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Lyra, my beloved cat of 13 years, passed away this year on Father's Day. She's been by my side through very difficult times and was my little rock of steady and unrelenting love. I struggled a lot drawing this, and struggled a lot posting it, but I know I would've wanted to read a comic like this that validated my grief for her when I lost her.
Wherever you are, Lyra my little summer star, I love you always! Thank you for being the best thing in my life.
#my art#comic#comics#pet loss#grief#dealing with grief#truly did not think I would survive her loss#it has been very difficult if I can be honest#it's been 6 months and I still cry most days#But currently I have a foster cat in my home#She's not at all the same as Lyra#But I'm learning the capacity of my heart to grow larger to allow another cat to live in it#my heart is a home to many cats
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capes…
#trying to learn to ink like a comic book#reconciling that with my usual rendering style was difficult but i think i figured it out#this was supposed to be just practice but (like usual) i got very distracted with the background#also i wanted to draw an interesting silhouette and it was a good excuse to draw danny again#does this count as dpxdc? i meant for the buildings to look like gotham but idk if it came across…#eh i won’t tag it just in case#art#fanart#digital art#danny phantom fanart#danny phantom#danny fenton fanart#danny fenton#dp fanart#dp
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FORCING people to watch my 6-2 brutal p-rank by disguising it as a shitpost
#ultrakill#gabriel ultrakill#v1 ultrakill#gabriel#v1#gabv1el#It was unnecessarily difficult to compress this shit#I only learned how to do the piercer shot into marksman coins after I did this….#my art
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"But if college was free, then people would abuse that and get useless degrees" hell yeah I would! If I could go to college without debt I would make it my job to get a degree in every little thing that interested me. I'd get a doctorate in film studies. I'd have a bachelor's degree for every science I like. I'd try to learn at least 5 languages with varying results. I would learn something "useful" like coding and then follow it up with a ""useless"" degree like art history. I'd be the world record speed run holder for getting every degree possible.
But I can't afford college without going into massive debt, so instead I spent the last 5 years trying to figure out what I am passionate enough about to consider going into debt over, because unfortunately being passionate about everything is extremely expensive to pursue.
#simon says#i love learning so much and I hate the USA's college debt system#once they make that shit free I will be unstoppable#this topic sprung up because I had the idea that im very academic and annoyingly analytical that I might as well get a degree in it#because without a degree you just seem like an autistic asshole#but with a degree? then you look like a CREDIBLE autistic asshole#don't worry I will still learn but I still want that funky piece of paper to tell everyone I learnt it#also there's some things that are VERY difficult to learn#like I would love to persue this topic further but unfortunately I would need help with that#also before you say 'try taking [blank] classes instead! it's less expensive than a degree!' im broke#my only learning resource is the library sorry about that#also this is not the post to give me unwarranted financial advice#finances are one of the topics I DO NOT care about and I WILL NOT listen to a word you say
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he turns into a deer when he gets his period
#struggled with this one for a long time. could keep tinkering away with it but i dont want to#im slowly learning how to draw interiors.#theyre really difficult for me but i like imagining scenes like this one so i think itll be a worthy skill to acquire.#art tag#ada tag#digital art#2025
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playing around w slightly different hair renders
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fushiita#yuuji#megumi#cries megumi fought tooth n nail..... i refused 2 flip the canvas tho >:(#i vastly prefer drawing him facing right bc fr some reason it makes his hair look better silhouette-wise#so having him face left is alr a Challenge#but also having him slightly look down (difficult angle + changes the silhouette) had me bashing my head in2 th TABLE#same thing happened earlier this month w gardening megu middle pose . i did not learn my lesson#but even worse w this one yuuji's head is blocking th main pointy part tht basically carries the entirety of the shape language#u can imagine my distress i am sure#anyway th render made me a lot happier with it thank god. colours hard carry bless <3333#i didn't plan on making it a full sheet but i needed 2 remind myself that im good at drawing megumi#so i threw in solos of each of them n tried slightly different render flavours#idk how Different all of them look visually but th process fr each ws Very different so i am satisfied#fight aside this ws useful i think! got 2 break out some Clunkier chalks n dust off a few of my smoother blended brushes#think i picked up some things i can keep also !! which ws. u kno. the Goal#tbh every time i do art studies i feel like i am kirby#one time i got called an art ditto by one of my fav artist mutuals when i did a style challenge#SUCH high praise from her it lives in my mind i take it out on days when i feel like trash#it doesnt Sound good when u say u r good at copying but real talk it is such a good skill i am very happy 2 have it in my arsenal
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He's trying very hard, but everything's much scarier when you're not 20ft tall, sadly :[
#cotl kallamar#cult of the lamb#cotl fanart#cotl lamb#fortin#kallamar you're making this difficult#one day I'll learn how to draw him properly#cult of the lamb fanart
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EMOTIONAL WIN ! ! the bug lets his emotions make decisions for once !
