#jokar rambles

[jokarlekin]

⚠️ Spoilers from the Mahoako/Gushing over Magical Girls manga-

I love how the people watching only the anime believes that Matama and Nemo are now together because of the tenth episode. I believed too when I read the 16th chapter of the manga.

BUT NO. NO THATS NOT THAT SIMPLE.

THESE DUMMIES ARE NOT TOGETHER YET, THEY DON’T THINK ‘Oooh maybe she loves me too/Ooooh maybe I love her’. NO. THEY ARE GOING TO MAKE THE SHIPPERS WAIT FOR THE LOVE DECLARATION.

Though I’m glad we - the shippers - are fed with some others situations. I’m not starting a petition for them to be finally openly in love with each other.

Not starting a petition yet.

Also fuck you Imitatio. You ruined a declaration. Because of you there will be a whole new arc before those lesbians try to make a new move. 😭

But I love to think that MAYBE the day they’ll say ‘I love you’ is also the day they’ll be able to reach a La Veritá state, because, yknow, feelings and stuff good for La Veritá. Cmon. Magia Baiser as hers, Kiwi too, Korisu just leveled up to 13 stars to create a video game… GIVE US LOCO MUSICA AND LEBERBLUME LA VERITÁÁÁÁ.

[jokarlekin]

I just love how Yantao (The ship between Yanfei and Hu Tao if you didn’t know) is the most popular ship for these two on AO3.

And the girls literally have no visible interactions in Genshin Impact.

They canonically met because Yanfei said Hu Tao rarely seeks her for legal advices (So it doesn’t mean never), but that’s all, no event meeting, nor mentions of each other other than this one.

And the Yantao nation makes me laugh in a kind way because this is just a bunch of people (Myself included) who said go duck yourself canon, their dynamic is absolutely incredible and we live for it.

Now the ship is just hella popular (even though it is slowly dying-)

I get why people prefer most plausible or canon ships, but I love seeing this kind of rareships (Even the ones with zero interactions in or out of the original work). Because the fans use a potential dynamic the original work didn’t use and they vibe with it like it was a totally normal and very in-lore relationship. It makes them happy and that’s not a problematic ship, so why stopping them from loving those two ?

So if you are too a shiper who loves non-problematic rareships and such, know that you have the right to be happy with a ship even though it is not canon or don’t have any kind of canon content !

And if a person doesn’t like a ship for any reasons, they are valid too ! It works both ways !

I know it is quite the naive point of view (Especially when there is so much other problems in the world), and people are often fighting for their ship and stuff, but I do believe there is no use into being rude with another person just because they don’t share the same point of view as long as it is morally okay. And I talk not only for ships. We only have one life, why wasting some days of it for like opinions about fictional relationships or even how bad or good was that show you watched the other day ?

As long as you are happy, that’s all that matters. Just be chill and nice to each other, so you can be happy together <3

Bruh i feel like I said something so obvious- But I really wanted to talk about that x)

[jokarlekin]

No regret

[jokarlekin]

Istg I don’t care if GaMing turns to be a 5* (Even if I doubt it because - he was shown at the same time as Xianyun, who I guess might be the 5* of the both of them) I’m gonna PULL FOR HIM.

Not gonna spoil (-the idle leaks-) BUT HE IS MY CHILD AND IM GONNA ADOPT HIM AS SOON AS HE IS RELEASED. OF WHAT I SAW, HE STRIKES IMMEDIATELY IN MY TASTES.

I was saving wishes for a future character BUT I NEED GAMING NOW.

Cannot wait for the Lantern Rite-

[jokarlekin]

Everytime I get an interest into a new ship or one I had an hyperfixation about in the past, I remember the existence of AO3 which is way ‘better’ than Wattpad for feeding a fan. (I mean, there is way more fanfictions on AO3 than on Wattpad, in my opinion).

But everytime I think to myself ‘Oh, I would love to read some fanfics of [a ship/relation]’ I’m scared that my Yanfei&HuTao hyperfixation will not stand the new one.

