#like he went 📈📈📉📉📉📉📈

[randomfandom-3]

yall

Kaz Brekker went through voice cracks at one point.so imagine, this fucking 14 year old gang member shows up and is in the middle of his dramatic ass speech and his voice just goes 📈📉📈📉

“Youll reGRET the day yOu croSSEd the CROws.”

like its hard to be intimidated with the reminder that he’s literally just a 14 year old sociopath. On another note, imagine being a member of the dregs and seeing this kid with a HIGHER RANK than you, like hes so young that his voice is just now starting to crack. Like a painful reminder that hes better. I dont think he knew Jesper when he was 14 or so but can you imagine?

“and YOu cOveR the LEFt and evaCUAte on the RIght.” And Kaz tries to explain the plan but ends up having to wack Jesper with his cane to get him to shut up and stop laughing.

[idlerin]

nonsense — 22. kill me with kindness.

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✦ fun facts !

[this fun fact segment is going to be a little different, today i shall be telling the creation of nonsense!]

nonsense was originally another oikawa fic i had, except it was planned to be full on narrative and was posted on wattpad (was never continued) it was called “don’t say you’re ordinary”

it was still an exes to lovers, timeskip, college au except oikawa was still a vb player and model and reader (who i named after an oc) was a writer in her third year of college, reader went to aoba johsai with oikawa and was begged by him to tutor his nephew takeru (reader is a scholarship student) but oikawa had a hidden agenda cause he had a crush on reader lol. they dated, same reason of conflict, they separated. then they met again!

this version is a less angsty more crack fun version but with the same overall message (which i have not told anyone yet, but i have hinted about dreams and stuff) ++ i really liked sabrina’s song nonsense, it was the trigger for me to rewrite it.

nonsense ! an oikawa tooru social media au

synopsis. you were oikawa tooru’s #1 fan, until you became his #1 hater. you hated him so much you went viral on twitter (accidentally) and literally became known as “the oikawa tooru hater”, doesn’t help that he keeps fueling the fire by subtweeting you. everyone is all in for this new drama. what isn’t known to the public, is that this particular drama’s been on hold for three years (him being your ex and all).

a/n — the emotions in this chap 📈📉📈 anyways!! i missed updating!! the past week have been hell lmao but the good news is i got into a top univ!! im waiting for a scholarship email tho (no i am not a college student its shs applications). have all of you been doing well? i rlly am now hoping i can update consistently now huhu

here’s some random bonus content, a treat bc i haven’t updated for so long (at least long for me).

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[eunoiaaaivy]

PREMIUM ECONOMY: A TRIP TO LOS ANGELES, CALIFORNIA WITH KAGAMI TAIGA! @vespersposts

╰┈➤thank you for visiting eunoia airlines! ah! another great trip for the lovable you! enjoy this trip with your love one as you roam around la with them! we hope you'll enjoy this trip and come back again!

songs to listen to: i. ii. iii. iv. v.

WARNING!! THIS CONTAINS SUGGESTIVE CONTENT, BEWARE I DON'T WRITE SMUT. JUST SUGGESTIVE FICS, AND THIS IS ONE SUGGESTIVE FIC. I HAVE CONSENT POSTING THIS FROM MY BEST FRIEND. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.

D IS FOR DANGEROUS

cw: a bit suggestive, mentions of alcohol and alcohol consumption, a tinge of jealousy, mentions of insecurities, fluff, pet names (doll, love, baby, babe.)

a/n: IM SO SORRY FOR THE DELAYED POST, MY MENTAL WAS JUST NOT IN THE RIGHT PLACE TO WRITE. IT WENT LIKE THIS 📈📉📈📉📈📉📈📉📉📉📈📉📈😭😭😭😭😭

kagami sipped on his wine glass, the taste gliding along his tongue. he felt the way it burned his throat a bit but his gaze was only focused on one person. you.

rather it was the person you're talking to.

you both went to los angeles for his game that was a few days away, and a concert of the arctic monkeys the week after. not this.

you were chattering all and about, yet he could feel the way his nerves were irking as he gripped the wine glass tighter. kagami burnt holes on the back of the man's head, somewhere within himself denying what he was feeling. jealousy.

he knew it was a contagious disease but he couldn't help it. why would he when kagami had you?

the booming music through this small bar-club typa building didn't even help at all. he could see from a few meters away his teammates, aomine with his girl, akaashi inspecting his surroundings, midorima sipping his drink with a distasteful look, murasikabara not having a care in the world as he was chewing the cherry and kuroko trying to stop kise from chugging down another drink. then he sees you.

talking to a man.

you suddenly came in to his life and stole his heart.

he had you, and you had him. your fingers wrapped around each other as your feelings were confessed on that night before.

kagami feels special as he looks at you, you were chortling and he couldn't even care about the man.

it made him feel special at the thought that you chose him out of everyone.

he felt so lucky, as if he just won a lottery prize as you cheer for him at his game, making him attain victory. he never knew were it started but you were the very person he needed.

the woman he loves who was the brightest star in his universe, a trophy that nobody has but him. to kagami, you were the river flowing down in a slow steady ocean in amsterdam. to kagami, you were the very air he breathes. the one who steadies him on the ground as the world crumbles behind him. you were his home.

kagami believed that love was an emotion that was passionate, something that everybody has to wait for. but when he looks at you, he can't help but be proud of the way he suddenly confessed his feelings back then. (albeit embarrassing to him.)

he could still remember the way your lips first felt like against his, hovering as if there's no tomorrow. kagami could still remember the way you wrapped him around your finger, forever stealing his heart as he did with yours.

it felt like yesterday, when the both of you were walking and he suddenly had the urge to clasped his hands around your much smaller ones. the beating of his heart against his ribcage and the clammy feeling of his hands wasn't something he'd forget. ever.

it already was embedded in his head the moment your delicate hands were wrapped around his calloused ones.

kagami could never forget this feeling. he will never forget the way he would get all jittery and nervous with the way you smile at him, or with the way you reserved a soft spot in your heart for him. like the way you did with yours, he had an even more softer spot for you.

anyone could see his gaze, kuroko was really wet from the rain yet he offered you his umbrella, leaving his light-blue haired partner sneezing the next day.

kagami could feel this feeling wouldn't fade. it was like you were his very memory his brain muscle can never forget, maybe like a broken record replaying over and over in his head.

it was no lie that you were really beautiful, yet a mystery to everyone. they couldn't fathom what was so different about you. they were intimidated with the way you gaze at them, yet the red hair saw nothing so different.

you were so perfect in his eyes.

everything, every moment and every second spent with you feels like time is slowing down. the laugh, the smiles, the echos of it all- you slow down time.

kagami could feel it, he feels like a kid- the happiness, the innocent touches, and the adrenaline rush. everything about it was so special to him.

it was like butterflies were the things he ate in the morning as he hears your laugh, even when his joke was so unfunny.

love consumed him. everybody could tell.

but what do they know?

do they know how you brighten up his day and make him so fuzzy? does everyone know that you make kagami so weak in the knees for you as you whisper sweet-nothings in to his ear as the monsters of insecurities come back crawling to him? would everyone know that your lips against kagami felt so right to him? that it felt so good?

you're the blood running along his veins, the pulse through his life. the heart his yearns for and has, and the way it pumped out with so much adrenaline and blood filling up his body. you're the seratonin that makes him much more happier and much more lively.

you were the adrenaline that rushed across his whole body as he plays basketball and he could hear, see you in the stands cheering wearing his jersey on. you were the the iron streaming along his blood. the one that functioned his heart beat everyday.

oh gosh, no dopamine swarming in his head can conquer his happy days with you.

and it makes him warm and fuzzy that you chose him. out of everyone. you could've chosen somebody rich and more good looking than him. somebody more who has self-control and discipline. but it goes all away out the window as you tell him "i love you and only you."

it feels like he won the lottery ticket that can conquer all his bills. yet he knows this isn't just a lottery ticket he won.

to kagami, you were much more than that. you were worth everything.

kagami could feel his jaw slacking as he sees you smile at the man. you know he's looking, yet you were teasing him with this.

clearly, you had no likes for the man. the wedding ring against your ring finger says so.

kagami knows your his. and only his.

but this man was no ordinary man, he could see the way this random man was looking you up and down. he even ignored kagami's presence when he walked up to you and dragged you away from where you were!

having enough of teasing the love of your life, you sauntered your way over to him with a smirk he's all too familiar with. that teasing smile of yours only pumping him up.

making your way to him, you let out a short chuckle with the way his arms immediately wrapped around your waist, wine long forgotten as he placed it on the side. he lowers his face to the crook of your neck where he could feel your pulse surging as he placed a lazy kiss over it, making you gulp and sigh from the sensation.

