#like I'm sorry besties ily but I don't think I can do this for another week lmao

[straykidsholicleigh]

☆*:..... LEIGH'S MOOTS !!!!

@yessa-vie - my wife ✨

i have to put this bitch first- ur the literal first person i started talking to on tumblr, no cap- words can't describe how grateful and happy i am to have u in my life like honestly. you've helped me with my depression, anxiety and suicidal thoughts and brought me back up whenever i felt down, thank u sm 😭 sometimes i feel horrible bcs im bad at comforting people and i feel like whenever u want to vent, im not really helping but i promise to try better 🩷

also ur writing? like bitch ur writing? THAT HYUNJIN FIC 🫦🤌 like babes just throw me ur talent im begging u, i said it once, ill say it again; i am on my knees for ur writing 🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️ like whenever u release smth i get so excited idk- keep rocking yessa baby, ilyyy smmmm my unnie <33 💜

@double-knxtt - my sister 🧚🏾‍♀️

life ain't complete without ya- like honestly, i kinda find the way we met sorta funny bcs i embarrassed myself on the first msg- 💀 it's been literally 5 months since we've known each other wtf... if u need someone to talk to, pls, im always here and even though im not good at comforting ill try my best, okay? you've helped me with a lot of stuff and ik we've had a few fights but i just wanna thank u for being there for me and helping me out of my dark places. your my best friend and my sister 🩵

ur writing- girl, im begging u, DON'T STOP WRITING THAT ONE MINHO DRABBLE- girl, how tf u so good at writing? if u don't throw me ur talent like yessa, im finding u and suffocating u 😃🔪 (jk, unless-) ily sm ok? always remember that my precious unnie~~ 💞💞<3

@kaiyaba - my other wife idk- 🦝

still can't get over the fact that we became friends through murder- im gonna start calling u my canadian bestie bcs... you know... we're both canadians? okay soo... UR MY PRECIOUS POOKIE ILY ILY SMM- sorry, had to get that off my chest- ur loaded with hyunjin pics, do not stop sending me them I'm begging- also those cards? hello? lmao they're funny af and yeah they did make me feel better lmao 😂 also, ty sm for being there for me when sam broke up with me, that was a horrible time but ty sm~ 💕 im always here if u wanna vent ok?

also honestly fuck ur ex, he can die idc- 💀 also I'd like more hyunjin pics when u awake, I'll be waiting 🤲 also, just so you know, u kinda slow at typing (cmon, did u seriously think i wasn't going to roast u atleast once?) ignore that last one- ily sm keep going, my racoon 💕💕

@thatonedemigodfromseoul - my daughter 🌻

OMG U CUTIE PATOOTIE, ANYTHING U DO IS CUTE 😍 u can just breath and ur cute... u baby material, infant 🫵 also, still not over the fact we literally met THROUGH MURDER 👁👄👁🤌🤌 *deep breath* ahem.. ik life is hard and people are bitchy sometimes but i just wanna let you know that you're got it. ur a human too and sometimes things get hard but we have to do everything to survive right? whenever it gets hard, im always here for u if u wanna vent ok? ily my little infant 🩷

UR WRITING?????? UR FLUFF??? BITCH THROW ME UR TALENT I SUCK AT FLUFF, I'LL JUST STEAL YOURS, IDC ILL ROB IT ONE WAY OR ANOTHER- (that was so aggressive i promise im stable-) ... i still want ut writing bcs wtf?? for a ** year old, ur so good? huh? ilyy 🩵🩷🩵

@fauna-flora11 - my mother in law 🤡

omg my pakistan baby 😍 bestie, ik we don't talk much but i want u to know ily and ur doing great ok? ur doing amazing, im so proud of what u did yesterday, today, tomorrow and so on ur so cuteeee!! ily my bestie pls drink lots of water and take care of urself ok? and don't worry about my leg and lip, it'll get better eventually 😅 again, if u ever wanna vent, im here ok? ilyy smm <333

i've never really read your writing but im encouraging you to write bcs your good at it! ill be waiting for that skz fic or whatever u have stirring up in that pot of urs lmao.. ily sm flora, keep doing whatever ur doing and keeping smiling 💕💕💕💕💕💕

@silverstarburst - my sister 💟

hi my unnie! ik we don't talk much, but ty for taking up for me whenever those anons throw hate at me, ur really amazing and sassy like that lmao- ik ur always there for me whenever im sad and whenever i get hate so hopefully i can do the same for u, so whenever ur sad or need to vent, just msg me. it may take me time but i will respond and help u ok? ily unnie, ur amazing <33💕💕💕

also, if u want a Chinese or Spanish name just ask me lmao- ik it sounds weird but i can give u one~ should I call u ash or wonhu? 👀👀 ily my pookie ~~ stay hydrated and get lots of sleep and eat well mkay? ilyy <333

@zoey-rov - the dog 🌸

bitch explain why is not tagging u??? what black magic have u done to my tumblr? also that minecraft house u working on... O-O WHY DOES HAVE LIKE 58 BEDROOMS??? CHILL ON THE BEDROOMS, UR BF WON'T LET ME GO FOR THAT, HE KEEPS COMPLAINING IN MY DMS 😭 also when u land in korea in september, come visit me (if u want) idk when u coming tho bcs idt ur bf wants to- ty for being my friend and trusting me with ur secrets~ ily my cutie <33 💕💕

@michelle4eve - my niece 🧜‍♀️

we don't talk much but you've been here on my blog, sending me asks and checking on me and sending cute shit 😭 i feel so stupid for not dming u earlier and talking to u, but lets just say im glad u made the move first. ur so talented and so funny and kind, im so glad ur in my family 😭 im here if u ever wanna vent, ok? ty for sticking around and not leaving, ily ily <3

also i read ur writing and lets just say I AM SHOOK- like can u just... throw some my way?? like wth?? i love ur writing pookie, pls keep writing and showing off that beautiful talent of urs 💕 stay safe and hydrated~ <33

@heihaneul - the cat 🍡

i strongly advise u to leave the dog, the mouse, the rabbit and fish alone- ig i have to thank chris bcs if it wasn't for his drama, i wouldn't have met u. i like our little chats even though u roast me 24/7 and call me a grandma just bcs i have a short remembrance of things. atleast i can go around calling u kitty 🤷🏻‍♀️ ty for helping me and having my back so many times, ily ily if u ever need to vent, my dms are open and waiting 💕 ily, pls look after urself~ 💕<3

@wooyo-bae - my niece/stepdaughter 🤰

first, i'm sorry for leaving u on read for a whole month, second, yes im delulu for hyunjin and i always will be 🤷🏻‍♀️ im still kinda shocked i have another ** year old on my bad but i will accept only bcs of yessa and mari (jkjk u the cutest little niece) ik school can be tough so if u ever need help im here <3 and pls for godsake STOP LISTENING TO ADULT MUSIC, U R PRACTICALLY A CHILD 🤡 ily take care of urself cutie (i promise i will respond to ur dms-) 💕

and i love ur writing even though u only got like one thing out- im encouraging u to write more bcs u are good at it annd don't let anyone tell u otherwise <333

@immapopthelimits119 - my other daughter 🧋

no, i do NOT believe u whenever u tell me u drink water bcs from that pic u sent me, u look DEHYDRATED 24/7 DRINK WATER BEFORE I FLY DOWN TO GERMANY AND SLAP U ACROSS UR FACE. yes, i am delulu for hyunjin and keep sending me jurin pics bcs jurin is a queen and she deserves recognition. i promise that felix fic u wanted is in the making! I'll try post it soon and ily <33 🩷🩷

@robynnn-nnm - the horse 🐎

ur personality is a lot like sage and it TERRIFIES ME. ik ur obsessed with flower by jisoo and pls the fact that ur sis sent me her number just to send me videos of u dancing like ur possessed is boss energy and u slay so house down, whitney im deceased 😞✋ ur so hyper but the fact ur constantly sending me horse pics is not giving, like calm tf down u roach- ily either way u talented mf 💕💕

@atinyniki - my niece 👩‍🦲

idk why u chose that emoji but im not gonna complain 🤷🏻‍♀️ if im being honest, i was kinda scared to text u bcs idk i felt like i would say smth wrong and u would think bad of me, but im glad i did! ik we don't talk much but i like talking to u bcs ur kinda chaotic and it's really refreshing 😅 now about those anons, just block them or hit spam bcs that's not very respectful what their doing :( im sorry if u get them often, ill try my best to shut them up, ty for sticking around cutie 💕 if u ever need to vent, again, my dms are like a door, it's always open for u to come through and spill ur mind. im listening. ily <33 💕💕

ur writing, ur writing, that's it. that's the comment. if u have a taglist, add me (idk if im already added-) pls ur writing is like.. so good? like where did u get that talent from? i will FIGHT whoever says ur writing sucks, bcs their blind, ur writing is so good, keep going cutie! ~ 💕💕

@hynjinniesworld - my psychotic lover 💀

we communicate through 💀 girl, whatever is happening between u and sam, im truly trying my best to help u but there's only so much i can do behind a phone and in a different country 😭 im always here if u need to vent and dw i saved ur ass multiple times, i can handle more ig- also, imma stop calling u mommy bcs anons be tripping 💀 (ill call u mine ;)) btw ur dancing is 🤌🤌 anyways, ily pookie, take care of urself especially after that surgery ily ily my fiesty, cutie pieeee <33 💕💕

[gallawitchxx]

weekly tag wednesday thursday!

oooh baby, look at all the hotties that tagged me to play yesterday: @darlingian @creepkinginc @suzy-queued @metalheadmickey @too-schoolforcool @lingy910y @crossmydna @sgtmickeyslaughter @iansw0rld @juliakayyy @thisdivorce & @energievie !!!! THANKS HOTTIES! how fun!

