#just keep going and call my doctor on Monday to see about restarting the Ativan because it was helping

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I'm having half an existential crisis right now and my brain just keeps repeating...

I was just an abused and broken kid

Who turned into a sick and self destructive preteen

Who turned into a drug addict teenager

Who was forced to grow up fast and take care of everyone else but never myself

And now I'm just racking my brain trying to make everything work so my kids don't end up as fucked up as I did.