#lfm verse

[heleneplays]

sobbing my gay heart out over the ending to a fic i will never post:

No, soft won't ever be the right word to describe María.

But in her embrace, Helene is safe. With María, Helene finds home.

[minnarr]

wip ask game! su qingluan in shl-verse becoming a ghost?

ha, you got to this before i remembered to edit in file names so for others this is "qingluan and lfm thing"

in the eps where zzs is captured in jinzhou, jinwang brings up a few qy characters as former friends/accomplices in some kind of courtyard oath and qingluan was one of those. i got to thinking about what i find fascinating about her, and what i find fascinating about the dept of the unfaithful, and then i got to thinking about how you could adapt qingluan and also have her death be also fake. so far I've mostly written the jinzhou backstory and how she physically got in to tell it to lfm, i just need to work out Everything Else

[phrobysha]

22 Volts

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[imthepunchlord]

So in LfM did Aurore miss Chloe's speech about buying the votes for Mireille? It seems like she didn't realize it was Chloe's fault she lost.

She is aware, it was why she attacked Chloe first instead of heading for Mirielle immediately. 

And honest answer: on the matter of Aurore addressing this, it’s something I didn’t think about while writing, and have yet to really think of anything to add in, and not sure I want to as end result is still the same, by popular vote (through bribery), Aurore lost like in canon and that doesn’t change things. She will get the job later though. 

So for an in fic verse reason why Aurore doesn’t spread awareness of this, Chloe’s the mayor’s daughter and has the media on her side and Aurore’s story can end up smothered. Aurore is also aware that any try to protest this could be seen as her being desperate or twisted that way and tarnish her public view. And Aurore wants to be a big media figure, so its safer for her to publicly accept her loss and keep her head low for a bit. 

[heleneplays]

DAY 7!!!!!!! ft. their kiddos™

Emma & Maia Spillane come from entirely different AU-verses (AND AUs in AUs!!!), but I think it's important to show them together!!! just look at them 🥺🥺🥺

ANYWAYS

a family can be a pair of wlws who went on an epic lovers to enemies to lovers arc, the brunette's traumatized niece turned adoptive daughter, and (the brunette's biological daughter [AU]) their foundling daughter whom they said "it's free real estate", AND their 2 cats.

[also emma's hair is now more of a reddish-brown bc i like retconning my own hc's. anyways they're just a smol bean and needs to be protected 🥺🥺🥺 meanwhile maia is almost spitting image of helene, if more brown-ish haired. & also its important to say SHE is a national treasure, please give her a knife >:3]

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AND THAT'S A WRAP!!! Thank you everyone for coming with me on this week long celebration of one (1) canon marriage (JAMES OH MY GOD,,,, YES, STILL I AM 😭🥺💕) TURNED art showcase for my beloved fictional women,,, I have never been more alive making this while in the last stretches of me finalizing my outputs for this semester!!! like girl. the energies that possessed me. @jamesshawgames keeps doing it to 'em (ME) and i'm ALWAYS just shockedpikachu.png about it

ANYWAYS MRRP 💕 María & Helene's bridal photoshoot + reception is the next of my projects, but i'm adding in the canon design variant so stay tuned <3

[heleneplays]

"Helene? ...help."

María doesn't dare breathe another word lest the purring felines sink their claws on her definitely-worth-more-than-these-bastard-furballs shirt.

Helene, curious as to what made her wife (wife!!!) call her, quietly pads out of the spare bedroom turned study in her silk robe half tied, and sees the redhead looking both irritated and panicked at the--

Her mouth splits into a shit-eating grin, and María immediately redirects her glare at her, warning her against any clownery.

Helene, nothing but A certified clown™, especially when it concerns her beloved, opens her mouth and says:

"Can't handle a little bit more pussy, baby?"

'I am going to physically hurt you.' the redhead mouths, and Helene waggles her eyebrows suggestively while biting her lip.

[heleneplays]

FINDING THIS GEM ON TWITTER TODAY LADS

[heleneplays]

'We will love again, just not each other.'

Helene looks at the weathered page in front of her, then downwards to her sleeping wife.

(HER Wife. Looking very cute as she hugged her midsection like a teddy bear.)

The brunette closes her diary and stacks it onto the nearby nightstand.

"I'm so lucky." She whispers. 'That it didn't become a self-fulfilling prophecy.' "No words can ever explain just how much I do love you."

Helene runs a hand against her wife's red curls, lolling her head back against the pillows behind her.

"--d'ne clownin' yet?"

[heleneplays]

Elle & Ria (Helene Spillane's rescue cats) my beloved

[heleneplays]

absolutely need to stop thinking abt this draft for a future AU of LfM bc I CANT STOP BEING ABNORMAL ABOUT IT.

Helene wakes up with her heart on her throat, panicked.

'Why hasn't Maia cried?' is the first thing that comes to her mind as she looks at the clock reading 3:35 am. 'Fuck. I fell asleep.' is the next thing, and she moves out of bed, instinctively to go to the bedroom turned nursery.

Quickly but quietly running walking, Helene arrives to the doors to the nursery. They're already ajar, and her heart leaps to her throat once more.

Stepping into the space where only the full moon illuminates through the wide windows, she's greeted by an unexpected sight. Her wife, sitting on the rocking chair, face guardedly pensive as she holds their 2-month-old daughter. Maia is sound asleep, her little face pressed into the side of the redhead's chest.

María's hazel eyes snap right into hers.

Helene is suddenly filled with a deep well of love.

[heleneplays]

KDJFFJDKDKD DEAD AS I OPEN MU NOTES AND SEE "MEOWRIA GAYCIA PAWREZ" WRITTEN DOWN ON THE FIRST THING IN THERE

[heleneplays]

there's an emptiness inside me only she could fill.

[heleneplays]

elle aka the void my beloved

[heleneplays]

"Some days I don't know whether to fuck you awake, or kill you in your sleep."

"Surprise me then, baby."

María looks at me like I'm a whole fucking clown again, and honestly, I'm feeling very attacked.

"What? what?"

"If I felt emotions, I'd be concerned."

I reach over to boop her nose. Which she scrunches, and scowls at me for.

"Emotion one, exhibit A. María García Pérez experiences an annoyance, and sends a scowl to the cute and lovable Helene Spillane."

"I hate you."

"Exhibit B-- OW okay! okay!! I love you too!!!"

María huffs, and I grin dopily.

"You're a fucking brat though."

María tugs on the blankets, leaving me to the cold.

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Letters for María snip, bc channeling my annoyance to clownery for this WIP is a healthier use for my time <3

[heleneplays]

0 thoughts except Maia (Helene's bio daughter @ the mixed verse au aka H.A. & P.S. in the relics verse) & Emma (Gerry's ((Helene's older brother)) bio daughter that Helene adopts after his death @ the LfM verse au) Spillane

[heleneplays]

not me imagining canon!helene spillane with her 2 rescue cats, Bastard (legal name Helene, but shortened to Elle, a black cat) & Bitch (legal name Maria) which she got a kick out of when she adopted the orange tabby) (I GOT THEM THAT WAY FROM THE SHELTER, DONT LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT MARÍA!!!) and mcr au!helene with her axolotl, Noodle (BAPY BOY. BAPY,,, I think this is literally the best gift anyone ever gave me, thank YOU so much María you're the best!!!); and all of them meeting :) @ 2:02 pm