#kiz reblogs

[mkayoung]

leyla feray in camdaki kiz (episode 1x46 = 35 gifs); for the link go my discord server or send me an im. use/edit however you want. reblog if you find the gif pack helpful.

[acesabo]

(remembers how socialization on tumblr is a dying breed especially asks) (comes out of the gate swinging with this ask. is it out of pocket. i can’t tell?) DUDE I DIDN’T REALIZE WE SHARE SO MANY SPECIAL INTERESTS/FIXATIONS bdsm is also a special interest of mine it’s very special to me!! also tell me more about vincent van gogh (jirachi) (if you want) (you do not have to)

HELLO KIZ MY OLD FRIEND KIZ HI :D :D :D

I DO i love bdsm SO much and it's so fascinating???? i'm always down to talk about it??? the history of it and the fact that there are still so many anti-bdsm laws in place and how it intersects with queer history and and and fhsjfjskfjsjd i love. bdsm. i love bdsm SO MUCH.

and OKAY SO i got vinnie in floaroma town from an old guy and was originally planning on trading it for a mew because i was a FOOL and didn't see how WONDERFUL it was and then i kept it in my team because i was gonna swap it with ren after? shenanigans ????? i was gonna pay cash money to nintendo for lets go pikachu on ren's switch so THEY could trade me mew

and THEN i got like backed into a corner and had to use vincent and like. you know how the friendship mechanic means they'll actually dodge attacks and stuff if they love you? yeah it did that like fucking. a ridiculous amount of times in a row and kept crit-ing to impress me

and so within a single fight, vincent won me over forever and ever and ever and i have been so absolutely fucking obsessed that i DYED TEAL STREAKS INTO MY HAIR ever since. lov my little wishing star soooooooo much 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

our friend gave me his old plush and i got myself a lil sleeping jirachi desk buddy and i have a jirachi shaker charm on the way and they are ALL named vincent. here's plush vincent; i'm gonna crochet a little baby harness so i can carry it around with me all the time, hehe

And this is my desk buddy!

i will reblog this and share both the shaker and the shop i got it from when it gets here in like, a month o7 i special ordered it and the person who's making it is SO nice and deserves way more traffic than she's getting. it's styled like a tamagotchi???? and vincent will just be in there. getting shaken. like he shook me. i love it i love it i love it so much i am frothing at the fucking mouth i love this fucking pokemon so much fudjfhsifgshfhsjfhsjdhhdjdhfjejfhf

my fucking cinnamon apple aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

[transgenderastarion]

Reblogging with link because tumblr made the first version totally inaccessable for some reason

Send in the Raven (of Feathers and Bone)

Rating: Explicit Archive Warnings:  - graphic descriptions of violence  - rape/noncon  Other warnings: nonconsensual tattooing, attempted suicide Categories: m/m Relationships: Jeremy/Jean, Riko/Jean, Implied Riko/Kevin

Characters: Jean Moreau, Jeremy Knox, Riko Moriyama, Tetsuji Moriyama, Original Ravens Player Characters, Kevin Day, Mentioned David Wymack, Mentioned Betsy Dobson, Laila Dermott, Sarah Alvarez, additional background characters

Additional tags: Dead dove don't eat, as in it is what it says on the tin this story is dark as hell sorry, Angst, Hurt/comfort, Angst with a happy ending, Jean's POV, sharing a room (but bad), Jeremy Knox is a Good Boyfriend, canon compliant, Friends to lovers, leaving bad situations, canonical levels of violence, panic attacks, nightmares, ptsd, abuse, sex, healing sex, we love to see reclamation of your body through love, implied attempted suicide

Summary: Every time Jean sees Jeremy Knox, it's always from the other side of a barrier. A TV screen, a jersey, an entire country, or the hand of Riko that holds Jean's leash close. The light Jeremy Knox exudes pulls Jean towards him like a planet in a gravitational pull. He knows he has to break the chains he has tying him to the Ravens if he ever wants to reach Jeremy's light with his own fingers. As Jean grows up, he watches Jeremy grow right alongside him, but only from the other side of a barrier. A pre-canon + post-canon study of Jean's life before and after the Ravens. Hey everyone! Super honored to be able to participate in the @aftgbigbang this year! I may have crawled over the finish line but in true fox fashion I suppose I kept crawling. This is supposed to be read in Full Work mode, not chapter by chapter mode, however you may do as you please? I’m not the boss of you but idk there’s my recommendation. Thank you so so much to my artists this year, Kiz and Starling! You can find @solelystarling 's wonderful art in the End Notes :) The way this is laid out is in 3 chapters: Chapter 1 is the ravens, chapter 2 is a short intermission (go get a coffee, go pee, I love you this fic is long), and chapter 3 is the trojans. It is told in a series of drabbles. Hope you enjoy!

