair.

You slowly took all of him into your mouth- licking up his length,until you felt him on the back of your throat.

“Fuck, just like that..” you began to suck on his cock as you thrust him in and out of your throat-pumping the rest that didn’t fit in your mouth with your hand.

You hear jace letting out moans which are followed with your name- telling you how good you’re taking him.

“Don’t stop angel, please”you feel him twitch inside you as you feel his cum spilling out of him, down your throat as you swallowed it all.

After jace stopped filling your mouth you get up on your feet as you pulled him into a kiss- giving him a taste of himself.

“Thank you”he mumbled against your lips.

“We should get out of the shower” you said as jace grabbed towels for you both before walking back to you room.

[sophie-becketts]

Grace Van Dien | My experience on Stranger Things - 1/2 [x]

[pedgito]

joe whispering something to jamie and him reacting like this?? i need the panel uploaded immediately

[angelst4re]

the idea for this fic came from the lovely @mikqls0n!! i'm sorry it took so long to write but i hope you like it <33

Happy Birthday- Jamie Campbell Bower x Reader

summary: basically just birthday sex with some plot :) (and the best friend's brother trope...) (and i unintentionally wrote for counterfeit!jamie!)

warnings: NSFW!! contains smut!! don't read if this makes you uncomfortable my loves <3

notes: look who's back... again!! i really need to make a posting schedule or something... but that's not the point because the other day i hit 800 followers?!?!?!?!!! that's crazy i can't believe it!! i love you all so much!!! <33

You had been spending the week with some of your friends for Jamie’s birthday. Sam had decided to surprise him with a trip to one of his favourite places for his birthday, and as you and Sam had been best friends for years, he let you get involved with the planning too. Tristan, Jimmy and Roland were coming along too, two of them bringing their girlfriends as well. You were very happy about the whole situation, especially as you were in control of booking hotel rooms. 

“So there’s going to be 8 of us and I can only get five rooms?” You frown, spinning your laptop so that Sam could see. “Should I look for another place, or-”

“No, the five rooms should be okay!” Sam explained, “Jamie, you and I can have our own rooms, then Tristan and Jimmy can share with their girlfriends- fuck then what about Roland?”

“It’s okay, I’ll look for another hotel. I’m sure they’ll be one.” You chuckle, searching on google for more hotels in that area. 

“But this is the one we’ve always stayed at, I’m sure we’ll work something out. What are the beds like?”

“They’re all double beds. And I can’t imagine you and Roland sharing a bed!” You laugh, leaving Sam shaking his head beside you. 

“You’d be surprised, y’know. What happens on tour stays on tour.” 

“So should I book the five rooms?” You ask, desperately trying to get the image of whatever Sam was referring to out of your head. 

“Yeah, go ahead. I’ll give you my card to pay-”

“No, it’s okay, I’ve got it. I haven’t managed to get Jamie a birthday present yet so he can think of this as my gift.” You smirk, thinking about what you’re actually giving him for his birthday. 

You have known Sam and Jamie for around 6 years now, and in that time you had witnessed Jamie go in and out of different relationships, he barely ever stayed single for long (but no man who looks that good would, right?). You’ve tried and tried to repress your feelings for him over the years, but what was once a small crush on your best friend’s brother had led to a 6 year long friendzone. 

However, in the last few months you have realised Jamie had been acting a little different around you. He had broken up with his ex last year, and has remained single ever since. Yet he would give you mixed signals, or so you thought. He had begun teasing you a lot more, you would catch him looking at you from across the room, and you were pretty certain he had flirted with you a few times this week. 

Naturally, you decided to go with what your heart was telling you, that he liked you too. Even just a little, and so you had planned out his birthday present weeks ahead of the 22nd of November. You visited various lingerie stores, both online and in store, you had also picked up various supplies from a few sex toy stores, wanting to give this man the best birthday present he could ever think of. 

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It was the final night of the trip, which also happened to be Jamie’s birthday, and you were out at a restaurant for dinner. Everyone was finishing their drinks, and the bill had just been handed to Jimmy who had offered to pay for the night’s meal. You were glad to have sat next to Sam at the table, opposite Jamie, as you moved your foot slightly, meeting Jamie’s as the others were having a conversation about something that wasn’t of interest to the two of you. 

“I haven’t forgotten about your birthday gift, just so you.” You say, quietly enough so the others wouldn’t divert their attention to you. 

“I didn’t think you would.” Jamie smiled, a smug look on his face as his eyes met yours. 

Before you could say anymore, Tristan yawned, announcing that he would be heading back to the hotel soon as it was already quite late, and everyone else agreed. 

You all went back to your rooms, Jimmy and his girlfriend, Tristan and his girlfriend, Sam and Roland all shared rooms with each other, leaving you and Jamie to have your own rooms, which you were so grateful for, otherwise tonight's plans would’ve been almost impossible. 

As soon as you got back to your room, you had a shower, changed into the lingerie set you had chosen specifically for tonight (mostly consisting of black lace), and covered it up with the matching black silk robe, topping it all off with your favourite perfume. 

When you were ready, you picked up your phone, feeling your heart pounding in your chest as you were filled with a sudden anxiety. What if he doesn't like you the way you like him? What if he’s already met someone else? What if-

All your doubts washed away as your phone lit up with a notification from him. 

Still waiting on that birthday gift, sweetheart x

Suddenly, instead of fear, you felt excitement flowing through your veins. You were truly going to find out the truth tonight, about the way he felt and how he thought of you. 

You quickly typed out your reply, which read:

I’ll be there in a minute x

And with that, you left your room, and made your way to his. 

*knock, knock, knock*

You patiently waited for Jamie to open the door, and when he did you were overcome with a sudden confidence. 

“Happy birthday, love.” You smiled, looking up at him through your lashes, “can I come in?”