how is your day going?: so far so good! i honestly laid in bed for hours this morning - much longer than i intended to. but i think that's fine!

are you okay?: life has been super whumpy lately & i haven't been riding the waves all that gracefully. but yeah, i'm okay! this too shall pass.

what is your favourite shade of your favourite colour?: i don't really have a favorite color, but i love turquoise that's more blue than green.

are you single?: i am Very Married!

are you happy about that?: yeah! my wife's the best! we have our shit, like all couples do, but i wouldn't be who or where i am today without her. i'm very lucky.

what age do you feel in your brain?: oooh... 970?

do you feel like the good times are behind you or ahead of you?: both! past, present & future good times for me, bayybeee!

do you have a best friend?: many! but in the traditional sense, yes. i have two besties who i've known since childhood & it's a blessed miracle that we're still loving up on each other after all of these years.

did you have a childhood pet?: i had fish & a couple of cats!

do you sing or whistle around the house?: oh, i was literally just singing take me or leave me from rent (both parts thank you very much) while doing the dishes! so yes! my wife & i also are constantly making up dumb songs lolol.

do you light candles or incense?: yes yes both! more candles now, but incense when we used to *gasp* smoke weed inside hahahalksgjsl. but now we're strictly backyard stoners, so the candles work just fine. plus, i have tons of witchy candles too that i'm always working with for spells & such.

are you busy Friday night?: no? lol. what day is it? we have some weekend plans, so a friday night in sounds grand!

if you were a circus performer which act would you be in?: probably a fortune teller (typecast), but i think in another life, i'd want to be a trapeze artist & swing from the rafters!

what is your favourite outfit?: oooh this one's easy! a white mock turtleneck, my black Wildfang overalls, and sneakers!

what's the last thing you created?: i'm working on a writing project for work & still attempting my end of the Having a Ball collab with @callivich (hi calli, ily calli, thank you for your patience calli), but i suppose the last thing i created was this art of mickey's booty.

what is your favourite fic or book of all time?: it might need an update, but my forever favorite book is a tale of two cities by charles dickens. my favorite fic? shit that's hard. eerrrrmmmm - i truly cannot answer this, sorry lolol.

what are you looking forward to?: by this time next month (plus a few days), i'll have hugged all of my favorite people! HOW EXCITING FOR ME!

what can put you immediately in a better mood?: a movie night with the pals! a play sesh with my pup! a smoocherooooo.

do you like hugs?: love 'em! c'mere! let me squeeze you round the middle & bury my nose in your neck!

what is something you wish people understood about you?: oooh. um, i think that because i'm pretty positive all the time, people don't think to check in on me & see if i'm doing ok? this isn't a plea by any means lol - i'm good! - but it takes a lot of effort to keep a good attitude when the world can be so harsh. also! i'm a witch! don't mess with me! *wink*

tagging @heymrspatel @howlinchickhowl @whatwouldmickeydo @whatthebodygraspsnot @milk-o-bitch & @squidyyy23 - who may not ever see this, but who i almost put down for favorite fic! (i'm DAD's #1 stan!) & who i miss every day of my life! if you don't want to play, that's cool! imagine we're laying together in a field of green, looking up at a clear, sunny sky. ily.

[wondernus]

hi I never thought that I would be writing this one day, but in full bloom will most likely be my last smau series.

school and work is pretty hectic and I'm getting close to starting my thesis. as much as I hate doing it, but I have to put irl life ahead of wondernus' blog. I started the kids are going to be alright in 2021 and it's nearing the end of 2022. I don't think I ever dreamed of writing 4 smaus and a couple of written fics + imagines (not including the fics from my other blog) within these two years.

I won't be writing package received. I just can't do it. I don't think I can connect to the story anymore (sorry for leaving you on a cliffhanger [esp @eliphant. ily bestie <33]). I can probably write package received in a massive headcanon LOL or reveal the plot/ending in another post (I still know the ending because I literally have the entire fic drafted).

with that being said, I will still be writing (I just can't handle writing another series atm). feel free to send in imagines, but they probably won't be coming out until nov (including the ones in my inbox rn). I have a few bigger/longer fics coming out later (including the mingyu one i've been working on for half a year).

love you all. thank you for your massive amount of support. feel free to dm me or send me an ask if you have any questions.

-big sis nu <3

[leviackermanscleaningbuddy]

hi skz pack <3 first of i wanna say ily and i'll literally die for all of you. you especially (y/n)!!! if any of these male boneheads hurt you, i'll throw hands (just kidding, maybe i'll pull on their ears a little and then pat their lil heads to say sorry). i have two questions (sfw and nsfw hehe) and it's for everyone so any of you can answer if you want!

first, are there any funny inside stories within the pack? i need my crumbs. i wanna know all the juicy gossip and potential blackmail. i personally think hyunjin and jisung are a chaos duo but i wouldn't... put it past any of you. *heart fingers*

second, and this is a lil spicy, but have any of you been dommed by y/n? i only ask because i'm a dom too and i am CONSTANTLY rooting for my girl y/n. does she dick any of u down??? does she top?? power bottom?? i need to KNOW. if she hasn't or you've never been, i implore you to let her. i know she has potential. BESTIE Y/N IF U CAN SEE THIS, GO CRAZY (consensually <3) !!! IM ENABLING YOU.

(jess sorry for the lack of asks, you know i love you. saw this ask thing though and jumped at the chance. i'll be back to my regular scheduled asks soon once college dies down T_T hope you're doing well!)

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"Oooh, both of these are really great questions." Your eyes light up as you excitedly sit straighter in your chair. "I think we're gonna answer them individually, since there's so much to each one." You glance around at your packmates. "Which do you guys wanna answer first?"

Eight pairs of eyes stare back at you silently, and you sigh.

"Really? Okay, fine."

"You're up, buttercup." Minho quips dryly, raising an eyebrow as he stares at you, making you roll your eyes.

"Okay, first off-" You start seriously, motioning to the rest of the group. "I'm a complete switch, through and through. I think we all know this."

"However, there are definitely some key factors that affect which role I choose to portray during sex."

"This legitimately sounds like the start of my human behaviors lecture from last week." Jisung remarks with sarcasm, a smirk flickering across his lips. "Did you and Professor Nim collab?"

Seungmin elbows the other beta hard in the ribs, and he loses his breath with an audible oof. You shoot him a thankful look before you continue.

"The first factor, and definitely most important, is my partner's preference and comfort level."

Chan is nodding like he gets what you're saying, which is comforting, knowing that you're not just babbling like an idiot and making no sense.

Changbin offers you the hint of a smile as you push onward.

"It's not especially important to me what role I play, I don't have a strong preference usually, so if my partner is more comfortable with me domming, then that's what I'll do. If they'd rather I sub, and they take control, that's fine too."

Minho rolls his eyes good naturedly. "You're just a straight brat with me."

You point a finger in his direction sternly. "You don't count."

The other alpha smirks and shrugs. "It's fine. I'm not complaining."

"Anyway." You shoot him a glare and he gives you a little hand motion, as if to say go on. "Another factor that affects things is where everyone is at in their cycles. Typically, it's not the same for everyone, but pretty common, that when an alpha is in rut, they want to dom. Similarly, when an omega is in heat, they usually want to sub. It's biology's way of making things easier for everyone."

"I also tend to be a little more submissive when it comes to sexual interactions with the other alphas? It's not astoundingly evident, but my wolf's natural response when faced with another alpha-especially Chan-is to naturally be a little more submissive as a sign of respect I guess?"

You smirk now and dart a sidelong look at Chan, reaching out to curl your fingers around his thigh.

"Not to say I haven't dommed-a lot-with all of them. We absolutely do have sex toys, and I absolutely have used them, on everyone."

Chan sighs good naturedly and Minho snickers, Changbin grinning now.

"Gross." Jeongin rolls his eyes from where he's sitting in Felix's lap."

"Speaking of-" You point at the omega now, who glances back at you innocently, eyes wide. "-when it comes to the omegas, I usually tend to dom all the time. The baby and Felix especially. Hyunjin can go either way, sometimes he likes to switch it up and be in charge, but Lixie and Innie? They like to be coddled and taken care of."

"Pillow princesses." Jisung supplies without any guile, and Felix immediately nods.

"Hey, I like what I like."

"And we like you, princess." Changbin teases back, reaching out to pinch the omega's cheek affectionately between his fingers.

"Jisungie and Seungie." You think for a minute, considering, and then glance to the betas, who are not helpful in the least, giving you a shrug each. "Hmm. They tend to go either way. They're wild cards. Although Seungie prefers being in control usually, whereas Jisungie usually leans toward wanting to be told what to do."

"That's why Minho-hyung likes me so much." Jisung boasts, puffing his chest. "I'm a great listener."

"Bull shit." Minho immediately shoots back, and Jisung pouts.

"You're a terrible listener." You agree, and Jisung turns the full force of his wide eyed pout on you, making you laugh. "Everywhere except the bedroom."

Jisung shrugs, snuggling back beside Seungmin. "Whatever. I'll take it."

"When there's more than two people involved," You go on, considering for a moment. "That usually changes dynamics a bit, depending on who's wanting to do what. It's not as simple as just saying 'oh there's two alphas, so they'll obviously dom the omega or beta or whatever' because sometimes, one of us will dom the third party, and then the other doms the other alpha or vice versa. It really all comes back to, once again, comfort levels and preferences."

"Noona, if I came to you and hyung and asked to dom both of you, would you let me?" Jeongin pipes up, motioning between you and Chan with sudden eager excitement.

"Absolutely, Innie." Chan doesn't even hesitation, smiling fondly at the youngest, who is bouncing in his seat and making Felix wince.

