#jung jaehun

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10 my favorite fictional parents (dads mostly because daddy issues 😍) cuz if i cant have the real deal i take the fictional ones

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j.jaehyun recs

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[m] domaine de la romanée | @heartau​ 41.2k — Even the most pure become tainted when their eyes meet his. This was doomed from the start; you knew it was dangerous, you knew it was bad - but all those thoughts left your mind the second he made you feel good. 

[m] all these years | @domjaehyun​ 34.5k — fluff, smut, angst; childhood friends-to-lovers!au, college!au, neighbors!au

summer of seven years | @lebrookestore​ 30k — Coming back home was hard for both you and Jaehyun, but when you realize both of you are back in the same place again, feelings from three years ago rise to the surface, and you start to realize that the things you thought you knew when you were younger never quite played out.  

[m] seeds of pomegranates | @anashins 29.5k — The day the god of the underworld steals you away, he expects to have found a timid wife to make his isolated life more bearable. Little does he know that the rose he picked from the garden called earth bears knives instead of thorns, and he might not have found a timid wife, but a queen with a heart as dark as his.

a fool’s game | @hannie-dul-set​ 27.4k — prince! jung jaehyun x thief! reader: were you the fool for being blind to his intentions? or was it he who forgot what his intentions were in the first place?

don’t you dream impossible things? | @taelme​ 27k — high school!au, coming-of-age!au, childhood best friends-to-lovers!au, basketball captain!jaehyun

[m] you’re the one | @jaehyunnie77 23.9k — When a mutual dislike for each other turns into something more, just how far can things get complicated?

enchanted | @taelme​ 23k — in a world where marriage is nothing more than an economic proposition, and where a person is no more than what they can offer, you and Jaehyun rediscover what it means to be with each other, in the very essence of the word.

[m] hearts are won at practice | @angelwonie 21.2k — jung jaehyun is an obnoxious, way too handsome footballer whom you have no intention of getting to know. at least until a series of coincidences forces you to spend time with him, and you realize there might be more to him than what meets the eye.

[m] the v week spy | @smileysuh​ 20.1k — Every year, seven days before Valentines day, sororities and frats are paired together, and eligible himbos, hoes, bimbos and fuckboys alike volunteer to be raffled for a chance to become the year’s V Week Spy. V Week is open season, with outings and parties tailored to be the perfect excuse for sexscapades, with the knowledge than 1 boy and 1 girl are undercover, grading sexual performances. Once the week is over, at the annual Valentines Day Party, the evaluations are presented- It’s a bad time to be unsure about someone’s feelings towards you, and an even worse time to fall in love.

[m] runway | @wincore​ 18.7k — there are some things that come with dedicating your life to fashion: a taste for finer fabrics, a splash of love for art, and an appreciation of the human body. none of these are supposed to include the hottest model you have ever laid eyes on, or the fact that you completely, utterly hate his guts. 

[m] winter bird | @yutaholic​ 17.3k — The time has come for your family’s annual vacation. You’ve convinced Jaehyun to accompany you, though you broke up months ago, and pretend to be a happy couple to appease your overbearing mother. But things take a turn when you and Jaehyun are the first and only ones to arrive at the retreat.

[m] all I wanted | @yutaholic​ 16.9k — A year has passed since you last saw your best friend, Jaehyun, but the man who returns is not the boy you once knew and loved. Jaehyun will barely speak to you and you don’t know why, but you both may be exactly what the other needs to mend your broken hearts.

contrariety and confluence | @hannie-dul-set 16.9K — there was not an instance in your life where your judgement was proven to be mistaken— especially with regards to infatuations outside of your own. after an unpredicted introduction with a far too remarkable farm boy, you took it upon yourself to find a suitable match for him, not realizing that perhaps this time; your usual correct judgements might have been incorrect.

[m] i hate that i love you | @jaehyunnie77​ 14.1k — You thought you wouldn't see him after high school, but what happens when your unknown new roommate, who happens to be your enemy, moves in unexpectedly. Will you get through your first year of college or will old wounds from the past come back to light?

build me up, buttercup | @sehunniepotwrites 13.5k —  In a world where only one in ten people found their soulmates, you were sure you had found yours in Jung Jaehyun. Sure, you weren’t one of the lucky ones who had their skin branded with matching marks but the bond you had with him was unbreakable and that was all that mattered. 

sinfully vowed to you | @alluringjae​ 13.2k — how far will you go for love? perhaps to the point you’re bound for marriage, but the groom you seek isn’t the one your heart beats for. and desperately, you must gamble everything without regrets.

love you goodbye | @serendipityseulgi 10.3k — the one with the story of dysfunctional love between you and jaehyun. aka, you both want different things and your love isn’t always enough.

[m] dive | @yougotthatbilly 9.2k — frat boy!Jaehyun: Jaehyun calls shotgun.

[m] baby | @moonctzeny​ 9.1k — When Yuta breaks your heart for the millionth time, you meet Jaehyun, freshly broken up and looking for revenge. You decide to start fake dating to get back on your exes, but your plan takes an unexpected turn. You fall in love.

[m] bad for u | @agustdiv1ne​ 8.1k — your life was pointless, but maybe you could find meaning in the form of the boy who smoked weed too much on your apartment rooftop, and maybe he could find meaning in you too.

[m] mine too | @waithyuck 7.5k — donghyuck x jaehyun x reader (f), smut, basically pwp

[m] racer | @smileysuh 6.7k — street racer!Jaehyun, star-crossed lovers, secret relationship, step-brother!Johnny

eye of affection | @aitarose 6.6k — for as long as he can remember, jaehyun’s world has been in black and white - giving him no reason to appreciate his mother’s profession as an artist and the beauties that art can provide. however, an accidental meeting with you gives him reason to doubt his former beliefs - proving to him that there may be true beauty in a world that’s void of everything bright, that beauty being the sunshine that you provide. 

[m] profane | @neovisioned​ 3k — fallen angel Jaehyun confesses to the one who saved him the night he fell from heaven five years ago, he shows you exactly how much he meant his words when he called you holy or : “God, if you’re out there, if you’re listening, he fucks like a seraphim.”

in the rain | @sehunniepotwrites 1.9k — All this time, you were looking for love in the wrong places and in the wrong people. As a serial dater, you never thought you would find it in the pouring rain and in the person you trusted the most. 

[drabble] | @suhglow — fluff, stoner!reader, weed consumption

[expiredcheese]

PDX101 Episode 1 → Around Us trainees

[suhwan-ee]

Anyhow if you say you haven't tried Jaehoon's iconic temple heart you're lying

[sprinklesofktrash]

“You’re doing this too well” - j.jaehyun pt.2

Pairings: Brother’s best friend! Jaehyun x fem! Reader

Warnings: language, sex, teasing, moaning, groaning, cock teasing, a little fluff in the end, Jaehyun being a cutie at the end ^.^

Word Counts: 1.2k

Summary: You came back for round two and it turns out to be a cute little relationship in the end.

Part 1

You were waiting for Jaehyun for over two hours, you started to grow more impatient. You storm to your brother’s room where the two were busy yelling at the screen as they battle against some other players.

Jaehyun glances at you as he continues playing. “Oh hey, I forgot you existed” your brother quick remark made you hit him.

“Hey careful, this is a $200 headset,” he said as he push you away. You sat down behind him next to Jaehyun.

You rest your hand over his thigh and begin rubbing it. You mouth ‘I’m horny’. Jaehyun smirk and nodded but he kept playing.

“What are you even doing here?” Johnny ask you but his head was kept on the screen. 

“I want to watch you both play,” You said. Johnny scoffs, “you don’t even like it when we play, ‘you’re too loud” He said in a high pitch voice to mock you. You hit the back of his head. 

“Who are you rooting for us or these losers?” He asks, the sound of their fingers hitting the controller buttons filling the air. You ran over his cock. Jaehyun purses his lips as he looks down at your hand. 

“You both suck” you didn’t care at all but you kept teasing Jaehyun’s cock. 

“No, Jaehyun tell my sister how good of a team we make,” Johnny said enthusiastically. You look at Jaehyun, “Yeah Jaehyun, tell me.” You bit your lips as you unzip his jeans.

“A-ah,” His breath hitched as he felt your hand making contact with his hardened cock. “Cat got your tongue?” You whispered to him. Jaehyun bit his lips. 