Jamie stepped to the side to let you in. He was wearing nothing but a pair of black joggers, revealing his bare chest, decorated with various tattoos, which made your tummy flood with butterflies. God, you had never felt so turned on. 

“Do I get to open my gift?” He asked, sitting on the edge of his bed, his arms placed behind him for support, which only made his muscles more prominent. 

“If you would like to…” You teased, stepping closer to him. 

He leaned forwards, pulling at the tie of your robe before you shrugged it off your body. 

You wasted no time, straddling him so your knees were either side of his hips. You leaned down and he caught your lips with his, in a gentle yet needy kiss. You adjusted yourself on his lap, grinding your core down against his growing bulge, you could immediately tell he wasn’t wearing any boxers beneath his joggers. 

“You filthy little thing,” he whispered against your lips as you pulled back for air, his hand on your waist moved closer and closer to your clothed cunt, “all I’ve done is kiss you and you’re already so wet.” 

“Jamie…” 

“Shh, I know.” His hands were placed back on your hips as he helped you up, “show me, sweetheart. Show me what that pretty mouth can do.” 

You pretty much fell to your knees as he stood up, allowing you to slide what was left of his clothes down his body, revealing the v-line you had drooled over for years. Finally, you were doing what you should have done years ago. 

His cock was much bigger than anything you had taken before, your mouth was almost watering at the size as you wrapped your hand around him, smearing the bead of precum across his tip before you began pumping the length of his cock. 

“Mmm, that’s it, good girl.” His voice dropped several octaves due to the lust that had taken over his body. His hand stroked through your hair, praising you as you placed gentle kisses on the tip of his dick, causing him to let out a groan and throw his head back. 

Happy with his reaction, you wanted to give him more, you wanted him to feel better than ever before. You began with just taking the tip into your mouth, swirling your tongue around it as you made eye contact with him. You then tried taking more of him, however you found this quite difficult and your jaw began to ache. But he stroked your cheek, telling you how well you were doing, how pretty you look with his cock in his mouth, and you decided to try again. You managed to take more and more of him down your throat with each attempt, and his hand, now tangled in your hair, held your face in place as he gently moved his hips in time with the bobbing of your head. 

“Darling,” Jamie gasped, breathless as his mind was clouded by the pleasure, “touch yourself… between your thighs, I want you to feel good too.” He ordered, and you obeyed, one hand coming down to give your aching cunt the attention it was begging for, whilst the other remained on Jamie’s thigh. 

You traced your fingers over your clit as your mouth continued to take Jamie’s cock. Your eyes flickered up to look at him and the sight alone could’ve made you cum. His eyes were shut, his head thrown back, his hand running through his hair. 

“Sweetheart, I don’t want to… finish too quickly…” He said, “get on the bed.” 

You push yourself away, his cock slipping from your mouth with a ‘pop’, the corners of your mouth covered in your own drool. You quickly wiped your mouth as you stood up, and he took you by the waist, his lips crashing into yours as he spun you around, pushing you down onto the bed. 

‘Shit’, you thought, you’d forgotten to bring the bag of toys you had bought for this moment.

However, as Jamie takes your wrists and pins them above your head, you realise there was really no need for the handcuffs you bought. 

“Keep them there for me, sweetheart. Can you do that?” He asks as he removes his hand, and they begin to roam your body. “I asked you a question, love.” 

“Yes…” You gasped, his fingers teasing your nipples through the lace bra you wore. 

Jamie smiled, his lips coming back to yours, wanting to feel as close to you as possible and his hands moved once more, this time they had gone lower… and lower… until he had taken off your panties, throwing them to the side before his fingers grazed your clit. 

“You’ve always been so needy for me, haven’t you, love?” He broke the kiss to whisper as his finger pressed into you, and your breathing became a lot heavier, “I’ve watched you try to hide it over the years, it was quite cute that you thought I wouldn’t have noticed.” 

You tried to focus on his words, but they were only adding to the pleasure he gave you from his fingers as a second joined the first. You quickly moved your left arm, your hand grasping on to his shoulder, needing to ground yourself. 

“Didn’t I tell you to keep your arms there, darling?” He questioned, stopping his movements, his fingers drilled inside you. “I would punish you for that, but we don’t have all night, sweetheart.” 

He moved, readjusting his position above you so he was kneeling between your thighs. He took you by your hips, lifting your lower body up so your cunt was at the same level as his cock. 

You couldn’t help but let out a moan as you felt his cock rub against your folds, you tried to move your hips in hopes that he’d slip inside, but he held you in place once more. 

“Oh, sweetheart…” he cooed, “be patient, I know your needy cunt is aching for me, but you’ll have to wait, darling.” 

Your eyes fell shut as you nodded your head, your hands still above your head as his hands had a hold of your hips. 

When his cock finally split you apart, burying deep inside of you, a loud, pornographic moan slipped from your lips, as your walls tightened around him. 

As he began to fuck you, his hips moving at a pace that made your head begin to spin, your mind clouded with pleasure as his fingers found your clit, playing lazily with the sensitive nub, there was a knock at his door. 

You panicked, your eyes shooting open and looking at Jamie with an expression that read ‘what do we do?!’ However, Jamie seemed to have an idea. He gave you a teasing look before placing a finger over his lips, motioning for you to be quiet, all whilst he kept the same pace of his thrusts. 

“Jamie? Are you still awake?” It was Roland? 

“Yeah,” Jamie answered, continuing to pound into you, his fingers still on your clit, “what’s up?” 

You screwed your eyes shut once again, you felt the pleasure begin to build up as a knot formed in your belly. You were getting close, so so close. Jamie seemed to notice this as he pressed his big hand over your mouth, he looked down at you and whispered ‘don’t. make. a. sound.’ 

You nodded your head, tears beginning to form in your eyes from all the pleasure. It was almost too much. 