"But you wouldn't." You grin. "Because we all know you'd rather be babied, especially by Channie and I."

Jeongin doesn't even consider pouting.

"Guilty."

"We're a pretty non-traditional pack to begin with," You add, glancing at Chan, who squeezes your fingers where they rest on his leg. "So being non-traditional in the bedroom isn't anything weird. Channie is head alpha, but he never asserts that over anyone unless they ask. He's more than happy to sub if that's what someone wants."

"Who would want that?" Jisung cries out, utterly scandalized. "Dom, primal, head alpha hyung is the hottest hyung. Period."

"Hear, hear." Hyunjin raises a fake glass into the air in a toast to Jisung's words, and it's probably the first time they've agreed on anything in days.

"I mean-" You shrug, biting back a smirk. "-I'm not saying I don't agree with you, but I have to admit, there's also something intrinsically pretty about Channie being the one beneath me and seeing just how much he can take before he's practically begging."

"Oh god." Chan groans beside you.

Across the room, Changbin audibly chokes.

Jisung looks utterly caught off guard as he gulps loudly. "I need to take a cold shower all of a sudden."

Minho grins and raises his own invisible glass to you in salute from the other couch.

"That's my girl."

[callmeghoulshit]

For the 101 questions!

It’s so many imsorryimsorryimsorry but ily

4, 10, 13, 23, 31, 33, 44, 75, 88, 97

SHAKEY I'M SO SORRY IT TOOK FOREVER TO ANSWERRRRRR.

Made the mistake of opening it during work so I lost the notification and forgot :(

Everything under the cut cuz this was an essay.

ANYWAYS:

4. What's the one thing you feel like everyone knows how to do except you?

Oho. Literally everything. Life as a whole. Everyone makes everything look so damn easy and it leaves me wondering what went wrong with me (I know damn well what's wrong with me lmao but I don't wanna change it)

Oh but to be specific it's hard to explain so I hope I make sense but appearances. I know even the prettiest people have their insecurities but it seems like everyone else knows what to do with themselves. Whether it be hair, clothes, makeup. I have to ask my bestie all the time because it's the one thing I don't get is how people are like "imma do this! I think it'll look cool!" Like how are you SURE? How do you just know what looks good in you and what doesn't?

It took me five years to nail my eyeliner. Fucking eyeliner. And it'll probably take me another five to figure out if I can even wear eyeshadow.

10. What's your boring hobby (that you still enjoy anyway)?

This is another hard one cuz I do quite a bit of hobby hopping now. In the span of a year I went from jewellery making, cross stitch, painting, clothes making, and clay. I didn't have any hobbies prior to that, let alone "boring" ones so I don't really have an answer haha.

13. Tell a secret.

See my initial answer was to say my maladaptive daydreaming, except I slapped that in my intro post haha. And anything else that comes to mind is actually unwarranted trauma dumping I think. So we're gonna stick with the MADD but make it dramatic:

I've had seven (there's way more but they're the core ones) imaginary friends since I was 14. I'm currently twenty, and hoping they don't go away, there have been a couple times I've "lost" my ability to daydream and I felt so broken because they stem from a time I was so lonely I only had myself and I love them so dearly. So if you ever see me talking about my OCs (original characters), I mean them. I'm so unbelievably attached and can talk about them forever haha. Maybe if I see an ask game about OCs I'll answer about them hehe.

23. Do you believe in an afterlife?

Nope. No belief in any kind of higher power. My only fear is that you're still somehow conscious after death, just experiencing nothingness. It's mainly because I can't imagine everything just switching off.

31. What are you looking forward to right now?

Hmm maybe getting round to my project where I wanted to make a dress. Maybe it's my delusions of grandeur because I keep hoping it'll turn out perfect haha.

Being able to see my best friend for a proper hangout again too. I miss being able to see her whenever we wanted to <3

33. What's your favorite color in context?

Red. I just really like red. When I used to get up really early and the sun was rising it'd look so pretty and red and pink.

44. What's the earliest dream you can remember having?

I can't remember anything mate haha. It would have to be a weird lil nightmare I had three years ago I think, enjoy

75. What's that movie you know is bad but enjoy anyways?

Fast and Furious franchise. Admittedly I need to catch up with a few movies. And I know it's far fetched and everything BUT I DONT CARE. DAYDREAM INSPO. ITS FUN. GIMME MY STUPID UNREALISTIC DRIVING MOVIE.

88. What kinds of things confuse you?

Fucking LIFE. Money. Bills. My mum's council tax makes me wanna rip my hair out. I wanna figure out if I can live independently BUT I DONT KNOW HOW MUCH BILLS Are this is so fucking stressful.

Oh and attraction lmao I don't get that shit. I have an ace flagged pinned to my wall but it feels like a lie cuz I'd feel so bad if I realise down the line I'm not ace. Seriously what the fuck is romantic attraction. Tf is sexual attraction. The fuck is arousal. Anyways moving swiftly on

97. What's your favorite word?

Swear words. I can't think right now. Maybe shit, fuck, bitch, cunt or dickhead.

[hannaswritingblog]

HI SIS BESTIE MY DEAREST DEAR MHUWA

OKAY so about that suggestions. I have few, but in case u won't accept it, I just send it all in one ask. If there is anything u like, then I will just send another ask with only that one request or something <3

(oh and im everywhere seeing reader as she but u can make it non binary or sth if you would like!!!)

OKAY SO LETS GO WITH THAT

Neville Longbottom (HP, 5 year) x reader - with prompt "Do you find me brave yet?". I have that idea that reader comes to him after that fight ("The Battle of the Department of Mysteries") and his nose is still broken and he feels sorry that that propercy was destroyed bc of him, and Reader comforts him and maybe,,, idk, maybe he says something ala "do you at least find me brave now?" and reader says that she always thought of him as brave bc he is Gryffindor after all and she knows him since second year,,,, or something like that :D

Penguin (gotham) x reader - it would taking place in season 2, when he was still at the top, and reader would be a second most important person to him after his mother, anddd he would go to her and ask her to go to his place on a dinner and he would just, ya know, flash his well-being to reader, and to her it would be silly and cute and there would be smooch on the cheek from reader bc hes the best heheh

Jim Hopper x reader - it would take place somewhere after season 1. He and reader are fbw, and fic is about Jim visitng him, but this time with flowers and wearing his fabulous flanner, and asking her on a date in a 'hopper way' (whats that mean? idk maybe 'if I read the signals wrong then you won't see me again." bc he wants to sacriface himself all the time omg). cute cute

Susan Pevensie x bestie!reader - its day after valentines and both girls are talking about all these chockolates susan got from boys, while eating the same chockolates. Susan probably would feel little bad for eating them, bc she doesnt feel anything to these boys but reader is like 'nah, we dont want to waste them right" and so on

Edmund Pevensie x gf!reader - they are going on a costume party, and at the moment are still at home, and edumnd is going as a king, and reader as a queen and Edmund says something cheesy like "you would be perfect queen for me" or idk just,,, I mean he would think that he would take her as his wife in Narnia when he was a king there, right, and would somehow say that aloud. ANYHOW they would end up beeing blushy mess bc it was so sweet

maybe you will like something hehe

ILY BESTIE MHUWAA 💜

HEYYYY SIS BESTIE!

It's actually good that you send me all the suggestions in one ask - it would be okay too if you send them separately, but I probably won't be linking the asks in suggested fics anymore, so I don't need them that way, and it'll be easier for me to have this just one post. So don't worry! And you don't need to resend anything later (unless you have any new ideas, you can send those!!! haha)

For the reader's gender, I decided I'll write with the female reader more often so it's okay if you see it this way too, but there will be exceptions and I can already see one of your ideas would be an exception. We'll get to that in a while though :D

For the ideas, I really love number 1 and 3-5. Those suggestions are therefore accepted. :D I was going to go into detail why but I feel like I'd be just repeating myself. So yeah, I'll just say that. I'll put them on my to-do list in a moment. ;)

For suggestion 2, I think I'll have to reject it. As much as I love Penguin and Gotham... I don't know, I don't really feel it at the moment. I might come back to it later but not now. This is the idea I'd likely write the gender neutral reader though - coding the specifically as female would feel wrong to me. I won't go into much detail since I don't want to spoil things for you, but people who have seen season 3 probably know what I'm thinking about.

But yeah, 4 out of 5 suggestions are accepted and I actually feel inspired for them so that's good. I should work on everything in the next few days, as well as on my own ideas. As I said, if anything else crosses your mind, you can also send it later and I'd love to give it a thought. :D ILY too 💜

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Criminal Minds 2x18 - Live Star Reaction

Sunny said this is one of her faves so I must do what I do best (babble incoherently

A THREEQUEL ????? We don't normally get a "Previously on" for this show

is SOMEONE gonna say something about how Reid is acting (besides Em and Derek, my beloveds)

getting killed by a natural disaster on the murder show is kinda super lame

did he just FAKE A SERIAL KILLER DEATH ??????

WILLIAM LEMON TANGO !!!! YEEAAAAHHH

"Til he kills again" Hotch really knows how to lighten up the mood

💜 Ethan 💜

Reid is being such a Dick to Emily specifically, idk if it's cause she's new so he doesn't trust her as much (he's reluctant to accept help and keeps lashing out but when Morgan pushed a little, Spence caved in and talked to him) or of something about her bothers him (like idk they're both the most brainy, some competitiveness that's been amped up cause of what happened)

Morgan doing a little ✌️ while being introduced in tHE MIDDLE OF AN ACTIVE CRIME SCENE (I love him so much, I actually can't stand it)

oh no he cut "Jones" into the wall, SORRY IM STUPID

I really like Lemon Tango SKSKSK he has such a Noir Detective Vibes

I never know if I'm being smart when I figured something out before the characters or if the show writers make it easier for the audience on purpose (not that I did this time but I have my big brained moments)

"Reid you scared me!" "always been one step ahead of you, man" yeah no, I agree with the fandom on this one KSKSKSKS

REID ???? ANSWER THE FUCKING PHONE ?? THERE'S A ON GOING MURDER INVESTIGATION ???

