Azt mondják a nem üzenet is üzenet
S mit a "csend" neked?
Nincs idő vagy kedv,
S a csevegés a kukába megy.
Ez így, egyszerű eset,
Még is többen, velem együtt,
Bonyolítjuk az egyszerűt.
S még hozzá keverjük, saját lényünk:
Miattam nem jelentkezik?
Nem érek fel addig?
Nem kellek neki?!
Rosszat mondam, vagy tettem?
Nem kellett volna, beszélnem?
Millió ehhez hasonló gondolat,
Fut át az agyamban.
És ez, csak azért jöhetett létre,
Mert az önértékelés és az elmém,
Jóbarátként közre fogták a szabadság erejét.
Kérlek, hát hagyd nyitva a szemedet,
Hogy láthasd, egyedül te irányítod őket.
Te adsz erre teret, s erőt
Fordítsd hát saját magadba mindkettőt.
És kérdezd meg magadtól,
Hogy a herébe lennél kevesebb másoktól?
Egyedi vagy s különleges!
Az ami elérte hívott téged,
Egyetlen percre sem lett kevesebb benned!
Ez születésedtől ott van neked.
Erős vagy és bármire képes,
Ezt üzeni a "csend" neked!
K.I. 2022.05.11.
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Fic Master List: Tian Ya Ke
I did a master list for my TWEWY fics, so now it's time to cover my other fandom: Tian Ya Ke. I appeared from the void with a fic in March 2022 and have written five more fics, one of them 65,000 words long, since then.
Strange how certain the journey (9,850 words)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Wen Kexing/Zhou Zishu
Characters: Wen Kexing, Zhou Zishu, Jing Beiyuan, Wu Xi (Qi Ye), Zhang Chengling
Additional Tags: Post-Canon, Established Relationship, Canon-Typical Use of Husband and Wife (Faraway Wanderers), Jealousy, Switching, Stories within Stories, Spoilers for TYK and QY, Non-Graphic Violence, Slight Canon Divergence
Summary:
When Wen Kexing watches Zhou Zishu and Jing Beiyuan together, he can see Lord Zhou. He never asked Zhou Zishu about his past before, but now they have time and maybe . . . maybe he wants to know.
His feelings about Lord Seventh have nothing to do with it.
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Storytelling as an act of love.
Notes: The fic that served as my introduction to the fandom. I had never even spoken to a single TYK fan and just showed up one day with 10k words of WenZhou in hand. TYK, QY, slight (mostly implied) canon divergence re: the WenZhou relationship timeline, and the beginning of it all.
We all write our own endings (3,710 words)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Wen Kexing/Zhou Zishu
Characters: Zhou Zishu, Wen Kexing
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, First Time, Developing Relationship, Mid-Canon, Canon-Typical Use of Husband and Wife (Faraway Wanderers), Spoilers for TYK and QY
Summary:
If I die, would it not be a loss for you?
In Zhou Zishu's experience, sex can be a currency, or a weapon. In this moment, with Wen Kexing, it's neither.
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A point of divergence.
Notes: The canon divergence prequel to my first TYK fic, jumping off from the end of chapter 63. This is where I was officially writing a series, but all of the stories are pretty loosely linked and could be read standalone. It's also where I decided that every fic in the series would have a title from a Vienna Teng song, for no reason in particular.
For we are a woven thread (9,135 words)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Wen Kexing/Zhou Zishu
Characters: Wen Kexing, Zhou Zishu, Zhang Chengling
Additional Tags: Post-Canon, Established Relationship, Canon-Typical Use of Husband and Wife (Faraway Wanderers), Families of Choice, Murder Mystery, Small Town Horrors
Summary:
It should be just another night in a small jianghu town. And it would be, if not for the murders. Even backwater towns on the edge of nowhere have secrets.
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A ghost story, of sorts.
Notes: This story is an interesting one for me because it has some dialogue exchanges I am particularly proud of, but gets the least attention of any of my TYK fics. That happens sometimes and I don't mind. But if you do read and enjoy it, I'm glad!
Uncover the weight of your bones (6,651 words)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Wen Kexing/Zhou Zishu
Characters: Wen Kexing, Zhou Zishu, Jing Beiyuan, Wu Xi (Qi Ye), Zhang Chengling
Additional Tags: Established Relationship, Missing Scene, Slight Canon Divergence, Spoilers for TYK and QY, Post-Siege of Ghost Valley, Canon-Typical Use of Husband and Wife (Faraway Wanderers), Nails of Seven Torments (Faraway Wanderers), Hurt/Comfort
Summary:
On Mount Changming, Wen Kexing cares for Zhou Zishu—and fears for him—as they prepare for the removal of the nails. A human experience and therefore one that Wen Kexing, so recently a ghost, finds himself laughably unprepared for.
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Love in the spaces between.
Notes: This fic is me filling in some of the scenes we don't get at the end of the novel. This one is the most closely linked to the canon divergence, because it happens before the extras, so should ideally be read within the continuity of the series. But I respect a rebel, if you don't feel like doing that.
Of a tender history (2,503 words)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Wen Kexing/Zhou Zishu
Characters: Wen Kexing, Zhou Zishu, Zhang Chengling
Additional Tags: Established Relationship, Post-Canon, Top Wen Kexing/Bottom Zhou Zishu, Canon-Typical Use of Husband and Wife (Faraway Wanderers), Married Sex
Summary:
To live is a peculiar thing.
Or: Wen Kexing and Zhou Zishu, in moments.
Notes: This is my gift fic for MT, from the Immortal Wanderers exchange, and not related to the other stories. Post-canon WenZhou with non-linear storytelling, which is something I really enjoy writing. Nothing heavy in this one—it's mostly WenZhou being happy together.
From Halfway Along (65,334 words)
Chapters: 21/21
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Wen Kexing/Zhou Zishu
Characters: Wen Kexing, Zhou Zishu, Gu Xiang (Faraway Wanderers), Zhang Chengling, Jing Beiyuan, Wu Xi (Qi Ye), Cao Weining
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Science Fiction, Space Opera, Developing Relationship, Art Crime, Human Experimentation (mostly voluntary), corporate warfare, Canon-Typical Talk of Death and Dying, Canon-Typical Use of Husband and Wife (Faraway Wanderers), Extensive World Building, Families of Choice, Telepathy
Summary:
After dedicating years to the service of an empire, Zhou Zishu has walked away to spend what's left of his life wandering the galaxy. And if that freedom has come at a cost . . . doesn't everything?
His plans did not include getting entangled with a dangerous man on a mission of his own. A man who not only looks at him, but sees.
Notes: I left this for the end of the list—the WenZhou space opera AU novel no one asked for but I was delighted to deliver. If I am known for anything in the TYK fandom, it's this fic. It is very much a Hadassah Story, with a lot of hallmarks of my style and sensibilities. I also structured it like a TV show, with cold opens in every chapter but (by design) one. I used to work in entertainment and From Halfway Along probably shows it more than any of my other fics.
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