#kyungchul

[girlbosscannibalism]

Is heechul gay

i would accept him if he was

[rennisaturate]

*casually slides aaron back onto my muse list when no one is looking* 👀

[midnightsinlove]

💌💌💌

thoughts: like salt from seawater - chapter 3

@bisexualhobi

chapter 3!

So, I started reading this chapter again and remembered why I had to put it down for a moment when it was first released. The conversation Hobi, Namjoon, and Kyungchul have about using safewords and failures and limits felt very personal. Kyungchul is right that it’s important and good that Namjoon can look at his actions and thoughts and say that he made a mistake and that he is a good dom. He’s also right that it takes strength and a lot of trust to be submissive. I think i wrote in my thoughts from chapter 2 (or 1? i think 2) how that trust is so important. You trust the other person to tell you their limits. Yes, nonverbal cues are important and shouldn’t be ignored but you can’t read other people’s minds. And doing something as intense as dom/sub activities - sexual or not - means that you can go to a deeper place with someone else because of that trust. Trust you have in yourself and the other person to talk about it all - likes, dislikes, limits, etc. Yeah, went on a small rant here, but I just kept thinking about a lot of this while reading and rereading the scene with Namjoon, Hobi, and Kyungchul. 

Also - I love the start of the chapter! I find it forever funny when there’s dialogue that can be construed as sexual and it isn’t (especially along the likes of ‘it’ll fit!’, ‘it’s too big’, ‘it’s not too big’, etc.) (and ‘pivot!!’)

I really love this Hoseok. A lot. There’s a lot of myself that I see in him. I think we have different kinds of restraints in how we move in the world. But, I get him. A lot. And it makes me cry sometimes. When they come back from their therapy session and Hoseok goes off by himself for a bit, thinks, then comes to Namjoon later, it’s so so fucking familiar and in a way how I move through life and with people. I think I always worry about timing (for myself and how I am) - being too late, too early, too earnest, too yearning. It was really comforting when Hoseok went back to Namjoon and talked to him about what he was thinking and going through - self-deprecating yes, but also with less ego. I don’t think comforting to my own self, but I was just comforted for him. 

I really thought I wrote it before but can’t find it in my previous posts about this story - but! The feeling of being completely covered/semi-squashed by someone else’s body is just!!! I like that Namjoon knows when to do it to Hobi and how it stills and almost ‘sedates’ him. Their talk after the therapy was so good!! And so important! Very true that these things are far better talked about beforehand and not done on the fly. 

Ahh the build up with Jungkook! whew! 

The night that Hobi gets ready for Namjoon!! pretty underwear for a pretty boy <3 I like how you describe how Hobi feels when he’s itchy and almost crawling out of his skin, how that just builds and builds and piles up inside. And how you described Namjoon and him kissing - using that same underwater feeling but in different ways. It was so soo hot the way the sex scene in this chapter came together. And it also really shows how far they’ve come - the kind of dirty talk Namjoon used and the discussion in between with Hobi saying ‘yellow’ and working it out together. !!! And when Namjoon is fucking Hoseok !!! gah, that’s a good position - absolutely covered and then moved around to the other person’s will.. And their first verbal ‘i love you’s!!! (but ah that little dark thought in Hobi’s head about another bandmate...)

The meal they had for their date at Hoseok’s apartment sounded fucking delicious! the rice pilaf with mushrooms and green onions in particular!! and hoseok pole dancing?!?!? stfu!! amazing!!!!!!!! (pillow princess !! 🥺)

hobi in lingerie!! 💖 the sex scenes that night were hot hot hot!!! i think i read the club scene differently, like that ‘locker room’ talk but i get why 1. it was included and 2. why hoseok took it the way he did - especially with the way the sex scene following went. 

i like how this chapter also cycles back with sex. like that dark thought in hobi’s head to that bit of exhibitionism he gets later with cockwarming, the way namjoon talks about hobi to the others at the club to the lingerie and the way namjoon talks to hobi then, what namjoon says "I wanna live in you” to when they have sex in that private island later and he starts with ““Wanna cut a hole in you and fuck you through it.””. 

it took me a second, but the way they were in spain!! i just knew, based on the story title alone, that it was going to end with them there. when hoseok thinks ‘like salt like seawater’ in “He was separating him in a way that felt impossible, like pulling water from thin air, like salt from seawater.” oh man. the build up of the last few scenes - between learning more about hoseok and then showing what was happening between the two of them was so well done. and it was nice that they had that whole chunk of time just to be by themselves, and that they could do the work they love while in solitude. 