"this is New Orleans, honey. It's a culture thing" JJ is stronger than me, I would've fucked this man in the middle of that full bar

"and this involves the case, how?" "it doesn't, I'm just flirting" 😶 sunny I think there might another request coming your way soon 😶

also Emily and Derek are my new favorite besties, I love their interactions so much <3

when they first referenced Jack the Ripper, I was gonna make a (probably not tasteful) "historical reparations" joke bUT YEAH NO KINDA EXACTLY THE ROUTE THEY'RE GOING

"What do we know about Female Serial Killers?" *has read exactly 1 book about them* not much *Reid mentions Aileen Wuornos* hEy I KNOW THAT ONE !

is it gonna be that woman in blue who sent Lemon Tango the drink?

I'll never remember his name right (Lamontagne ?)

SAY IT EMILY, GET HIS ASS (I know he went through a lot but someone needs to get his ass back into shape)

Breaking News: Man with the Worst Game Ever gets gutted in an alley (I wrote this before his body showed up, she actually dumped him in a alley)

JONES ?? J R ??? FUCKING JONES MAYHAPS ???? If this guy's name is Jones I'm gonna... Nevermind :3

Can we bring Elle back for one ep so she can shoot this guy too? (Jr guy)

It is the second time (that I remember) that Derek has called Garcia "mama" and I think I might have AO3 business to attend to later today (THESE TWO ARE KILLING ME SMALLS)

"Awn babygirl you never disappoint" 😩😩😩😩 HE STARTED TO SEDUCE ME, I STARTED TO BE SEDUCED BY HIM

William put his gun down and I literally let out an almost impressed gasp like "...Lemon Tango !" SKSKSLSK that's his name forever now

this ep makes me really sad, this actress is killing me, wE GONNA GET YOU SOME THERAPY BBY ! I feel really bad for cases like this one, literally so many people had a hand in those murders, it's not her fault

oh thank fucking god, it's finally Gideon Dad Time

"I'll never miss another plane again" good job baby <3 ily... nOW GO APOLOGIZE TO EMILY

I REALLY FUCKING LIKED THIS EPISODE !!

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1) I totally get forgetting to answer asks. I reblog those ask game posts all the damn time and only answer asks I get for them like. 10% of the time.

2) re: riyira crossovers I've literally been microwaving a leverage/riyira fic in my head for ages. it would be so good! Royce having to team up with Parker cause they're both thief archetypes and isn't that hilarious to ponder. he would hate it so much. "someone will die."/"of fun!" And Hadrian and Elliot with their similar backstories. They've definitely heard of each other through the murder grapevine. I can think of (I'm sorry I think this is gonna be a ramble) two ways this can go. Either they lock eyes for the first time and are immediately like

OR while they've heard of each other, they don't identify each other at first. They keep picking up on little hints and clues (Hadrian definitely has something "very distinctive" about him, unless the distinctive thing about him is that he isn't distinctive. He's fought so many places he doesn't have one particular style) until the climax of the episode they put it together and go

maybe they've even fought each other in the past!!!! that would be so juicy. but in the episode they punch some guys together and then drink beer while talking about guilt

In the episode wrap up Hadrian starts going in about how, "you mean to tell me the two of us have been doing the work of five people all this time?" and "what are we doing? let's hire some more people to riyira, take some of the pressure off." And Royce immediately shuts it down. Royce definitely gets a mini therapy session from either Nate or Hardison at some point. Hadrian has to pretend to be Sophie's sugar baby unexpectedly during a grift. Idk where that idea came from but there it is.

Another crossover I've thought of is early-days Vessar twins/Riyira. Like, imagine the black diamond and the clasp (which vax was part of) were rival gangs and Royce and Vax were old rivals or something, and now he and Hadrian have to help Vex and Vax out with a Thing (or vice versa). Vax and Royce definitely have an unspoken stealth/parkour contest going on and at one point, Vex starts flirting with Gwen which makes Royce Feel Things (the feeling is a mix of jealousy and yearning but he's never experienced it) Hadrian gets really into scritching trinket's ears and is openly in awe of vex's archery skills.

Wow, okay. That was much longer than anticipated. Yikes. Okay.

Anyway

Ttyl ily!!!!!

I was not thinking big enough. I was just going to steal plot ideas/scenarios from leverage... A Leverage/Riyria crossover though? That's genius, my friend. I am feral, I need this!

They get the job from Albert, but they meet the client in the brew pub and Nate is like, hold up, stop poaching our clients.

Parker and Royce? Working together? Comedy gold, I love this. She would annoy him so much, and yet he can't find it in himself to hate her, and he doesn't know why, which is even more frustrating.

Royce being absolutely against recruiting more people, but mostly because, as he said in Winter's Daughter, he'd have to change Riyria's name.

Hadrian and Eliot are so similar. But like, what if Hadrian only knew Eliot by his last name, and doesn't put it together, and Eliot only knows about the Tiger of Mandalin, so they take a while to recognise one another, and then Hadrian does, idk, something with three knives or something, and then Eliot's like 'hmm, very distinctive', and initially Eliot doesn't like him and by the end they are besties and it scares Hardison cuz now there's two of them?!

And Hadrian would go all out helping Sophie with a grift. He's really bad at lying but good at naturally getting people to like him, so it has mixed results.

Oh yes, you've hit on hell of an idea here, mon ami.

And Vex and Vax too! I'm still slowly making my way through critical roll so I don't know too much about them, but the competition between Vax and Royce would be so good, especially the rival gangs idea, and they're so engrossed in trying to one-up each other while Hadrian and Vex are just being archery nerds and Trinket is loving New Friend Hadrian who gives very good hugs.

I never used to be that much of a fan of cross-overs, I am very fond of sticking to canon, but you are quickly converting me with all these Riyria cross-overs, this is fertile ground for some very fun fics, so thank you!!!

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Hello! Random questions about Ethan & Serena if you don’t mind me asking…

Do you think being a constant presence in each other lives (working together, sharing Naveen’s secret, basically being besties in book 1) was necessary for them to develop a strong bond and eventually fall in love (mostly for Ethan)?

If they would’ve met somewhere else, do you think they would’ve noticed each other? Flirt? Exchange numbers? Date and fall in love in the same way they did?

If this happens before Serena started working at EB, would Ethan still pursue her knowing she’s a student? / Same for Serena if you HC she’s living a specific situation in med school… would she still pursue Ethan?

What would be the youngest age Ethan would’ve noticed her? (younger than that he wouldn’t feel comfortable)

Thanks for answering ☺️💕

Anon, these questions about my babies ❤❤

Do you think being a constant presence in each other lives (working together, sharing Naveen’s secret, basically being besties in book 1) was necessary for them to develop a strong bond and eventually fall in love (mostly for Ethan)?

First, "basically being besties in book 1" made me laugh and ILY 😂 Second, I think it everything that transpired between them before Miami was crucial for Ethan to develop feelings as all the pieces together created a solid foundation of trust that he had in Serena. I hc that trust is the most important thing to Ethan (other factors are important too, but like... Louise), so knowing that he could trust Serena wholeheartedly meant a lot to him. As for Serena, it meant a lot to her that Ethan would trust her with Naveen's situation. To have someone place that much trust in her, she felt a duty to not let him down, which played into her eventual protectiveness of him. As they continued to bond and share multiple secrets *cough Thanks Naveen cough* that line between mentor and mentee, resident and attending, became blurry and paved the way for their feelings & relationship ❤

If they would’ve met somewhere else, do you think they would’ve noticed each other? Flirt? Exchange numbers? Date and fall in love in the same way they did?

My AU senses are tingling 🎇 I do think they would've noticed each other. Ethan is hard to miss, look at him 😍 but I think Ethan would've noticed Serena as well - her confidence, energy, and charm fill whatever room she's in. I'm envisioning a meet-cute of Serena turning around as Ethan is walking by and she bumps into him, all "Oh, I'm so sorry!" and Ethan steadying her. Their eyes lock and the world around them fades. Serena definitely flirts (she's a flirt by nature lol), but Ethan is his normal Dr. Terminator. BUT his eyes look at her with an intensity that burns into her and she knows he feels it too. I don't think they exchange numbers that first time, but perhaps they keep going back to the place they first bumped into each other, in hopes of catching one another there again. Spoilers: they do and start talking - small talk at first, before eventually having a standing date and table. After a couple weeks of this, Ethan finally musters up the courage to ask for her number and ask her on a proper date. They date & fall in love - happy ending for once ♥

If this happens before Serena started working at EB, would Ethan still pursue her knowing she’s a student? / Same for Serena if you HC she’s living a specific situation in med school… would she still pursue Ethan?

Aaah, if she was towards the end of med school (24 - 26), I think he'd work it out to where he'd be fine pursuing her. I think anything younger than that, he would've noticed her, but wouldn't have been comfortable pursuing her, thinking she's probably still figuring things out and doesn't need him to complicate matters. Serena would pursue Ethan regardless of the circumstances 😂 What can I say, girl knows what she wants 🤷🏻‍♀️

What would be the youngest age Ethan would’ve noticed her? (younger than that he wouldn’t feel comfortable)

I think Ethan would've noticed her after age 21 (he's 31), but very fleeting. Like in a bar/restaurant and he thinks she's attractive. Doesn't give it much thought. I think anything younger than that and he wouldn't have been comfortable - his morals and ethics would come into play.