“My chargers broke, I went to ask y/n if I could borrow one but I didn't get an answer. And I think everyone else is asleep.”

“Ah, sorry mate, I'm using mine at the moment.” He said, as if this situation was the most normal thing in the world.

Your cunt began to pulse as you were getting closer to edge, ready to let go at any moment, but Jamie whispered once more, ‘hold it.’

“Shit, okay.” Roland replied, “I guess I’ll have to go out and buy a new one… do you need anything from the shop?” 

“Maybe some cigarettes, if they have them…” Jamie's pace began to slow down, he was clearly getting close too. 

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The next morning…

Everyone was already having breakfast when you and Jamie finally woke up. You had fallen asleep in his room after another two rounds, the second was interrupted by Roland again, bringing Jamie the cigarettes he had requested. 

You left the room first, not wanting it to seem like you had both spent the night together, but it was obvious enough, as Jimmy’s girlfriend giggled, asking you why you were wearing Jamie’s t-shirt. 

“There he is!” Sam exclaimed when Jamie finally arrived, “how does it feel to be another year older?”

“Feels great,” Jamie smiled, sitting down opposite you again, “definitely a birthday to remember.”

“Oh it sounded like it,” Jimmy chuckled, “we all heard you, mate… who was the lucky girl?”

You suddenly froze, feeling your heart almost stop as your cheeks reddened. 

“What?” Jamie scoffed, trying to play it off. 

“Come on, man, we all heard it. ‘Oh, Jamie! Don’t stop! I love your cock!’” 

Jamie didn’t know what to say, he just laughed it off, telling them how he had met someone when he went out for a smoke, but his friends all knew that was a lie. They knew exactly who was in his room last night.

[thisisnotawendys]

Jamie Campbell Bower as Vegeta. If it's wrong, I don't want to be right.

[sweet-villain]

Screaming

[titlemewickedwonderland]

Diamonds in the Coffee Beans (Jamie Campbell Bower)

Auth. Note: A while ago I had gotten a message from another user about a part two for Autumn Selfies; whether I would be posting a part two for it because they enjoyed it very much. So, Wherever you are love, I hope you get to read this!

Pairings: Jamie Campbell Bower x Reader

Prompt: What was supposed to be an innocent selfie with a celebrity turned out to be something else entirely!

You might want to Read This first if you haven't already!

There was an annoying buzzing coming from her phone. Somewhere within the darkness of the bedroom. A faint glow of a screen lighting up within the confinements some pants crumbled on the floor illuminated inches around its surrounding as if the faint morning light from the blinds that were inched open didn't allow enough light already. She gripped the pillow tighter to her chest and stared at the offending object within the pile of clothing on the floor as if it were a snake ready to attack her. Why had she done that? What good would it have done to post such a picture?! What the hell is wrong with her?! She'd done it in her haze of giddiness. Posting her selfie with Jamie on the internet that very same day not expecting that perhaps it would do more harm than innocent fun as the internet blew up. Social media blew up with reblogs of the photo that she had posted from her Instagram account as well as Jamie's version of their selfies on his Twitter. What was supposed to be nothing but an innocent picture turned into something far…far worse. People were thinking Jamie had a new lover; just like Y/n had warned him about and her phone wouldn't stop blowing up with strangers on the internet tagging her and notifications of others reblogging people's posts that had reblogged hers. It was a mess, a damned mess that had been going on for the past 3 days since her encounter with the rockstar movie star sensation at the coffee shop.

But that wasn't the worst part of it all. It wasn't just the internet that was blowing up over one celebrity and his fan. Her phone was brimming with missed calls, text messages, and voicemails from her family and friends; most of which were coming from her ex-partner and ex-best friend. They borderline everything from freaking out to calling her unspeakable names as if that kind of behavior would get her to answer them. She'd blocked them all out. She didn't have the heart to actually block numbers, delete messages, or turn off her phone. She wanted to enjoy the last few days she had left of her mini vacation here but she was starting to think perhaps it was going to be ruined. Why? Because a part of her was hoping that Jamie would call or text but was too afraid to actually grab her phone to check in fear she sees something that would hurt her feelings even more than what she had already seen on the internet. She couldn't run away from it no matter what she did; as long as she was on the internet or on some sort of device she would see something. Hell, even the TV had a social media TV talk show that was covering all the juicy gossip of everything new about the celebrities worth mentioning.

She couldn't run forever though because frankly, she needed her phone, and the notification pings going off left and right were starting to piss her off. Huffing, Y/n threw the pillow she had been clutching to her chest to the end of the bed and scrambled from beneath the tangle of sheets to dig her phone from her forgotten clothes on the floor. Her poor phone still managed to hold some resemblance of battery despite the abuse the system was getting from the flood of incoming data; it was a miracle the device hadn't frozen or short-circuited itself yet. She was going to turn off her phone or at least put it to charge when one of the messages caught her attention seconds before it disappeared from the screen in favor of another message popping up and knocking it down from the list. Feeling a slight panic she typed out her password to unlock her phone and searched her many notifications for that one text message she had seen from one of her friends who hadn't backstabbed her during the whole affair.

F/N: Check out Jimmy Fallon's show! NOW!

Y/n didn't know what the hell her friend was talking about so she quickly grabbed the remote and despite her better judgment turned it on; searching for the familiar channel that she used to watch Jimmy Fallon's TV host show on when she was bored. When she finally got to it she saw the familiar grinning face of the dark-haired talk show host who was in the middle of talking about something to a celebrity off-screen.

"-It's been blowing up all over the internet; kind of hard to miss man. When will we get the scoop about what that's all about? Everyone seems to be on the fence about who the lovely young woman with you is in this photo."