[kizuna-also-known-as-kizo]

About Me

heyo, this is my more personal sideblog to @kizo-also-known-as-kizuna that I will use to post pictures about myself, rant, or really anything that is a bit more personal to me.

name is Kizo/Kizuna/Kai (use whatever name you wanna use). i'm 20+ and i go by it/its pronouns. also got a Bluesky here!

NO MINORS WHATSOEVER!

kizuna - pictures of me!

rant - anything ranty i'd rather not reblogged to other blogs

kiz talk - just me talking

kitty - pictures of my cats or other cats i see

my works - my general tag for sewing/patch related, aka stuff i make

added spice - any of my content i consider 'spicy'

[aradabiryazmalik]

reblog*: sevgililer günü aldatması

dün gece bi arkadaşımla epey bi yakınlaştık. bu sabah da şehvetime engel olamadım biraz kaşık pozisyonunda yattık. amacın ne? dedi, dedim “bu!… şu an sana sarılıyorum ve kalbim hızla atıyo.” bunu yaşamak güzel. yaşadığımı hissediyorum.

Tabi bu gün sevgililer günü ve biz yataktan çıkıp normale döndükten bi süre sonra kızın sevgilisinden bi koli geldi, alengirli hediye :)

neyse, gerçekten sevişiversek vicdan azabından ölürdüm. çocuğa da acıdım. çünkü yatakta oynaşmanın devamında ayaklarına vıcık vıcık kremle masaj yaptım, ta ki krem artık emilip yokola kadar. ama ayakları çok güzel u_u

bu post’u da gün sonunda steam-off yapma anımda keşfettiğim bi linkle bitiriyorum:

*7 yil sonradan gelen not: bu kiz bana kendisi evlendikten sonra bi gun ansizin bi link atti, attigi pornoda bi kadinla kocasi havuz kenarinda otururken diger spor hocasi gibi biri gelip kadini sinsice sikiyodu. kocasinin yaninda, ama herif anlamiyor filan. gercek hayat daha zor. kocasi biliyo, ama bilmemezlige geliyo filan

[gender-chaotic]

Here it is, i didn't expect to finish so soon tbh! I really wanted to do something special for october/Halloween.

they're all transparent and you can use the if you like just PLEASE give me credit and do not re-upload elsewhere

I hope y'all like it!

[pumpkin-bread]

Oh fuck it I’mma talk about it

I messaged the person who won the triple watermelon and offered all the money I have and they said yes to selling her, so long as I promise to breed her and offer them a pretty kid one day

as I plan on keeping her forever, of course I said yes

Not only is this gen 1 super super pretty, but Kiz also mentioned liking/wanting her a lot so it’s another homage to her in that way

she and Kismet are going to run a beach house together

And since I offered all my money it won’t happen right away, but I’m going to upgrade her genes and hopefully find a double watermelon boyfriend for her

(Again, CR hasn’t been accepted yet so I can’t say I’m 100% sure this is happening. But the seller did say yes so ;w; )

[juniperharvest]

Art Blog is Junipernoon please check out my art blog!

Follows come from Juniper.

Reblogs come from this account.

Everything under the readmore is just for me to keep track of what I'm drawing.

Sam and Luraline - sailor moon themed wedding - waist up scene of wedding party - Sam in dress w hair like Usagi - Luraline in tux w complex updo and roses in her hair - immortal wedding party dressed as sailor scouts - Kaori officiating

New Sheriff of Green Lake County - middle aged Hiram - beard and gray hair but sides still shaved - scene of him stalking something on a snowy day in a birch grove

Bim as moon, Enko as sun - gold and silver tears

Religious overtones Carina holding Sean

Angela and Johnny in a strawberry patch

Gene anime glasses

"The Many Eyes Takes Another" - monotone monster eyes red, Enko w bloody missing eye

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Black Sun Rebecca Roanhorse

Imperial Radch Ann Leckie

Raven Tower Ann Leckie

Inheritance Trilogy NKJ

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The Hunt - Enko

The Slaughter - Hathor

The Dark - Kiz

The Buried - Acacia

The Vast - Alana

The Flesh - Eos

The Corruption - Clopin

The Spiral - Kara

The End - Agojin

The Lonely - Bim

The Desolation - Shango

The Eye - Maddie

The Stranger - Jaime

The Web - Rowan

[inklizard]

jsyk i'm on vacation, can't really use my laptop, and i hate blogging on mobile, so i probably won't be too active until this coming weekend when i go home. i'm not dead.

[royallyprincesslilly]

Title: Rumor Has It {12}

Chris Evans x Famous Reader Uriah “Riah” Tyler-Evans

Warning: Plot, Cursing, Angst

Word Count: 4.5K

Summary: You and Chris have been married for four years after a whirlwind romance. You are both happy and trying to navigate marriage in the public eye while balancing your successful careers. In the entertainment industry, not everything is as it seems, the flash of a camera lens impairs vision. As scandal and flashing lights put a strain on your once fairytale marriage is it possible your Hollywood marriage can stand the test of the rumor mill?