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Okay so, I know you have a lot of requests right now and you totally don't have to write this but I had this idea for a Nikolai Lantsov x reader where the reader is in a grouchy mood after having a really bad day and they are venting to Nikolai about it. And I mean bad as in; "Nikolai istg, Tolya ate my food and then I fell down the stairs, and this really embarrassing thing happened, ect, ect" and Nikolai is like "Oh really that's horrible" and he just kinda makes fun of her a little but then a few hours later he wakes them up and takes them outside in the middle of the night to watch the stars to make them feel better because he's like "I know you had a bad day but I thought this would help" or something and some kind of cute confession happens! It's just an idea I had and I thought it was kinda cute! (Tbh it sounded so much better in my head and I'm not sure if this makes any sense) sorry if this was way too detailed. ily!

nikolai my beloved <33 ily too bestie!!

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It has been one terrible day, even by Ravkan standards. You’d think you’d be happy here, being able to do good work to protect your people as the General of the First Army, and you usually are, but today is an unfortunate exception. In a series of mishaps and mistakes, you’ve quite possibly lost all hope for humanity at large.

Even the surrounding landscape, which usually delights all passersby, seems to have taken on a foul mood similar to the one that cloaks your own shoulders. A low, thick fog has slovenly draped itself over the grounds, swallowing all occupants in a haze of gray. Street lamps do their best to keep the stuff at bay, but even their normally bright lights have been all but snuffed out in the face of nature’s latest apathy.

The crunch of assorted rocks and pebbles under your boots sounds more like small bones breaking as you make your way forward to the Grand Palace. After a long string of meetings with your commanders, which basically revealed that your army is just as malnourished and undersupplied as you’d feared, it’s nice to be able to return to the place that has pretty much become a home away from home ever since you first stepped foot in Os Alta.

You’re greeted at the door by Genya Safin, who, as usual, manages to look utterly charming despite the hair-ruining fog currently creeping inside the palace along with you.

She raises an eyebrow at your appearance. “Has someone else died, Y/N, or is it just another one of those days?”

You grimace at her admittedly accurate appraisal. “Just another one of those days, I’m afraid. If you want, I can find a dead body to excuse it.”

Genya shudders. “I’ll have to decline that offer, I don’t think I can deal with the stench today.”

You can’t help but smirk at her comment. “Neither can I. See you tomorrow morning, I hear we have an early meeting to discuss troop movements near the Fjerdan borders.”

You wave goodbye, grinning at the face Genya pulls at the mention of yet another early morning spent cloistered inside the War Room, trying to figure out how to win a losing battle.

Still, even seeing one of your closest friends isn’t enough to dislodge the permanent dour mood from your mind. Not feeling up to a meal in front of the various dignitaries that constantly pester Nikolai in the hopes of getting something from him, you make a token appearance in the king’s receiving room, talk to the necessary generals, and retreat just as quickly.

You do manage to grab a plate before you go, because if you’re going to be skipping another formal meal, you do at least want to have your supper. You head to your room, unlocking the door and checking your quarters with the level of paranoia that one is forced to adopt when they’re anyone of measure in Ravka.

You fully intend on sinking yourself into war reports and potential treaties for the next couple of hours, but you’ve scarcely sat down for ten minutes before there’s a knock at the door. You allow yourself one moment of glowering at the desk in front of you before giving up and answering the call. It appears that there will be no solitude, not for you.

However, of all the visitors, you’re fairly fond of this one. Nikolai Lantsov, blond king and local troublemaker, is leaning against your doorframe. He takes your arched brow as a welcome inside, and saunters causally inside as if he owns the place. Technically, he does, but you refuse to think of that point at the moment.

Nikolai takes his usual place in your sitting room.. He finds a seat, as per usual, in the one armchair that you personally think is rather hideous. Nikolai seems to adore it, though, which is the only reason it hasn’t been headed to the scrap heap a long time ago.

Once he’s gotten himself situated, Nikolai cocks his head at you. “Trying to escape another dinner, are we?”

You groan, slinking into the chair opposite him. “I’d hoped to, at any rate. Would it be possible for you to be slightly less aware of your surroundings so I can get away with skipping your ceremonies?”

Nikolai shakes his head in mock sorrow. “If I did, my dear general, I think you’d be out of a job because I would have been assassinated. It’s all a part of the job description.”

You give him a look. “You could notice the assassins, not me. I’m sure other kings have managed to overlook their officers before.”

Nikolai grins cheekily, clasping his hands behind his head. “Ah, but I am not most kings. I pride myself on being a trailblazer.”

You smirk in spite of yourself. “And judging by the amount of negotiations that haven’t taken place with Fjerda, I’d say you’re blazing not just trails but bridges.”

Nikolai’s mouth drops open. “Cruel, Y/N. You were supposed to be helping me with said negotiations.”

You reach for the glass of kvas at your side, already poured in the scant few seconds you’d had to yourself before Nikolai came a-knocking, and raise it in a grim salute. “Oh, I know. It appears that the Fjerdans are rather distrustful of even our best attempts at diplomacy.”

Nikolai leans forward slightly in his chair. “Yes, but wait a moment. I know that face, Y/N. Something has happened to dismay my usually chipper general.”

You consider pretending that nothing is wrong, then decide against it. Nikolai has always been able to read you like an open book, something that both infuriates and intrigues you, depending on the day. It’s especially irritating because despite the fact that Nikolai can seemingly tell a shift in your emotions from the slightest change in your poker face, you can never get a read on him.

“A couple things happened. Nothing major.”

Nikolai sighs theatrically. “Y/N, my dearest commander, if I thought you were holding something back I would be grievously disappointed, and also robbed of any possible entertainment for the evening. I have skipped out on my own supper to check in on you, after all, and I feel that I should then have the right to hear whatever it is that you’re holding back.”

To prove his point about a lost supper, Nikolai leans forward and seizes a rye roll from your plate. He holds it up with an air of grave concern. “This is my hostage until you spill your secrets.”

You press a hand to the bridge of your nose, although it’s mainly to suppress a grin. “There’s no use in pretending you’ll return it, I know that roll will have disappeared by my second sentence.”

He smirks, tearing the aforementioned sacrificial roll in half. “You couldn’t be more right. I love that you can see through my bluffs.”

“Only roll-related bluffs, moi tsar. You could sell me a jar of cheap petrol and have me convinced it was liquid gold.”

Nikolai looks pleased to hear this. “I appreciate the testament to my skills in deceit, but it won’t be enough to distract me. The things that went wrong today, if you will?”

You fish around for some kind of excuse, but it’s no use. Besides, you have been rather wanting to rant all day, so you don’t entirely want to shoo away your willing audience.

“I think it’s better to ask for what didn’t go wrong. First of all, I couldn’t fall asleep for hours, so I got no sleep until long past dawn. As a result, I overslept, and even though someone tried to save me a plate from breakfast, Tolya ate it. When I confronted him, he just recited some ancient verse about how fasting can save both the soul and the stomach. He wouldn’t even apologize.”

“After that, I had to go meet with those awful Kerch diplomats for what was supposed to be a thirty minute meeting, and I ended up being there for two hours. They wouldn’t stop haggling about the proper tax on imports, and their lowest amounts were far too high anyways. Later, I was trying to get through the Grand Palace, and I think I was so dizzy from a lack of food and proper company that I literally fell down the stairs. Thankfully, no one saw, but I knew, at any rate.”

“Also, none of my troops want to follow my orders, and all the West Ravkan commanders are trying their hardest to break away again. I’ve had to send several cruel messages but I think I’m going to have to go visit their camps myself to maintain order. All that, and I’m not even sure it’s worth anything, because the second I make a decision on troop movements, the Grisha Triumvirate decides that we should do the exact opposite. I love them, but I’m at my limit, I swear.”

The words come out in a tidal wave, and although you were never intending to say that much, it is nice to have it all out. Nikolai stares at you for a moment, as if processing all of the information you’ve just thrown at him, and then the corners of his mouth start to twitch up.

“Tolya quoted poetry to make up for stealing your breakfast?”

You gesture irritably at him. “Yes, and now you’re stealing my supper to make up for it, I suppose. If you’re just going to make fun of me, you can see yourself out of my chambers. I’m not in the mood for witty banter.”

Nikolai manages to tamp down the renegade parts of his smile, although you can see it glinting in his eyes even afterwards. “Ah, love, don’t take it too seriously. I think I would consider violence if the same thing happened to me. I have to silently chant the statistics of David’s labs in Lazlayon over and over in my head to distract myself whenever Tolya corners me to talk about some epics.”

You regard him suspiciously. “You do?”

He nods fervently. “It’s happened many times, which makes it no easier. If I could send you strength, I would, but I would never dare to assume your current fortitude is anything less than perfect, despite your trip down the stairs.”

You glare at him, but you’re interrupted by the chime of a clock over your mantle. Nikolai glances towards it, grimacing.

“I fear I have to leave you to your musings. I’m supposed to be meeting with Zoya over a new budget addendum for the Little Palace.”

You raise your glass again, and Nikolai takes his leave. You can’t deny that you feel more alone when he leaves, especially at the thought of where he’s going. You can admit that you’ve been thinking of Nikolai more than you should as of late, and you do know that half the palace has assumed the Lantsov king and his fearsome Squaller general are already a couple.

You take a drink of your kvas, and even the burn of it against your throat feels normal now, no different from usual. You love Zoya, and have long been able to smile at her pointed remarks, but you do envy her for the fact that she likely has Nikolai’s heart firmly in her hands.