I’m not ready to move on aaaawaaaah, I’m living for that duo since months but I still need them, they’re a huge comfort duo for me TwT

But I still want some content of Mitsuba and Kou (from Jibaku shounen/Toilet Bound Hanako-Kun) Q-Q

(I may have a problem with a pink-haired smug not-human and their sunshine family-business-following ghost-seeing comrade, yeah-)

[jokarlekin]

QwasewfwgdqftsfwfffyafdwdwdAAAAAAAAAH- Sometimes I just wanna draw Collei with freckles….. I don’t know why, I love to imagine her like that, because of the cuteness but also to get her design a little bit more… full ? Like her face is just basic, with a little red eyeshadow but nothing else, no moles, no scars… 🤔

I already redesigned her my own way so adding freckles won’t be a big no-no for me (I like to go off canon!).

I will try someday. I need to.

I believe in Collei with freckles supremacy.

[jokarlekin]

Lost my 50/50 (Nahida) to Mona, again…

BUT

I have a C3 Gaming now. So no biggie.

I am going to take great care of you my child, I beat a pyro-crab for the first time today, just for you 👍

(No, really, this boy is adorable, and his idle with Man Chai is too- I am glad I got him <3)

[jokarlekin]

Help, I wanna do an animation of Yanfei (In my Rapper AU) singing Fireborn by Derivakat. In a stadium/concert I mean.

I don’t have the time for that but I love some of the lyrics and it feels fitting for a pyro user with a lot of control over situations (Even though the song talks about a minecraft dude with firemonster blood). Here’s the part I love the most, strangely it is not the hushing rap part- :

"The burning in my bones, is written in my code

You’re playing by my rules, so lock in and reload then

Blaze up like the sun

White flames in my blood

Heart ablaze stay stunned."

[jokarlekin]

I have this urge to draw anthropomorphic animals of all species.

So, you, the furries, gimme one of your furry character and I may do a quick basic sketch of them. Probably a non colored headshot.

I said I may because I may not have the motivation to actually draw anything, or certain designs won’t be of my liking (It won’t mean it is bad, dw ! I just have preferences), but I will be glad to read what you have to say about your character <:]

So please send me a reference and some informations because even if I don’t draw your bean, gosh I want to know infos and talk Original Characters 🙌

I will archive this post one day, so be fast ;)

Okay that was all, gotta disappear for some hours, but I will be back ! Take care y’all <3

[jokarlekin]

HOLY DUCK YANFEI IS IN THE NEW BETTLEFIGHT EVENT- IM GOING TO SPEEDRUN THE OPENING OF GENSHIN WHEN I CAN PLAY- I CAN’T WAIT PLEASE TIME GO FASTER URHHHHHH O////O

(Lmao I was not feeling like playing Genshin recently and now I have a very good reason-)

[jokarlekin]

I always have that urge to draw Yanfei (From Genshin Impact) as Pomni (From The Amazing Digital Circus) or in the same concept just because they share the same Voice Actor (Lizzie Freeman)

At any moment I draw Yanfei stuck to a wheel, screaming her lungs out because someone throws knives at her. (It is indeed a reference to the TADC trailer)

It is just a question of time before I make a fanart call ‘Rent a lawyer’ just because Lizzie voices a character in the anime ‘Rent a girlfriend’. Or a fanart of Yanfei in the chaotic world of Ena because Lizzie voices Blue Ena- Or any other story where Lizzie voices a character 🤷

Also take a look at that won’t-ever-be-finished sketch I made of a Pomni!Yanfei (featuring Jax!Hu Tao because in my head they are always stuck together)

[jokarlekin]

Also, still not forgetting about the Genshin Design Game !

I might go with a knight-looking girl, probably inspired by Jeanne D’Arc (Name could be translated in Jeanne of Bow ?) a medieval french girlboss 😎

Tho the choice of inspiration would have been funnier in a dark way if the GDG result gave her pyro vision instead of anemo. (Jeanne d’Arc was burned alive- I’m sorry for my dark humor)

[jokarlekin]

I had a hell of emotional roller coaster while wishing on the standard banner.

Because I was saying to myself "Imagine if I get Yanfei lmao" because I still haven’t got her (and I just… love her a lot, like really, she is one of my comfort characters and helped me during a rough time. Also she is hot af, and not because of her pyro vision)

I pulled.

I got her.

BUT

I overreacted and shut my laptop screen immediately to cope with the flood of positive emotions. Bad news, my laptop is a old thing with a lot of problems, therefore it shuts down when closed, AND when you open it up again you have 1/2 chance to have a problem with the internet reception so you gotta reboot it to make it works again.