**Inspired by a video seen of Chris and his co-star Ana De Armas on their press tour for Knives Out at TIFF where she kept touching his chest and face standing about five inches apart.

**NOTE: A WORK OF FICTION. NOT CREATED TO GARNER HATE OF ANY SORT.

**Loosley Edited/Proofread**

**Slightly Interactive**

Thank you guys for reading!!!! If you enjoyed this please LIKE, COMMENT, REBLOG. 😊 ❤❤

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You weren’t crazy. That was the fact and no matter what you wouldn’t be made to feel like you were. Yeah, you understood he was hurt and probably disappointed that you would even think to ask him if he was being unfaithful after everything. It was his right to feel however he felt, it was also your right to feel the way you felt. Something was going on and you didn’t know if he was gaslighting you and leading a secret life behind your back, or if you were imagining things and this was all your insecurities speaking. You knew that if this continued your marriage wouldn’t survive.

 After Chris left he stayed gone. It wasn’t until the next day you were told by Jennifer his assistant that he’d made arrangements to stay in a separate room until checkout. You were hurt but you didn’t say anything. Though she knew something was up, she didn’t bring it up. You spent the next day apart while he continued work. When he came back to the room it was only to tell you that the schedule had changed, and he’d be flying out to LA sooner. He told you that you could fly with him or do your own thing. The way he spoke was so indirect, so aloof. It felt as if he were building a wall between you.

 When you tried to approach him, he backed away. If you tried to bring up the problem at hand he changed the subject. His annoyance was clear, so you decided to let him fly out and you’d find your own way. When you said that he hesitated and looked even more hurt. You didn’t know what the hell he wanted from you. he didn’t take the time to explain it either, he just left. You were keeping count, that was number two.

Thanks to the four-hour delay of your flight out of San Diego you had ample time to think about your situation and try to come up with a plan. You hated to think that bitch outplayed you and created an even bigger issue. Deep down you knew she wasn’t as innocent as she played, it was clear in the way she underhandedly set Chris on you by tattling to him about brunch. She could have kept it to herself, could have let it roll off of her, but she chose the sneaky route. This was a game for her. Before your flight took off you shot a message to Zora and Kizzy. It was time to get the Three Musketeers together, three heads were better than one.

 MSG: Meet me in LA. The Three Musketeers have work to do.

 The weather in LA matched your mood, dreary. The rain beat down on the concrete from the minute you walked off the jet. It was like a monsoon. Once you landed your phone went off with messages and notifications.

 MSG Chris: The weather isn’t so great. I tried calling to make sure you were okay. Maybe you should hang back a little longer to wait out the storm to be safe.

 It sounded like worry, but it could just as easily be him wanting to keep you away from LA for a few more hours so he could have extra time to fuck around.

 MSG Chris: I haven’t heard back. Call me when you get this Uriah let me know you’re okay.

 As you climbed into your waiting car Kizzy and Zora were waiting in the back.

 “Woah, how did you guys get here so fast?”

 “You said we had work to do. We know Three Musketeers is code,” Kizzy announced.

 You smiled. “Let’s go get that bitch,” Zora added.

 You busted out laughing and threw your arms around both of them. At least they didn’t think you were crazy.

 “I love you guys so much.

As the car drove through LA from the airport you filled them in on what happened in San Diego. The more you told them about Ana’s demeanor the more they thought she was behind everything. Both Kizzy and Zora firmly believed that Chris was innocent and that he would never do something like that to you. They were so sure about it you wanted to believe it too. You just didn’t know what the hell to think. The fact was he thought you were crazy.

 The three of you went through evidence over the last few months to either prove or disprove that he was being unfaithful. As you did you found new information, new pictures, and sly comments in interviews that you hadn’t even focused on before. The three of you were like Inspector Gadget on crack in the backseat of the truck. You combed over evidence better than secret agents and the FBI and came up with theories and theories for those theories.

 Once you pulled up at the house the case was closed, and the verdict was conclusive—or two out of three conclusive.

 “This bitch is scammin’,” Kizzy blurted out as you walked inside. Chris’ car was not in the driveway, so you knew he wasn’t home.

 “I agree with Kiz, Riah. Everything that we’ve looked at says she is doing this and controlling it. This bitch is trying to wreck your marriage. The posts are strategic.”

 “The interviews absolutely strategic. She is the instigator in all of them. your dumbass husband is being friendly. Unfortunately for him his friendliness always comes off as flirtatious,” Kizzy added.

 “And this picture?” You held up your phone of the picture of her in the “eat shit” sweater. This picture really boiled your blood.

 “Bullshit, but I cannot explain just how the backgrounds are identical. You said the room you were in for brunch looked absolutely different. It is not uncommon for hotels to keep their design aesthetic similar for normal suites but for the statelier rooms, I’ve seen them be different in unique ways. This picture is suspect,” Zora admitted. You nodded and walked into the kitchen and took out a bottle of beer from the freshly stocked fridge.