" were ya teasing me back there doll?" kagami mutters out lowly, face nearing below your collarbone. "if you're trying to make me jealous then it's working. you win the game now." his voice on your collarbone sent vibrations throughout your whole body as he placed another even more lazy kiss.

carding your way through his red tussles of hair, you chuckled at his admit of defeat, making him groan even more as his body came back to his full height. "aww, is my poor taiga jealous?" you teased out as you sent him a wide grin, only to receive a low growl from him.

"ofcourse i am, did you see the way he was looking at you? it was like he was a predator! i was ready to come swoop you out there!" taiga whisper-shouted in your ear as the grin on your face only widened.

"aw, but you know im only yours right?" you muttered out near his lips as your arms wrapped around his neck pulled him down to your height. breath fanning over his, making him groan lowly against your lips as you didn't make the move kissing him.

kagami's hand immediately went to the base of your neck, pushing it forward as your lips crashed on his. the kiss was sweet at first, which quickly turned passionate as he pulled you closer, hands around his neck as he circles small shapes at your sides.

kagami let's out a small groan as he feels you tug his crimson tussles, hands on your waist tightened more if that was even possible. you feel yourself move, kiss not breaking yet even when your back collided with the wall.

his teeth tugged at your bottom lip, biting it as you let out an incoherent sound. the loud sound of music filled both your ears but you didn't care as you tasted the wine he drank from before, you could feel his body all over yours.

taiga was so warm, like this kiss you were sharing. his hands being placed next to your head to the wall as his whole figure covered you from the view of the man you were talking to- paying him no mind.

your lover gave you no space to breathe as he pulled away but as immediately as he pulled away, he kissed you again. it was dangerous game to play like this with kagami-the jealousy of this man was really contagious.

but you loved the sensation he sent through your body as he places a few wet kisses on your jaw, making you sigh from the sensation as he lowered himself up to your neck to press more fervent kisses there before staring up at you.

"i wonder what goes through your mind, doll." taiga started as he finally went up to his full height. his red eyes stared at yours, eyeing you as if you were a prey as you stared back at him.

you hummed out as his hands went back to your waist, circling shapes around it as your hands were still wrapped around him. "you know how to rile me up. do you always have to do that so that you could get a big kiss from me? you could just ask me, you know?" he curiously asked, music so loud.

He knew what he wanted to say

But he didn't know how to word it

The dirty little Herbert was seeking an escape

The guiltiness that started

Soon as the other part had stopped

you smirked up at him, a glint in your eyes as you stared at him through your lashes. "baby what's the fun in that? plus you look hot when you're aggressive." you said out to him as he growled once more, tugging your waist as he lowered his face near your face again.

D is for delightful

And try and keep your trousers on

I think you should know you're his favourite worst nightmare

"if you wanted that then you could've said so, baby." kagami said so lowly near your ear, breath fanning over you ear lobe, making your face flush as he places his head on your shoulder.

you could feel taiga chuckle against your skin as it sent vibrations throughout your whole body, leaving you speechless. "speechless right now babe? im sure that man would've loved to hear more words from your mouth." he added as you groaned, face flushing as you buried your face on his toned chest.

"stop teasing taiga!" you squeaked out, face still flushed against his chest as kagami chuckled more. "but you did that to me, love. one can play the game too." he muttered out as you looked at him, cheeks coated with tinges of pink. kagami's smirk grew wider as he saw your face. victory.

"okay fine. you win!" you blurted out as he laughed, the sound making the flowers bloom once more in your chest. "that's what i thought. never knew los angeles was going to be fun this season!" he laughed out again, you soon joining as he left a small peck on your forehead.

los angeles was indeed fun this season.

and so was the kiss you shared with kagami.

d was really for dangerous.

you couldn't wait for more.

[its-raining-tonight]

I started httyd book 10 on the December 1st and finished on the 4th! (Info for me)

Spoilers below!

What A ROLLERCOASTER

Poor Hiccup spent one year running away and hiding 😭 a whole year is so much

Eggingarde was so heartbreaking! I'm glad that she ended up safe, at least one thing went well 🫠

Hiccup's parents not recognizing him was so sad, I almost cried when stoick said that he was angry at hiccup, but immediately after that he said that he was proud to be his father and there I was almost crying again, my heart was like 📉📈📉📈📉📈

Thankfully Camicazi appeared to help Hiccup and even recognized him AAA YIPPEE

Toothless and Wodensfang are so funny together

Hiccup almost being swallowed- he's so BRAVE, my anxiety WAS SCREAMING

Fishlegs background just

Hiccup trying to get freezing Fishlegs warmer 😭 that was so kind

I was so confused by Valhallarama, it's good to finally understand where she has been! For a second I thought she was on Alvin's side (because recently I found out that in httyd 2 movie Valka was going to be the villain and then they changed it) but no! She was so amazing while bringing people to Hiccup's side, even though I was getting mad too before that DJAKFNKSD

All was getting a little better but then the Jewel was of course stolen and anxiety is BACK

The ten companions was very cute but I can't stop thinking about where Horrowcow is

You can really see how Hiccup is growing up, cries so much

[annislittleshopofhorrors]

IMDb Graphs 📉📈

Again, big thank you Graph Girl 🥰

For the week ending Match 18

He went up 31 points this week to come in at slot 331.

Ngl, I expected a bigger jump. 🤔

And this is what all those pushed, planted and paid for articles get you...she went up 1,705 spots to come in at slot 335. Not as high as September with the million kinda ceremonies articles, and not as high as October-NYCC weekend. What does this tell me? People still don't know who she is and had to look her up. But not as much as the kinda ceremonies weekend. And that is generated because she is attached to him.

And it looks like the papwalk pics didn't help her at all.

Look at these leeches...

Joana went up 4,591 points to 14,364 and Justin went up 49,942 points to 138,961.

[rowritesstuff]

okay! i have a request! dad!kaz x mom!reader where maybe their kid gets kidnapped and the reader is distressed and kaz is just beyond angry and rips the whole city apart, in search for their kid. and when they find them its just teary family comfort??

if you dont feel it, dont worry about it!<3

Blood Be Damned (Kaz Brekker x Female Reader)

A/N: The quality of this just kinda goes 📈📉📈📉📈📉 I hope you don't mind that I kinda messed with the dad!Kaz idea (nothing bad, I promise!). If you don't like it, I swear I will write a new version of this. 😂 Also, in my head this takes place post-CK, so Kaz and the reader are probably roughly 18. I also hope y'all like the name I picked for the kid. Also, I need to go to bed, so I didn't do a final proof read. Deal with it. 😘

Ro's Masterpost

WORD COUNT: 2k

WARNINGS: Teen parenting, possibly OOC Kaz (but it's fucking adorable), missing child and kidnapping, mentions of torture, blood, mentions of death, mild violence, slitting the throats of stuffed animals?

GIF found on @naslostcontrol

Kaz had been busy lately, so he was behind on his work. Very behind on his work. Because you were nice (and because you would do practically anything for the man), you decided to help him get it done, meaning it would be a late night.

It was currently just about nine bells in the evening. You were sitting on the bed you and Kaz shared most nights while Kaz was putting Alyx, your daughter, to bed.

Or, at least he was supposed to be.

You were interrupted by the door opening and giggles disrupting the silence. The source of the laughing was Kaz and Alyx, who was receiving a piggyback ride from Kaz.

"She's supposed to be in bed!" Although you were slightly mad; Alyx should have been in bed by now, you couldn't help the loving smile that took over your face.

You never expected Kaz to get along with your daughter so well. Even before you and Kaz were together, he gave Alyx nothing but kindness and care. Alyx had adored Kaz since they met when she was just a few months old. When your relationship with Kaz grew, he swiftly stepped into the role of Alyx's father figure.

Kaz turned his back to face you and let Alyx fall onto the bed in front of you. The small girl erupted into more giggles. "Someone wanted to say good night to the most beautiful girl in the world."

"Hey!" Alyx exclaimed.

Kaz kissed Alyx's forehead. "Sorry. The second most beautiful girl in the world. Right after Alyx."

You pulled Alyx into your arms, cradling her. "Although I am very happy that you wanted to say good night, you need to be asleep." Your gaze went back to Kaz. "I swear to the Saints, if she's grumpy tomorrow, you'll be taking care of her."

Kaz rolled his eyes; he would gladly take care of your daughter any day, no matter what mood she was in. He scooped Alyx back up and placed a kiss on the top of your head. "I'll put her to bed now."

"Thank you."

