September 16th, Daniels POV
Every day is the same to me. I wake up and do forced labor that people call assignments and homework. Every day, I think, "Just one more year until uni." because in university, I can hopefully do better, not in academics but in my social circle.
Sice I was a child, I was very anxious talking to people. It made me seem cold and unfriendly, while in reality, I crave attention and affection from other people. I just want to be greeted with a small "hello." and a smile when I come to school, but I'm just greeted with mean glances.
I felt hated by people for a long time, therefore, I just stopped trying to appeal to them. In their eyes, I'm always an unapproachable guy who happened to win the lottery in looks and smarts. However, for the past few months, I've started feeling like I'm being watched.
There's this girl who always wears makeup and is always dressed up, I don't even know her name, but whenever I'm around her, I feel her eyes burning onto me. It's creepy, but I sort of like it. I feel like I'm being acknowledged, but no matter how much I want to, I can not approach her. My heart doesn't allow me to. She will just get disappointed when she realizes that I can't even talk about the weather.
Today, I was in the library, trying to find a book that will help me with my anxiety. I was looking for it on a tall, wide bookshelf, and when I finally found it, she stood in front of me. She was unrecognizable. She wasn't dressed up or wearing makeup. I stood there, enjoying the little time I had to look at her, when I realised that I was the one being creepy.
I slowly tapped her on her shoulder, she didn't budge. I got scared, so I turned her around and in a nervous tone told her to move, because that's what I do. I just push people away no matter how hard I try not to.
I froze, waiting for her to respond. Luckily, she quickly ran away and I got to take the book that I wanted.
A part of me wanted to cry because I left such a bad impression. "She'll never look at me again" I said to myself. However, the other part of me was used to it. I have been misstreated by human beings since birth, so this was nothing new. Whatever emotion the first part feels is always shut down by the other part.
That is just how I function, and God I wish I was different. I bought her a book by Franz Kafka called "Letters to Milena". I will give it to her if she acts as usually tomorrow.
Thanks for reading❤️
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I've been seeing a ton of Daniel Kim (ILAND) on my fyp so I went to look for his birthplace and I CANNOT find anything 😭 I only see "American" bruh, WHERE???
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like regardless i will be doing all three (?) but whatever one gets voted the highest i'll focus on finishing that first before the others..
like say the megumi one got voted the highest for, then id finish the smau and whatever then publish like daily or every other day posts... does that make sense idk
BUT YEA choose wisely and you'll get what u want 😉😉
not a lot of people know daniel so idk but maybe there's engenes missing him enough to find it somehow someway
ANYWHO for the inumaki one i seriously do not have a set plot for it but i can make one if it does get voted 🤔
okay bai have fun while we're waiting for the votes to finish 😆😆😆
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The first letter didn't get rejected.
pairing: GN!Reader x Daniel
genre: fluff, strangers to lovers (?)
warnings: none
ft: me as your bestfriend, daniel's cousin (>_<)
wc: 616
You are a popular person in school, many people love you, and your school day must have more than a dozen love letters in your locker. You have to decline all of them because you don't like to love your superiors and peers for some personal reason. You haven't thought about falling in love with someone younger than you.
There is a boy, although he's one year younger than you he's taller than you. Having a little crush when he got into this school, but he knows that you rejected every single love letter, so he didn't want to confess to you. Instead of that, he needs his cousin's help.
"Come on, please, i really like them..."
"She will reject you."
"She won't, please just help me."
Daniel begged, and Mizu finally nodded. "Okay fine, now stop begging." Daniel smiled wide open and hugged her. "You're my number one cousin."
"Can't believe Yn made people love them at first sight."
The school bell rings, signaling it's lunchtime, Mizu comes to your table while you pack your stuff. "Hey Yn, is it ok if my cousin seat with us?" You nodded "Is it Daniel, sure it's okay if he's not weird." You smiled. "Okay, let's go." You stand up and Mizu put her arm on your shoulder. You two go to the cafeteria, she scans around to find Daniel, and when her eyes locked on the target she screams "Daniel over here!"
"Hello" Daniel bowed, and you laughed "Aw don't bow, i'm Yn." You shake his hand, Daniel looks so happy when you hold his hand. "Okay okay let's eat i'm hungry." Mizu pulled the two to sit down.
While you are eating you also have a chat with Daniel, you find him very cute and nice, he's also funny when he shares Mizu embarrassing moments which make Mizu fight back "At least i'm not as dirty as you, every time i come to your room, it's so dirty." "YAH SHIMIZU!"
When your last class is over you go to your locker to put books and a few things in the locker you noticed a letter from Daniel.
- Can we hang out later?
-D☆
And this is the first letter you didn't reject.
Days later when you first hung out with Daniel you became closer, you had so much fun hanging out with him. Usually, Mizu will walk you home and now Daniel also wants to walk you home too! Just because they want to protect you and you like being with them.
Can we meet at the park today?
-D☆
You thought this was just a normal hang out so you still go there to meet Daniel, you see from afar he is already there, sitting on a bench, his hand holding a box, it looks like a chocolate box. You think that he has a crush on someone and asked you for advice. You happily run to him.
"Ooh, what's with that box? You have a crush on someone?"
"For a long time, yeah."
"So it's time to confess right?"
"Yes but i don't know what to say, they'll be here in a few minutes."
"Just say it calmly, like, 'I've been liked you for so long, will you be my lover?' If they know you though, if it's a stranger will be a problem."
"Well then, okay" Daniel calm himself, look at you.
"I've been liked you for so long, will you be my lover?"
You froze.
"A-are you serious?"
"..Yes, it's okay if you don't feel the same way, you can't still keep the choco-"
You laughed and pinched his cheeks "You're so cute, Daniel."
"I don't like you but i love you."
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