I really love this hoseok. he’s really wonderful and you’ve created such a whole character Ana. Namjoon sort of nailed it with what was unsaid in this line: “If he had half the talent Hoseok had in his body, he would probably be bragging to anyone that listened.” What went unsaid I think is that this Hoseok is a good person.  

i loved that whole section where hoseok describes how he felt like a see-through shape and then certain colors painted him based on emotions or something going on. a lot of that also personally resonated with me - especially parts about blue. and it was just lovely the way it was written. 

I think I have a little more to say and thoughts I had but I’ll wrap it up. This was a wonderfully written story. thank you thank you so much for sharing this. I really loved the whole three parts and this last one especially. It was enchanting seeing this hoseok be loved so incredibly and also that he was able to love as much as he could and with all that he has to offer as well. This hoseok is so tender and sweet and i’ll carry him in my heart for a long time. <3

(edited these two post scripts in cause I forgot to mention :D)

p.s oh i was also thinking about the note you had at the beginning and how things with bts are different. similar to what you mentioned, my own feelings about them have changed (a lot).  but they definitely haven’t for this story. the main reasons being that it’s a really well told story and you created wonderful characters and homes for them. (and I get being able to create works for them even after all this - though it must have been tough on one level) 

p.p.s i’m so glad to have been able to read this. :)

[human-antithesis]

Hermit's Lair - Human Antithesis https://t.me/Human_Antithesis

I Saw The Devil Original Soundtrack composed by Lee Sung-hyun

I Saw The Devil (2010) directed by Kim Jee-woon

Tracklist:

Devil's Bossa - 02:56

Jooyeon's Theme - 01:04

River of Death - 04:17

Soohyun's Theme - 01:51

Sleepless Nights of the City - 01:29

Jooyeon's Theme (Ver. 2) - 01:04

Police & Kyungchul - 01:21

Catching Taxi - 01:00

Killer - 02:36

Murder - 02:09

Pension - 00:50

I Saw The Devil (Piano) - 04:00

Kyunchul's Theme & Strikes Back - 06:11

I Saw The Devil (Main Theme) - 03:10

Revenge - 01:14

I Saw The Devil 2 - 01:58

I Saw The Devil (Piano Ver. 2) - 01:58

Soohyun's Theme (Ver. 2) - 02:54

I Want To - 04:29

[pandalikeelf]

min kyunghoon in episode 1 of universe hipters

[neonwizardheehee]

Universe Hipsters Fanmeet

210114 (pics and captions from twt)

First of all: I never imagined that the MV would get THIS many views and we’d make it for the goal for 1mio in 24h!!!! It still feels unreal and I stg I never streamed this hard (EFLs are known for being bad at streaming) 

>>>> Fast forward we actually got a date for an online fanmeet!!!!!

Our dearest Universe Hipsters/Cowards actually sang their 2 others songs - and made everyone cry out of feels!

“HE LOOKS SO GOOD I’M FAINTING”

They looked THIS good. Both of them T.T

“a reminder that when heechul went to the police station to sue malicious commenters, he kinda looked like this“

Hanryang has a strong lyrics and seeing that reminded me of what a tough year 2020 was for him and Petals! We didn’t get to see him for a long time and had to hear the nastiest things from other fandoms (I actually lost a friend bc we fought so much bc of that oof). I clearly remember the live when he went to the police station and I was SO proud of him! He’s so strong and didn’t let the haters get to him. Over the year I learned so much about how to deal with haters - from himself. And I’m so grateful for that bc I clearly live a more peaceful life now and don’t get frustrated anymore!

DINDIN IS DINDIN!!!! This so is sooo my jam and I lost it when he came in and performed it T.T (my friends had to tell me to stop singing with him hahha!)

“dindin in his classroom waiting with his dads for the parents-teacher conference“

At this point I was just buffering in happy! Even tho I didn’t understand a thing it was the best thing I’ve seen - plus all the jokes about Dindin looking like their kid!