“We actually beat a lot of teams before them, if Johnny would try harder we would’ve won already!” Jaehyun finally let out. You chuckle quietly, you notice Jaehyun was getting uncomfortable with your teasing when his friend is right there. 

You move his headset to the side, “come on or else I’ll fuck you right here” you kiss his ear. Jaehyun swallowed his saliva and nodded. 

“I’ll meet you, go” he whispered back. You nodded and left the room. You waited outside your brother’s room for Jaehyun.

The door swung open, Jaehyun smile when he saw you waiting for him. As soon as he closes the door you smash your lips against his. Jaehyun chuckles as he kisses you back.

Jaehyun lead you back to your room. You close the door behind you and push him into your bed. You giggle as you straddle over him.

“Shhh, Johnny going to hear” Jaehyun shush you. You gasp, “you didn’t complain earlier” you whispered back.

Jaehyun scoffs and cup your cheek and kiss you back. “What do you want to do baby?” He whispered in your ear. Your smile as you bit your lip.

“Depends, do you want to ruin your friendship with my brother or do you want to fuck me hard and my brother can hear me” You tease him as you grind over his hardened cock.

He traces his index finger over your lips and down to your neck. “I don’t fucking care, I just want you” he breathes out as he flips you over.

He took off your shorts along with your underwear. You giggle as you watch him unbuckle his belt. He kept his eyes on you.

You tease him by playing with yourself. You watch him take his pants off and throw them to the side. He begins pumping his hard cock with his hand. You flip the two of your over. So you straddle him again.

“Tell me you want me” he commended. You could feel his cock underneath you, waiting to put it inside of you.

“I fucking want you” you respond. Jaehyun smirk, showing his cute dimple. Jaehyun align his cock with your fold you went down on it earning two moans between the two of you.

“You wanted me so badly and now you got me” you lean into his ear. Jaehyun ran his hands over your back and begin thrusting back and forth on him.

Jaehyun groan as he felt you go in deeper. “Come on baby, I want to hear you moan” as you pick up for pace. Jaehyun grabs your neck and flips the two of you.

“You look so pretty taking my cock” he groan as he thrust inside of you. He grabs your thigh and pushes it against your chest, making him go deeper into you.

“You feel so good” he moans as he closes his eyes feeling yourself clenching around him. You grab his shirt pull him towards you, you kiss him hungrily.

Jsehyun’s tongue battling against yours while his hand roaming around your body. You felt him getting sloppy as you stare into his eyes. Jaehyun's breath got heavier as he felt he was about to come.

You stroke his cheeks with your thumbs and clench your walls making him groan. You felt him hitting your spot as you grip his shirt tighter. “I’m going to cum Jae” you moan. Jaehyun picks up his pace.

You grip your bedsheet tighter and close your eyes. You release yourself, Jaehyun pats your cheek to make you open your eyes to look at him.

Once he felt you dripping he lost his thrusts, “Fuck I think I love you” he whispered and came. He rested him on your shoulder. You stroke his brown locks and poke his dimple.

“So, you love me?” You ask, teasingly. Jaehyun chuckles, “what if I am?” He preps himself up to look at you.

“My brother wouldn’t like that” you touch his pink lips. “But what do you want?” He asks you. You swallowed down your saliva. You look at his eyes and his beautiful milky skin.

“I want to be with you,” you said softly. Jaehyun smile and leans in for a soft kiss.

Johnny bang on your door as you and Jaehyun snap your heads towards the door. “If you two love birds are done, it stopped snowing, let’s get shoveling,” he said behind the door.

You and Jaehyun look at each other and chuckle. You didn’t expect your brother to know about the two of you. It wasn’t like you two were hiding it anyways.

The two of you got changed and met your brother outside. It feels so awkward, your brother glaring at the two of you as you both step outside.

“First, I’m not mad at all. It’s Jaehyun, who wouldn’t want to hit that” your brother begins. You look up at Jaehyun who was behind you, smiling.

“Second of all, if you guys are planning to have sex, keep it down will you?” Johnny begins to shovel the snow on the sidewalk. “You nasties.”

“Third of all, if you ever disrespect my sister Jaehyun, I don’t care how good-looking you are, I’ll ruin that pretty face of yours” he pointed at Jaehyun with his shovel. Jaehyun put his hands up in defense.

“I got you, Johnny, I would never,” Jaehyun said as he pick up a shovel and help Johnny out. You watch the two of them try to shovel the same spot when there are more square feet to shovel.

“I love these two,” you said quietly and run into the two of them and tackled them on the snow.

“Chill! I got snow down my ass crack!” Johnny push you off him as you landed on Jaehyun. He waved at you. You lean in to give him a quick peck on his cheek.

[celestiababie]

Jaehyun; size kink- drabble (m/f)

•So...we all have seen those tweets and those posts about Jae and his little manhandling kink and....maybe we’re onto something

•Jaehyun simply can’t help but act smug about him being able to overpower you 

•The boy can barely control his strength as is but there’s something about you that really makes his thoughts go out the window

•He loves how you fit in his arms whenever you two hug

•And he’ll always tease you by comparing hand sizes, even if he knows how small your hands are already

•Onto the less romantic things. I’m so sorry in advance. 

•“Fuck- Baby, you’re such a little slut,” he practically growls through his teeth. He was gripping your waist so tight that you were positve that bruises would soon from in the places where his fingertips dug into you

•Jaehyun admired how small you looked underneath his larger frame

•He would never openly admit to having a size kink, but it was beyond obvious from his actions

•He wouldn’t skip the chance to lift you up, or purposfully not leaning down whenever you wanted to kiss him because he loved the pout that would form on your lips when you struggled to reach his lips

•Back to some nsfw things

•You panted heavily as you bounced on top of Jaehyun at a quick pace, your hair sticking to your skin due to the sheen of sweat that developed on your body. Jaehyun watched your frame with loving eyes that had an underlying lust. Jae held your waist and let out continuous groans as he tried to hold himself back from being too rough with you. Tonight was your night to be on top...but the way your tiny body looked above him was just too tempting, he wanted nothing more than to flip you over and fuck you into the mattress...maybe even make you say that one title he loved so much... YES I’M HINTING TO A DADDY KINK JAEHYUN FIC

[jaehyunspeachparty]

daddy jaehyun

iv.lix. (a)

During the night, Kiwoo woke up a couple of times. He didn't like it at all, that you no longer breastfeed him. But you can't do it with your strength anymore. But at some point he fell asleep. You go back to bed, but you couldn't sleep. But then you see how the lights in the house get on again and Jaehyun came home. "Hey, how was it?" You ask him when he walked into the bedroom. He looked at you in surprise and you could see that it was quite drunk. "Good ... funny." He unbuttoned his shirt and undid his pants. "That’s good." You smile and lie back on your pillow. "Why are you still awake?" He asked when he came to bed with you. "You know, Kiwoo. He's a little clingy right now and then I couldn't get back to sleep." You sigh and look at your husband. He looked down at you too and smiled. "You make me so happy, you know that?" Jaehyun was suddenly very sensitive, very tender. He stroked your forehead and suddenly looked so vulnerable. "You me too," you say very quietly and put your arm over his upper body. "Are you wearing my shirt?" He asked with a laugh. "Yes, it's so comfortable and I'm slowly getting too fat for my things ..." You pout and stroke your stomach. "You are not too fat, you are pregnant." Jaehyun laughed and leaned over you. He put his lips to yours and immediately kissed you passionately. But you notice something that was different. "Did you smoke?" You look at him in surprise. "A little bit." Jaehyun knew that you hate it when he did that. When you got together, Jaehyun smoked more often, from where Miga was born he had stopped, but now and then he smoked one. Especially when he'd had a drink. "I'm sorry," he mumbled drunk, but you didn't want to make him feel bad. It was his evening. He needed to relieve stress. "Everything's fine," you say and look up at him with a smile. "You look so good in my shirt." He stroked your whole torso and then kissed your neck. Apparently he was hot for you because his voice changed and he rubbed more and more against you. "And you look amazing ... as always," you whisper and stroke his bare torso. The result was that you made out a lot. His lips and hands were all over your body. He couldn't get enough of you and he showed it. When he had drunk he was more uninhibited and freer and you liked that. He showed you how much he wanted you. His kisses just said more than words. He took off your shirt and kept playing with your full breasts. As he put your nipples in his mouth, you hear him moan. He was horny, definitely, but when you reached for his length, everything was still soft. You try to massage him, to stimulate him, but nothing happened. And at some point Jaehyun stopped. Disappointed, he hung his head and lay down next to you. "FUCK!" He shouted, seeming so angry. You didn't know what to say because it was a difficult subject. "That's the alcohol, don't stress yourself," you say gently and stroke his hair. "We both know that I couldn't do it before either." He was so disappointed and so angry with himself that it was hard to help. "And we know we're both stressed." "But I can't even fuck my own wife," Jaehyun looked at you with worried eyes and you knew his ego was offended. "I think you've been able to prove to me enough times that you are potent. The last proof is here." You put his hand on your stomach because you knew it will calm him down. He was looking forward to this child so incredibly, sometimes you couldn't understand that. "What is your feeling? Is it going to be a girl this time?" He asked you, caressing your stomach. He was suddenly very different, very calm and almost looked happy again. "I don't know. I was almost certain that the twins would be girls, but then we had the two beautiful boys." You smile and stroke your belly too. "I'm sure it's a girl this time." "What if it turns out to be a boy? Are you disappointed then?" "No, never," he said, slowly closing his eyes. He fell asleep, but his hand stayed on your stomach.

