I tell you this is the ultimate goal, for someone to be mad for you, they love you so much that they can't tolerate someone doing you wrong and they get more mad on your behalf.
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I love Do Han, okay? He is trying to balance his love for his brother with the truth he can't share with him and the lie he's living and the family he's trying to not be responsible for and the life he wants to lead that means he always has to leave Ji Han behind, every single time.
Do Han living a free and happy life means that he cannot be the brother he wishes he could to Ji Han and that's so painful to him.
It's how he knows his brother and worries and how much he wants to be who he cannot be if he ever wants to own his own truth... this is a man who is marrying his best friend in a marriage contract so he doesn't have to come out as gay because he knows that coming out as gay will destroy his family and his life but who also cannot face the life he will have if he stays in the closet with someone who doesn't know, who cannot bring himself to lie to a woman to marry her but must forever lie to his brother for fear of what might be.
How does he face this? How does he face his own fear of being fully seen by the people in his life because he is certain that there is no way for him to be accepted as himself versus his love for them? Do Han was free for five years in New York and now he's returned to living a lie that he wants nothing to do with but is absolutely trapped in if he ever wants freedom again.
(Can he truly have freedom again, someday, or will he never again escape and how badly is he willing to hurt the family he loves for his own need and desire? How long can he stay in the closet for their sake when all he yearns for is the life he lead away from them while also wishing he could be there with them at the same time?)
And the hardest part is that Ji Han doesn't even know why Do Han says that, not really.
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dude she's having the got-murdered-and-suddenly-finds-herself-in-the-past zoomies almost hurt herself really bad three times and he's following her around had to save her all three times and had to literally ask her to calm down now
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Ji Yong: *heads out and kills yet another person as the Vigilante bc his daddy cop boyfriend (Cho Heon) got too cocky and took the credit away from him to clean up some higher up's(?) mess*
his CEO/fanboy copycat boyfriend (Kang Ok) and reporter girlfriend (Mi Ryeo) respectively:
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OH MY FUCKING GOD I DIDN'T VISIT THIS BLOG FOR LIKE MONTHS AND NOW I KEEP ON GETTING HYUNSOO FICS ON MY DASHBOARD LIKE WHERE WERE YA'LL BACK THEN????
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we're still not recovered when it comes to Ji Yong and his rabid dog tank status but notice how he only gets really worked up when mf*cker Eom tells Heon to kill him bc he'll reward him. it's almost like he knew daddy cop's boss was a f*cker of specific proportions + treated daddy cop like sh*t and so he used him to poke at him but he didn't know the scale of those specific proportions where said f*cker can now be at the point with his f*cking face nearly beat in and still consider Heon as a tool to be used. like that's all he is, someone to be tided over with the promise of a little extra gain under the table Ji Yong saw that and said 'if i don't tear your f*cking throat out right now that will be the crime i will go to jail for. not shutting your ass up'
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