You decide to go to bed early, although it’s not like it makes much of a difference. You still can’t fall asleep, and spend another hour lying in bed staring at your ceiling until a knock comes again at your door.

You slide your legs out from underneath the covers, slipping on shoes and grabbing a jacket to settle around your shoulders while you answer your caller. You’ve long learned that midnight calls are never good, so you can at least hope that nothing has gone drastically wrong.

However, when you cautiously open the door, Nikolai is looking back at you again, just as chipper as before despite the late hour. He extends a hand to you.

“I haven’t woken you, have I? Come with me, please.”

You stare at him, although you do take the offered hand out of reflex. “Has something happened?”

Nikolai reaches behind you to shut the door. “No, nothing. There’s just something I want to show you.”

You arch a brow, but say nothing. Nikolai seems quite pleased with himself, so at least this late-night rendezvous isn’t a sign that something has gone terribly wrong. Nikolai escorts you out of the Grand Palace, careful to avoid maids and guards who might spin fictitious tales about why the king and his general would be seen wandering the halls together at such a late hour.

Nikolai doesn’t stop his brisk pace until you’re outside and in the gardens, sneaking past hedges trimmed by the cold night air and flowers bending under the weight of moonlight threading their petals with silver. Lone spiderwebs, already touched by dew, trace pearlescent strands across windows as you walk.

At last, Nikolai stops by a bench in a clearing. The flowering trees and fruit bushes have all stopped a couple of yards back, allowing the night sky to flow into the resulting gap in the branches. Nikolai releases your hand so you can take a seat on the wrought iron frame, although you miss his touch as soon as he does. Thankfully, the bench is just small enough that your shoulders gently press against each other, so you do not yearn for his warmth.

Nikolai turns his head up towards the sky, smiling as he sees it. “I love coming out here on difficult days, such as the one you just had. You can see the stars for miles.”

You follow his gaze, and gasp quietly at the sight. You don’t think you’ve had the chance to truly study the sky in quite some time, too preoccupied with making sure the very earth doesn’t fall apart underneath your feet, but the constellations have missed your absence keenly. It looks as if some great hand has flung a necklace of silver beads out into the sky, and stars formed of those long-gone pearls.

“It’s beautiful,” you manage, lost in the astral world unfurling before you. “I haven’t had time to appreciate that recently.”

When you are finally able to tear your gaze from the stars, you realize that Nikolai has stopped considering the sky, and is instead studying you with equal fervor. The moonlight has blanched his curls, making the usual golden strands look bone white. You envy it for being able to touch his face with such depth. Who is the light to come so close to him?

Nikolai seems to regard you with the same delight, though. You can feel his eyes on you, and are suddenly aware of how you look, the fact that your hair is loose from its typical army regulation style. You’re still in your nightclothes, after all, and your jacket has slipped from your shoulders to reveal your throat and collarbone. It’s highly improper, but from the way Nikolai looks at you, you could be dressed in the finest fashions all of Ravka has to offer.

Slowly, he speaks again. “I haven’t taken anyone else out to see this. Only you.”

Only you. Saints, the things you could imagine with that phrase.

“I don’t know that anyone else has shown me anything of quite this splendor. Only you, as well.”

A soft smile touches Nikolai’s lips. “Would it be rude of me to say that I’m glad of it? I have been for a while. I have problems in which I am deeply envious of every soldier who gets to greet you, of every nobleman who is allowed to dance with you at galas. If I could, I would never leave your side, nor say a word that wasn’t your name. I am in love with you, my esteemed general, perhaps more than is wise.”

You have never been able to read Nikolai as well as he reads you. Still, in this moment you can tell that he is telling the truth, and veracity drips from every syllable.

Your lips part, and a moment later you manage to answer him. “There is nothing wise about what I feel for you. That was the worst part of today, I think. I saw you but I didn’t know that you could be mine.”

Nikolai’s hand raises, tilting your chin up so you can face him. “But I am yours, love. There is no part of me that would not gladly be yours.”

Some part of you was expecting his kiss, yet it still comes as a surprise. Maybe it’s because the kiss is the confirmation that this is actually real, actually happening, that it isn’t merely a blissful dream after a long and tumultuous day. Regardless, it is quite possibly the best thing yet to happen to you. You think you could spend the rest of your eternity out here in this moonlit garden, still and quiet save for the beating of your heart. Perhaps, indeed, you will.

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Kiss and Tell

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summary: after the reader drunkenly confessing to spencer that never she’s never been kissed before he offers to be the lucky contender

pairing: spencer reid x fem!reader

warnings: fluff! mentions of alcohol consumption & a few swear words i think

word count: 1.0k

a/n: hi besties! this is going to be for @homoose 2k celebration!

a/n #2: this may or may not be me projecting my insecurity of not kissing anyone onto y’all okay ily bye

Wine. It could be your best friend at times but, you really shouldn't have poured that extra glass. You wouldn't be in your current dilemma.

But, I mean after that last case, you needed a drink. Who wouldn’t? No, you weren't drunk, you just felt… good. Good enough to call Spencer over at 2 in the morning and good enough to have you revealing things about yourself you didn't want anyone aware of, especially not Spencer.

“Wait, seriously?” he questioned, he was in complete disbelief. Surely you were joking.

“No, and I know it's embarrassing” you awkwardly laughed, eyes looking anywhere but him.

I mean it's slightly embarrassing, right? A grown woman who has never kissed a man, woman, or non-binary? Maybe not. But, society has this standard that at my age I should've had my first kiss by now.

“I don't think it’s embarrassing at all” he shrugged his shoulders trying to wave off your embarrassment, he didn’t understand what the big deal was. Everyone’s different. There are plenty of people who went years without kissing another person, it doesn’t make him feel any different about you.

“Would you want to?”

“Obviously I’d like to. I've just never met the right one, you know? I waited too long when it was ‘socially acceptable’ because I was too scared and now it just sounds funny that I haven’t” he hummed as he stared at his hands, seemingly lost in thought.

‘The gears of that big brain of yours are going, I can smell it. What's on your mind?” you laughed as you made yourself comfortable on the couch by draping a blanket across your lap.

“I was thinking maybe we could… I don't know kiss. So you could get it over with?” he softly suggested. As soon as the words left his mouth your breath hitched. Not even sure how you would answer that. What if he was kidding?

“I'm sorry, was that too forward? Would that be something you’re comfortable with?” okay, he definitely wasn't kidding.

“It’s not that I don’t appreciate the thought because I do, seriously but, wouldn’t it be weird?”

“Why would it be weird?”

“Spencer, were coworkers” ouch?

you watched as his face fell and body deflated, if you squint hard enough it almost looked like disappointment, “Y/N, you’re my friend. Think of this as a friend helping a friend?”

“Right. Friend.” That stung a little. I mean, what more could you expect? You did just call him your coworker, you didn't even have the guts to call him your friend. Yet, here he was offering to teach you how to kiss and calling you his friend. That's Spencer for you.

“Plus, you don't have to worry about germs or anything. You're more exposed to germs when we’re on a case and you’re shaking hands with the local police,” you watched as he cringed, the idea alone made his face crunch up in disgust.

“There are roughly 80 million bacteria that’s transferred in a 10 second kiss whereas a handshake has a significantly larger amount” he quickly informed, the smile never leaving his face.

Only Spencer would be spouting off facts about bacteria in an attempt to persuade you into the idea.

“Okay, so what do you say?” you were hesitant but, who could pass up on the opportunity to kiss the good doctor? Certainly not you.

First kisses were intimidating, like seriously. When you see romance movies, books, and you hear all these stories from friends and fill your head with all these high expectations for yourself and the other person.

There’s the constant fear of the other person enjoying it, or just simply embarrassing yourself. That’s why you waited so long. You couldn’t handle the embarrassment. But, you trusted Spencer. You knew he wouldn’t be the one to make fun of you if you clumsily tried to kiss him.

Yet, the anticipation was killing you. He was rambling on about how you should properly kiss someone, you appreciated it yes, you just wanted to get it over with. You couldn't wait any longer, if you waited just a minute more you would've gotten too nervous and backed out.

“If you think about it kissing is really all about body langu–” you quickly cut him off with a soft peck before nervously pulling back.

“Like that?” you quickly asked, hoping for some type of reassurance. It honestly felt a little weird, not in a bad way, no, not at all. A foreign feeling definitely but, you liked it. Even if it was awkward.

When Spencer didn't respond you truly felt your heart sink, you fucked up, it was bad. You groaned as you shyly began to cover your face, God that's embarrassing.

“God Spencer that’s so embarrassing I’m so sorry” you immediately apologized.

He quickly shook his head to get him out of the daze from this kiss, he hadn't been expecting it.

“You're sorry? Why are yo–” that's when he noticed your hands slapped across your eyes, trying to avoid looking at him further. A chuckle left his mouth as he tried to pry them away. Okay, maybe you spoke too soon, he was laughing at you.

“Y/N, would you look at me please?” Once Spencer finally pried open your hand shield you were met with the kindest smile. The moment he knew your barrier was down his hands quickly found their way to your face. “That was more than okay, I liked it actually”

“Did you really?” you excitedly asked. Your reaction might’ve been overly excited but you didn’t really care.

“Mhm,” he happily hummed. His eyes pouring into yours full of adoration, a feeling seemed to fill throughout his body, one he was familiar with. Basorexia. He leaned his face into yours, the taste of pink Moscato still lingered on your lips. The kiss was a little clumsy and sweet but, your instincts came in and you eventually got in the rhythm of it. Kissing him felt right, you couldn’t help but want more. He smiled into the kiss before pulling away,

“So, that’s kissing huh?” you huffed, clearly out of breath. He chuckled nodding his head,

“Yeah, yeah that’s kissing. You have no idea how long I’ve been wanting to do that”

“Ditto Dr. Reid, ditto” There is one thing that’s for sure, this wouldn't be the last kiss shared between you two. Spencer Reid was your first kiss and he was definitely going to be your last.