On the large screen behind him was the enlarged photo of the selfie Y/n and Jamie took together; the one of him pressed cheek to cheek with her as she sat on his lap. It looked even more intimate on the screen for all of the audience to see and Y/n could now see how people could easily mistake them as lovers from their point of view. She felt her cheeks flush at the memory of sitting on his lap in such a familial way while he took a selfie with her; she knew deep down Jamie wouldn't have done that with just any fan. He was sweet and perhaps a bit flirty but not to the point that she experienced; she never pegged him to be a physically forward person to that extent with any other fans even those who he might have thought were cute. It made her wonder and a part of her deep inside that wanted to fangirl and gush preened at the idea that perhaps Jamie liked her a lot more than just any ordinary fan.

The TV screen popped up with a very familiar face who was grinning in a shy way as a heat of a blush graced his tanned skin and Y/n couldn't help the flutter in her belly at that look as the very same Jamie Bower sat comfortably on the couch wearing all black entire that made him look oh so devilishly handsome. His bottom lip disappeared between his purely white teeth as his blushing face attempted to hide behind his long blonde hair as he laughed. The audience cooed and cheered for him making his bashfulness deepen as he attempted to pull himself together and come up with a reply.

"I can assure you there is nothing going on between me and her. It was purely by chance that we met actually; we just happened to meet at the same coffee shop and I bought her a coffee since she forgot her wallet. We sort of just started up a conversation after that and I found out she was a fan of mine so we took selfies together." Jamie replied trying to play it off but Jimmy was one who did enjoy a good teasing as much as he was curious about the entire thing.

"So you're telling me you take selfies like that with your fans often then?" there was a joking tone in his voice as he pointed to the screen behind them

"Well, no but um, we're friends." Jamie licked his lips thoughtfully trying not to give anything away as much as he was trying to keep things comfortable.

Y/n gripped the TV remote a moment longer before she tossed it aside in favor of finding her phone beside her and began scrolling through the misses texts realizing that...in her neglect of everyone else who deemed it necessary to blow up her phone she had indeed missed a few of Jamie's text messages. Guilt slammed into her as she looked back at the live recording video of Jamie speaking with Jimmy Fallon and without thinking she began typing out a message to reply to his messages. It took a few minutes but she found a sense of enjoyment when Jamie's face shifted when he realized his phone had just gone off in his pocket which was announced by the rather loud pinging sound. An embarrassed flush crept up his neck as he apologized for the interruption mumbling something out in a joking manner that he had forgotten to silence his phone; that cute blush of bashfulness clear on his face as he dug his phone out to shut off the sound only to laugh in a way Y/n could only describe as boyishly giddy as he realized she had texted him.

"Funny, it's actually her," Jamie said flashing his phone screen briefly. "She's watching the live show right now as we speak." the blonde gave a cheeky little wave to the camera which made Y/n grin at his silliness; her previous nerves were forgotten by his adorable antics.

Damn that man even after all that he still managed to get her attention. A thumbnail disappeared between her teeth as she continued to smile at the screen as she watched the rest of the talk show; Jamie not bothering to reply back to her text message for obvious reasons if not for manners and she found she did not mind his lack of response as his interview continued and likewise dragged her into it like a good TV show. Jimmy was just hammering down on this particular topic for most of the show making Jamie all flustered; something that Y/n enjoyed seeing more than she cared to admit. Might as well since he'd made her all flustered during their initial meeting -karma and all! But when it went straight for commercials it only took a few minutes before her phone suddenly began ringing with Jamie's number flashing on the screen. Her bright grin of excitement was lit up by her cell as she clicked the green answer button.

"Hello, good sir! Long time no talk stranger. Funny, I was just thinking about you." she teased feeling a bit bold as she imagined Jamie's smile on the other end of the phone.

"You little minx! You leave me unread for days and suddenly you decide you'll send me a text message right as I'm interviewing?" Jamie's accented voice was lilted with a laugh and Y/n couldn't help but smile despite the twinge of guilt she felt.

Looking down at her bare toes she played with the chipping nail polish there. "I know. I'm sorry, I normally wouldn't do that but-"

"Aye, aye it's alright love! I was just joking." Jamie's voice sounded concerned on the other end. "You deserve the space after everything. I assumed you saw what was going on on the internet about those selfies huh?"

"Yeah," her voice came softer as she bit her lip. "It's awful Jamie! Fucking awful, my phone's been blowing up. Friends, family, strangers. All of them won't let it rest. I knew those pictures would cause a fuss."

"I can delete them-"

"No!" she rushed to say feeling her heart constrict. "Absolutely not! Look, it wouldn't do any good since it's floating all over the internet now...But I'd like to at least take some control back into our hands, somehow." she breathed out a sigh.

There was silence on the other end for a moment before Jamie spoke to someone away from the phone. "Look, I got to go back for the show but I'll call you straight after. We can talk about it then, yeah?"

"Yeah...Okay." she sighed hearing the click on the other end. She sat through the rest of the talk show until the very end but as she awaited the call from Jamie she was disappointed to find that it never came.

~

She wanted to feel mad that Jamie hadn't followed up with his promise of a return call so that they could talk about what was going on and what their next steps would be but she found that instead of anger that she felt it was pure disappointment. Not that she expected the great actor to pay her much mind after everything as she was just a fan; this social media stuff would blow over soon enough with a new scandal that will allow Jamie to forget about her. Or so she thought.

It was her last day in this city before she had to return back home for her job and her home to face all the people back there. But instead of hiding away in the little nook of her rented apartment, she chose to brave the world beyond by dressing for the warmer weather that Autumn had managed to gift them and taking her usual stroll down the street a few blocks towards the familiar coffee shop. The sun was just setting behind the tall buildings in comparison to just rising as her usual early morning walk was now in the evening. The busy streets were less crowded than it normally would have been so she had no problem with making her trip to the coffee shop. It was almost completely empty except for maybe two or three customers; checking the wall clock made her realize that it was near closing time for Louis and his sons so she made sure to make her order quick. Stepping in line behind one of the customers she slipped her hand into the back pocket of her jeans to make sure she had her money on her this time as she sidled up to the front counter.