 “So, you two believe Chris isn’t cheating but this picture overthrows your theory completely. We can’t even come up with an explanation.”

 “Take a breath. I know it’s frustrating,” Zora began.

 “Where are they now?”

 “According to Chris’ schedule, he has the final junket in an hour at the Fairmount.”

 “So that means she is also there. Let’s go,” Kizzy said as she sprang to her feet and bolted for the door. You and Zora just looked at each other, confused. When you caught up with her she was already in the driver’s seat of your pink metallic range rover, a gift from Chris.

 “Where are we going?”

 “Where do you think? Get in the car!”

 You and Zora didn’t waste any time and hopped in. If you were a hot head and crazy, Kizzy was insane. She went from zero to one hundred in one second and when she was at one hundred it was known to stay the hell away from her, just like you.

 As you drove Kizzy went through the plan. Get to the hotel, maneuver through it without being seen, find the part of the hotel where the junket was, remain hidden. After that Kizzy went into two variations, one that was perfectly sane and the other was straight up stalker. No man had you go full stalker. You couldn’t believe you were considering this. Since you guys had the time Zora suggested finding different outfits. It was just like her to always find time for shopping. Her reasoning was if you were going to play spies then you had to look the part.

 Forty minutes later you were parked at the service entrance of the hotel dressed in all black. You had to talk them both out of masks. They were taking this a little too far.

 “So, plan A or B?” their eyes landed on you waiting for you to decide how crazy you wanted to go. Did you want to sneak around and find out what you could, or did you want to find her bag and sneak through it, phone and all. There would have been a plan C if you hadn’t talked them both out of kidnapping and scare methods.

 “Let’s start with plan A.”

 It shouldn’t have been so easy, but you slipped through the back of the hotel which led to the kitchen. The hustle and bustle of the kitchen made sneaking around difficult so the three of you did your best to blend in like one of the workers. That was also easy despite being mistaken for delivery men and having to carry in ingredients for the upcoming dinner rush. Ten minutes later the three of you’d made it to the service elevator rolling a room service cart.

 “Good thinking grabbing the cart, Riah. We’ll blend in for sure.”

 As you stepped onto the elevator you pushed the top floor button and waited. You prayed no one came on the elevator but after ten floors your hopes were dashed. On the tenth, six people filled the elevator which had you discreetly hiding your face behind Zora’s shoulder. Thankfully none of them paid you any mind. On the twelfth the six additions left the elevator but as you were pressing the close button a hand stopped the doors from closing.

 “Hold the elevator please.” A few seconds later a woman you recognized walked onto the elevator. Quickly you dropped down to one knee and pretended to busy yourself with something on the second trey of the car. You kept your head down hoping to stay hidden.

 “Thank you for holding it,” Ana said.

 You peeked up at Kizzy and Zora who had their heads dipped own as well, Zora had her face buried in a notebook that was attached to the car and Kizzy lowered her black hat and buried her nose in her phone. This wasn’t either of your first times stepping into Three bad bitches mode.

 “Come on Chris!” Your eyes widened just at the same time Kizzy and Zora both peeked down to you with their eyes just as wide.

“I’m here, sorry I’ve been trying to reach Uriah to make sure she made it through the storm. She’s not picking up.”

 You noticed Ana give her assistant Cora an eye roll.

 “Uh-huh,” was her only reply. Chris continued tapping at his phone. You felt four vibrations on your ass and guessed it was Chris texting you. Part of you felt good about that. He was in this elevator with her and you were the only thing on his mind. Ana cleared her throat loudly.

 “Sorry.” He slipped his phone into his pocket and looked at the two women beside him. “Where were we?”

 “You were going to answer if you were in for drinks tonight,” Ana mentioned.

 “Oh, tonight? I don’t know. It’s been a long press tour I really want my bed and some beer.”

 “I can deliver on one or both of those things if you’d like.” Again Kizzy and Zora glanced at you. The air in the elevator quickly changed. Chris made a move to look back and it sent your head buried deeper under the cart. He cleared his throat and pasted an uncomfortable smile on his face.

 “Choice is yours, I don’t want you to feel pressured. I know you enjoy our time together more with no pressure.”

 What the fuck is she talking about, you asked yourself.

 “I’ll let you know, but I’m leaning to not tonight.” The elevator doors opened, and he was the first to step out. You watched as Ana’s eyes dropped to his ass, it was then she let out a small moan.

 “Yummy.”

 You were seconds from jumping up and grabbing that stringy hair of hers but Zora’s and Kizzy’s hands on your shoulder pushing you down stopped you. when the doors closed again you looked like death.

 “She is bold, I’ll give her that,” Kizzy said. You dug your phone out and checked your messages.

 MSG Chris: Uriah I’m starting to worry. Please call me.

MSG Chris: I know we’re in a weird place right now and we’re both angry but that doesn’t mean I don’t care about you. I love you. Just let me know you’re all right, please.

MSG Chris: I will always love you.

MSG Chris: No matter what.