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[fairybinie]

ONCE AGAIN SORRY THIS IS LATE ☹️☹️ i've been on the grind recently are you proud of me 😩 YOU DO DESERVE STOP 🤬🤬🤬 if by questionable you mean questionably good 🤨🤨 i will accept no val's writing slander even if it's from val themself 😡😡😡 AND HOPEFULLY SOB IN A GOOD WAY :(

YES I THINK YOURE SO CUTE ☹️☹️☹️ like the littlest of things i like how you say "thankie" LIKE ITS SO PRECIOUS ☹️😡 and how you're so sweet to everyone and and the nicknames you give your friends :( like i'm sure they think you're cute in those ways too ☹️☹️ ATTENTION WHORE BYE WHY IS THAT SO FUNNY??? can you be my attention whore 😗😗 or is it too early to flirt 😔😔😔

AND I SAW CONGRATS BB YOU DESERVE IT SO MUCH!! AND I READ THE FIC IT WAS SO GOOD I CRIED A LITTLE ☹️☹️ i think it's so cute that you dedicated it to ky :(

OMG SPEAKING OF BESTIE CICI yes we are now a trio don't question it 🤨🤨 I SAW THAT YOU GUYS WATCHED SOOBIN'S LIVE TOGETHER THATS SO CUTE 😔😔😔 another instance where i wish a had a friendship like yours 😗😗😗😗 side note i think you and mika are so cute the way yall talk about each other :(( and my day has been LONG i hate cleaning 😐 BUT TELL ME ABOUT URS AGAIN 😏

AND MY EMOJI i was heavily debating if i should make it the same as cici's ... but i shall give you a different one how about: ☹️ bc when i think of val i get ☹️☹️☹️ BYE THIS WAS SO LONG IM SORRY

YOURE HERE AGAIN :((( THIS MESSAGE IS SO LONG HELP IM SORRY TO MY FOLLOWERS LOOK AWAY me and anon are talking ,, don't apologize i understand, don't feel like you need to send in stuff all the time! AND IM SO PROUD GET ON THAT GRIND ;) STOP i'll take the compliment ig </3 and yes sob in a good way :((

STOP IDK HOW THANKIE EVEN BECAME MY THING but it is a val staple. i literally almost sent my counselor "thankie" i DELETED THAT SHIT SO FAST. i hate to break it to u bestie but i am only a whore for two people and that is my bf soobin and the literal loml mika and THANKIE SO MUCH i'm glad you liked it :( and yeah i love ky so much she really deserves to feel happy :((

oh i am not questioning it whatsoever cici You Seein This . AND YEAH WE DID THIS IS THE SECOND VLIVE WEVE SEEN TOGETHER ILY HER :( AND HELP THANKIE I LOVE MIKA A LOT SHE MAKES MY HEART FLUTTER <//3 ugh cleaning can suck :/ but proud of you ;) UGH MINE HAS BEEN SO WEIRD fic issues, simping for my gf, talking with the beffie, possibly uniting with the moon, it's been emotional :')

BYE UR SO SWEET PLS BUT YES THATS UR EMOJI NOW <33

[katsuumi]

Congratulations on 50 followers sweetheart!!! I haven't been following you for a long time, but I absolutely love your theme and I really hope I can get to know you more 😊😊

If you don't mind could I please get a bestie match up for JJK??

I've never seen anyone do a friend match up before and its really intriguing, I'm interested to see who I get, only if you want to though, you don't have to if you don't want to.

I don't really mind the gender, but a slight preference to male, but if you feel as though a female would be better than that's cool as well.

My favourite song of all time has to be either Home by BTS or Me and My Husband by Mitski and Fireflies by Owl City.

At the moment however I have Dandelions by Ruth B and Another love by Tom Odell stuck in my head.

As for personality im a very open person, very sarcastic to the point where my friends can't decide if I'm being sarcastic or not, also quite witty.

I love a good pun or play on words. I'd do anything for my friends like, anything.

I don't really have any incentives or motivation to do things for myself but if its for someone else I put my all in and do my very best.

I like to think I'm quite selfless as well. If I've known you for a long time then I can be very teasing.

That's how I show my love.

Oh and I have no idea who I think I'm going to get. Like honestly not a clue

Also I'll send in a separate ask with my face in it if you don't mind 😊

Yeah, thats about it really, thank you so so much for creating an event. Once again congratulations on 50 followers 🥳🥳

I hope that you have a lovely day and please please take care of yourself. Remember to put yourself and your mental and physical wellbeing first and make sure you're drinking enough water.

Take care love xxx 😘😘

🍧 ## — N0T3S :: WHAT THE HELL YOU'RE SO SWEET ILY <3 tysm for participating in the event !! AND PLS YOU’RE GORGEOUS AND I’M NOT JUST BEING NICE- also, can i just say your music taste is *chef's kiss* pls enjoy !

. . . YOU'RE JJK BESTIE IS ::

## GOJO SATORU  !!

— ok ok, here me out !! i was going to choose megumi, but then i realized he may be your friend, but not your best friend... you know? 

— megumi would love to be around you, but when you spend time together it wouldn’t be half as fun as when you spend time with satoru. ( sorry megs )

— when you too spend time together you'll never get bored of the terribly bad and corny jokes you tell each other and he loves that you give off this witty energy every time you go out together

— best believe you guys can sit there and rock out to BTS and mitski together

— you will spend your days getting lowkey flirting ( in a platonic way, of course ) and you both can find joy in just listening to each other speak <3

— satoru can definitely learn a few things from you when it comes to being selfless and perhaps he will !! 

— you’re both incredibly intelligent and that helps with the bonding, just like you, satoru’s playful yet intelligent, he has a reputation of figuring out his enemies' plans with barely any information. sometimes you guys will get into debates, but that’s great because you’re both given a chance to exercise your effortlessly quick wit. learning about each other’s opinions and personality.  

— he is a hard entp and will give you loyalty and both needed + unneeded emotional support. more often than not, he’ll understand you and know exactly what you need in times of need. him wanting to argue all the time helps because now, he’s very familiar with how you communicate and knows exactly how to get through to you.

feel free to reblog !!

runner ups !

megumi f.

nobara f.

[secretsandwriting]

This is what won as well as responses to almost if not all the comments left.

After this I'll make the new one to go over some of the options you guys brought up to refine it.

Ok, so first here are the things that are done and will be in the next one.

Y/n will be a vigilante. (83.3% voted yes)

Enemies forced to work together (76.7% voted yes)

Enemies to lovers (76.7% voted yes)

Dating to stay undercover (53.3% voted yes, 23.3% voted its fake dating, thats always an option)

Fashion (76.7% voted Fashion)

People might die. (36.7% voted just not the batfam and co, 26.7% voted no please let everyone live, and 26.7% voted maybe as long as I don't like them)

Angst response is easier to show then to type out.

So now were on to the three questions where you could type your answers.

Things you don't want.

+ means there different requests I put together

Stalker ex boyfriends + SA and yanderes + Crazy ex + Allusion to s*xual *ssault + dark themes, r@pe, abuse, cheating + S**ic*de. It's a really bad trigger for me. If it ends up in play, trigger warning in advance.

First off, I don't really want to do any of these and I know I've done some of them before so I get why you're bringing it up. I'm actually trying to avoid them more now because its not the best for me to be writing them and all that.

As for the dark themes, its based off DC so I can't promise that not coming up as for trigger warnings, I'm not the best at them but I do try to put them before any part that has things in them so that's a given. But for the most part the only ones of these I see happening is the dark themes and those would mostly be the normal Gotham things.

Pet’s Dying, My pets dying lol

I mean, I figured out a way to help stop that so you don't have to worry about it.

Really gritty violence?

The nice thing about smau is that people don't normally post that type of thing on social media, escpecially if your trying to keep your identity secret. Also I don't like how I write things like that so I try to avoid it. There might be mentions of it happening but I doubt I'll ever go into too much detail on it.

SLOW BURN LIKE NO SIS I CAN'T HANDLE THAT

Well, since undercover dating won there won't be too much to slowburn.

If it is enemies to lovers, please don't make them too antagonistic

No this would be my favorite version of enemies to lovers. They may be enemies but they know that the other isn't actually that bad but they have pride so its really just petty in general.

IF YOU KILL THE MAIN CHARACTER AGAIN IM COMING FOR YOUR KNEECAPS

Jokes on you I took my own knee caps

jason being a whore

I love this but you don't want it which almost makes me sad but ok anon. I'll try not to make Jason a whore.

No kids: just everyone being young and living it up without being too idk domestic?

Ok, idk how to avoid making it too domestic but I'll try.

Anything you do want?

Having to live together. Cohabitation

Easy. I got you anon.

Titus and co as well as Jason bestie + bat cow 💕 + reader may be enemies with dick but reader and damien have a brother-sister bond

These three kinda go hand in hand and I like all of them.

Soulmate au? Secret dating?

Probably not soulmate au and secret dating would have to be a side relationship because Dick and Y/n would be fake dating. So I could do it, but I need another couple to do it with.

Stupidly cute fluff + happiness maybe + Some sweet domestic fluff is always nice :)

Already wanted all of these in it, so you three are thinking on the same wavelength as i am.