That weekend, Jaehyun only spent time with you and the kids. He enjoyed the time and wanted to stay with you forever. But on Monday he had to go back to work. He didn't have to go to the set that day, but he had some things to do at SM. "You have to tell him." The Aespa manager faced the NCT manager. Jaehyun came into the room with Johnny and Yuta and the boys immediately noticed the tension. "What's going on?" Asked Johnny, looking at the two managers. "Jaehyun, can we talk?" The manager waved him over and Jaehyun briefly looked surprised at his friends. But he nodded and followed him. The two went to another room and the manager sat in a chair. "Jaehyun, you once said that you ... especially your wife, had problems with a stalker." He looked very serious and Jaehyun didn't quite know how to react. First he sat down on the next chair and put his hands on the table. "Yes ... Mathew. We had a lot of problems with him, the police didn't take us too seriously, but it's been quiet for the past few months." Jaehyun swallowed and he began to worry more and more. "Usually we ignore that. Idols often get hate messages through social media ..." The manager pulled out a few documents. "What's happening?" Jaehyun finally wanted to know what he wanted. "There are recordings of your wife and you ..." The manager sighed. "What?" "So we think it's you in the photo. We don't have any more ..." He pulled out a photo and pushed it over to Jaehyun. Immediately he took the picture and looked at it. In the photo they could see you and Jaehyun's back. It was in an elevator. Jaehyun could still remember it very well, even if the event had been over for a while. Several months for sure. You were invited to a party and you had a lot of fun. Jaehyun was so horny and so were you, and you two make out pretty much in the elevator and around the car and it went on in the car... you thought you were alone. "I am that guy ... where did you get that from?" Jaehyun's hands started to shake. "We got it sent. Underneath was the message: All of Korea should see what kind of slut she is." The manager swallowed, it wasn't easy for him either. Jaehyun didn't know what to say. "We found several such messages on social media. We would report it to the police." The manager tried to remain calm, but it was difficult even for him. "What do they want? Money?" Jaehyun got angry and he was desperate at the same time. Why hadn't he done something against Matthew earlier? "That's the weird thing. The person doesn't want money. We don't know what he wants. Should we know something else before we go to the police?" "We're having another child. Y/N is just in the 10th week. Shit ... after the thing with Suji we already had a miscarriage ... I can't do that to her again." Jaehyun couldn't think clearly anymore. He clutched his hand so tightly that he was almost bleeding. Tears gathered in his eyes. "Shit ... I mean....congratulations, but I know what you mean." The manager was upset and couldn't find the right words. "Jaehyun, I would say you take a driver now, pick up your daughter from school and drive to your family." The manager patted his shoulder and got up, but Jaehyun was petrified.

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[peachy-jisung]

ANYWAYS, VAMPIRE JAEHYUN-

[winzenni]

i like u (jung jaehyun)

Summary: Having caught feelings for your friend with benefits, you decide to cut him off for good. However, as expected, things don't turn out according to plan.

Genre: angst, fluff

Pairing: fwb!jaehyun, college!au

Word count: 2.5k

A/N: inspired by the lyrics of “i like u” by Niki! Also tw!very slight smut

“Y/n, can you come over today?” his honey-like voice echoes over the phone.

“U-um, sorry, I don’t think I can, Jaehyun,” you half-heartedly force yourself to say. “I-I’m really busy with the upcoming chem final. I can’t fail this one.”

“Maybe a little stress relief is what you need. We can... study together.” You can literally hear the smirk on his face, dripping with lust.

“Sorry, Jaehyun, I can’t.”

You should’ve known Jung Jaehyun would be a troublemaker in your life. From the moment you first met in high school, when all the girls swarmed around him but he only wanted to talk to you, to when he took you to the senior prom (as friends), to when he proposed becoming friends with benefits in college.

The two of you had always gotten along well and balanced on the line between friends and lovers; that’s just how well you two got along. When he proposed friends with benefits, you thought nothing could go wrong. You guys liked each other enough to be friends and you already knew each other like the back of your hand; from favorite colors to hidden kinks. You should’ve known that like in the cliché movies, romantic feelings would arise.

You can’t do this anymore. This friends-with-benefits thing. He treated you better than anyone else could; he caressed you with care and gentle touches. At the end, he always made sure to take care of you. Sex with him was always more than enough, but at the same time, never enough. Because at the end of the day, he was off without a second thought for you. You were just his comfort and stress relief, his toy when he was bored. But these days, he felt like more than that to you. Lying in bed beside him, you couldn’t help but notice: his beautiful, peachy skin that you couldn’t help but stare at. The way he held you in bed like he cared about you as a lover rather than just a sex partner. In the past few weeks, as your feelings for Jaehyun grew, you decided you needed to distance yourself from him. Resist him just a little longer, and soon, he would get bored of you and leave, and you would never have to worry about him again.

Every day, Jaehyun asked you to come over, but you rejected him with a lame excuse each time, either about studying, not feeling in the mood, or being busy some other way. You just needed to last the weekend, just two more days. Then take your final on Monday, then worry about completely forgetting about Jaehyun later.

You couldn’t even focus in your lecture without thoughts of Jaehyun clouding your mind. Everywhere you looked, your mind turned to Jaehyun and recalled the sound of his golden, honey voice, the way his fingers wrapped around you like they were made to caress your body, the image of his soft, light brown hair matted against his sweaty forehead during sex. You decided you needed something to clear your mind this weekend before the rest -- and infamous frat boy Yuta Nakamoto’s party this Saturday sounded like the perfect answer. He was a bit of an airheaded fuckboy, but everyone knew his parties were god-tier.

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Entering the frat house an hour late.(since you were unable to decide which of your mediocre dresses you should wear), you passed the door to be engulfed in waves of already drunk college students. Some talked in clumps with their friends, others sat passed out on couches, and some were just wobbling around the hallways, already wasted. Flashes of glitter on bodycon dresses sparkled under the dim house lights, creating a disco-like effect on the walls.

Everyone was with a friend, or boyfriend/girlfriend, or hookup, but you were alone. It was a little awkward to enter alone, but then again, you were just here to get drunk, dance a little, and go home, all without thinking about Jaehyun and how conflicted you had felt rejecting him for the past week nonstop.

You instantly headed towards the drinks table, grabbing a red cup and pouring whatever was in the bottle closest to you, then chugging it. The fruity but bitter taste burned your throat, but you just kept going, If this mysterious liquid was what would make you stop thinking about Jaehyun, so be it.

Ten (or was it twenty? Whatever) drinks later, you felt a buzzing in your stomach and in your brain. You barely remembered what you had even drunk. You needed to pee so bad, so you climbed the stairs and searched for an open bathroom.

After relieving yourself, you opened the door and headed back downstairs towards the kitchen, but bumped into a boy with bright red hair tied into a ponytail as you were crossing the hallway. Yuta.

“Oh, hey there, y/n,” He greeted. “I didn't know you came to my parties.”

You and Yuta were never the closest of friends. He was some friend of some friend of Jaehyun, and you had seen him in classes and parties occasionally but never talked to him. In fact, you were surprised that he knew your name at all.

You slurred out some response, but none of it made any sense. Taking another step towards the stairs but stumbling over the carpet, you fell forward into his chest as he caught you with his arms.