As Kaz moved to leave the room, Alyx shouted out "good night!" to you.

"Good night, darling!" The door closed behind the two people you loved most in the world.

Shortly after they left and you continued working, Kaz came back and settled down at his desk. He removed his leather gloves, which despite making huge progress on overcoming his touch aversion, he still often wore around Alyx. Alyx was a very touchy, somewhat clingy child. Sometimes overwhelmingly so. Kaz refused to ask her to be more careful with him, or even let you ask her, so he wore the gloves.

The two of you worked in comfortable silence, occasionally asking for the other's help every once in a while until the early morning hours. As more and more time passed, you felt the exhaustion hit you harder each hour. The words on the page blended together, though you could barely focus on understanding the combinations of letters. Your eyes grew heavy as you tried to work through the tiredness.

You must have fallen asleep at some point because you woke up to Kaz shaking you and frantically saying something about Alyx. You couldn't comprehend the words coming out of his mouth.

"Slow down," you said once you were mostly lucid. "What's going on?"

"Alyx is missing."

You sighed. "She's probably just wandering around in the kitchen or something."

Kaz put a stuffed lion toy in your lap. "This was in her bed."

You picked the toy up and inspected it. As your fingers ran around the plush fabric, your breathing shook. Alyx had a stuffed crow, which she loved to death, but she never had a stuffed lion.

You started to take some deeper inhales, attempting to get into a mindspace to think rationally.

Alyx wasn't in her bed.

There was a stuffed lion toy in her place.

You had no idea where she was or when she was taken.

That's all you knew.

Kaz took the toy from your hands and tossed it on the floor to deal with later. He took your hands in his gloved ones, running his thumbs over your knuckles. You knew he was trying to calm you or ease your mind with gentleness, but it wasn't working.

He pulled you into him, resting your head on his chest. He lowered his mouth to your ear and whispered, "I will find whoever did this, and I will make them regret it."

Kaz limped into the bedroom late the next day. After carefully leaning his cane against the wall, he took his coat off and hung it up. His gaze navigated to the bed, where, thankfully, you were sleeping.

You hadn't slept the night before; you were worrying and trying to find Alyx. Before he had left earlier, he asked you to get some sleep, though at the time, you didn't seem happy at the request.

Kaz made his way to the bathroom, quickly finding the washbasin. He removed his gloves, as he stared at his reflection in the mirror. Spots of dried blood decorated his right cheek. He set his gloves aside on the counter, more blood from the gloves smearing on the surface.

Hours and hours of interrogating Dime Lions and torturing Dime Lions and none of them gave any information. They all claimed ignorance. He'd sent Inej on multiple sweeps of Dime Lion territory and nothing.

Alyx was nowhere.

Kaz gripped the edge of the counter, his hands wet from washing the blood from his face. He stared into the water in the washbasin.

She had to be somewhere. Someone had to know something. He didn't care how many people got hurt in the process, he would find Alyx for you. For him.

He knew that Alyx saw him as a father figure and he knew that he cared for the girl, but her being gone made him realize the true paternal love he felt for her. Alyx had a presence that brightened up every room she stumbled into. Kaz missed her smile, her hugs, her laughter, her tears, her curiosity, her light that hadn't been killed by Ketterdam yet.

She was his daughter, blood be damned.

And he was going to find her and bring her home.

He wiped the tears from his cheeks before he went back into the bedroom and changed into clean clothes. From behind him, he heard blankets shifting around. He turned, and there you were. Eyes open, hair tangled; you still looked half asleep. You looked up at him.

He shook his head. Your eyes closed as your hand rubbed your face. "I've sent Inej on another sweep, this time of all of Ketterdam." He sat on the bed as he buttoned up his white shirt. You moved closer to him. "Knowing her, she'll find or intercept something and we'll find Alyx and bring her home to you-"

"Kaz, stop."

He turned his upper body to face you, confusion etched on his features. He removed his hands from the undone top button of his shirt and he placed one on your blanket-covered side. He silently waited for you to continue.

"Please stop sugar-coating this and giving me false hope."

"It's not false hope. Inej may actually find something."

"Kaz, it's been well over a day-"

"Don't you dare tell me what I think you're about to."

You sat up and took his face in your hands, eyes flooding with tears. His hand stayed on your side. "It kills me to even think about it, but we need to be realistic. We're in Ketterdam, for Saints sake. This place isn't known for rainbows and sunshine." Your voice cracked and wavered as you spoke.

Kaz remained silent as tears trickled down both your cheeks and his cheeks.

"Y/N, I have no idea where she is." His other hand went to her other side. "We don't deserve this. Alyx doesn't deserve this."

You pulled him into you as sobs racked the both of you.

You watched Kaz as he slept next to you. You were sitting up in your bed as Kaz's head lay on the pillow next to your lap. Despite his roughed up hair and messy appearance, you admired his peaceful beauty. Your fingers ran through his dark hair, calming you.

He had fallen asleep in your arms, which had only proved to you how deprived he was of sleep. You had to briefly wake him to move into this position, which was much more comfortable for the both of you.

Five quick taps at your window made you zone back into the world outside of Kaz. You removed your hands from his hair and you quickly got out of bed, finding Inej crouching outside the bedroom window. You opened it, letting her in.

Inej held out an opened letter to you. "What is it?" you asked as you took the letter out of the envelope.

"I intercepted it before it got to the recipient. It's a communication from within the Razorgulls."

You skimmed the letter, finding mentions of a toddler girl and Kaz, though he was addressed as "Dirtyhands". The toddler girl must be Alyx, who the letter said was "Dirtyhands' daughter". Whoever sent the letter had Alyx.

"The Razorgulls took her. But they left a stuffed lion."

"Most likely to throw us off their trail and onto the Dime Lions'. And it worked."

"Do you know where this came from?"

Inej nodded. "I wrote the address." She handed you a slip of paper.

"Thank you so much," you whispered before kissing her cheek and pulling her into a hug. "I owe you everything."

"Just focus on getting your daughter back." Eventually, Inej broke the hug and left the room through the window. You ran to the bed and woke Kaz.

He woke up, slightly delirious, but once you told him that you knew Alyx's location, he snapped into full attention.

It was a simple two-person job, with you and Kaz being the two people. When Inej scoped out Alyx's location, she found there was only ever two people guarding the building, which you could very easily take out. The Razorgulls were careless.

You and Kaz studied the building from behind the side of a wall. In front, you saw the two guards Inej had told you about. They would be very easy to take care of. The guards paced around the front of the building, chatting with each other.

Kaz turned to you. "You take the right guard, I'll take the left. Once we get in, I'll focus on finding Alyx while you deliver our message. I'll find you once I have her." He took your hand in his gloved one.

Your other hand played with the strap of the satchel that crossed your body as you nodded. "Let's go."

You and Kaz snuck around in opposite directions, making your way for a sneak attack on the guards. On the way, you picked up a decent-sized rock. You hid behind the wall of the building, watching Kaz on the other side. At his nod, you ran toward the guard on the right.

You brought the rock down on the guard's head, knocking him out fairly quickly. When you looked back up, Kaz had knocked out his guard. The both of you bolted to the front door, swiftly opening it and running inside. You ran up the staircase as Kaz searched the first floor for Alyx.

You eventually found what appeared to be the office room in the building. You stopped at the wooden desk and opened your satchel. You lined up the five stuffed gull toys on the desk. After taking your knife out of your pocket, you carefully made a slice on the throats of each toy bird. Satisfied with your work, you placed the knife back in your pocket.

Not long after you finished, you heard quick footsteps behind you. You turned, and there she was. Alyx ran to you and you scooped her up in your arms, holding her tight as your eyes slipped close.

The tears falling down your face didn't matter. The world didn't matter. Nothing else mattered in that moment.

The sound of a cane clicking against the wooden floor made your eyes open again. Kaz stood awkwardly in the doorway, watching you hold Alyx. After making your way to him, you kissed his cheek.

"I love you," you whispered. "I love you both so much."

[satyrn-exe]

my thoughts on the new glass animals album, ILYSFM!! :D

(my opinion could change the more i listen to the songs, and i am not a music critic! i am just a dude that really really likes music and glass animals).

show pony: solid! this has a lot of repeating lyrics (including the glass animals trademark of repeating a line over and over for the chorus) which in this case is good! i like it as much as i liked it in agnes & life itself.

whatthehellishappening: the regular verses are.. meh but the chorus is real good! overall dont have strong feelings on it.

creatures in heaven: the lyrics are great, the rhythm and melody are great, the chorus is FUCKING AMAZING. this song should absolutely be their next heat waves. which, honestly, considering how they released it early, the actual subject of the lyrics, and its instrumental reminds me of heat waves* they ARE trying to replicate heat waves’ success. tbh they deserve it. i really like this one.