Pushing away the influx of emotion that washed over you, you stuffed your phone back into your back pocket and pressed the open button on the elevator bank.

 “Let’s go.”

 The three of you stepped off the elevator and carefully walked down the hall that had several posters from the movie set up. You passed one of Chris as Ransom and you were tempted to stop and admire it, but you ignored it. as you passed each room you saw different actors from the movie being interviewed—Daniel Craig, Jamie Lee Curtis, Don Johnson, Lakeith Stanfield, and others. When we passed Lakeith Zora almost burst into the room. She had the only crush on him and if she had the chance she would lock him in a room and have her way with him. If you asked her she’d say it was only a matter of time before he was hers. You and Kizzy had to hold her back to prevent her from blowing your cover. She was not happy but knew there was a job to do.

 After going down the halls and peeking into different rooms you saw the one Chris and Ana were on. They were in the midst of an interview. You watched on and took note of their chemistry. You could see why they were cast together, but it was clear she did not know the difference between pretend and real life.

 You bit your bottom lip nervously trying to keep the insecure thoughts away, trying to trust in the fact that Chris loved you, and that the chances of him being a sociopath were slim. You were mostly convinced but when you saw Chris reach out and touch Ana’s thigh just above her knee you saw red. She reached out to rest her hand on his but he moved it before she could. That didn’t deter her though, she reached out and took his hand and hugged it to her chest with a wide smile. You watched the back of his hand press against her breast where her cleavage was and decided to abandon plan A. You were ready to jump to plan C.  Almost as quickly as she put his hand to her bosom Chris took it back and gave an uneasy smirk. You pressed your back to the wall in the hall.

 “Plan B.”

 “That’s what I’m talking about,” Kizzy whispered.

 The three of you waited for your window of opportunity. The longer you waited the more time your rage festered. Every time the interviewers changed you got a message from Chris. Each of them showed his concern with reaching you. You knew he hated when you were radio silent and to remain that way would have been cruel, especially seeing he was genuinely worried about your safety.

 MSG: I’m fine. There were some delays and a lot of turbulence, but I landed okay.

 You didn’t have to wait long for a response.

 MSG Chris: Good, I’m glad you’re okay. Let’s talk. I have a little break at four, can you come by the Fairmount? I don’t want to leave things unsaid especially after everything we learned in therapy. I don’t want to backslide.

 At the mention of therapy, you softened, a little.

 MSG: Okay. 

The butterflies filled your gut even though you were furious at him. You took a few breaths and tried to still them, but it was no use. He still gave you butterflies.

 The three of you hung around spying but didn’t get much. There were a few breaks where Ana and her assistant chatted, and she pointed out to her how sexy Chris looked to which Cora agreed. Then there were a few moments where you caught her clearly trying to interject herself to initiate touching. The flirting was clearly one-sided, you could see that. You knew Chris’ flirting technique and you also knew his friendliness. He was being friendly; this was not flirting. That at lease placated your rage.

 By the time four o’clock rolled around you saw your opening. Cora who was holding on to Ana’s purse set it down and went over to her to go over some things. It was within reach, so you nonchalantly walked into the room took it up and walked right back out. You met Kizzy and Zora in a janitor closet and handed the bag off then made your way to an empty room to face your fate. The banquet room was empty. You walked to the side of the room where a stage was and slipped onto it. That was when you realized you still wore the black beanie. Just as you slipped it off your head and under your ass the door opened, and Chris walked in.

The sight of him sent the butterflies in your belly aflutter again. You took a few breathes and held one as he slowly approached you. The relieved look on his face changed to a timid one as he got closer and closer. Once he was about ten feet in front of you he stopped and stuffed his hands in his pocket.

 “I was worried.”

 “I know. There was a delay with getting the messages. I didn’t do it on purpose,” you explained. Chris nodded while keeping his eyes on you.

 “Riah, I don’t want to fight.”

 “You think I do? I don’t want any of this.”

 “Then how do we move past this?” He sounded exasperated like he was at his wit’s end. He probably was.

 “Have you slept with her?”

 “No.” The answer was flat out, clearly spoken and firmly meant. There was no quiver in his voice or hesitation with his response. Everything from that pointed to him telling the truth.

 “God, since when do you not believe the things I say to you? When have I lied?” He took a few more steps to you.

 “I don’t know,” it was a whisper. You were quickly being overcome with emotion.

 “Come on dragonfly, talk to me.” With five more steps he’d closed the gap between you, but he didn’t touch you. “Please talk to me.”

 “You’re making me feel like I’m crazy. I’m not crazy, Chris.”

 “I know you’re not,” he began before you cut him off.

 “You’re making me feel like it. Every time I tell you something or bring up something about her. You throw up this whole defense. Why?”

 “Why do you feel so threatened by her?”

 You wanted to throw something right at his head.

 “I don’t feel threatened by her or any woman. I know women like her; I’ve known them all my life. I’ve dropped any of them that came in my path. With you though—you don’t see what I see and the more I try to show you, the more you make me feel crazy.”