“Oh y/n! Looks like you had a good time with the drinks,” he laughed.

You felt him guiding you onto your feet, and then something else, but your intoxicated mind blurred it all together. Next thing you knew, you were pressed against the wall, Yuta’s arms caging you into a sloppy, tongue-filled kiss.

You had had a lot to drink, but your mind still had your purpose in mind: forget Jaehyun. You kissed Yuta harder, tightening your grip on his back, and pulling him closer. You needed this. Someone to help you forget. As your bodies came closer to continue the kiss, his crotch brushed in between your thighs.

Come to think of it, you hadn't had sex in so long. It had been a week since you avoided Jaehyun but before that, the two of you hadn't met up to fuck for another week or two. Not only were you trying to forget Jaehyun, but you were sexually deprived.

“Baby, we can’t do this here,” Yuta pulled away from the kiss for a moment to let out a soft laugh under his breath.

You realized the two of you were still in the hallway, with others around talking and drinking, uncaring of whatever the two of you were doing.

“No, one more second,” you whisper. “Kiss me a little bit more.”

He presses his lips onto yours for another second before you feel his body being ripped away from you, the sudden loss of heat and change of light making your eyes fly open to see: Jaehyun.

Jaehyun launching himself in between you and Yuta, throwing him almost to the ground.

You see a dark and hungry look in his eyes, but for a second, it seems like an expression of pain and betrayal. But you're so drunk, what's the difference at this point? He grabs your wrist, leading you into the next empty bedroom and sitting you down atop the covers. At this point, you just want to be kissed, even if it's by the boy you were trying to forget about. Hopefully, you think, the action itself can distract you from the person. You lunge forward, smashing your lips onto his, expecting him to do the same like he's always done before, but for the first time, he pushes you off.

“Jaehyun, what's wrong? Just kiss me,” you say.

“No, y/n, I can't, I-”

“Come on Jaehyun, you wanted it so bad literally two fucking days ago. Now you're getting it,” you argue drunkenly.

“Y/n, you're so drunk. You're going to regret this in the morning.”

His words echoed in your head. He was right. You guys had fucked countless times before and done all sorts of different things, and he knew that drunken sex was not your thing. You didn't even like drinking in the first place. And drunken sex was something you hated. You hated waking up the morning after and realizing that last night’s actions weren't a genuine version of you, and regretted letting intoxication control you. But now more than ever, you wanted something to regret, something to pine about to overpower the constant thinking about Jaehyun.

You leaned forward to attempt another kiss, but again, he pushed you away.

“Y/n, you're really drunk. I think you need to get home.” He gripped your shoulders to keep you a steady distance away from him. “Y/n, please. I know you better than you know yourself.”

There. Those stupid fucking words. Those words that a true friend, or a lover, would say. Not a fuck buddy. There he went again with those conflicting words. Reminding you that he was someone, so considerate, who knew you better than you did, and cared for you more than you ever could. And reminding you that this perfect man was just your fuck buddy and could never be your boyfriend.

With all the strength left in you, you pulled his hands off of you and shoved him backward into the bed. Anger and frustration boiled up inside you, built up from months of suppressed romantic feelings and conflicting regrets.

“You’re so -- fuck you, Jaehyun,” you yell, getting up to leave. Before you could turn the doorknob to exit the room, you blacked out.

The alcohol had gotten to your brain. You didn't remember passing out, or the part where Jaehyun ran to your side to check if you were okay. You didn't remember him picking you up, carrying you to his car, and driving you straight home to your apartment and tucking you into bed. All he could think about was you. What had happened to you that you suddenly got so drunk despite your upcoming final? What had been going on in your life that had made you like this? Without words, simply by looking at your face as he removed your shoes and changed you into more comfortable clothes (since it's not like he's never seen you naked before), he could tell all the emotions you had been through in the past week. Anger, frustration, stress, regret, sadness. But why? For now, he just wanted to make sure you were safe and well. Later, he would worry about the words you'd said.

You were always such a bright person, someone that he wanted to know more about and become close with. From the first day of high school, you radiated a smart yet humble aura that differed from the rest of the talkative and arrogant kids. At senior prom, you went with him as friends, but little did you know he had wanted to go as a couple. Seeing you in your red dress, your eyes sparkling under the disco ball, your body softly swaying to the music, that's when he knew.

He liked you. For who you were. You could be doubtful in your talents and abilities, but he always saw you for the kind, devoted person that you were. You were a genuinely good person in his life that he looked up to and he sincerely wanted to see you succeed in life, because you deserved it. More than he cared about himself, he cared about you. He loved you.

But life gets weird in college, and so do hormones. When he first suggested being friends with benefits, he thinks it's that chill thing that friends do, like in the movies, but he’s clearly never watched them closely enough to realize that friends with benefits means no romantic feelings ever. So he thinks he can be your friend with benefits until he moves past his horny college boy phase and wants to confess his romantic feelings to you. But he's wrong, because you've been shutting him out for the past week, and you've gone from friends to strangers.

--

The next morning, you wake up groggily in a loose oversized t-shirt, stretching your arms and blinking your eyes to feel a sharp pain from the exposure to light. Recalling last night’s events, up to shoving Jaehyun, you sit up in bed, your head pounding and mind running a mile a minute. What had you said to him? Did you confess? Or agree to keep being his fuck buddy? You needed to sort this out. Grabbing your phone, you put on some pants and head out of your apartment, heading for Jaehyun’s a few streets down. On the walk there, you couldn't tell if your head was pounding due to the glaring 12pm sun, or however many shots you had had last night.

Finally in front of his door, you pressed the doorbell and regretted it immediately. What were you even going to say to defend yourself if you couldn't remember what you said last night? The options run through your mind before the door opens to Jaehyun, whose eyes widen upon seeing your very hungover condition on his doorstep.

“Y/n! What are you doing he-”

“What am I to you?” You blurt out. Maybe that wasn't such a good start.

“Huh?” He says.

“Tell me what I mean to you.” You rephrase. You need the answer to your romantic feelings now, and if it's not the right answer, you're going to walk home and never see him again. And if it's the right answer, god knows what you're going to do. You take a deep breath before revealing everything. “I know we’re supposed to just be friends with benefits, but I started liking you, and I know I'm not supposed to. I don't remember what I did or said last night but I know that you were being more caring than a friend with benefits is supposed to be. You're always like that and it's giving me mixed signals. Tell me what I mean to you. I like you. And if you don't feel the same, that.. that's okay. But I'm not going to do this anymore.”

Jaehyun’s heart pounds at your sudden confession. He’s been waiting years to be able to tell you the same thing. But all of a sudden, he’s unable to get any words out. All he can do is grab you and pull you into a hug and hold you, closer and harder than he’s ever before. The more he compresses you, his years’ worth of pent up feelings and words he’s wanted to say are released. Through his warmth, you feel your feelings being reciprocated.

He doesn't know how to tell you that he feels the same. And he's felt that way for years. He loosens his grip on you to look into your eyes and check that this isn't some emotional outburst or random prank; as expected, it's none of the above.

“Y/n, I've felt the same. Since high school.” He pulls you in for a kiss, but it's not like the past lustful kisses you've had with deep romantic feelings embedded under layers and layers. This one is a real kiss -- pulled up from under its masks of sex and physical gratification. This is your first kiss in love.

[moon-czennie]

[jaehyun-updates]

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[mint-yooxgi]

Part 2 of yan!boss jaehyun (the proposal one) where taeyong's a yan! too where he crashes to jae's office, taking the reader to his company 👀

Part One

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Shock doesn't even begin to describe how you're feeling at the moment as you sit there, staring at Jaehyun from across his desk. You only wish you could wipe that smug look right off of his features.

From outside his closed door, you can hear the muffled voice of his secretary come through. "Sir? Sir! You can't go in there!"

Not even a moment later, the door to Jaehyun's office is opening, an all too familiar face appearing from the opposite side.

"Ah, I thought I'd find you in here," Taeyong has the audacity to smile as he meets your gaze.

Jaehyun knew he should have locked the door to his office, but never in a million years would he have expected the CEO of Lee Tech himself, Lee Taeyong, to come barging in. What makes matters worse is that he seems to only be focused on you.

"Mister Lee, what are you doing here?" Your brow furrows as the door falls shut behind him, leaving a stunned secretary on the other side.