(*not that the instrumental sounds anything like heat waves, but idk. it just. sounds like it! i wish i had the technical music knowledge to put it into words)

wonderful nothing: this one’s tone starts out a lot different from the rest of the album. its an outlier like mama’s gun in htbahb, where its dark and deep. then it transitions into being more beat heavy, where rhythm of the lyrics feels reminiscent of sgctc. to be honest, unless im trying to listen to a very specific vibe, i cant see myself listening to this one.

tear in space (airlock): FIREEEEEEEE. they released this one early with creatures in heaven and i really like it :3 the repeating of “wata” (water) is a bit silly to me but overall good song ! the pre chorus is so scrumptious. the part where he sings in a higher octave is mmmm yes very awesome.

cant make you fall in love again: ill be real this one bored me. my ass was not paying attention !! its not bad but its not a standout song either. its something that spotify would autoplay that i wouldnt skip, but wouldnt add to my playlists either.

how i learned to love the bomb: the intro made me think its another beat heavy song, which i dont usually enjoy all that much. but as i listened i was surprised that my liking of it went up as i listened like 📈 and then..📉. its just, not good? i think i dont like the rhythm. i actually skipped this one i just didnt like it.

white roses: alright. not amazing, but not as overwhelming boring as the a few of the other boring ones.

on the run: i like it :) its good!

lost in the ocean: ummmmmm i feel like i need to listen to this one more to form concrete opinions on it. i truly do not know if i like it or not!

my final thoughts: i liked this album! its good! does it beat out htbahb as my favourite album? no, but that’s okay! htbahb is like my everything, its would be incredibly hard to beat it. i think its juusssttt slightly below dreamland in my personal rankings. (this could be just me being blinded by nostalgia and my fondness for dreamland & htbahb, though)

my final tier list!

(10 being my least favourite and 1 being my favourite)

10. wonderful nothing

9. how i learned how to love the bomb

8. lost in the ocean

7. white roses

6. i cant make you fall in love again

5. on the run

4. tear in space (airlock)

3. whatthehellishappening?

2. creatures in heaven

anndddddd…. for my absolute favourite song…

1. show pony!!!!!!

[msmarvelouswinchester]

Erm...Hello!

It has been a while.

So, *clears throat* HOW ARE YOU?

I had been away for months because my life went like 📈📉📈📉📈

Any ways, I am kinda back? Or rather trying to be back?

And obviously what is a better way to be back other than with a oneshot? A Dean Winchester x Reader story nonetheless😏 it is a flangst!

Anyone willing to read it?

I am pretty sure, I have lost my old taglist, so hmu to tag you in the story if you want to read it or just to talk! I don't bite😅

A little snippet of the Oneshot -

His voice washed over her and the sobbing turned into sniffles. She sniffled against the now wet, snot-covered spot on Dean’s tshirt before her red-rimmed, puffy eyes found his worried green ones. “‘M sorry,” she whimpered.

“Hey, shh, what're you sorry for? For ruining my shirt? Oh, I'll just bribe Sammy to do the laundry,” Dean grinned but the worry never left his eyes.

“I just—Dean, I'm sorry for…s-showing up tonight unannounced…I shouldn't have…what was I even thinkin’? Dean, I’ll—uh…see myself out.” Y/N said, and fidgeted in Dean’s grip but he was reluctant to let go. Not when she had just shown up a few minutes ago and broke down in his arms.

Dean said, “Stop, Y/N. Stop. It's alright. That's what best friends are for.” Nope, not letting you go this time.

“But…” Did you forget the part where we dated and broke up and vowed to never see each other again because it would break our hearts even more?

[kozukensgf]

bae you NEED to feed me the aftermath of those svt who didn't think yn would break up with them and make them regret it so much and then sucks to be you ig bcs now i hate you with my whole body now. esp jeonghan like, the way you write him hurt me but i love the way it hurtsss so pls babe im on my knees begging youuuu 😭💔🙏🙏🙏

my emotions went 📈📈📉📉📈📉📈📉 when i read this HAHAHAHA babe dont hate me for too long 🤣🤣 i guess my recent texts really took a toll on you huh 😭 im sorry i'll think about continuing the aftermath!

jeonghan original text was actually pretty sweet but something possessed me and made me write that angst im sorry again jeonghan is actually such a sweetheart he would never say that to his s/o 💔

[secretswiftymarvelfan]

If anyone is curious as to what my stress levels just looked like it went something like this:

Sees message from manager asking if he can call me ASAP 📈

Manager sends another message saying it’s nothing bad in case the last message sounded ominous 📉

Gets onto the call with my manager where he asks if I can train up the new girl tomorrow, I say yes, the calls ends and I suddenly realise the level of pressure there is to train a person correctly considering I’ve only been in the job half a year 📈

[teeheemarie]

Love ‘n’ Jujutsu

This is Chapter 1 of ? haven’t decided.

Female reader but all are welcome to read.

You x Choso, You x Jujutsu High

Sorcery started somewhere, but never did you think it was you & your real parents

About 3.3k words

“I love fucking you,” he moaned as he was deep inside………

CHAPTER 1

BEEP BEEP BEEP…BEEP BEEP BEEP, ugh why does the alarm always go off during the best parts of the dream. You lazily wake up to turn your phone alarm off. Your eyes are heavy, your panties are wet, and the urge to try to redream the dream is there but you can’t afford to be late again.

You grunt and roll out of bed. Your Keurig is already prepping your coffee as you make your way to your bathroom. The Keurig was the best purchase you made this year. After looking in the mirror you tell your self that you need to stop drinking on work nights…or maybe just in general. Your face is puffy and eyes are gloomy.

“06:30, I have time to take a quick shower and pick a decent outfit,” you say as you start the shower.

30 minutes later you settled on a basic dress, vans and an old necklace. It’s hot today in Japan and the last thing you need to do is sweat is some ugly ass suite. Normally you like suites but your boss has been a dickhead and changed the dress code, again, to either long dresses or basic suites.

“Ughh I need a new job” you tell your self as you prep your coffee.

You take one last look around your apartment to ensure you have everything you need before exiting the door.

You like to walk to work. It’s a 25 minute walk..sounds like a lot but it’s only one anime episode long. You turn our headphones on and start the newest episode of “Jujutsu Kaisen”.

You’ve been a fan of this manga ever since it came out and when it turned into an anime, you were so excited!! You, yourself have been doing jujutsu since you were a kid. As a daughter of a Lee clan, you were more of forced into it. But since your dad’s death….you stopped. He died last year. And your brother has been rogue for 7 years, so the family has been begging you to come and take your dad’s place. As much as loved your dad, you saw what it did, the people that wanted him dead, and what it did to your family. Last thing you want is to be involved in a world of nothing but hurt and lose.

You finished the episode as soon as you hit the door to your bldg. The bldg is tall, all glass windows, and dark…unpractical. You’ve seen enough action movies and anime to know that this would be the first bldg destroyed in a matter of minutes.

📉📊📈📑📎

At your desk a pile of paperwork was waiting, mockingly. The downside of being a good worker is you get burnt out…jujutsu was so much easier or rewarding at least.

“Welp, lets get to work,” you tell yourself….as you think about the dream you had. For the past 3 months, each night has been the same: you meet this guy, he turns out to be something, and you two are in bed. Even the imagine of him is blurry but you can tell he is strong and tall.

You shake your head, maybe taking a break from watching anime will help….

🕕🕕🕕🕕🕕🕕

“1800 and I’m finally done,” you let out a sigh of exhaustion. Office job. Honestly who the hell thought that being in an office job was fun and great. The money is ehh and the workload is overwhelming. It’s boring. People are just okay with doing this shit forever.

“Your dad would have loved for you and your brother to take over the Clan…you should think about it,” your mom said.

“How did Nanami do it?”, you think to yourself. Not a day goes by when you aren’t thinking about Jujutsu Kaisen characters. The man went from sorcerer to office job, back to sorcerer. “Maybe I should do the same….”you think out loud.

🎑🎑🎑🎑🎑🎑

It’s dark out in Japan, the air smells like it’s about to rain. You cross the street where restaurants are filled with people. The smell of fried shrimp, chicken and men laughing fill the air. You roll your eyes. Real men are nothing like fictional men. “Uggh why can’t anime men exist….just once”, you softly whisper. As you continue walking you look up in the sky, you can see the lighting in the clouds and hear the thunder rolling in…if you don’t quicken your step, you will be caught in this storm.