 “Uriah. I am not sleeping with her. I have never slept with her. I would never sleep with her. I am not that kind of man. I could never do something like that to you.”

 “Do you want to sleep with her?” Chris took a deep breath and slowly released it. you were actually afraid of this answer. Telling you he wasn’t, hasn’t and would never sleep with her doesn’t say a thing about him wanting to. It only meant his self-control was high enough to resist what he wants. It felt like forever passed as you waited for him to answer.

 “No.”

 “Why did you hesitate?”

 “Because with that answer, I knew you wouldn’t believe it. I’m not blind Uriah, she’s attractive. Have I noticed? Yes. Do I want her? No, and that includes having sex with her.” He took another breath and spoke again. “Do you remember when I had issues with you being around him?”

 He never referred to Christiano by name, it was always him. You nodded.

 “It was like this wasn’t it?”

 It was your turn to take a deep breath. Roles were now reversed. Chris hung his head and allowed the silence to stretch between you. No doubt he was remembering how hard that time was for the two of you. He accused you and questioned you every time Christiano made things difficult. His whole goal was to get you back and he didn’t care how he went about it. Christiano had no respect for the fact that you married someone else. To him, it was all about what he wanted, and how he remembered your relationship.

 “Wow. Full circle huh. Shit baby if you feel anything close to how I felt back then—I’m sorry. I didn’t—I wasn’t—I should have--.” The words escaped him, but you knew what he meant. He approached you and reached for your hand but hesitated when you didn’t make a move to meet him halfway.

 “You can’t--, look I know you feel justified in doing what you did but Riah, that wasn’t okay. You can’t just corner someone I work with because you think we’re having an affair. You can’t do something like that especially without coming to me first. I never did that to you with him because I know the industry. I know how easy it is to get a reputation and a label. You didn’t just compromise our relationship, and everything we’ve worked through, but you also compromised my career, our livelihood.”

 Though you were still steaming mad at him, that part of his argument was true. She could have run to TMZ or some other trashy blog instead of Chris. She could have done a lot of damage. You didn’t think that far, or you didn’t care. You wanted to throw it back at him but that wouldn’t resolve anything. You learned a long time ago in marriage being right meant nothing. Chris dug into his pocket to pull out his vibrating phone. As he peered down at it he shook his head.

 “Damn it, I gotta go.”

 You nodded. Chris stared at you for a few moments before he turned and walked out of the room to reappear seconds later.

 “There is something I have to tell you. Something--.” He was cut off by one of the event coordinators who appeared at his side.

 “Shit, I gotta go. I love you, Riah.”

 The way he said it felt different. It felt—strange. You didn’t have time to respond before he was gone leaving you there to wonder what he had to tell you.

 When you found Zora and Kizzy they were still in the closet combing through everything in Ana’s purse. Once you entered Zora quickly averted her eyes.

 “Anything?”

 Neither of them replied. Kizzy kept her eyes on the phone she held, and Zora continued rifling through the purse. They were being weird.

 “Hello, guys. Did you find anything?”

 Kizzy and Zora exchanged looks and just like that your stomach fell. They’d found something.

 “What did you find?” Again, they remained silent. Zora could tell you were getting annoyed, so she spun to you.

 “Okay promise you’ll be calm,” Zora breeched. Immediately you went into DEFCON mode.

 “What the fuck, Zo?” Kizzy held out the phone to you with a blank expression on her face.

 “Take it with a grain of salt, you don’t know the whole story.” You took the phone and looked through the messages section. You read through an exchange between Ana and Chris.

 MSG Ana: I’m so sorry. I don’t know what happened. I didn’t plan that at all. It’s just that I’ve been going through a lot lately. Adjusting to the limelight has been really weird and I’ve lost people I thought were true. I’ve been really lonely feeling like I’m going through this beast alone. You were being so kind to me I guess I got carried away.

MSG Chris: I’m sorry you’re going through that and you feel so alone. We’ve all been there. I’m certain it’s the actor’s right of passage to lose people and experience bouts of loneliness. God knows I feel lonely a lot especially during filming and press touring. I understand. It’s no big deal.

MSG Ana: Really? If your wife ever found out wouldn’t she be furious?

MSG Chris: Initially maybe, yes. It wasn’t a planned thing. You know I have a wife who I love so there’s nothing to worry about there.

MSG Ana: I have to say something without making it weird. You’re an excellent kisser.

 Your eyes stopped at “kisser” and it felt like you’d sniffed something that was automatically affecting your brain. You knew “Knives Out” had no love scenes with them. You looked to Zora and Kizzy, but they remained silent, so you continued to read.

 MSG Chris: LOL. Thanks, I guess.

 You skimmed the following messages but found nothing incriminating just annoying little messages she’d sent to him trying to be cute. You scrolled and saw another exchange from just before you began therapy.

 MSG Ana: Do you wanna talk about it?

MSG Chris: No, I’ll be fine. Just marriage is hard.