"I'm supposed to be taking you out for dinner tonight, remember?" He smiles. "And I thought I told you to call me Taeyong."

Jaehyun stands, his palms slamming onto the wood of his desk, "they will not be going anywhere with you."

"I believe they can speak for themselves, Jung." Taeyong's words are calculated as his stare suddenly turns icy as their eyes meet.

"We were in the middle of something, Lee." Jaehyun spits back, just as cold.

Taeyong's eyes fall to the box left open on Jaehun's desk, the ring on full display. He sees red.

"Just what do you think you're doing with my employee?" Taeyong seethes.

"Last I checked, they still worked for me." Jaehyun counters, standing up straight in order to cross his arms in front of his chest.

"Not for long," Taeyong's voice rumbles out. "If I'm not mistaken, you should have received a resignation by now."

"Yes," you say, cutting into the conversation as you stand from your seat, shock long since worn off. "That's just what we were discussing. Only someone decided to ignore my statement."

"Oh, I'm sure the employment bureau would love to catch wind of this," Taeyong hums. "I can see the headlines now, 'CEO of Jung Enterprises denies employee leave'."

"There's no need for that," your words startle the both of them, their heads turning to look at you.

Jaehyun smirks, "see, I knew you'd come around."

"No, there's no need for that because I quit." Your words wipe the smirk right off of Jaehyun's face. "You've shown me how reasonable you can be; you have no one but yourself to blame. Don't expect me to come in tomorrow."

Taeyong smirks, "then how soon can you start?"

You meet his gaze, and Jaehyun watches his entire world falling apart right before his very eyes. "I'll be in first thing in the morning."

"Perfect." The grin that stretches across Taeyong's face is nothing short of maniacal as he turns to meet Jaehyun's furious stare.

"You can't do this." Jaehyun seethes, fists clenched at his sides as the ring continues to sit almost mockingly in front of him now.

Taeyong begins to lead you out of his office by the small of your back, but not before turning to look back over your shoulder and throwing Jaehyun's own words back at him once more.

"You don't have a choice."

[kileaderie]

Migraine: Part 8

∙↬ Pairing: CEO!Seonghwa x Doctor!Reader

∙↬ Genre: Angst, Fluff

∙↬ AU Selected: Arranged Marriage

∙↬ Part 1 || Part 2 || Part 3 || Part 4 || Part 5 ||

Part 6 || Part 7 || Part 8

Word Count: 5.9K+ Words.

Summary: It went well at first, but then.. everything takes a wild turn. Afterward, Seonghwa took you out for a drink, maybe a couple of shots.. or more.

Author’s Note: I’m truly sorry for the long wait, my laptop was under repair because I accidentally broke it, lol. Hopefully, the tags are working and if there’s anyone wanted to be on the taglist, just tell me. Anyway, enjoy!

Taglists: @treasure-hwa​​ @lmhmh01​​ @cipheress-to-k-pop​​

"Run faster, hyung!" Jaehun shrieked and Seonghwa complied, laughing as he runs faster.

"Yah, Jaehun-ie, I'm tired!" Seonghwa panted.

"I see a bench there, hyung-ie can rest there!" He pointed and Seonghwa tiredly walking towards the bench.

He lowers himself so Jaehun could get off of him and lets him take a seat first. Seonghwa sighs and grunts as he sits beside him, leaning back against the bench. Then he looks at Jaehun, seeing him eyeing another child his age walking with two elders. Seonghwa then wondered where his family went, why would no one visit him, and what has happened that only his mother came to visit him. Seonghwa's eyes locked on the family, just then he heard him speaks.

"That looks fun." He mutters. "Sorry?" Seonghwa leaned closer.

"A happy family, that looks fun," Jaehun repeated. "Oh.. Yeah, that's fun.."

"Umm, if you wouldn't mind me asking this but, where's your other family members?" Jaehun smiles, fidgeting with his fingers.

"My dad, he went overseas for work, my older brother is studying abroad, both of them left me and mom here. Well, at least my dad helped us by sending us money for my medical bills, of course. He said he'll be back one day, but only if he's not busy. I've waited and waited for months and then years, still, he didn't come back. Mom said he's busy, I guess." He shrugged, rubbing his thighs with his palms.

"Well, at least I'm happy here, since noona and I became close, my life changed. Even though I'm jealous about other kids here, having their family with them, all the chatters and laughter I've heard, she'll always keep me company. Making me feel as if she's one of my family members even she's not. That's why I appreciate her, more than anyone." Jaehun smiles.

"I gotta agree," Seonghwa speaks up. "She's special." Seonghwa snickered.

"Oh? Seems like hyung has changed from the last time we've met." He teased, softly throwing a punch on Seonghwa's arm.

He scoffed, lightly shaking his head. "I'm glad I've changed."

"Well, in my opinion, you're special too." "Oh, really?" Seonghwa playfully raised a brow.

"Want me to show you?" He whispers and Seonghwa chuckles. "Sure."

"Carry me again and head over to those bushes." He pointed and Seonghwa groans, slumping in his seat.

He then got up, crouching afterward. "Alright, hop on."

You stepped back, pulling your surgeon cap and dirtied gloves off, and threw them into the nearest bin. You untied the hospital mask from behind your ear, sighing in relief. You can't believe it, you've saved him. Smiling, you stare at your palms, clenching them tightly as a sign of how proud you are. Then, a hand was placed on your shoulder, you tilted your head to the side and saw Doctor Kang's pleased smile. You couldn't hear it clearly but you're sure that he was muttering something before he left the room, leaving the other team to take care of the rest.

You turn around, patiently staring at Jaehun before leaving too. You walked outside and noticed him again, talking to Mrs. Jung. Probably telling her about how the surgery went. You let out a harsh breath, feeling exhausted after spending hours focusing on the operation. You'd walked to your office, sitting in your chair, and spun around. You then took your phone that was on the desk, started to send texts to Seonghwa. Looks like he didn't read your message from earlier, probably his phone has died.

<You>

- You'd probably be in the shower or sleeping, I don't know.

- But, the surgery was a success. :)

- I'll see you soon, honey.

You huffed and were about to put down your phone but then it buzzes. You raised a brow when Seonghwa texts back, saying he'll come to the hospital to meet you as soon as possible. Then, he sent a tiny reminder that he was just about to get into the shower, making you laughed. You reply with a short 'Okay' and put down your phone. You'd leaned back, eyes on the ceiling once again. Your eyelids began to flutter, opening and closing, the pauses between each step growing longer and longer until they refused to open up again.

"Doctor Yoo!" Someone shouted, banging on the door.

Your eyes shot open, quickly getting up from your chair and wobbly rush to open the door. You then saw Wooyoung's wide eyes, mouthing the word 'Jaehun'. Your body shivered, feeling the goosebumps as he said his name. You didn't even think twice, immediately sprints to Jaehun's room. Wooyoung let out a frustrated sigh, feeling tired from running to get you, and now he has to run again to the same place he was at before. You run as fast as you could, passing by the huge and not-so-crowded lobby.

Just then, Seonghwa saw you and Wooyoung, who's slowly jogging from behind. He was confused, but when he saw the expression you hold as you run, he knew something's not right. He'd then followed you, but instead of using the elevator, he used the stairs. Panting heavily, he pushes himself to catch up to you. Once the elevator door has opened, you quickly get out, leaving Wooyoung behind. He takes a deep breath once again with wide eyes open before he starts to jog again.

"Jung Jaehun, can you hear me?" You whisper as you watched the heart monitor rapidly increasing.

"Jaehun, take a deep breath!" You call out, helping to put on the mechanical ventilation on him.

"Jung Jaehun!" You cry out, seeing blood covering your right palm.

Your eyes went round when you saw blood dripping in a straight line on his forehead, down to his cheek. Jaehun's heart rate keep decreases until it went to a straight line. His hand that was once on the side rail dropped onto the mattress. The room was quiet, only the long beeping sound can be heard throughout the room. Seonghwa sees it all, staring at you with eyes flooded with tears, threatening to fall.

"Jaehun-ie?.." You murmur. "H-hey, wake up, come on, look at me." You pleaded, your voice rising as he continued to be unresponsive.

"Doctor Yoo.. He's.." Wooyoung pauses, biting his lower lip.

"No.. Not yet!" "Doctor Yoo-" "He's not yet gone, w-we can-" Tears rapidly rolled down your cheeks. "We can.." Your back harshly hit the wall behind you.