⌚️⌚️⌚️⌚️⌚️⌚️⌚️⌚️⌚️

10 mins away from the apartment complex the drizzle starts to happen, thunder getting louder. “Please no….just wait like 10 mins…please God,” you please. And just as a way of God and life mocking you, it starts to down pour. Two options, take the next bus that comes in 15 minutes or run for the next 5…..Of course your brain says “run”…..you never take the normal human way of doing shit.

🏃🏼‍♀️🏃🏼‍♀️💨💨

“2 more mins of running this should be…..” BOOM 💥💥💥

-----THREE DAYS LATER, no you are not dead……..what kind of story would this be-----

You wake up, in a dark room….nothing is tied to you, you are breathing and your hands are free. You slowly start to assess your body. Hair, mouth, eyes, chest, legs, arms….fingers, toes…bag…everything is still there. Shoes are still on. “What the fu..” you are cut off.

“You are alive, thank God”, a small voice says as lights start to turn on. Your eyes take a minute to adjust before seeing this person.

Small, black hair, white shirt tucked into black pants…and weird floating thing behind him…what in the actual fuck. Why does this person look familiar, like you’ve seen him before.

“Sensei said to bring you here. Sorry about the blast. It didn’t hit you but it was enough to knock you off your feet and hit your head on the sidewalk. I healed you. We will have to stay here until he comes.” The voice trailed off.

Sensei. Healed. What in the Jujutsu Kaisen is this shit?!?

You look at the figure, your eyes more adjusted. His eyes lock yours. NO FUCKING WAY….AM I…

🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯

“Sorry to keep you waiting, Yuta, can me and y/n, have a minute,” he calmy says. You look to see a tall, nicely leaned man. He has a blindfold on. GoJo. This can not be real. Jujutsu Kaisen is real or this dream just took another level…

“You are not dreaming. And yes Jujustsu Kaisen is real.” he replies. “You are talking out loud,” he laughs.

“Anyway, lets get to it. You are part of the Lee Clan….and your brother…well he is becoming a probably for us. We need your help to find him.” He looks at you. Damn, he is hotter in person…and damn what in the underground shit is this.

“I haven’t seen him in 7 years…” you trail off. 7 years ago he walked out on your family. Your older brother said “bye” and that was it. No words. No nothing. Honestly starting to think he is dead.

“I’m aware. But you know your family better than anyone. And quite frankly this has become a bigger issue. If this was easy we wouldn’t be asking you to help. I know you gave up jujutsu last year. Your dad was a great man. He did many things for this place.” He stops.

“My dad did what….” you are surprised. Your dad has known that this was real and didn’t say anything. Hell if you knew, you would’ve quiet your office job like forever ago and joined your father…then maybe he’d still be alive.

“I think you have me and my family mistaken. Aside from my brother and the Clan name…we are just people who do jujutsu..nothing more.” you tell him. I mean, if there is some sort of sorcerer power and you don’t know than rudeeee.

“He said you would be difficult. He also said that he never told you the full truth of your family, so I see why this is all a surprise. Regardless of this all, I just need you to help us. Obviously there’s training involved but I’m not sending you on anything my sorcerers do….just need your brother.” he is getting slightly annoyed. GoJo thinks to himself: How does she not know….well to be fair one day she’s living a life as a “regular person” who likes to do jujutsu to finding out that she is actually a sorcerer. Sadly, he never told her because of his fear of what her brother did. But I don’t get that sense from her. She likes jujutsu….and has been contemplating taking her dad’s place. So many questions.

“Why”, is all you can think of right now. Am I a sorcerer, who really was my dad….Lee’s were not the type to keep secrets…..

Gojo groans, “Can we at least go to Jujutsu High and talk about things there….this place is boring and I’m pretty sure things will make more sense after you watch the video.”

So moody. “Fine”.

😒😒🚶‍♀️🚶

Jujutsu high is literally like the anime. Quiet. Except for the students who are yelling at each other. A few of the other sensei’s look over at you and whisper to each other…this video better have it all.

“I’ll take it from here, sensei” Yuta says. Gojo nods, looks at you laughs 😂 and nods again. This man 😒

“Sorry he can be…umm.. kind of childish. Please sit in this desk. Here is the laptop. It’s the video. It’s the video your dad wanted you to watch….I guess instead of sending it to you, he sent it here. In hopes we would track you down.” Yuta stops. He gives you a shy grin and leaves.

💻📀🎥▶️

The video was 20 minutes long. This was taken 5 days before his death. He was killed by someone names Kamo…Kamo something..at this point I didn’t care. Just tell me what I need to know. And there it was….13 minutes and 30 seconds into the video:

“Well y/n, you are probably wondering when this old guy will shut up and tell you what you want to know. I know you my child. Get to the point. You were always like that. That’s why you were my best student. I’m sorry I kept this secret from you. I didn’t want you or your brother involved in this world. But your brother found out…by someone who is very evil y/n. Your brother is no longer your brother. Someone different. He let the evil in. You both are sorcerers, however, you. You are more. Gojo will find you. Trust him. Gojo is the greatest sorcerer. However, you are greater, for you, you are the child of the God of Sorcery. I know it’s hard to believe and what I’m about to say is going to hurt, but just know I love you and always have like you were my own. But y/n, your real parents, the original God and Goddess of sorcery, died. After having you, they were no longer needed. So they dropped you off to me and that was it. Y/N, I’m so sorry for keeping that from you. I never thought you would need it. They wanted me to tell you that they will be within you when you need them. They told me to treat you as if you were my own. I even adopted you and put you under as the Lee Clan. Y/N, this is your time. Your brother…is no longer your brother. And with his group of people, they will and can destroy all. Life needs you, y/n. I love you.”

You close the laptop. Fuck crying. You are PISSED!!!

😡🤬🔥💣

Pissed. An emotion like anger but not quite as killing. However, when pissed things start to happen.

Before you knew it, desks were flying, the windows were shattered and just like how you feel right, hell, the room caught to fire. Literal fire. You’re standing in fire…and nothing. You feel nothing. PISSED. CHILD OF GOD OF SORCERY. WHAT THE FUCK. YOU MEAN I COULD BE IN THE SKY EATING GRAPES. WTF….You stop. The roof and walls crumbled to ashes. You look and see all the sorcerers looking up at you. You sit on the floor. The wind howling. Some old fart is yelling at GoJo.

🧍‍♂️👴🏻🤬🪑

You look down at your hands, circles appear. One is the shape of the sun burning orange and the other is the moon also burning but in a light blue color. One half of your arm has these random ass tattoos and the other bare, like a porcelain doll. I AM the daughter of the God of Sorcery, does that mean I have the abilities of the evil and of the good?!

You look up to see GoJo sitting criss cross applesauce. “Sorry…” you muttered.

“Your reaction…was slightly different than I thought. I expected much more anger. But to see that a little bit of anger can do this much,” he motions, “interesting.” 🤨

“What exactly is my “brother”,” you ask. GoJo looks down.

“He was a jujutsu high student. Then he found out about you. Jealous…Anger…”, he trailed off.

My brother came here…7 years ago he left and came here?!? Only to leave again but with hate for me… 😔

“Your brother is beyond saving, y/n. I would know, I was his sensei.” He stopped.

This was not in the anime. Gojo failing as a sensei…..or maybe my brother being a dickhead. Both.

“Your dad, he mentioned Kamo. You may not know of him but you will. Now that you know who you are. You will start getting memories and random visions. You will most likely be able to see the future. If you haven’t already.” How does GoJo know more about me than me.

“For now, let’s rest. We will start your training tomorrow. Which will be fixing this room 😊” he laughed.

🕶️🛌💭❤️‍🔥

Random visions. See the future.

***INSERT WRITER COMMENTARY**** So now you are probably wondering…okay when do we get to the “I love fucking you” part right? And it’s a sensei falls in love with daughter of God becoming the power couple of the century…maybe in a different story but not this one!!!

---------BREAK---------

Dear Diary,

It’s been 3 months since I found out. In those 3 months I found out that Gojo and I are related. Now that ruins the entire anime for me and I will never look at him the same. But thankfully he is creepier in real life. But he means well. My brother is still somewhere. We have clues and I’ve managed to kill 15 cursed spirits. In that time I made friends with Yuta, Yuji, Nobara, Megumi, Maki, a Panda, and Toge. Things were different at first. Once they found out who I was, the treatment was weird. Panda insisted on calling me “Goddess” or something. I told him no.

Truthfully, I’m scared. I know how I should act. I’m 28, older than they are. I should be acting like a God but can’t bring myself to do it.