#when ur bug has rsd#mf needs affirmations after everything man#ppl expect a mystery fantasy drama but its gonna end up being a story abt learning how to experience being yourself#a whole story just about experiencing emotions and how amazing and beautiful that can be#( with a side serving of heavily autistic experiences)#get praaaaankeed#i really dont get kissing but here it sorta made sense i think#kissing with mandibles must be a bit difficult#shoutout to unhinged jaw#chasing stars au#adventure time#fionna and cake#adventure time au#Sīdus the Fallen star#prismo the wishmaster#the carmine cavalier#scarab the god auditor#prohibitedwish#this technically has a part 1 but i didnt line it or anything- i may add it onto this later if i feel like it#Sīdus is the one to usually instigate stuff but he makes sure Carma is the one to go further#kinda just letting him know that hes there for him but no matter what he gets to choose what hes comfortable with-#when hes in such an unfamiliar situation
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totally lore accurate swanqueen screencap redraws 1/∞
i'm trying to learn how to draw emma and regina and figured just kinda redrawing some screencaps is the best and most fun way haha
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#swanqueen#swan queen#emma swan#regina mills#once upon a time#my art#regina is one of the most difficult characters i've ever tried to learn how to draw..........#it's impossible to capture lana's beauty#but i will not give up !!#also hello i've loved SQ ever since ouat aired but the obsession kinda went dormant over the years#and returned full force now#i drew exactly One ouat fanart back in 2012 other than that i've only enjoyed the fandom passively and silently haha#but this time around i think i'll combust if i don't at least attempt the occasional fanart criessss#so here i am#sq redraw#sq art
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You know why these boys brought you in? 'Cause I f*cked up a poor, defenseless gang-affiliated organ dealership? Yep. Mm.
#cooper howard#lucy maclean#fallout#fallout prime#walton goggins#ella purnell#there's so many layers to this ahhhhhhhhh#this also parallels maximus wholeheartedly believing cooper was the one who chopped off wilzig's head off... not lucy#cooper himself believed it... he just found it absolutely fascinating#and in the end the difficult lesson she learned from cooper helped saved her life#but she still held on to her own rule and did it her way... by saving his life instead of killing him#this damn relationship is so FASCINATING im rattling my cage#fallouttvgifs#ghoulcy
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sigh. okay im listening to another podcast Whatever im obsessed with them
#this is forcing me to learn how to draw a mustache#AND A PIANO. no piano drawings here because they’re HARD. they’re so difficult. so many damn keys#anyway they’re my new favorite guys i fear#malevolent#malevolent fanart#john doe malevolent#arthur lester#jaspers art
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Let’s pull up that improvement chart again shall we …
#sans#undertale#Im in a frustration period right now#I’ve wired my brain to enjoy the process of learning to draw difficult things#So it’s just a period of feeling a mild lack of a sense of self w my art
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im trying to practice a different hair rendering style so i used the best group of friends ever
#fields of mistria#fields of mistria fanart#fom celine#fom reina#fom adeline#fom fanart#this was very difficult and there are things i would change however its very fun to learn smth new after being in a rut#i am probably gonna do more fom characters to practice hair like this#nobody reads these but if anyone has requests for who i do next leave em in the notes of this post#i did think it would be funny if i included march in this batch for march and the girlies but i got tired </3#celine fom#adeline fom#reina fom#art#digital art#cozy game#art of crane
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i’ve been wanting to do this since day one
#team fortress 2#tf2#era.png#idk if i’ll.. tag the characters? its just a silly little meme#i’ll think on it#anyway i guess i’ll ramble a bit in the tags then#mains: i’ve always played sniper but recently picked up engie! i love avoiding conflict forever#fav character: hmm this aussie that i hate (affectionate)#relate to: i relate to the both of them at the exact same time. autistic AND adhd#learn to play: i’m a dedicated healer class player but medic is soo difficult for me for some reason? one day. one day#fav ship: hmmm these bozos that i hate (AFFECTIONATE)#like to draw: spy is just fun to draw :) ignore sniper this isnt about him#NO ID SORRY :( this feels very difficult to write an id for. i am very sory#REQUESTS R STILL BEING WORKED ON BTW i’ll get to posting those soon. thank you. i will stop talking now
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Dungeon Meshi: Delicious in RPG!
(Sprites + bonus art here!)
#dungeon meshi#game dev diary#laios touden#marcille donato#chilchuck tims#senshi#Walking mushroom...more like watch where you are walking mushroom! Get blasted!#This was a tech & art demo to figure out how to make more dynamic battle portraits.#Unfortunately the coding has been a lot more difficult than anticipated...We couldn't show off what we wanted to!#I still learned a ton of new things that will going to make this project look even better!#Doing these tech demos with fan art has been extremely helpful becuase I can get through my messy learning stage-#-without having to redo a ton of assets because I found out that I needed to approach things a different way.#That said: I *will* be posting Original Content for these game dev diary posts fairly soon!#This is all to help me and my game dev partner experiment with RPG maker for our own game after all B*)#I'm really excited to share this project with you all! I have many funny comics about the characters from this game to share.
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i'm trying to figure out styles
#my art#sketching#learning realism.... collapses to the floor.........#despite looking at a ref it didn't turn out like the picture. i thnk i also just drew MY nose and lips instead#since its the face im most used to#learning new things is difficult !!!!!!! i dont know if its ugly or not !!!! its like. got problems ! i see ! but ?!?!?! WAHHH
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