"Good evening my dear!" Louis's weathered face greeted her with a tired smile and a pang of guilt tugged at her heart as if her presence was making his day a little harder.

"The usual please Lou." she gave him a warm smile that curled at the corners of her lips and she dug her money out of her pocket to hand it over.

Like deja-vu, a hand reached around her slighter frame with a credit card and tapped the card to the screen of the card reader; paying for her order. Y/n turned her head in surprise to find the familiar blue eyes and charming smile gracing her line of sight as the tall musician leaned over her frame; the heat of his body damn near plastered to her spine but the coolness of the evening air ghosting against the side of her face with every chilly breath he exhaled that smelled like fresh mint. She couldn't help the way her lips pulled up into a slow smile as she met his eyes. Until she realized that he was actually paying for her drink yet again and she quickly snapped her head towards Louis who was watching over the rims of his thin glasses with a knowing smirk that made his bushy mustache tilt.

"Oh not again!" she cursed under her breath but the transaction had already gone through so instead of paying for her drink the woman grabbed all the cash she had in her hand and shoved it into the tip jar with a triumphant smirk of her own as if that would solve anything.

Jamie laughed as he withdraw from her space and with a warm hand on her back led her towards the end of the counter to wait for her drink. The woman rocked back and forth on her feet as she bit her lip giving him the side eye

"Is this going to be a new thing for us? You staring at me like you want to say something?" the man placed his hands in his pockets with a playful smirk.

"I don't know, is this going to be a thing for you paying for my coffee? Last time I checked, I owed you a coffee not the other way around." Y/n replied back with a scrunched-up nose and playful twinkling eyes.

"Only if that means there will be more of this."

Y/n grabbed her cup and led the way to her favorite booth and sat down. Her fingers wrapped around the warm paper cup as she studied the vapor of steam escaping from the top of her cup.

"You know I leave for home tomorrow. Tonight's my last day here; I leave early in the morning," she said softly not meeting his eyes.

His tall frame leaned back against the comfortable booth and studied her across the table; the way the fading light cast its golden glow across her skin and made her eyes twinkle and highlight them. Her words slowly registered as a heavy weight on his chest the longer he replayed them. Sure he knew she wasn't local here and that she would go home eventually. He had hoped though that they would have a little more time together; he blamed his duties as a celebrity with all the interviews that he had to do the last three days that kept him from physically being with her.

"I suppose you do have to get back to reality huh?" his smile twitched slightly as he met her gaze from across the table. "But perhaps it doesn't have to be so hard to acclimate to."

"What do you mean?" a frown pinched her brows as she raised her cup to take a sip of her coffee.

"I'll be leaving soon as well to head back for filming but I feel bad for the way things went between us and the lack of time we have." Jamie watched her tongue peek out to lick the foam off her lips "I was wondering if you'd be up for a little adventure?"

"Adventure? Jamie last time we had a 'little adventure' the internet blew up. Which by the way you have yet to talk to me about." she pointed a finger at him.

"Well, I'm talking about it now." the stuck his tongue out at her and leaned his arms on the tabletop. "I know you don't want to go back home to face everyone there; so don't go back. Come with me. I'll pay for everything -including the time missed at work."

She would have to spit her coffee out of her mouth if she'd taken a sip at that very moment but instead her mouth was thankfully empty when her jaw went slack in shock at the proposal. Such an idea was something Hallmark movies created on screen, not something that happens in real life. It was so fantastical and crazy at the same time; something that no rational human being would do.

"Are you serious? Jamie, I can't do that?! W-we're just...shit, I don't know what we are but we aren't anything that would give you the right to propose something like that...I mean that's cool and all but..." she ran short of words and looked down at the table trying to gather her thoughts. "I'd love to run away like some fairy tale but this is reality Jamie...you have obligations to do that don't involve a fan you've barely known a few days in your space."

The actor frowned slightly but he had to admit she was right. It was a preposterous idea. But he didn't want their time to end. So instead he reached out to slip her smaller hand into his larger one and gain her attention. "You're right. I'm sorry." he smiled slightly.

"At least, can we keep in touch? Perhaps we can meet up again if I'm in town or...fly you out to me whenever you're comfortable enough to visit? I don't want our time to end so soon. I like you, you have an adorable personality that's very infectious." he confessed making her resolve to crumble a little.

"Thanks. You're kind of infectious too." a slightly flush graced her features before she gave his fingers a squeeze. "But I'd like to keep in touch. Gives me a reason to remind myself meeting you wasn't a dream." she laughed a bit.

Jamie gave her a cheeky little grin before tugging at her hand. "Well, if you'll be leaving in the morning miss cinderella why don't I treat you to dinner before you disappear?"

Y/n did laugh then. A laugh that took the stress of the world off her shoulders at that moment. She did not know if what she and Jamie had would lead anywhere but she did know that this was a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to see where every fangirl's dream could lead. Even if they parted ways or stopped talking down the road Y/n would take all the moments she could with this man.

"You know what? I'll take you up on that offer. I'm getting a little hungry." she mused tilting her head

The man rose from the seat and pulled her along with him. Hand releasing hers just so that he could wrap his long arm across her shoulders and pull her frame into his side. A grin so magical it was blinding graced Y/n's vision as she looked up at him and he down at her.

"But I'm paying this time Jamie."

He chortled squeezing her shoulder. "Not a chance darling."

Thank you so much for reading! This was a long time coming! I hope you liked reading this as much as I liked writing it! :) If you did enjoy please feel free to share this post with your friends! Much love!

[jcbbby]

just posting this on it's own. a short drabble about Jamie being ready to knock a guy on his ass for harassing you. (lol I actually hate how this came out but idk I have no inspiration today, my uterus is leeching my entire brain activity today.)