Oooh I met this guy. His name is Choso. He is different. He is quiet and aloof in front of everyone else but when it’s just him and I, it’s different. It also feels weird to be with someone who is like 150+ years old. But I just found out that the age of 28, I’m stop aging. Apparently I’m immortal. Yuji is his brother and let me tell you, he acts like it when Choso and I are around each other. He gives us googly eyes and what not. I never noticed how childish 16 year olds are…but then again my cousin is GoJo…and that man is weird… He has seen us standing next to each other and I could feel the piercing eyes behind the blindfold looking at Choso. Yuta is a distant relative of Gojo, whereas I’m his actual cousin. GoJo isn’t used to having family, aside from his “kids”. That’s what I call them. He is protective of me but also very hard on me.

Turns out I was the first person to have Limitless but Gojo was the first to actually use because I didn’t know. Crazy.

Ooooh and Choso and I are fucking…I mean dating…both.

Anyway, peace ✌🏻

----SMUT SCENCE ENTERS THE VILLA-----

“I love fucking you” he moaned as he was deep inside. Both of your eyes meeting as he contuined to thrust. You love that he moans and whimpers. Fuck, it gets you soo horny. He stops his thrusting and pulls out. His cock is big and throbbing. Pre cum covers the tip. The urge to just lick it off pops in. “I want to be on top” you demand. Choso doesn’t deny. You know he wants to eat you out. That’s his favorite but first, his pre cum is calling your name….

As he is laid on the bed, you start from his lips to his neck. You kiss his neck before gently biting, he lets out a soft whimper. Your tongue goes from his chest all the way to his pre cummed cock. Your eyes never leaving his. While his follow yours and the roll back once you are at the tip. At his tip, you lick the pre cum and swirl your tongue all around the head. His head is perfectly shaped. You begin to suck his head and use your tongue against his tiny hole on the tip, “Y/N…..PLEASE MOMMY…FUCK..”

You stop teasing him and wrap your mouth around his cock. Drooling all over it so it’s lubricated as you use your hand. Your hand and mouth working together, going up and down his shaft. You occasionally stop at the tip and swirl your tongue all the around it tasting more of his pre cum. “FUCK….FASTER…RIGHT THERE…GOD...” You go fast and then slow. Up and down. His cock throbbing more and more. “FUCK YOU TAKE IT SOO GOOD Y/N.” With your free hand, you start rubbing my clit. GOD I wish this was his mouth instead.

With one last stroke and suck, you feel warmth enter into your mouth. “Y/N!!!!!” You slowly let off his cock that is now pulsating. You swallow his cum while looking at each other. “Mine turn!!” 😈

His tongue is like magic against your already wet clit. He flicks it up and down and inserts two digits. His two digits spin around and hit your G spot causing your legs to twitch around his neck. He adds another digit and starts sucking your clit. “CHOSO…..” you let out. He stops sucking and proceeds with adding another digit. 4 long fingers are inside you; rearranging and hitting the G Spot. Normally you’re not this close already but sucking his cock got you fired up. He slides his fingers out slow so your back arches. He sucks his fingers and then dives his face into your pussy. Tongue inside you, the bridge of his nose brushing against your clit, his hands gripping your thighs tight. I’m about to bust on his face. The moans getting louder and his tongue getting faster causing his nose to rub your clit until it’s raw. You hit climax. Squirming and squeezing as you’re squirting on his face. Him slurping it up like he is parched.

He sets your legs down, and crawls to his spot next to you. His face glistening, cum still oozing out of your now sensitive pussy. Clit throbbing as much as his cock was. Both look at each other, smile weakly and pass out.

🛌❤️‍🔥😈🥷

**** INSERT WRITER COMMENTARY**** I know what you are thinking this is not how I thought any of this would go. Trust me, I didn’t either. I just let the words fly onto this paper. I wanted this to have smut but also substance. Shall I continue?! Or Maybe I will wait until Chapter 2 😘

[strokesandscribbles]

sep 1 oh wow

heads-up: capitalization is dead here lmao

had a bit of jumpscare today. i got out of the house in hopes of scoring a ticket for kyungsoo’s fancon. went to the venue, checked online. failed tho. moving on, i ate empanada at banapple and some choco smoothie. it was good.

so i just went to the store, bought climbing shoes cuz i’m planning some activities with my high school friend. some wall climbing thing.

bought sinigang and fresh lumpia at goldilocks. rode the bus. almost 2 hour ride, oh man, cus of the heavy rain. got home past 9pm.

i was so shocked to know the screen was locked, it only locks from the inside, and i couldn't unlock it and the main door. 😳🫨🤯

i knocked on our long-time neighbor, literally back from 2004, lmao, i don't always talk to them since i started living alone here last year, we as a family used to live here back then but we settled at a diff city for the most part, anyways, i just went and asked if anyone has been around the yard or something. they said they didn't notice anything and no one was really outside cuz of the heavy rain. well the neighborhood is actually pretty safe I think. people are like familiar with everyone.

they helped me remove one jalousie from the window to unlock the main door, her dad unlocked it and i reached for the screendoor. she and i went to check in the house and rooms. thank good nothing suspicious. my room is as mess as it is. happy that it's all ok. it just so happened that the screendoor might've accidentally locked itself when i shut it. oh man! things like that happen. insane. can’t thank my neighbors enough!

it was a gloomy day for me just earlier, i didn't score a ticket, i don't have any friends to go with, they’re busy, as well as my younger sibling, then I was happy I bought climbing shoes, then bought sinigang, then shooked about that door thing— literally my emotions today: 📈📉📈📉📈

but all is well, thank goodness! my dad will come here tomorrow to check in. hope he didn’t tell my mom in exagerration cuz she tends to catastrophize things and things like, “that’s probably cuz u don’t go to church etc.” 😬 anw, i just don’t want her to worry too much.

well, we learn every day. i’ll always lock the gate and never forget like never ever ever.

people who live alone. be safe out there!

-🐰

p.s. eyeliner today was a mess

[hypnoneghoul]

Father i hath a question

Whats the best way to like plan(?) A story;

Is it better to write out the end first ? Or the main plot ?? Orrr

Also how do you make it interesting?? I find that when i write it just sounds like "he did this and he did that and he went to do this and he was happy" (not literally word for word that but its like- boring and i never know when to end because idk wheb the height of the plot is?)

okay so lemme show u something

you'll probably look at it and say "meh overrated" or something but it's actually a great tool to start with or just practice. later on once you feel more relaxed in your story planning you can take it and modify however you want but you. that's what I do, whether I write porn, long multi-chapter or angsty one-shot I base it on this. well, more or less and usually with it going 📈📉📈📉📈📉 at the top but it works!!! and you can cut the action whenever you want, I'm a big fan of cliffhangers and emotionally loaded endings so I rarely reach the low point of resolution, I cut it as it's falling. do whatever you want, that's what writing is about!!! good luck and most importantly have fun :3

[sad-boy-mono]

Ima be whiny and rant about my morning getting ready for a roadtrip. Idc if I sound like a whiny bitch IM FEELING LIKE A WHINY BITCH SO

My mom said we'd start packing up the car around 10 (to quote her directly, she wanted to "haul ass at 10") but she didn't even get home from a doctor's appointment until 10:30.

I woke up at 9 anticipating we'd be hauling ass at 10 (I've been waking up at 1pm everyday for the past 2 weeks) and went to bed at 4 (not by choice) so I could've gotten at least a bit more sleep.

I'm already overstimulated cuz I'm tired and now more so cuz we're off the given schedule.

So much time just getting shit into the car.

A CD I got in May is stuck in my dad's car. My dad's car recently was taken into the shop for some repairs. My mom said she brought up my stuck CD. Is my CD unstuck? Nope!

(Also secondary rant but this CD being stuck has caused me so much more stress than it should. It was $12 so not a huge financial loss but it's also my favorite album and the CD is sold out. My family doesn't have a good way to listen to music from phones in our car cuz we don't have Bluetooth and auxcords always end up hella staticy so we use CDs and I was so excited to finally have some new music in the car but I got to listen to it once before it got stuck and won't even play music because my mom messed with it trying to get it out. And then there's the added feeling of when you're upset about something that isn't a big deal and you KNOW it isn't a big deal so you feel dumb about getting so worked up about it because it's just a fucking CD and you could probably figure out a way to download the album and burn a new one but you bought this one from an artist you love and want to support so now you just feel dumb and stupid and wanna cry everytime you think about it and WHY DIDNT THE REPAIR PEOPLE GET IT OUT DID MY MOM LIE ABOUT TELLING THEM? IM SO PISSED. SECONDARY RANT OVER)

I have much less space then I thought I would in the car.