"Jaehun-yah!" You yelled his name, your voice was heartbreaking, making the people in the room shed tears as if they could feel your pain just by watching you.

"Time of death, 7:26 p.m." Doctor Kang announced, writing it on his clipboard shakily.

Your hands curling into fists as you slowly slid down to the floor, chanting 'Please don't go' as if it could return him alive. Seonghwa couldn't hold it anymore, seeing you like that makes his heart shattered. He backs away, hiding behind a wall, and secretly cries. He drew in a long breath before poking his head out, seeing you wiping your tears as you stand outside, watching them turning off the machines and pulls the sheets to cover Jaehun's body, from his toes until the top of his head.

You try to be professional again, holding back your tears as you discuss with the surgeons. After that, you walk away, using the elevator to get down, heading towards your office. How can I let this happen? I swear everything went well, but where did I go wrong? Those thoughts linger in your mind for far too long, poisoning you mentally. You gaze at your trembling hands and clamps them, nails digging in your palms.

"I failed." You mutter to yourself as you cover your face in your hands.

"The dead flower theory is true.. I can't save you even if I attempted to, fuck.." You sighed, slamming your palms on your desk.

Since your shift has ended, you were getting ready to go home. Taking your phone and putting it inside of your sling bag and left the room. You shook your head and quickly walk away, heading towards the restroom first. You wash your hands and splash some water onto your face to get a hold of yourself. You stare at the reflection of yours and hardly punched the wall multiple times before leaving the restroom. You spotted Seonghwa spacing out while sitting in the lobby and once he notices your presence as you got closer to him, he immediately stood up, pulling you into a tight hug. His eyes were closed as he rested his chin on your right shoulder.

"I'm sorry for your loss." He whispered.

You held your breath while he tightens the hugs as he finished his sentence. "I'm also hurt, I know how you feel and I'm so hurt.." He continues.

"It's going to be okay.." He gently rocks your body with his.

He then squeezes your body one more time and then slowly lets you go from his embrace. He'd then place his hands on your shoulders, trying to see the look in your eyes. But you lowered your head, feeling quite sensitive at the moment. He'd raised your chin using his thumb and index finger to have a good look at your face and he sadly smiles. Your eyes and cheeks were quite red from crying before. He'd carefully use his thumb to caress your cheeks. You sigh and softly pushing his hands away, giving him a faint smile.

"I just want to go home now." He nodded and gently wrapped an arm around your waist, guiding you to walk outside.

He opens the door for you and motions you to get in. "But I need my car to go to work tomorrow." "I can send you to work, don't worry." He reassures you.

"For now, just rest while I drive." He closes the door after you got in, securing your seatbelt for you.

You were laying back against the seat and watched everything flash by outside of the window. You gripped onto the seatbelt, admiring the moon shines brightly. You stretch out an arm and let your palm pressed flat against the window. You sighed, pulling away and let your arms rest on your lap and think for a second while fiddling your fingers with the hem of your shirt. You clear your throat, gazing at Seonghwa's side profile. He noticed you were staring at him for quite a while now and he snickered. He then decided to ask you with a small smile on his face.

"Need anything, baby?" "Uh? No, nothing.." You then look away.

"Are you hungry? You haven't eaten anything yet, am I right?"

"Yeah.. But it's okay.. I'm not-"

"Barbeque and a few drinks? That's a good idea, let me find a good place."

He completely ignores your words and stopped his car on the side of the road. He pulls out his phone and begins his search for a restaurant. You try to tell him that it's fine and you wanted to go home and rest but then he beamed as he founded a place.

Eagerly, he showed you the location that is not so far from where you are now, only about 50 meters away. You sigh and just nodded at him. He smiles at you once more before continuing driving. He took a turn to the left and you sink in your seat. Your eyes were focused outside the window, waiting until you've arrived.

After what feels like an eternity, he parked nicely and undo his seatbelt. You stretch out your limbs and squint your eyes, looking at the restaurant in front of you. You were about to open the door but you got scared when Seonghwa suddenly opened the door for you. He quickly apologized and told you to come out. You nodded and took your sling bag with you before exiting the car. You look around, observing your surrounding.

He nervously smiled, seeing your reaction made him feel anxious with his decision. He could've just driven both of you home instead of going there. He shyly offered his hand for you to hold which you gladly took it but you winched, sensing quite a pain as he accidentally squeezes your knuckles. You hastily yank your hand away and nervously chuckles. Seonghwa furrowed his eyebrows, bringing his hand to take a look at your hand again but you hide your hands behind your back.

"Yoo Y/n, let me see your hand." He urges you with a pair of fierce eyes glaring at you.

You shook your head, telling him no. He exhaled, he doesn't take no as an answer when you're in some sort of pain. He insists to make you revealed your hands but you whined in protest, telling him to just let it go and saying you're starving as an excuse. He rubbed his eyes and nodded, walking in first and you sigh in relief, following him from behind. He then suddenly turns around, grabbing your wrist, and examines your bruised knuckles. He softly brushed his thumbs on your knuckles before he realized something is missing.

"Where is your ring?" He asked and he furrowed his eyebrows as his eyes bored into yours.

"Ah, it's in the ring box which is in my bag here. I can't wear it while performing any surgeries and I don't want to lose it." You explain and he nodded, releasing your hands.

"Can I see the box, please?" "Uh, sure." You quickly rummaging through your bag and give it to him once you've found it.

He opened the box and took the ring. Then, he took your hand gently and slipped the ring onto your ring finger. He smiled, seeing how beautiful your finger was adorned with the ring. Unbeknownst to you, he brought your hand to his lips and then he kissed your knuckles delicately. You look at him in awe but he keeps that genuine smile on while he looks at you.

"From now on, whenever you're with me, you have to wear our wedding ring, okay?" You look at your finger and you smiled, nodding a bit.

He then handed you the box and you put it back inside of your bag.

"Also, you can get inside first, I'll be right back." "Wait, where are you going?"

"I saw a pharmacy nearby, I'm going to buy some things to treat those bruised knuckles." "Honey, you don't have to-"

"It's okay, it'll only take a few minutes, and I'll be right back." With that, he went off.

You sigh, staring at your hands, and shook your head. You then entered the restaurant and being greeted by the workers. You take a seat near the window so it's easier for Seonghwa to notice you and ordered once you call the waiter. You waited until you saw your colleagues entered the restaurant, which is Wooyoung and Doctor Kang. Wooyoung was the first to notice you and he raised his arm, waving at you. You smiled, slightly waving at him and he quickly went towards you, followed by his company.

"You came here to release your tension too, Doctor Yoo?" He asked.

"Not really, my husband brought me here because I was hungry." You awkwardly laugh.

"Mr. Park is here!? Where is he?!" He quickly looks around and groans when Doctor Kang smacked his shoulder.

Just then, Seonghwa stepped inside the restaurant, walking towards your table, and furrowed his eyebrows when he saw you're talking with your colleagues. He went closer and they instantly turn around once you pointed at him. They bowed and Seonghwa did the same, putting down the plastic bag on the table. He looks at you in confusion and Doctor Kang noticed it.

"Oh yeah, sorry to interrupt you both." He bowed once again and dragged Wooyoung to an empty table. He then ignores his ranting and continues to order.

"What are they doing here?" Seonghwa asks, taking a seat beside you.

"Release their tension, I guess?" He just nodded. "Oh, okay."

"Anyway, lend me your hands, please. I need to put some cream on them."

"Oh, okay.." He softly took your hand in his and he smiled as he carefully rubbed your knuckles with the cream.

You watch him tenderly taking care of you, seeing his tongue poking his inner cheek while focusing. He then blew on your knuckles before he mumbles.

"Alright, done." "Thank you." You wanted to place your hands on your lap but he doesn't let go of them.

"Hey, can you promise me that you'll never do this again, please? Jaehun's watching and he would be extremely unhappy if he understands what you're doing to yourself and it also broke my heart when I saw you like this. So, please. Never hurt yourself again, okay?" He speaks sweetly with his doe eyes and you smiled and nodded.

"That's my precious wife." He spoke as he booped your nose.

Then, he suddenly tickling your neck and on both sides of your waist, making you giggled. Meanwhile, at the other side of the table, Wooyoung and Doctor Kang were watching you both. They had their chins resting on their palms while their eyes locked on the both of you, whispering afterward.