SO I JUST GOT YANFEI BUT MY LAPTOP DIED TEMPORARILY, LOST INTERNET, MADE GENSHIN CLOSE AND GO TO THE MENU, AND THIS MF OF A COMPUTER FORCED ME TO REBOOT IT BECAUSE OF THAT.

Happily, Genshin already saved my pull so I stressed only temporarily, the time to see my owned characters on my HoyoLab account.

Now it’s over and I happily use my new lvl40 Yanyan in my Lvl6 World without a care in the world :D

[jokarlekin]

I tricked a friend into choosing for me traits for a genshin character/design. The result ? A sumerian (region) medium male (model) pyro (vision) polearm user (weapon).

I already like the sketches and ideas I have sblblblbl-

Little wip :

Might publish the result soon when I’m done ! 👀

[jokarlekin]

Présentation

Nice to meet you, I am Jokar - but you can call me Charlie too ! I joined Tumblr to post my art and chat about my hyperfixations, do not expect a lot of any other kind of creations at the moment :]

I wrote a little might-be-frequently-edited post to make a clean presentation on this app. Let’s start now~

🌱 Who am I ?

Artist (Procreate/Traditional), writer, VisualNovel coder (Ren’py) and beginner musician (GarageBand/LMMS)

Any pronouns work for me <3

Nature enjoyer, huge fan of rainy days, vegetal caves and misty forests ! Space fascinates me too 🌌

I dedicate my life to bats and deers 🦇🦌

High anxiety level, married with a low social battery and the attention span of a 5 years old. Sorry in advance-

Not a native english speaker, I may make a lot of spelling errors or anything language related, feel free to correct me !

I want this account to be a little bubble isolated from the real world 🫧

(Alas do not be fooled, I love angst and sensitive themes in fiction. I will try to warn such content properly when it comes 🫂)

Current hyperfixation : Genshin Impact (Collei my child 🌱) - But mostly my private characters for the moment-

🌱 What do I do ?

As already stated, I’m an artist, aaaand I hyperfixate a lot about fictional subject/stories. I love to create content of what makes me happy, and on Tumblr I will mostly post fanart, stories or even create alternate universes of my favorite book/game/etc. One day I maybe will talk about my own creations, but we will see what future is made of !

By the way, I am also a serial character creator, and I deeply cherish all of my original characters. (Well almost all of them, I don’t support the horrible things some of my absolutely-not-kind children do, but eh, I need them for some stories-)

🌱 Where to find me ?

Want to find me on another social media ? There you go, have my simple carrd ! 🌱

🌱 Which are my tags ?

These are my personal tags to find my stuff easily. I made it to organize myself because my memory is short, but feel free to navigate with them too! They’re also tagged under that post~

• Subject :

#jokar art (Jokar makes art, so Jokar will tag it) ⋆ #jokar writes (When I post my (probably angsty) texts) ⋆ #jokar rambles (For whatever batpoop I want to say) ⋆ #jokar news (*Gasps* Important stuff I have to say !) ⋆ #jokar reacts (…I will drown you in whatever subject keep my attention hostage)

• Content :

#jokar character (When one of my imaginary children is in the post) ⋆ #jokar refsheets (I make reference for characters, mine or redesign of canon characters) ⋆ #jokar sketches (I’m the kind of person with a hundred work in progress and never finish them, so take some sketches and wips!) ⋆ #jokar fanart (I do fanart, mostly that on my tumblr) ⋆ #jokar received a request (Someone proposed an idea, I accepted it and drew it <3) ⋆ #jokar art trade (When I post an art trade I made with someone, feel free to ask by the way!) ⋆ #jokar hyperfixates (Eat my hyperfixation, world!) ⋆ #jokar-headcanons (I have fan-ideas, so why not sharing them !) ⋆ #jokar question (Got a question ? I answer !) ⋆ #jokar character question (Same as before, but with one of my character) ⋆ #jokar character talk (Did you ask about random info of my characters ? No, but I enjoy myself very much ehe !)

🌱 End note !

Thank you for reading this ! Take care of you now, do not forget to drink water and breath some fresh air <3

Au rêveoir/Goodbye !!