I remembered I'd have to spend a lot of time around my cousins (not necessarily a bad thing. But my social battery is a constant 0%. Also I came out to my uncle as trans a while back and he reacted badly and I really don't wanna be around him :/)

We're on the road and I forgot how loud and bumpy highways are in this shit stain of a country (#americacore)

Also my mom smokes. The smell + open window being loud is not helping.

Did I mention the roads suck? Because the roads suck.

I'm crammed in the back and everytime we make a turn I'm crushed by my aunt's wheelchair.

I love my family so much like genuinely, but being around them is hard cuz they're always up here 📈 all the time and I'm always down here 📉 all the time so being around them is hard due to how our energies don't align for lack of a better term.

Did I mention the roads suck? Cause the roads really fucking suck-

I didn't eat this morning and am hunger. I cannot reach any of the food/snacks we packed

I spent like 30 minutes fighting back a meltdown low-key.

Having boobs is actually such an icky feeling? Like not binding was a good choice but when roads are as bumpy as there are here maybe I should've just worn a binder?

HAVE I MENTIONED THESE FUCKING ROADS-

I don't have the money for Spotify premium (#brokecore)

Also I packed my laptop and every moment it isn't in my sight I fear it is being destroyed viciously (it is literally at the top of the bag pile and surrounded by clothing)

Did my hair this morning and it just like. Wasnt working with me :/

HOW DO ROADS MANAGE TO BE SO FUCKING LOUD WHAT THE FUCK-

Anyways I'm excited for this weekend :]. I'm going to a powwow in my extended family's town and supposedly it's gonna be hella big. We're staying in an AirBnB and it has a lake n shit so we can go swimming n shit. I might have my own room? Idk tho if not I'll live. I got my headphones.

[annislittleshopofhorrors]

IMDb Graphs 📉📈

Thanks Graph Girl 🥰

For the week ending June 16:

He went up 174 to spot 135 this week. I like it. 😁That last week of Materialists filming was content city. Still hoping for more work news.

🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼

Pedro is up 13 to spot 180

Dakota is up 16 to spot 77

She went up 1,091 to spot 1,152. Nothing to report. Only thing was attaching her name to a couple of articles about him. One for his birthday and one for Materialist BTS pics. I mean she's busy getting new furniture in her Portugal apartment so no time for you know, work.

"All I wanna do is get high by the beach."

Wow, I didn't know that bookshelves and a raincoat could boost the IMDb graphs. 😂

Sydney Sweeney goes up 3 to spot 8. This week, 8 of the top 10 are women! 👏👏👏

Justin up 17,416 to spot 136,081

Amanda down 134,852 to spot 907,882

Joana down 519 to spot 11,296

[baekhvuns]

BAEKSY! I just realised my message didn't go through and now it's gone cause I can't remember what I said, but I'm currently at Osaka airport waiting for my delayed flight to Thailand and I have some things to say!

First of all, bald Kai I- 💔 I watched a bit of his fanmeeting livestream and two of my friends went, it was so bittersweet, ehhh. This is such a fucking mess overall. Idk if SM is to blame, but I think we should blame everything on that shitass company! And fucking Armchairs on Twitter are a bit too brave shitting on Kai now that BTS started their enlistment era. Just saw his goodbye pics with EXO 😩😩😩😩

Also people keep talking about Taeyong's enlistment I CAN'T STAND THIS!!! Hopefully not this year cause I'm gonna jump!!! At least we're getting TOLO 🤧❤ (and hopefully Ten's solo too, otherwise SM is going to burn) - btw why is everyone coming back in June?! Happy Pride or whatever lmao, but I won't be able to keep up...

Continuing my SM hate posting: SHAWOLS WON, now it clearly wasn't that hard to find a good venue for Shinee's fan meet, huh? Took them a few days to book an arena for two days BULLYING COMPANIES WORKS!

And now: LUCAS OUT FINALLY! 🥰 but the statement is so??? Nothing about the accusations, did they just forget and hoped we all moved on as well? Delulu Lumis are saying it's a confirmation of his innocence and I'm asking: WHERE?! Even someone I know who's rather neutral towards him thinks so too... he literally admitted to doing some bad things, but what kind of bad things? We'll never know. And he's still at SM for what? He's basically done for in China and Korea. And imagine him at all the SM family parties lmao? Realistically I know some if not most NCT members are probably in touch with him, but it'd be awkward regardless 😬

But I feel like I've manifested his departure so I'm celebrating anyway <3

Speaking of, I saw WayV and they're definitely not flopping after selling out 10k capacity venue for two days in a row - contrary to what some Lookass fanatics think. And I also witnessed some hoery for sure 😭😭😭😭 when they performed Nectar in velvet tank tops?! Saw so many arms and nipples...

Uhm and what?! https://twitter.com/allkpop/status/1654604798027612167?t=Pc2ErSTf2E-xRvpBqqk30g&s=19 - Go to jail!!!

And ofc I saw Atz too, even though my seat was meh, still better than I expected, but I was dying of period pains so my experience was 📈📉📈📉 I also didn't have good company so rip. But yes, I had Hwa tunnel vision (shocking nsjajsjabwjjsjsjan), Mingi and Hongjoong were so cool too! Poor Wooyoung though... he seriously needs to rest, he was clearly pushing himself too hard :/

Anyway justice for Hwa pls, I have plenty of space at home, just live with me <333 https://twitter.com/hwalilac/status/1655905041272950786?t=Zy51BJ8vRsBCvoBx_BpM6A&s=19

Now cast him in a historical/fantasy drama asap!!! https://twitter.com/sansikcheo/status/1653612125347278851?t=rMsN2BwEbJFpP3ahXPM2CA&s=19

Ahuauwwhwabshaaha https://twitter.com/taemcatboy/status/1654935684212314113?t=hNIZSQNcuxqys6uT2BCzbg&s=19 - Okay but this bitch saying this insane, because he won't do shit, he can't even sign anything without people holding the pen for him BE SERIOUS

Stays tho 😘https://twitter.com/onlychangbin/status/1654810925088530433?t=jQpm4-U3r3hvI8iMrUN2sg&s=19

Btw Taeyong https://twitter.com/taeoho/status/1652946027429740545?t=uaJxDmZqPiqvrDal4g5vAg&s=19 man is so delusional... don't worry TY, you can always count on me! ❤ love when idols get parasocial, I'm like "get a grip, mate!"

His impact https://twitter.com/aquilandromeda/status/1652336195827900418?t=AmQt2CQwxg7EBU2nHbVlEA&s=19

Anyhoooow, what's up in the Baeksy land?! 👀 - DV 💖

hello!!!

BAEKSY! I just realised my message didn't go through and now it's gone cause I can't remember what I said, but I'm currently at Osaka airport waiting for my delayed flight to Thailand and I have some things to say!

AAAAA no worries!!! the recent updates w tumblr has made it hard to receive asks! AAAAAAAAAAAAAA OFF TO THAILAND!! pls let us know if the food is really really spicy <3 also hope u landed safely!!!

First of all, bald Kai I- 💔 I watched a bit of his fanmeeting livestream and two of my friends went, it was so bittersweet, ehhh. This is such a fucking mess overall. Idk if SM is to blame, but I think we should blame everything on that shitass company! And fucking Armchairs on Twitter are a bit too brave shitting on Kai now that BTS started their enlistment era. Just saw his goodbye pics with EXO 😩😩😩😩

Also people keep talking about Taeyong's enlistment I CAN'T STAND THIS!!! Hopefully not this year cause I'm gonna jump!!! At least we're getting TOLO 🤧❤ (and hopefully Ten's solo too, otherwise SM is going to burn) - btw why is everyone coming back in June?! Happy Pride or whatever lmao, but I won't be able to keep up...

i

exo, ot8, lasted for 4 weeks.