MSG Ana: If I were married to you I wouldn’t make it hard. You’d be happy. does she even make you happy anymore?

MSG Chris: Of course, I love her.

MSG Ana: But it’s okay to move on if she’s not doing it for you anymore. There are plenty of women who would treasure you.

MSG Chris: Gotta go.

 The more you read the more you hated her. Another exchange caught your eye, this was from when they were filming.

 MSG Chris: I’m so sorry, I didn’t mean to touch you like that. I have no idea how I grabbed there instead of your arms.

MSG Ana: LOL. It’s okay. I can’t say that it was a bad touch scenario. I should say thank you. it’s been a while since a man grabbed my breast. I was beginning to forget what that felt like.

MSG Chris: I’m so sorry.

MSG Ana: Don’t worry about it. It was an accident, it meant nothing.

 Clenching your jaw, you tried to swallow the vomit that wanted to raise up. Zora touched your arm in comfort but you brushed it off. You were ready to call an end to this “mission” but another message came in. One from her assistant, Cora.

 MSG Cora: Everything is all planned for your night with Chris. All that we’re waiting on now is just his confirmation. Also, I see the video of you in his room made it to tabloid. Damn you were not playing around when you said you were going to take everything that was hers. 

MSG Cora: Let me know if you need anything else.

 Kizzy and Zora looked at you and the three of you had the same expression and you were sure you thought the same thing.

 “This bitch!” 

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Monsieur Cannibale

[lokilickedme]

He just sat there staring at me, those gorgeous black eyes glittering in the lights from the harbor.  The look on his face was kind, but there was something else in that look too, and when his gaze fell just briefly to my throat I felt like I probably shivered a little.  I was holding his blankets and pillows and a bottle of something potent and an expensive looking crystal glass clutched against my chest, for god's sake - and I was being rude to the man who had brought them to me out of the goodness of his heart.

A heart that I almost believed I could actually see beating, just to the left of the open front of his shirt.  There was a powerful looking chest just barely contained in there and I may have sucked in my breath just a little.  A man's chest was nothing less than kryptonite for me.

Don't look at him, idiot.

Chapter 3 is up!

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Semi-hiatus

Hi everyone!!!! you know kiz going afk one more time but let me explain :’v.

This week is for evaluation / exams / projects at my university and it's also the week of begging / pressing / in the health insurance so, Kiz will be very busy with work and in the waiting room looking for a place to go with the reconstructive surgeon in my new health sector :UU. Possibly and most likely is that I'll be only on the mobile, rebloging things or talking if you need me, mp here or in my art blog (rikkihands) and discord.

No more where to hide my head, I wish everyone an excellent week!!! and possibly I'll be back until Tuesday 25 :’v

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You have real quality content on this blog - so much that I sort of lost track of time scrolling through and reblogging, to the point I forgot I should be sleeping right now (not that I'll be able to cuz my thigh is not my friend, even though it should be my foot instead considering I dropped a stack of literal breastplates on it...) I hope you had/will have a wounderful day! And week! ☄ /s-kiz (tecnically)

Omggggggggg, “quality content” I’m dying thank you 💕💕💕 I hope you got to sleep fast!! But omg dropping a stack of breastplates on your foot sounds like it would break something?? How did you not ??? But I hope you have an even more amazing week!!!!!!

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Hey y'all have probably have seen my posts around im kiz a black trans/nonbinary nuerodivergent poc and my birthday is tomorrow.if you have the funds to do so and you're feeling generous I have a paypal and wishlists here: http://nonbinary-eldritch-chaos-demon.tumblr.com/dw. This isnt an a dire emergency so dont worry or feel obligated.

👉😎👉 🎂

Feel free to reblog this if you would like

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A list of INFINITE member’s individual TV appearances!

This list doesn’t include Weekly Idol appearances, because I have a list of them all here. There are no dramas listed either, as it’s focused on variety shows etc. It also doesn’t include Immortal Songs appearances, as the anon who requested it said that wasn’t necessary. If anyone wants me to, I can make a separate list for that show too! Also, sorry some shows don’t have links or subs. I did the best I could! This list is by no means complete, but it’s all I could actually find!

SUNGGYU:

2010 - Mnet Scandal (with Woohyun)

2012 - KBS 1 Vs 100 (with Woohyun and Myungsoo)

2012 - SBS Strong Heart

2012 - Miss & Mr Idol Chuseok Special (with Woohyun and Hoya)

2013 - JTBC High Society

2013 - KBS Happy Together

2013 - KBS Hello Counselor (with Woohyun)

2013 - Mnet Beatle’s Code (with Dongwoo and Hoya)

2013 - KBS The Dreaming Sea

2013 - tvN The Genius

2013 - KBS Crisis Escape (can’t find working links anywhere!)