Warnings: Just a lot of swears and violence suggested.

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Counterfeit had just finished their last show of the tour, and the band decided to go out to celebrate. You had been with them throughout the tour, watching Jamie be a rock star from the side of the stage every night. The guys had heard of a cool bar downtown from some of the locals, so you all piled into the van and headed to the bustling city center.

“You guys can go on, I’m just going to have a smoke out here first.” Jamie nodded to the band as he leaned against the wall outside, reaching into his pocket for his pack of cigarettes.

The guys went on in, while you stood next to Jamie. “I’ll wait out here with you.” You smiled, as you nuzzled up to him.

The sidewalk was scattered with a few other people smoking or on phone calls. The streets were busy, being a Saturday night. A rowdy group of young men were stumbling up down the sidewalk toward you, seeming to be deep into their night already. As they clamored past you, one of the men looked you up and down with a devilish smirk.

“Oooh, look at those legs! Hey, baby.” He winked as his friends pulled him along inside the door.

Rolling your eyes, you let a little snort of air through your nose. Turning to Jamie, you both chuckle to yourselves as he takes a drag from his cigarette.

“Seems like they’re having a good night.” He raised his eyebrows and scoffed.

“Lads lads lads lads.” You chant.

With a slight breeze through the nighttime air, you feel yourself shiver slightly. You were wearing a dark green minidress, fitted tightly to your frame, with a cropped leather jacket. Not really enough for the early autumn night, but sometimes you have to sacrifice comfort for the sake of the outfit.

“Ooh, it’s kind of chilly.” You shivered, turning to Jamie. “I’m gonna head inside and get a drink. Meet you at the bar?”

“Of course, darling, I’ll be along in a sec.” He smiled.

You nodded and turned to enter the building. Weaving through people as you make your way to the bar, you catch a glimpse of Tristan and Sam at a table against the wall. You leaned against the bar top as you reach it, and order yourself a cocktail and a non-alcoholic beer for Jamie. Sipping your drink, sort of spacing out as you waited for Jamie to join you, you were suddenly shocked to consciousness by a hand placing a firm grip on to your ass. Whipping around, half expecting to see Jamie smirking, instead you were met with the same drunken man who had catcalled you outside. Without a second thought, you quickly shove him backward.\

“Who the fuck do you think you are?!” You yell.

He chuckled. “Oh come on, baby, let me get you a drink.”

“Go fuck yourself.” You turned yourself back to the bar, rolling your eyes.

“I was hoping you’d do the honors.” He slinked his arm around your waist, pulling you into him.

“Get off of me!” You squirm, trying to push him away.

“Hey, asshole! The fuck do you think you’re doing?!” You heard Jamie’s voice boom behind you.

He quickly through his hands down on the guy’s shoulders, ripping him away from you, and putting himself between you and the drunken man.

The man held his hand up. “Hey buddy, we were just talking.”

“Yeah, I don’t think so. Why don’t you get lost, buddy.” Jamie glared, turning his back to the man. You could see the anger tensing the muscles in his face.

“Pfft, whatever man. You know what, fuck you and your cunt girlfriend. Dressed like a whore, I bet she’s been passed around town. You enjoy that.” He looked at you as he spoke.

Jamie whipped around, slamming his hand on the bar top, the veins in his arm bulging. “What the fuck did you just say about her?” He stepped up to the man and delivered a short but firm shove to his chest.

“Jamie…” You cautioned, reaching out your arm to grab the sleeve of his jacket.

“Yeah, listen to your whore, Jamie.” The man smirked.

You shot daggers at the man. In a swift move, Jamie gripped your drink in his hand, chucking plastic cup full of liquid and ice at the man. Ice cubes ricocheted off his face, before he reached up to wipe the beverage from his eyes. You stood behind Jamie still, not knowing what to do.

“You better walk the fuck away right now.” Jamie spat.

“Hey man, what the fuck?” The man yelled and shoved Jamie forcefully.

Jamie shoved him back. “Come on, you wanna hit me? You really wanna do this here?” He held him by the shirt collar, threatening a fist.

The guy looked at his clenched fist, hesitating to respond. He pried Jamie’s hand off his collar, stumbling backward with another shove as he distanced himself.

“Man, she isn’t even worth it, fuck you both.” He knocked over the bottle of Jamie’s non-alcoholic beer on to the floor, flipping his middle finger as he walked away shaking of your drink from his arms.

“Fucking dick…” Jamie seethed as he turned back to you, running a hand through his hair. “You okay, love?” He asked.

You nodded. “Yeah, I’m good…I can’t believe you were about to fight a guy for me.” You giggled.

He chuckled and leaned against the bar. “I guess I just can’t handle the sight of another guy with his hands on my girl.” He pulled you in closer to him, meeting you at your lips.

“Your hands are the only ones I want on me.” You smirked, leaning up to his ear. “And you can put your hands anywhere you want to tonight.” You kissed his neck before pulling back.

"Oh, I will baby. I will." He grinned, looking at you with desire.

[jaimejamieb]

umm guys??

I think Jamie cut his hair

[lildashofheaven1]

‘Cant keep kissing strangers!’

Jamie Campbell Bower x reader

Jamie tries to fix his relationship with y/n

Knock knock knock

“Just go away Jamie!” I yelled to the front door of my apartment

“Y/n please, just let me in!” I heard him slightly shout back to me, we had broken up a week ago because rumours started spreading that Jamie had cheated on me.

“Please y/n just let me in and i can explain and if you still dont believe me then ill go and you’ll never have to see me again” he said almost in defeat.

I made my way to my front door and unlocked it to see Jamie stood with a slight smile of relief that im willing to hear him out.

“I still love you” he blurted out pretty much as soon as he walked in.