SASSY PET RACCOON LIVING HIS BEST LIFE , FAKE DATING where maybe ONE of the batfam still don't believe that they are dating and try everything to prove that they aren't which leads to Dick and reader to try absolutely anything to convince everyone

I love it. Thank you. However the pet raccoon isn't confirmed yet as there were a bunch of other options people put in so I'm going to have that one run again.

john mulaney quotes

THE FACT I NEVER THOUGHT OF THIS I TRULY SAD. THANK YOU FOR TELLING ME!! THIS WILL DEFINITELY HAPPEN

Flustered Dick, even if lowkey + Dick's ass

I'm combining these simply because together, they give me some great ideas.

y/n having literally EVERYONE wrapped around her finger (maybe one exception idk)

Ok, but really. This is a great idea. Everyone just loving her but one of them sitting in the corner like. "Idk man, something about her isn't right..." Proceeds to sip drink.

CAR CHASE CAR CHASE And maybe slowdancing in the rain

So these were sent in by the same person. I like both! I like both a lot. I just figured out how to do a car chase in smau so its all good!!!!

Soft, moonlit whispers as one of them bleeds deeply + Dicks reaction to love interest being hurt, badly. I always love that. + fluff, and angst (maybe reader getting injured really badly)

I might get in trouble for this, but I do like the ideas... A lot...

More action

I'll try! I've found it a little hard with smau and I'm not the best action writer but I do want to add more action so I'll try to figure out how to do more.

Anything else or is it all covered?

pls for gods sake, for my sake, for your sake, don't kill the pets

Ever since I got this, it was one of the first so its been a little while. I keep wondering if its a threat? But again, pets dying isn't planned. I should have enough to go for plot so that there is no need to kill pets.

A lil bit of CRACK just batfam crack in general oh and maybe BATCOW making an appearance

The only problem with batcow, is pinterest doesn't have many pictures of cows that look like they could be pets because there are rarely people with them so thats why batcow hasn't shown up. Since I have more time to plan this one, I'll look for more options and see if I can find any.

what if, and hear me out, we made it gay🌈? or, at least, masc fem reader?

No, simply because I'm not comfortable writing it as the main relationship/character. I've tried before and I didn't like it in the least and scrapped a week work. So If I tried I doubt I would finish it, if I did, it wouldn't be good because I would probably just give up part way through. So I can definitely do ships and all that that aren't the main but for some reason every time I've tried to do it as a main relationship, I hate it. Sorry!

it would be cool to have more poc or lgbtq rep

I'm actually planning for more poc to happen in the current one. I noticed lack of poc not long ago and confused myself as to why so there will definitely be more representation.

As for lgbtq, I'll try. I was planning on trying to have at least one ship or something because I haven't. But as long as its not the main relationship I can do it so that I'll at least post it.

kiss ily muah

I love you too! muah! I really needed this, thank you!

NO KIDS PLEASE AND THANK U

Ok, No kids and you're welcome.

If there is an instance of fashion, could they help each other get ready, and laugh and joke a lot?

You genius you! Of course I love it!

Nope everything’s perfect! love from yours truly fuzzycloudsz <33 + All covered + All good! + We good + That's all. I love your stuff. + its covered !!!@ cant wait!!! + All good

I'm glad I got everything then! Thank you guys! I'm glad you like my stuff and that your excited for the new one!

[hongism]

Miss Caly... Ma'am... You-

Okay I need to breathe. First of all, agsyshhdjfnjdhshdnfbfjjfkfkejbs.

Second of all, this tension, this confusion, the feELinGs involved in this interim are insane I barely register the physical act in my head.

I love that you wrote this with HJ's perspective because I personally understand him the least among the characters and getting a glimpse of his mind like this is so refreshing (and sad ngl I teared up at some parts). The way he craves for some of the pressure to be the Scourge and being in control to be lifted but at the same time being afraid of doing just that without losing his sense of self is so hard to read. And it physically pains me when I get this feeling that he doesn't want to be his insecure and vulnerable self in front of Seonghwa even though he clearly loves him because Seonghwa puts him in such a high pedestal, always looking up to him like 'you lead i follow'? And how it's Yunho that lets him relieve these feelings but he insists he feels nothing more than the physical for the giant?

And Yunho, dear god. I broke when he said:

I knew there was an existential crisis in this man and feeling the need to fight for his place among people that goes against what he basically stands for must be so frustrating. I might be getting this wrong, but is he in love with Joong? Or is it just his way of convincing himself that he's chosen the right path since he's the only one Joong can fully be vulnerable with? I mean that must be pretty validating although kinda' twisted.

Ahh I don't know. What I do know is that I'm super glad I decided to read moc. I'm in a pretty shitty place right now and this universe takes me away from that. This is literally a part of my life now. You hurt me every now and then with this but you're really incredible Miss Caly. Thank you for this masterpiece.

Whelp, sorry this is too long and serious. ✌️

WOW BESTIE WOW you made me emo with this one eeeee catch me crying in every club out there wow AAAA thank you first of all i honestly wasn't expecting much with this interim since it's so heavy on the mxm content and that's not!!! necessarily what moc is known for or what people started reading moc for, so this ask is just so extra special to me and i'm so thankful :((

writing from hongjoong's perspective was a lot of fun for me, i just really enjoy his character and how he works as a character in a way that makes him really special. and in a lot of ways you're completely right about the pressure he feels, along with the inadequacy and fears about losing who he is, and really if i could sum up hongjoong's character and view of himself in one sentence it would be "without scourge, who am i?" and that sense of self is defining for him and something we'll see him struggle with a lot over time too! and although we've seen him and seonghwa be somewhat vulnerable around each other, it has always been with the curtain of 'scourge and his lieutenant' up over their faces. but with yunho, there is a whole pile of emotions to get through there, but it's been hinted at from the start that yunho is a person who treats hongjoong differently, and he always has been. we just haven't seen exactly what that means until now but it is simply that yunho treats him like anything but the scourge, which is why hongjoong was so affronted when he heard yunho call him by that name.

and on yunho's side of things, there's another mess of feelings and thoughts to wrestle with but that passage you picked out sums it up well and there are layers to what he's saying. either that he believes that he's innocent or that he thinks hongjoong believes he's entirely innocent. and though we've seen his pride be an issue and frustrating, something we've never really considered are his morals versus what he's asked to do as a member of the crew. the whole reason y/n is alive and okay as she is is because yunho couldn't back down on his morals. and though we've heard it be said of him that he's able to separate fucking and feelings, in a lot of ways, what he and joong have is way way more than simply fucking? a lot of this chapter was meant to show that side of things and that underneath the fucking there is a lot more to their dynamic and relationship than simply the physical. is it love, is it a self righteous justice, is it pride, is it a sense of duty almost? that remains to be seen but there are lots of layers for sure!!

ah anywho i'm getting long winded as usual im sorry for that WHOOPS but seriously thank you and thank you for giving my story a chance and i'm so glad that it can provide even a small escape from life and the hard stuff even if i'm hurting your emotions in the process!! thank you ily 😚💖💕

[arnold-layne]

this time it was my turn to have a breakdown, sorry 😔 but i'm getting better now!!

ohhhh baby depends on what trees! there were mostly pines!! so they're green all year long, but yeah, other trees are still bare :) okay willows are growing bazie kotki (i have NO IDEA how to call those in english) but that's all!!

yeah, we got to know each other better, but i feel like i'm too old for them 😅 (difference between us i 6 and 4 years) and too serious. y'know, i'm pretty serious around not my besties- owww that's sad to hear :( when you're going back to see other your relatives? :((

aaaaaa you're cool! but understandable, i'm not pretty sure about myself either, but my supreriority complex won't let me show that...i'm like a peacock ashamed of its tail 😂

awwww great to hear you passed those questions!!! i'll never understand people who study history bsndcjbs i'm looking respectfully <3

i missed chatting with you too!!! well, my week was draining a bit, but i'm getting better :) i started a diet, well, reducting calories and fasting after 7 pm, first day yesterday gave me stomach issues 😂 but today i'm doing good, so i'm on a great way to lose some kilograms (don't worry, it's just because i'm feeling heavy and it affects my health!!!)

i hope you're doing good :) ily, take care <3

~🌻

Ohhh noooo, baby :((((( are u okay now, is it getting better??? And you don't have to apologize for it, oh my god, I'm here to support you as much as you are here for me <3

OH I LOVE PINE FORESTS there is always an AMAZING smell there, and the air is so fresh 🥰 and haha I understood what you meant, we call them сережки, same meaning as in polish 😄

Oh I see, the generational differences are the bigger the younger people are. There is not much difference between a 40 and a 50 y/o, it's a bit bigger in 25-35 y/os, and everyone under 18 with a difference more than like, two years, are completely different people. So I can imagine it was a bit hard to connect with them, though it's also cool that you have an opportunity to communicate with younger people 😌 one of my cousins is the same age as me, and another is 4 years younger. Oh, I don't even know when I'll get to meet them next.... They are all relatives from my dad's side, and my dad doesn't get along with my mom anymore, and my mom doesn't like them much and doesn't let me and my sister see them the short time we're home (two months a year usually).

Haha the peacock metaphor is very on point 😂 one minute I'm like, I'm the hottest person in this grocery store, the other I'm like, i don't want to be perceived by anyone, pretend that I don't exist 😆

He still dragged me for my answer, because I didn't say everything he wanted to hear, but at least I didn't get a d, a lot of people got bad grades that day because he was in the mood, and I avoided that fate 😅 so I think it's a win. Haha, I don't like history AT ALL, like, it's only interesting until it comes to dates because I have shit memory, but I have to, since my major is international relations and it's not only languages, unfrotunately 😔

Oohh please be careful with diets!! I mean, it's always up to you, and if you feel like it won't hurt you and will make you feel better then you do you 😌

Love u and hope you're doing great 💕💕💕 and I'm sorry that it always takes me so long to answer, I honestly love talking to you, I just have communication issues :(