2013 - MBC Infinity Challenge

2013 - SBS Running Man (with Myungsoo)

2014 - Mnet 4ThingsShow

2014 - JTBC Crime Scene

2014 - KBS Vitamin (with Hoya)

2014 - SBS Running Man

2014 - SBS Running Man (with Hoya)

2014 - KBS The King of Food

2014 - KBS Hello Counselor (with Dongwoo and Sungyeol)

2015 - KBS Hello Counselor

2015 - Arirang After School Club

2015 - JTBC Witch Hunt

2015 - JTBC Searching for Sugarman

2015 - KBS Safety First (with Sungjong)

2015 - KBS Fluttering India

2015 - KBS Youth Express

2015 - JTBC Please Take Care of My Refrigerator

2016 - JTBC Girl Spirit (as host)

2016 - MBC Duet Song Festival

2016 - JTBC Please Take Care of My Refrigerator

2016 - KBS Trick & True (with Sungyeol for 3 episodes)

2017 - JTBC Singderella (as host)

DONGWOO:

2010 - ETV WOWMan

2010 - Mnet Beatle's Code (no working link anywhere!)

2011 - Mnet Beatle’s Code (with Woohyun, Hoya and Sungjong)

2011 - tvN Comedy Big League (with Sungyeol, Myungsoo and Sungjong)

2013 - KBS Mama Mia

2013 - KBS Hello Counselor (with Hoya)

2013 - Mnet Beatle’s Code (with Sunggyu and Hoya)

2014 - KBS Hello Counselor (with Sunggyu and Sungyeol)

2014 - TVPP Three Turns (no sub) (with Hoya and Sungjong)

2015 - SBS Laws of the Jungle

2015 - SBS Running Man

2015 - KBS Let’s Go! Dream Team (only cuts available)

2015 - Arirang After School Club (with Hoya)

WOOHYUN:

2010 - Mnet Scandal (with Sunggyu)

2010 - XTV Lucky Strike (no subs)

2011 - Mnet Beatle’s Code (with Dongwoo, Hoya and Sungjong)

2011 - SBS Strong Heart

2011 - KBS Let’s Go! Dream Team (no working links)

2012 - KBS 1 Vs 100 (with Sunggyu and Myungsoo)

2012 - Miss & Mr Idol Chuseok Special (with Sunggyu and Hoya)

2013 - KBS Hello Counselor (with Sunggyu)

2013 - KBS Let’s Go! Dream Team

2014 - KBS Hello Counselor (as ToHeart with SHINee’s Key)

2014 - Aririang After School Club  (as ToHeart with SHINee’s Key)

2015 - KBS Hello Counselor (with Sungyeol and Myungsoo)

2016 - KBS Hello Counselor

2016 - JTBC Searching for Sugarman

HOYA:

2011 - Mnet Beatle’s Code (with Dongwoo, Woohyun and Sungjong)

2012 - Miss & Mr Idol Chuseok Special (with Sunggyu and Woohyun)

2013 - KBS Hello Counselor (with Dongwoo)

2013 - Mnet Beatle’s Code (with Sunggyu and Dongwoo)

2014 - SBS Running Man (with Sunggyu)

2014 - KBS Cool Kiz On The Block

2014 - TVPP Three Turns (no sub) (with Dongwoo and Sungjong)

2015 - Arirang After School Club (with Dongwoo)

2015 - Mnet 4ThingsShow

2016 - KBS My Father

2016 - Mnet Hit The Stage

SUNGYEOL:

2010 - MBC Quiz to Change the World (with Sungjong)

2011 - tvN Comedy Big League (with Dongwoo, Myungsoo and Sungjong)

2013 - SBS Laws of the Jungle

2014 - KBS Hello Counselor (with Sunggyu and Dongwoo)

2015 - KBS Hello Counselor (with Woohyun and Myungsoo)

2016 - SBS Laws of the Jungle

2016 - KBS Trick & True (with Sunggyu for 3 episodes)

2017 - SBS Laws of the Jungle

MYUNGSOO:

2011 - tvN Comedy Big League (with Dongwoo, Sungyeol and Sungjong)

2012 - KBS 1 Vs 100 (with Sunggyu and Woohyun)

2013 - SBS Running Man (with Sunggyu)

2015 - KBS Hello Counselor (with Woohyun and Sungyeol)

2016 - MBig TV Flower Boy Bromance

2016 - MBC King of Masked Singer

SUNGJONG:

2010 - KBS Star Golden Bell (no sub)

2011 - tvN Comedy Big League (with Dongwoo, Sungyeol and Myungsoo)

2011 - KBS Happy Together 2

2011 - Mnet Beatle’s Code (with Dongwoo, Woohyun and Hoya)

2014 - TVPP Three Turns (no sub) (with Dongwoo and Hoya)

2015 - MBC Real Men

2016 - SBS Laws of the Jungle

2017 - SBS Stargram (as host) (no sub)

This was a real labour of love for me. If anyone knows of any working links or shows I missed (there were a lot that just don’t seem to exist anywhere, so I left them off the lists) then please reblog and add them on or message me and let me know!