“bibi ma’am how can you be this gorgeous“

me and the whole tl were simping over her YET AGAIN - bibi we already adopted you <3<3<3 you’re so cool and precious

“elfs collecting babies”

And the family jokes kept coming XDDD

fun fact: Bibi is 1cm taller than Dindin

Heechul 83liner, Bibi 98liner, Dindin 91liner, Kyunghoon 84liner

“why was i thinking super junior’s gonna appear and perform burn the floor bc of the light“

Suddenly a black screen!!!! AND THEN ATEEZ SHOWED UP! Their performances were so cool T.T Afterwards Kyungchul cared so much for them - MY HEART. The way they adopted Ateez - Elfs found new friends in Atinys who made this possible. With their streaming this was only possible and I am so so thankful for them!

The Hanryang Stage was just everything! Ateez were soooooo hyped and happy to be there!!!! Kyunghoon was so so comfortable (usually he can be quite awkward), Bibi was being the queen we deserved and Dindin was so cool T.T

Heechul tho.. as a petal I couldn’t stop smiling. This felt so good and so right! Seeing him happy singing and rapping - smth we didn’t get to see last year to this extent! Also he said he remembered loads of things from when he wrote raps and rapped for Suju and was once again reminded how much he likes making music (Sir, we’re waiting for that Flower Petal album hihihi).

Esp for me who’s not initally sold on ballads this was even more a win for me and I’d be lying if Heechul’s deep voice doesn’t send shivers down my spine!

Seeing him being a natural and effortless MC, making sure everyone is comfortable and looking THIS good - this felt like heaven. Maybe I am so overwhelmed bc I witnessed friends seeing concerts and their ults last year while I couldn’t - so now I KNEW this was even more special and the closest and most center Heechul I’d ever get. It truly felt like more than a livestream bc of all the surroundings!

It was made even better bc in contrary to a year ago I wasn’t alone! Our squad today was quite fun tho: 

My girl who loves Bibi so much,

a friend who ults Ateez

and me who fell for Dindin a year ago

and we all simped so much for Heechul here! It was smth I experienced for the first time and BOI it felt great - I am so grateful.

Another thing: Kyunghoon. Oh boi I was so intrigued and crossing my fingers for him during the show - he is a ballad singer who hadn’t done hiphop before. He was struggling a lot but WOW the way he improved SO much and made smth so so beautiful??? My mind is blown! I can’t even comprehend what a win this is for Rockins’!!!! You guys rock and Buzz ist truly a great band T.T

So in the end it was THAT experience for me I’d never thought I’d get. I even had my Suju bong with Chullie’s name on it! When I got it and put his name on it I was so sad bc I’d never though I could wave it to him singing his own song. That changed now and I can’t believe I was THAT lucky T.T 

Thanks to everyone involved and everyone who helped to make this possible! I think we’re over 5 fandoms who got together through this and I am once again reminded how great Kpop can be - sharing the loves for our favs!

[kyungchullie]

𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘥𝘰

[dry-flower]

hopelessness (/works/24818518)

pairing: kyungchul (heechul/kyunghoon)

rating: general

length: 1.8k words

tags: unrequited love, pining, (light) angst, one shot

summary:

hope·less·ness (noun): a feeling or state of despair; lack of hope

or

Heechul asks Kyunghoon out for dinner. Kyunghoon overthinks.

[dailysuju]

idk if this was just me but when aoa jimin and kyunghoon were talking about how beautiful it is to experience the mountainside when you camp alone and heechul quietly piped in at the end “take me with you someday” i DID break down

[cryptidkoretmblr]

y'all ever rewatch sweet dream and lose your shit? because i do

[peachullie]

heechul after hearing a lame joke from kyunghoon

[incorrectknowingbrothers]

Kyunghoon:I wish you could block people in real life.

Soogeun:Restraining order.

Heechul:Murder.

[kyungchulship]

The way HC described KH on their earlier r/ship. ❤️❤️

Credit goes to this instagram link:

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[tomatotrash]

it’s a bit shameful but i’m still asking if you guys have a smut kyungchul fanfiction reccs?? i’m dying to read some hot and heavy one. thanks.

[pandalikeelf]

the episode where kyungchul were the liars lol 

knowing bros ep.215

[neonwizardheehee]

https://youtu.be/FngYpWfdE_w

Hanryang is out and I’m on the floor