"I feel jealous with their relationship," Wooyoung whispered. "You, jealous? Then how about me? I'm getting older and I still don't have a date."

"That's because you're picky about hm... Basically everything."

"I- you got a point," Wooyoung smirked. "Told ya."

"Whatever, the drinks are coming and you'll be grilling the meat."

"Yeah, yeah, I know." Wooyoung sighs in defeat.

It was just a couple of shots, you didn't plan on getting drunk tonight. But then again, that once bottle full of soju has become almost empty. Once you finished your shots and proclaimed it wasn't enough, you would pour yourself another glass, knocking back shot after shot after shot. Seonghwa was practically watching you drinking from your first glass until it's almost your tenth. He tried to stop you but all you said was 'one more drink'. Famous last words all over the world. In actual fact, you had more than 'one' drink, lots more.

At first, he was worried but then he shrugged it off, continue to eat the meat he had grilled. You've been feeling tipsy enough but you still wanted to go for another sip. You had taken a shot too big, and some of the liquid had spilled and was now shining on your chin. Seonghwa followed its course down to your neck and... god, he had to remind himself that he's in public.

He shifted in his seat and downed his own shot. Unaware of this, you licked your lips and winced as it stung your throat. You muttered such incoherent words and went to pour some once more only to find the bottle was already empty. You blinked a few times, trying to fully regain your vision, and then you tugged on Seonghwa's sleeve, shaking the empty bottle in front of his face.

"Can I get one more..?" Seonghwa sighs, shaking his head as a no.

"You'll get a huge headache in the next morning if I let you drink more." He clarifies and shoves a piece of meat into his mouth.

"So, no." He mumbles while chewing.

"Oh, okay.." You placed the bottle back on the table and stare at it blankly.

Your head then felt heavy as it was swaying side to side. Your eyelids look like they could not stay open any longer. Just after you stifled a yawn, your head fell on Seonghwa's shoulder and you were fast to close your eyes. He lowly chuckled, feeling your cheek pressing onto his shoulder. He couldn't blame you for being tired as he could feel exhaustion beginning to creep into his system as well. He felt your breath playing over his neck. You were still a little shaky and he smiles, putting down his chopsticks so he can softly stroke your hair so you can rest well.

He will watch over you, he keeps an eye on you as you sleep, he is worried, of course, but he also finds it incredibly calming to watch you sleep. Your arm slackens a little as sleep finally takes full hold and he smiles at your soft sigh as you nuzzle closer. You were sleeping confidently at last and you seem happier when you sleep, a slight smile pulling at your lips before they soften again. He smiles, stroking your hair again, finding himself captivated by you.

He has always loved you deeply, but to see you so relaxed and happy, especially after such a long and rough day, is a blessing. He can't help but feel a little pride that you have learned that you can tell him anything and you can always find your comfort in his arms. He reached around carefully to tuck your loose hair out of your face, fingers lingering against the soft skin of your neck, eliciting a deep blush and awkward chirp he was thankful you couldn't see or hear.

A string of curses left his lips as he retreated too quickly, causing you to stir against him, and leaving him frantically praying you wouldn't wake up just yet. He sighed audibly when you snuggled further into his side, erupting in a wide, toothy grin. Seonghwa proudly took on the role of your guardian, back undeniably aching from his seated position which catered to your comfort, lovingly glancing at you while keeping your head steady against his shoulder.

The feel of you tucked into his side was warm, but different from his natural warmth. It was comforting, endearing, it felt like home. He then picked up his chopsticks again and continued to finish the rest of the food while letting you sleep a bit more.

"Baby, wake up, I need to go pay now," Seonghwa whispered, lightly patting your cheek.

You furrowed your eyebrows, snuggling closer while wrapping your arms around his torso and burying your face in the crook of his neck. He groans, trying to wiggle out of your embrace but you hugged him tighter, not letting him go by any chance. Seonghwa rolled his eyes and was ready to scold you but then he heard you whimpering.

"D-don't leave me too.." His lips were parted for a second before he clears his throat.

"I won't leave you. So you don't have to worry." He whispers and a tiny smile crept up your face.

He sighs in relief. "Alright, I have to go pay-"

Just then, Doctor Kang placed the receipt on the table, making Seonghwa looks at him in wonder. He then reaches for the small paper and reads the total at the bottom. He tries to get his wallet out of his pocket but Doctor Kang stopped him. Telling him that it's on him tonight. Seonghwa nodded hesitantly and thanked him but he felt a little suspicious with him.

"Right, let me introduce myself properly. I'm Kang Yeosang, but my colleague used to call me, Doctor Kang. But again, please just call me Yeosang. Nice to finally meet you in person, Mr. Park." He smiled, bowing his head afterward.

"I see.. Well, please, just call me Seonghwa. You don't have to be formal with me." Doctor Kang nodded. "If you say so, may I talk with you for a while, Seonghwa?"

"Sure, I supposed, but didn't you come here with a friend? Where is he now?"

"Oh, he's right there, sleeping as he had a lot of drinks." He said, pointing at Wooyoung, whose head rested in a way where he was looking up and his mouth was slightly opened.

"It appears that I have to drop him off at his house and give him a lift tomorrow." He'd sigh.

"Oh, seems like we're in the same situation." Seonghwa chuckles as he glances at your sleeping figure.

"Looks like it." Doctor Kang scoffed as he shook his head.

"Oh right, have a seat." Seonghwa gestured the empty seat in front of him and he sat down.

"So, what do you want to talk about?" "Well, first of all..." He begins.

Time had run away with them, and before they both knew it one of the waiters had told them it was closing time. Seonghwa and Doctor Kang hadn't noticed that almost all of the customers had left a good half an hour ago. Both of them nodded and Doctor Kang stands up first, saying goodbye before heading to harshly waking up his friend.

Seonghwa shifts his gaze from them to you, teasingly shrugging his shoulder until it made your head slipped off, jolting you awake. You squint your eyes as you glare at nothing, absentmindedly staring at what's in front of you. You slowly turn to the side and instantly met with Seonghwa's soft eyes and his precious smile.

"Who.. Who are you?" You tilted your head in confusion and he snorted.

"You don't remember me? You don't remember this face?" He asked, pointing at his face while raising his eyebrows.

"No?" "Then, take a guess." A playful smile tugging on his lips as he watched you struggle to memorize.

"A friend?" He shook his head. "Boyfriend?" He shook his head again, laughing a bit.

"Look at your left hand." He told and you did, gasping.

"It's getting late, and the restaurant is closing. Let's go home, my wife." He smiled as he stood up.

You'd yawn, shaking your head, and slapped your cheeks lightly after you stood up. Seonghwa finds it entertaining to watch you in your drunken state. You became more clingy and sticking to him like glue as both of you walk out of the restaurant. Your arm linking with his as you slowly ambling towards the car.

Abruptly, you deliver a tight hug before getting in and sit in the passenger seat. Holding his hand while he drives, silently fiddling with his fingers. You're just being too adorable for him to deal with but he loves it, seeing this new side of yours and he'll make sure to save it as valuable memories in his mind.

Seonghwa chuckled to himself as you drunkenly groaned from your position on his back, your head resting right up against his with your chin on his shoulder. He could feel the tickle of a few curls on his face, he could smell the liquor on your breath mingling with your usual scent of rose. One arm wrapped around his neck while the other hanging on the other side of his shoulder.

"My husband is handsome.. He's strong enough to carry me.."

He giggled at your sudden, slurred words as he hitched you up higher on his back for the umpteenth time, shifting his hands to get a more stable grip on your thighs as you swing your legs back and forth in the carefree manner of a child. He'd had to stop walking every once in a while to hitch you up into a more secure position on his back since the alcohol apparently affected your ability to stay put and you would begin sliding dangerously low.

"Hey~ why would you marry me, huh? Just look at me, I'm a mess, surely no one would want to walk down the aisle with a woman like me."

You'd raised a hand, meaning to softly pat his chest, but in the state that you were in now, it was more like you're smacking him. He winced but chuckled again at your confident yet ridiculous answer to your own question. His smile was teasing as he glanced sideways at you, grinning at the little pout that you gave him. He keeps quiet, gradually walking again.

"Why aren't you answering me~?" You kick your legs back and forth, making Seonghwa almost lose his balance that he had to stop walking for a moment.

"I don't remember why I marry you, can you guess?" He retorts, his tone was taunting with a smirk on his face.