4 weeks.

the first full comeback in 4 years, the world tour, the promo, the solo concerts-

saw the post from exos acc and the “the weather is nice” and i already knew what was gonna go down

THE SK PRESIDENT DIDNT EXIST SO WHY DOES KAI HAVE TO 😭😭😭 kai has had multiple surgeries on his back and waist???? has herniated discs that he still hasn't received treatment for because his schedule won’t FUCKING allow it, broke the same ankle twice??? has nerve damage, poor eyesight and poor hearing??? WHY IS THE ENLISTING??? WHAT EXCUSE DOES THE PRESIDENT HAVE 🔫

A MESS !! THIS IS THE WORST ENLISTMENT TO DATE OH MY GOD AND ITS ALL PEICE OF SHIT RAVI AND SM’S FAULT I DO NOT CARE ravi already fucked things up w his evading, sm- oH they piss me of so much, they ruined my entire year,,,, oh im so, i want to attack the person at sm ohhhhh i AM FURIOUS.

he was gonna apply for the 3rd delay for the comeback and all,, had a gucci event in kr where he was the main person for, was gonna have solo concerts in august- he.

i hope u saw my meltdown post, i was GOING THROUGH IT. WE CAN NEVER, NEVER HAVE NICE THINGS W EXO 😭😭😭 WHAT FUCKING LUCK DO THEY GOT BC IF I WAS THEM I WOULD NOT HAVE SURVIVED ALL THEIR YEARS WHAT THE ABSOLUTEFUCK HAS MY LIFE BECOME QJKDQHK AND HES GOING FOR 2 YEARS 😭😭😭 FUCK!!!! FUCK SM FUCK RAVI FUCK EVERYONE!!!!!!! IT WAS GONNA BE EXOS YEAR 😭😭😭😭

saw armchairs forget how to do math bc i saw many saying bts will finish enlistment before exo and 😭😭exo has 2 left and we know abt the others 😭😭 all the 93 liners roaming free put my guys in the barracks lessgo team bonding <3 getting too brave too brave, the victim complex is coming out, saw them make fun of him bc he was crying, which they all misspread and 🔫 and this on god fucking disgusting

HIS FAREWELL PHOTOS HOW IS THIS FUCK SO HOT EVEN WITH HIS HAIR CHOPPED???? WHAT THE FUCK saw this post and cried my eyes out,, saw a post saying his members and managers and friends prepared everything for him bc it’s usually the father who prepares everything and i. sobbed. and now sehun would have to go to i do not know how to handle that after this <3 bro had chelsea fans saying good luck to him 😭

but like is he kinda fine with that bald look

TAEYONG, FUCK! FUCK! IM SURE TAEIL IS ALSO GONNA GO THIS TIME AROUND TOO FUCK THE MILITARY 😭😭😭😭 SM NEEDS TO BURN TO THE GROUND

Continuing my SM hate posting: SHAWOLS WON, now it clearly wasn't that hard to find a good venue for Shinee's fan meet, huh? Took them a few days to book an arena for two days BULLYING COMPANIES WORKS!

SHAWOLS REALLY SAID 90 (+5’) HOW HARD WAS IT TO FIND A BIG VENUE??? LIKE THERES SO MANY?? THE KSPO DOME??? THE JAMSIL STADIUM?? KOREAS THE LIMIT??? DO EVERYTHING FOR THEM?? BULLYING SM REALLY WORKS AND UNFORT ITS THE ONLY WAY FOR THEM TO WORK 😭

And now: LUCAS OUT FINALLY! 🥰 but the statement is so??? Nothing about the accusations, did they just forget and hoped we all moved on as well? Delulu Lumis are saying it's a confirmation of his innocence and I'm asking: WHERE?! Even someone I know who's rather neutral towards him thinks so too... he literally admitted to doing some bad things, but what kind of bad things? We'll never know. And he's still at SM for what? He's basically done for in China and Korea. And imagine him at all the SM family parties lmao? Realistically I know some if not most NCT members are probably in touch with him, but it'd be awkward regardless 😬 //// But I feel like I've manifested his departure so I'm celebrating anyway &lt;;3

omg i genuinely somehow did not expect this i was expecting him pulling up to the next cb like nothing happened sO I AM SURPRISED 😳 confirmation of the innocence when the dude literally withdrew???

we’ll never know fr fr! YEAH ARW THEY PLANNING TO LAUNCH HIM AS A SOLO OR ACTOR IN CHINA?? as far as i know,,, china don’t want him either 🤨 not wayv unfollowing him so fast after he left fbwndbks manifested it LITERALLY

Speaking of, I saw WayV and they're definitely not flopping after selling out 10k capacity venue for two days in a row - contrary to what some Lookass fanatics think. And I also witnessed some hoery for sure 😭😭😭😭 when they performed Nectar in velvet tank tops?! Saw so many arms and nipples.../// Uhm and what?! https://twitter.com/allkpop/status/1654604798027612167?t=Pc2ErSTf2E-xRvpBqqk30g&s=19 - Go to jail!!!

OH THEY DEFINITELY ARE NOT!! WAYV ARE STILL GOING STRONG, their vocals 🤌🏻😮‍💨HOERY FOR SURE FBWNDHSK it’s not a nct concert if someone is not stripping fbwkdjsk

i need lee soo man to fuck off, ban this man from korea, he has ruined exo’s cb, shinee’s fanmeet, ruined my year,,, stop begging for a company to get u back, like come on?? have some self respect and fuck off??

And ofc I saw Atz too, even though my seat was meh, still better than I expected, but I was dying of period pains so my experience was 📈📉📈📉 I also didn't have good company so rip. But yes, I had Hwa tunnel vision (shocking nsjajsjabwjjsjsjan), Mingi and Hongjoong were so cool too!  Poor Wooyoung though... he seriously needs to rest, he was clearly pushing himself too hard :/

noooooo i hope it’s better now!!! NO COME ON TERRIBLE CRAMPS, SHIT SEAT AND TERRIBLE COMPANY???

seonghwa tunnel vision, i had absolutely not they had a whole concert ngl fbwkfbwk i just saw the pictures aND REASONABLY TUNNEL VISION FOR HIM AND HIM ONLY! omg yeah it must be devastating for him to not perform but hopefully he gets better soon!

Anyway justice for Hwa pls, I have plenty of space at home, just live with me <333 https://twitter.com/hwalilac/status/1655905041272950786?t=Zy51BJ8vRsBCvoBx_BpM6A&s=19 /// Now cast him in a historical/fantasy drama asap!!! https://twitter.com/sansikcheo/status/1653612125347278851?t=rMsN2BwEbJFpP3ahXPM2CA&s=19

LMFAOOOO ANON THROWING RIZZ AT HWA 😭😭😭 SEONGHWA IN A PERIOD DRAMA WITH LONG HAIR! AND A SWORD W HANBOK?? A NEED A WANT!

now… this is very specific 👁

Ahuauwwhwabshaaha https://twitter.com/taemcatboy/status/1654935684212314113?t=hNIZSQNcuxqys6uT2BCzbg&s=19 - Okay but this bitch saying this insane, because he won't do shit, he can't even sign anything without people holding the pen for him BE SERIOUS //// Stays tho 😘https://twitter.com/onlychangbin/status/1654810925088530433?t=jQpm4-U3r3hvI8iMrUN2sg&s=19

LMFAOOOO THHAT WAS THE BEST OART FOR THE CORONATION + kate and her daughter’s matching tiara’s >>> NO SERIOUSLY I KNOW DIANA IS WATCHING FROM UP THERE SHE DEF SENT THAT STROM THE DAY BEFORE,, SHE’Ll fumble SOME STRINGS,,, want william to be the king bc it rly would be like it’s a diana reincarnation on the throne,, LMFAOOOO KPOP FANS ARE SO UNSERIOUS I SAW SOMEONE SAY “te amo” AS IF IT WERE VLIVE 😭😭

Btw Taeyong https://twitter.com/taeoho/status/1652946027429740545?t=uaJxDmZqPiqvrDal4g5vAg&s=19 man is so delusional... don't worry TY, you can always count on me! ❤ love when idols get parasocial, I'm like "get a grip, mate!" /// His impact https://twitter.com/aquilandromeda/status/1652336195827900418?t=AmQt2CQwxg7EBU2nHbVlEA&s=19

Anyhoooow, what's up in the Baeksy land?! 👀 - DV 💖

taeyong’s just like me fr, LMFAOOO WHEN THEY SAY “do not look at any other men” yes sir. definitely not. taeyong will always have our eyes, everything i can’t wait for his tolo,, i hope he follows his predecessors taekai and goes dark !!!!

GATEKEEP SEONGHWA FORM NON KPOPPIES BFWKJDKWDHK but srs what a handsome face ???? every time he just looks so ethereal, will never get tired of him

baeksy land is full of baeksy crying over kai <3 judging the met gala, having a scary prof (he looks like voldemort im so srs) and writing in class hiding under the tables <3

have to live thru this now 😭😭 this ai thing is so weird bc why is bruno mars singing so good in kr???? he better learn it now bc wtf,, rosé singing an avril song?? my mind kinda go crazy

SPEAKING OF RECENT COMEBACKS ,,, ÆSPA AND GIDLE??? pls is this not a 2000’s romcom ost reminded me a big of why can’t i and oNE I CANT PUT MY FINGER ON IT BUT I THINK HONEY HONEY FROM MAMMA MIA TOO!

but how has ur travel been so far!!