I stood in silence with my arms crossed

“Y/n i promise you, the stupid rumours that are going round aren’t true, your the most important thing in my life and i need you with me” he said tears starting to gather.

“I dont know Jamie, your the first person i ever trusted and to hav..”

“And you still can trust me, y/n darling please. I love you and nothing is going to change that” he said as he slowly took me into his embrace.

“Nothing and no one can replace you, all i know is that i cant keep kissing strangers and pretending they’re you. Im not ready to live my life without you in it. Please just give me another chance and i can promise you, everything will go back to the way it was” he explained

“I love you, please say you still love me?” He added, his blue eyes filled with hope and love.

“I love you too Jamie” i almost whispered against his lips.

He closed the gap between us by hugging me and continuing the kiss.

I trust this man with my life, why did i ever let some stupid rumour nearly destroy our love.

[mikqls0n]

He’s mine||jace wayland x fem!reader

Masterlist

Warnings: jace being the perfect boyfriend, swearing, jealousy, use of y/n, slight smut

Summary: you and jace are inseparable but now clary comes to the institute and gets interests in jace

Extra: this is placed in 2009 instead of 2007 so jace’s 18 and reader too

“It’s a demon bite!”

After jace had brought this girl into the institute cause he thinks she isn’t a mundane because she saw him killing a demon with Alec and Isabelle made you quit angry.

If you could you would just throw her out of the institute, by just the way she looks at jace. Your boyfriend.

“Look she’s awake” the glass boy said while this girl slowly wakes up.

Jace arms was wrapped around your waist from behind and his chin resting on your head.

“Ah, shit what is that?” Red-head said as she touched the protection rune which cause her pain.

Jace wanted to say something as he got interrupted by glass-boy.

“That’s a rune, you can use them for anything, healing, protection, can yourself visible and invisible which Is so cool! And when you’re hung-“who was not getting cut off by jace.

“No! We weren’t sure but when I draw the rune on you and you didn’t die, we definitely knew you had shadowhunter blood in you” jace explained.

“Ok so here are clothes you Could wear. It’s not everyday we get girls here” Isabelle came in and put the clothes on the table next to red-head.

Jace knew you didn’t liked when other girls would come here so he said.“Alec, could you take clary to hodge? Me and y/n are going to our room”

“Yeah I guess”

———

“You don’t have to be jealous of here love,you know I love you” jace said as he could literally feel your death stares towards clary.

“I’m not, jealous” you tried to hide the fact that, if looks could kill clary would be dead the second you saw her with jace.

“Hmm, my love’s jealous over some girl I don’t know” he teased you with a smirked you absolutely adored.

“Fine. I was. So what I’m not the one giving you the look as she wants to marry you right now”

“But you do”he whispered in you ear.

“Some day”you closed the space between you, as you lips met where he immediately kissed you back.

His hands found you waist as he pushed you against the wall as you make out.

———

“So, this y/n and jace. They seem close” clary said as hodge told her about her mother being in the clave.

“Y/n and jace? Yeah, couple of 6 years, never thought they would truly love each other” clary’s body was filled with jealousy as she listen to hodge.

“And do they fight often?”

“No, at least I never knew or saw a fight between them, they’re always together. Inseparable”

“Hmm, okay..”

———

“Did you lock the door?” You moaned between the sentence as jace’s hands went to unbuckle your belt.

“No, but who cares?”His lips on your neck again, and as Jace was about to pull your pants down you hear a knock from your door.

“NOT NOW” jace yelled as the door opened anyway which revealed clary.

You rolled your eyes as you pulled up your pants.” Hodge said that these silent brothers are ready”

“Yeah uhm, wait downstairs ok?” Jace said as he put on his shirt again.

Clary whispered a “ok” as she closed the door.

“One person gets here and now we don’t even have privacy anymore?”

“I know love but I’ll be back as soon as I am ok? I love you” he quickly kissed you ok the lips before going downstairs.

———

“I can’t believe we’re going to Magnus just because of that stupid girl” You said annoyed as Isabelle did your hair.

“What did we say about being nicer to people?”you rolled your eyes as you and Isabelle went out the door downstairs to the Main door where alec, jace and clary were already standing.

“You look beautiful as always” jace said as kissed you head.

“Thank You” You smiled even wider when you could see clary staring at you two, eyes filled with jealousy.

———

“Well. I haven’t seen you in years shadowhunters” mag is appeared from behind.

“Though,I do kinda need to talk with clary”

“Wait how do you know her?-“simon- the glass boy was cut off by Magnus.

“Come with me”

“I still don’t get why we’re here”You mumbled.

———

You were even more pissed when Simon was kidnapped and you had to safe him because of clary.

That’s why You’re always told “don’t do anything with mundanes” .

But now you’re back and You’re in the library since jace is in the shower anyway.

“What is your problem with me?” You heard a voice behind you.

You turned around and saw clary.

“What do you mean?”You said innocently.

“You always give me these looks”

“Well, then stop staring at my boyfriend”now clary’s face got darker as she stepped infront of you.

“We both know this relationship won’t last forever. People come and go you know tha-“ you cut off clary by pushing her against the wall coming closer to her face.

“If you, ever say that again I will kill you clary fray. And you know why? Because he’s mine” you whispered the last sentence.

@angelst4re @acecampbellbower

[juliettesgotagun]

[pedgito]

@carabuono: Hawkins in Paris!

[babybluebex]

ok so. the taylor costume is. Not Working. so i decided to do a 001/henry costume bc i had the pieces i needed. so yeah. <3 deep in my jamie feels rn

[ala2ilas-s]

Jamie Campbell bower

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TW-migraines, throwing up

I pressed play, settling on the coach and bringing my knees to my chest. The movie started playing but I couldn’t focus on it. My mind wondering back to last night, desperately trying to figure out what went wrong and started the fight and how it escalated so quick.

