#killing myself rn

[stellinator]

OMG WHAT 💀💀💀💀

[devilbrakers]

The first look at the crow reboot ???? 😀😀😀😀😀

[niishi]

"you're my captain Luffy. And I'm your first mate" *hold hands while smilling gently at each other*

[icantspellthings]

[team-canada]

whjat do uyo mean that joel said etho would be a good wife........

[mrspineless]

HOLYY FUCK THATS WHY THE TITLE IS "FIVE"

[foolish-edworm]

went to update mal and saw in the news tab that the yoi movie was cancelled im so devastated rn

[umbrace-rambles]

Fuck me I just realized what the stupid fucking plane reflection in the official S4 promo poster actually means

[microcosmtoxin]

WHAT IF ITS NOT MEANT FOR ME (LOVE)

[sketch202]

Sometimes i feel like my mom doesnt accept me being transgender.

I asked her to get a hair cut because I was genderfluid, and she was okay with that. Before i told her, when I showed her haircuts i wanted she said that i would look too much like a boy with a disgusted face.

That was okay I guess now that she doesn't mind me wanting to cut my hair masculine, but last month my cultural club held a formal and I wanted to wear a suit. She had insisted I wear a dress and heels, to which i said i didn't want to. When she asked why, I said because I'd rather not. I didn't wanna state again that I'm transgender again because I felt like things were already getting tense, and I didn't want to potentially fight with my mom. (I haven't got it yet bc of money and location issues)

Deep down inside, I think she still wants to hold onto the little girl she used to have. She always tells us on how she misses me and my siblings when we were small and although she never says it, she never appreciates us now. If I fully looked and acted like a boy, I think she would feel like she's truly lost me.

Not to mention my slipping grades and habits at home because of my mental health I never tell her of. She already know i used to self harm, but she just ignores that and treats me as if it never happened.

When we were at the mall looking for dresses I didnt want to wear, I had said no to many of the dresses because a lot were revealing or too modest. Besides, the tightness of each dress would show my feminine figure. I had stressed i wanted to wear a suit all throughout the trip, and she finally caved in but with annoyance. I was happy, but when I went to scan through suits, she had stayed sour. So I gave up to salvage out relationship in that moment. I got a dress last minute that I was mostly okay with.

Not that i hated the dress so much, I actually liked wearing it at formal, but i definitely gaslit myself into wearing it in the first place.

In the changing room I thought, "If I wear this, she will be happy again and we won't have to fight. I should... celebrate my femininity." Yes i should still accept my feminine part of my genderfluid self, but in that moment it wasn't for myself. It was to please my mother.

Next time, I hope I can have the courage to say no and explain to her that I'm a boy too. I want to wear what makes me feel like me.

I just don't want to be this person I was so long ago. I still look like her. I still need to reinvent myself. I need to be able to look at myself in the mirror and see a boy.

[pureofthepossibilityofsin]

Everybody on the team! Esp AJ!

[jinkies]

brokem y bong 👍

[minecraftdog]

guess what I finally started studying today at 8pm but just spilled water on my laptop and all my notes and the are destroyed 🙂👍

[redak-ted]

WHY WAS MY 5,000'TH POST ABOUT LEO BEING A VELOCIRAPTOR???? 😭

[cleverclove]

Death is sad and all but have you ever felt the abject horror of shitting in a public restroom and realizing it won’t freaking flush and so you live with the shame of clogging a toilet

[redrosecarnage]

love getting catcalled even when im wearing normal jeans and a normal shirt just bc i have curves👍