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soo many events would be different, but, end up with a Kurama who stays because his mom is a baby, sticks around because he falls in love with his city and uses knotweed as a primary weapon, instead of roses
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If i analyzed a mitski song through a kuwameshi lens would u care…
i just think it kinda fits as a yusuke pov is all! like here let me just-
what if yusuke wanted to be held. he hasn't been held since he was a child and had no one but a mother too young to know how to do it right. what if all of a sudden he had someone to depend on no matter how hard he bit and fought and clawed. kuwabara has his back in fights, in life, so why not be at his back in the quiet intimacy of night. maybe i can kiss your fingers for a change instead of breaking them. i can be soft. i can want soft sometimes. but it's a pointless desire because kuwabara has potential yusuke doesn't see in himself. a chance to be "normal" and "successful" away from the destruction and strife that seems to lick at yusuke's heels. all yusuke has is this man eating demon heritage and a ramen cart. so he can send kuwa off with a smile, call him college boy to further separate himself from what kuwa has the chance to achieve.
i will compare kuwabara to the sun until i die. he's bright, he saves with his light. when he smiles he beams. even his aura is yellow and hot and beautiful like the sun the very center of our existence. of yusuke's galaxy, his universe even if that doesn't make sense. and kuwabara knows what it's like. his childhood wasn't much better than yusuke's. and still somehow he came out the other side shining while yusuke belongs to the night. a creature of the night. not even a part of the grand solar system just some thing that is wrong and rough and hurting that wanted to hurt in turn. still he can't help but open a little for the sun. maybe like a morning glory. he can't bring himself to be direct can't take that leap. but he can sing for the birds to pass messages for him. little touches, sweet moments that can be laughed off if necessary, hugs they pretend didn't happen. those are his song.
do not wait!! i'm not for this place and you're meant for better so don't waste your time on something like me. there's this divide. human and demon. sun and the monster undeserving of its rays.
you'd think that because their situations were similar shizuru and atsuko would be thick as thieves but i feel like there'd be a disconnect. a sort of envy on atsuko's side and judgement on shizu's. maybe shizuru sees this child her brother brings home unattended and mean and unwilling to be cared for and she gets it but also she doesn't. because kazu isn't like that so what could've happened? yusuke knows shizuru feels bad for him, for how he was brought up but he can't bring himself to share the sentiment. he's glad for his mother even. her willingness to tell him how it is. to make sure when the world punched him he punched back ten times as hard. to not get to attached because it only hurts when you get left behind.
Kuwabara is...he really is a man amongst men. he is just that good. he's got honor, he has respect, he can do the yes ma'ams and no sirs, he can also rile you up if need be. he can raise his abysmal grades just by believing he can. he can defend he can protect he can be strong he can be sweet. he can be confident and vulnerable. he's just everything you can wish for in the guy you wanna take home to meet your parents. and yusuke wants. he doesn't want to want but he does. he wants to be worthy of that guy.
if. well when it all comes crashing down because yusuke cannot keep things afloat he doesn't keep connections he breaks and breaks and breaks. kuwabara is everything he could ever want wrapped up in one person and that's exactly why he knows he'll fuck it up because urameshi yusuke cannot keep a good thing. he shouldn't have tried it in the first place
and maybe his mom was wrong. wrong in what she taught him. the lessons she gave. but at some point down the line yusuke can realize it's not always learning what to do. but what not to do. and because kuwabara is this perfect guy he will never give up on yusuke even if he fucks up. so the least he can do is put that same effort in. maybe he understands his mother more the less he becomes like her.
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SHIGATSU NO TOKYO WA...(2023, JAPAN)
Episode 6 Thursday July 20, 2023
To start with a little sweetness, Ren (TAKAMATSU ALOHA) feeling love from Kazuma (SAKURAI YUKI). And sweet tiny peck kiss. But sourness ensues when a face from the past enters the picture.
After years of believing he assaulted Kazuma and his actions lead to Kazuma's hospitalization and possible death. Ren meets Kazuma's mother Takizawa Ayako (MAHIRO TAMAKI) and right after anxiety and panic overtake him. Then Ren disappears..
Heartbreaking, obviously a mother loves her son and she was angry in the past as Ren took responsibility for Kazuma's condition so she slapped him. But as adults finding their way back together and one meeting with Ayako and both Ren and Kazuma are hurting.
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‼️ Dgs2 spoilers ‼️
cw de@th
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It’s Kazuma de@th day
A peak into my dark reality /j
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Just the fear I Ren eyes in that last shot. And it's the shirt Kazuma's mom made for him. But Kazuma doesn't know what happened the one and only time Ren met his mon. And Ren doesn't know who gave Kazuma that expensive shirt. THEY DON'T KNOW!!!!!
Their decision to not talk about it has come back to bite them in their asses. I need them to talk about what happened so that all misunderstandings can be cleared and they can fight for their love together. BECAUSE THEY DESERVE TO BE HAPPY
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