The all too familiar bullet like pain in my head caused me to hiss and snapped back to reality. I dropped my legs down, groaning as I leaned my head back against the couch, messaging my temples trying to sooth the pain.

The light were making my upcoming headache worse so I got up to turn them off, jogging back to the coach where I left the remote to turn off the forgotten movie I’d put on.

Just when I was about to walk up the stairs to get some medicine for my headache, I saw Jamie on top of the stairs looking like he was just about to come down but stopped once he saw me.

I was confused for a second when I saw him looking at me concerned, scanning my body like he was looking for an injury then I remembered thatI was probably looking as pale and my eyes were red not to mention my hands were shaking now and he could very much see them as I was trying to block out the little light I’d left on with my hand.

The moment he opened his mouth I felt a wave of nausea, my eyes widening as I turned on my heels trying to act like I’m not about to empty my stomach and walked to the bathroom, quickly shutting the door behind me.

My breathing was uneven and the bright white light of the bathroom wasn’t helping. My head kept spinning causing me to shut my eyes while I blindly held my arms open and when I felt the toilet, I dropped to the floor.

My nose burned as I could feel the hot tears running down my cheeks. This was the first attack I’ve ever experienced in a long time and it wasn’t an light one.

I acted quick as my bottom half churned, leaning over the toilet and emptying my stomach.

My prays for Jamie not hearing me was cut short when I heard a knocked on the door followed by him calling out my name causing me to look up at the door automatically which was a bad idea because the white bright light made my head spin so bad that I felt like I’m falling even though I was already seating down. Another wave of nausea washed over me, my chest tightened as I was forced to empty every last bit inside of me.

“I’m coming in y/n” I heard Jamie’s voice and I was kind of relieved. I whimpered his name, gathering my last bit of energy to turn my head to the side. My head leaned on my arm which was supporting me against the toilet seat.

He froze up for a second when he first saw me before quickly sliding down next to me holding my checks between his hands “what’s happening baby?” he asked pushing my hair out of my face, making a pony tail using my tie that was always around his wrist.

I opened my mouth to answer him but couldn’t quite get the words out and he shushed me. One hand running up and down my arm and the other holding my head “it’s okay. breath with me love” he said softly.

After a few minutes, I was back to breathing normally and rested my eyes for a second before they were snapped open as I felt him moving away.

I was probably looking more scared than I wanted to because he quickly crouched back down next to me talking in the softest tune “I’m just getting you a glass of water”

I shook my head clutching on his biceps as I felt like if I let go I’ll slip again. My breathing started to speed up again.

“Don’t leave” I choked out, looking up at him with glossy eyes and his eyes softened even more.

“Do you think you’re gonna feel sick again love?” He asked wiping the tear that had escaped my eye and I shook my head.

He nodded his head “can I carry you to the bedroom then? The floor’s cold and you’re shaking. We’ll get you some water on our way sweetheart” I nodded “lights” I mumbled pushing my head in his chest in order to escape the harsh lighting.

“Okay baby. No lights and I’ll get you your pills too” he said, scooping me up in his arms as I kept my head buried in his neck.

I was feeling too sensitive and cried out when I felt like my brain was loosely moving around in my skull with each step that he took, even though I could tell that he tried to move very slowIy.

“I’ve got you baby I’ve got you” he said leaning his head on mine stopping for a minute, seeming to realise that I needed a break “I’m sorry love I’m so sorry” he slowly kissed my head “it’s okay I’ve got you y/n” his hold on me tightened and I nodded my head to signal him that it was okay to start moving again.

We moved up to the bedroom in a much slower pace and he slowly lowered me on the bed, keeping one hand at the back of my head then lowering it on the pillow as well. His fingers messaging my temple.

I opened my eyes again when I felt the pain dying down a bit and looked over at him. His eyes were filled with worry, looking scared and I could tell he was trying his best to stop them from glossing over “I’m okay” I said while I tried to give him my most convincing smile.

A beautiful smile broke on his face and he shook his head “you will be and I’ll be right here. I’m gonna get you pills and water okay love?” He stroked my hair gently and I mumbled an okay. Not even a minute later, he was back with a glass of water and two pills in his palms.

“Thanks” I said as I took the pills chucked down half of the glass.

“I’m sorry” he blurted out and I furrowed looking at him. A single tear rolled down his cheek “wha—why?” I questioned. Genuinely confused as what he’s sorry for.

He inhaled sharply before replying “I— you were doing so good you didn’t have any headaches in a long time and— and because of the stupid—- because of last night…” he sniffled pinching his nose, frustrated “you have migraine now… fuck—- I’m so sorry love I— I don’t even kno—— nothing and I mean it nothing in this damn world should be able to make you feel like this” he was full on crying by the time he finished and I felt my throat closing up seeing him like this.

“It’s not just the fight Jamie… many thing can trigger it love— it’s not your fault” I said wiping his tears and stroking his cheek but he shook his head “but I was a part of why it happened and I can’t forgive mysel— shit even now I’m only making you feel worse I’m sorry” he sighed looking down.

“Hey…” I said, putting a finger under his chin to make him look up at me again.

“You helped me J” I smiled softly “I’ve had migraines for long before you came into my life and before you they were longer and much, much more painful. Look I’m already feeling better.. if you weren’t here I’d still be on the toilet, probably passed out by now” he closed his eyes like it physically pained him to hear that. He leaned into my hand, bringing my palm to his lips to press a kiss before looking at my lips, silently asking for permission.

The moment his lips touched mine, my whole body relaxed and my hand slipped through his hair scratching his scalps helping him lose some tension as well.

“Hold me?” I asked, lips still brushing against each other and he nodded, moving to lie down next to me.

“I’m here love” he said in my hair, one arm slipping under my neck while the other rubbed my stomach softly and I fell sleep to the feeling of small pecks to my temple knowing when I wake up the headache will be long gone and we’ll be okay.