"Ooh, I know! Because you love me~" You respond.

His grip on your thighs almost faltered as you turned your head and practically drawled your accusation directly into his ear. You giggled after a moment of silence, seeming pleased with yourself that you were able to catch him off guard. He blinked and turned his head to look into your eyes but he found them closed, your head lolling to one side while a content smile spread across your face. You looked so at peace that it made him smile in return, slowly making his way towards the elevator.

"Well yes, that's the perfect answer. I love you." You hummed quietly, moving your head to rest against his again.

It was a moment of silence and you tightened your arms around his neck and placed a soft kiss on his cheek, completely catching him off guard yet again. He grinned and shook his head at you, idly hoping that he'd catch you drunk more often if this was how you would be. The uninhibited affection from you had him soaring and he had to remind himself of the current circumstance. With a quiet sigh, he trekked on until he enters the elevator, and slowly reaching to press button number 8.

"I love you too, you know? You look like a very nice guy and have a pretty face.. A good proposition, posture.. Head shape, smile.. Everything, especially your voice! So soothing.."

You were quietly rambling now as you nuzzled into his neck, your words fading into barely coherent mumbles. He tried not to enjoy the sensation too much, the feeling of your warm breath and your nose trailing sloppy circles against the skin of his neck was almost maddening, but he didn't want to take advantage of you in this state. Maybe one day he'll ask your permission to...

He had to suppress a groan as his thoughts took on a life of their own, his large hands tightening around your soft thighs seemingly unconsciously. He'd thought you would be too out of it to notice but you'd put your lips right next to his ear and let out a low, soft moan. It very nearly made him lose his grip on his sanity. As if that wasn't enough, your previously dangling legs wrapped tightly around his waist as you pressed yourself into his back.

"Y/n, you're killing me here." He mumbled as he gritted his teeth.

You giggled and only pressed yourself into him more. The doors are open and with a sigh, he stepped out. Finally reaching the apartment door, he struggles to put in the code as the electronic lock kept sounding off with an embarrassingly loud beeping sound as his finger keeps pressing the wrong button numerous times.

Once he successfully put in the code, he let out a frustrated sigh. Walking in the dark and almost fallen upon trying to take off his shoes. He then made his way to your bedroom and turned to lower you down onto the queen-sized bed. The intention was to sit on the bed before slowly releasing your legs and arms, to gently lay you down, but you seemed to have your own plans.

Before he got the chance, you loosened your arms around his neck and unfolded your legs from his waist, falling to the bed with a soft thump, a squeak of bedsprings, and a comically surprised can be heard. You were laughing to yourself when he spun around to check that you were alright, the sound of your pealing laughter making him scoffed in return.

"Having fun, huh?"

You were still in a fit of giggles as he moved to the side of the bed and helped you take your sneakers off but soon quieted down as he took your sling bag out of you and pulled the covers up over you. Taking a step back and surveying the scene before him made a slow smile melt into his features. Moonlight filtered in through the gap in the curtains and gave the dim room a soft, almost ethereal glow.

You curled up comfortably, eyes closed, the quiet punctuated by your slow, rhythmic breathing. It was downright serene, the perfect mental image for him to take his leave with. As he turned to leave he was halted by the sudden tug of his hand. The touch was soft and, though it seemed hesitant, conveyed a sense of urgency somehow. Seonghwa glanced over his shoulder at you, your eyes locked onto his, drowsy but pleading.

"Stay."

The single word came out in a whisper, so low that he'd barely heard it. He leaned closer and you mumble. In that single whisper, he finally heard what you wanted to say. You needed him, maybe not in the way that he hoped at the moment, but you needed him there with you. With a small smile across his face, he shrugged off his coat and hang it nicely on your desk chair, you then slid over to make room for him to settle in.

"Oh, wait." You watched him through half-open eyes as he left the room.

If you had not been quickly losing your grip on consciousness, you would have heard him rummaging around in the kitchen. He was back in no time and placed one bottled water and a small bottle of painkillers on the bedside table before carefully slipping under the covers next to you. He could hear the soft hum that left you as he pulled you into his embrace. He could feel your warm breath against his skin as you released a sigh of contentment and nuzzled into his chest.

The feeling of having you in his arms like this felt so right. It was completely and utterly perfect and he did not doubt in his mind that this is where you belonged, with him, in your own private corner of the world. With a content sigh of his own, he tightened his arms around you and gently kissed the top of your head.

"I love you, so as Jaehun." His voice was quiet, not even above a whisper, and you seemed to have already slipped into the world of dreams. "Good night, love."

He was pleasantly surprised just after a momentary pause, you answered with a voice that matched his.

"Good night.. I love, you both too.."

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The boys of Around Us

[bluejaem]

darkness, all around you was darkness. you realized that jaehyun had covered you with his blanket and was pushing you towards the wall, although making sure that you didn’t get injured during this dangerous stunt of his. you were about to say something— but stopped when you heard the door to his room open.

pairing. jung jaehyun × gn!reader genre. fluff, secret relationship!au, boyfriend!jaehyun word count. 0.691k warnings. swearing, mentions of diarrhea (?)

➷ [ 𝐇𝐔𝐒𝐇 ] “is it just me, or do you keep getting cuter every day,” boyfriend!jaehyun cooed as he cuddled closer to you. you were now trapped in between his arms, in his embrace the world stopped still on its axis. there was no time, no wind, no rain. your mind was at peace. this was the love you'd waited for, prayed for. A love like this was to be cherished for life.

“don’t say that, you’re making me blush,” you buried your head under the crook of his neck, and a tint of pink was seen on your cheeks. 

if only you could see the smile on jaehyun’s face right now, his smile broadened until his cute dimples appeared. he couldn’t believe that you were finally his and he was yours. 

“i love you,” he whispered, his honey-like voice that was like music to your ears. You smiled and looked up at him

“i love you too,” you placed a short, but passionate kiss on his lips, and melted into his embrace. 

“my love for you is like diarrhea, I just can't hold it in,” he said with a proud smile plastered on his face.

“way to ruin the moment, jae,” you snickered.

it’s moments like these that you missed the most. the jokes, the hugs, the kisses, the cuddles, the confessions, just everything. 

due to jaehyun’s busy schedules as an idol, you both barely had any time for each other. but whenever you did, you guys always made sure to make the best of it. most of the time he’d be the one visiting you, but this time you decided to be the one visiting. 

jaehyun made sure that none of the members would know about your arrival in their dorm. he still hadn’t told the rest of the members about your relationship yet. of course, he wanted to, but because of their busy schedules, he didn't find the right time to do so. 

“okay, wait, let me try one of those corny pick up li-” 

darkness, all around you was darkness. you realized that jaehyun had covered you with his blanket and was pushing you towards the wall, although making sure that you didn’t get injured during this dangerous stunt of his. you were about to say something but stopped when you heard the door to his room open. 

“and this is jaehun’s room,” 

that voice sounded familiar to you.

your eyes widen with shock when you realize that it’s johnny. you curled up on the bed, trying your best not to expose yourself. 

“jaehyun, say hi to the camera!”

you mentally cursed when you heard the word ‘camera’. “so this is being filmed, great.” you thought to yourself. 

jaehyun had totally forgotten about the fact that johnny was gonna do his relay cam shooting today, and because the fans wanted to know what jaehyun’s room looked like, johnny had decided to do a dorm tour. 

“okay, so as you guys can see right now, this is his desk, very well organized if I must say, this is his bookshelf, the cupboard, and last but not least, his comfortable bed."

jaehyun noticed that johnny was gonna flop into his bed and stopped him right that moment, he may or may not have pushed him a little too hard. god knows what would’ve happened to you. probably crushed into a thin cheese slice. you too, felt as if he was gonna jump onto the bed and as a reflex action, you closed your eyes tight, totally aware of the fact that shutting your eyes isn’t going to magically stop johnny from crushing you.

johnny got up from the floor and dusted himself off, “yo- what was that for?” 

“i’m so sorry-” jaehyun didn’t even realize that he had pushed him that hard, he was too busy trying to hide you under his blanket. 

“okay, and that’s the end of jaehyun’s room tour, next up- mark’s room,” you heaved a sigh of relief when you heard the sound of the footsteps fading away. just when you were about to uncover yourself from the blanket, you heard johnny say, “bye y/n”

“bye- fuck.”

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