#like i cannot imagine anyone else

[howlingcaptaincommando]

Chapter Two of my ACOTAR pirate fic is up!

Elain is front and centre and ready to start kicking

[ronon-dex]

watching the witcher remembering the entire time that 3 seasons of chemistry with costars and scene presence is about to evaporate inside a hemsworth

[fippydarkpaw]

I just cannot engage with Lord of the Rings in typical fandom style. That is a religious text to me.

[frecklystars]

I’m still so over the moon I have Steven 🥺🥺 I’ll be sitting here thinking my fifty billion ubiquitous triggers are so damn stupid but then I’ll remember my newest F/O is triggered by a font. And that if he saw one of my triggers while we’re out walking or something he’d hold my hand and help me walk away from it and find a distraction. He’d know how to ground me and the right things to do and say. He fucking GETS me 😭💕 and I think he finds the same amount of relief and comfort from me too

[derpinette]

too many males getting veneers when really they should be investing in hair transplants if anything

[mementoasts]

jonathan sims head archivist of the magnus institute london

[devondespresso]

i absolutely adore whenever Alexi pops up in fics and when people casually ignore his death like yeah hes been here the whole time hes just kinda quiet and hes got his slushie so he didn't really feel like chiming in to the conversation. also love when hes just there in modern aus as like murrays roommate or whatnot. he deserves to be immortalized

[celestialwife]

sometimes i just think about poe and it's like. i can't believe you mean this much to me? literally ahead of tfa i just kept scoffing at the descriptions of him, completely expected to be benevolently annoyed with him or meh at best and didn't understand why everyone went off abt how oscar was attractive (like i could tell objectively, but it's rare that i find someone subjectively attractive on a deep level), and then i just. saw poe for the first time on screen in theaters and that was it. instant attraction, and then a few minutes later realizing that oh, no i'm genuinely in love with this man. instant ride or die, we just clicked. i got him on a deeply intimate level just from those few minutes of screentime he has in the movie, that nothing about him following that ever surprised me? just. yeah that's him this makes sense.

and i remember writing what was absolutely self-insert masquerading as canon where r.ey was his best friend and i genuinely meant for it to be platonic but i kept accidentally writing a little bit something more and i genuinely think looking back on it that i probably had a crush and a squish on poe? and he may have started queerplatonic, leaning on alterous (if i'm understanding the term right). like it wasn't straight platonic because i genuinely had/have such a crush on him but it definitely wasn't straight romantic at the time either (and i still have moments where i'm like. yeah i'm definitely feeling qp feelings for him and not romantic ones). and then sometime in 2017, something I guess shifted and I wrote in an oc into that same fic who had a history with him and they both still had feelings for each other and they kissed at the end of the story but didn't wind up with each other, and then i started reading reader fic for him that same year and was like. oh I actually don't mind the idea of kissing him....i kinda wanna. and i also don't mind the idea of a relationship if it's with him, i even want it?

and like ofc things went sideways from there. i stopped reading fic bc my friend made fun of me for reading it and i felt like i was doing smth "wrong" and then the gaslighting of everyone hating him in t.lj when i didn't also severely impacted my ability to be able to enjoy him properly without trying to fold up my actual opinions to 'fit in' more and feeling anxious and not getting to enjoy it, but he was still such a cornerstone of comfort for me at the time. i even wrote my first reader fic in late 2018 to get some comfort from how awful things were in my personal life and it was of him. and then t.ros happened and the fandom got so toxic along w some friend stuff that my spin in poe almost broke (or so i thought), but like?? i spent the whole next year constantly drawn to things that reminded me of poe....read a book that was compared to the st and him a lot....bought a lot of orange things without thinking about it, developed a crush on a character that's like. basically poe with the serial numbers scratched off. all until i found my way back to him at the end of 2020 🥰 and after that i started embracing reader fic again and my romantic feelings for him and then lmao the physical/sexual attraction came in like a wrecking ball shortly thereafter which was New To Say The Least, but.

eeee i don't know i ended up gushing a lot about him but i just. sometimes i really think about the journey i've had with him, and how much good he's genuinely brought into my life. i get to feel all these emotions i never thought i would!! because of him!!! i get to explore new avenues that i wouldn't be interested in or comfortable in pursuing even mentally bc of him!!! he's helped me work through various triggers for my trauma bc they feel safe with him involved? and most importantly - i wouldn't know any of my lovely friends or partners if it wasn't for him? i stuck around in the fandom bc of poe, and that lead me right to my queerplatonic partners and family. i genuinely would not!! be the same person today if i had not fallen in love with that silly flyboy december 20th 2015!!! and isn't that just love in a nutshell?

[readymades2002]

i turn 25 in almost two months. christ

[unequal]

thinking about the time one of my exes got so fucking furious bc he asked if i loved him more than my (at the time) closest friend and i said no. like. LOL. the thought of loving someone more than my best friend is hysterical.

[hyp3rfixation-h3ll]

FUCK IT WE BALL HAVE MY SINK INTERP who ALREADY has a lot of story goin on.

basically me and my friend mx ( @//cogsincorporated ) were talking about an idea they had where it was a bunch of the EXEs/“Sonic”s from the VSE and Chaos Nightmare / Chaos Series mods living in a big ol house together dubbed the XHouse (A la “Creepypasta Mansion”) and since im a Sink IRL they gave me full permission to add Sink to the roster of who’s living there! (ty mx <333 !!)

🫧’s backstory isn’t much at the moment, but to get the general idea, Sink was found by Fleetway Super Sonic (who I just refer to as Fleet!), and Fleet, quickly bonding with it, basically said “You’re my friend now!!! we’re having soft tacos later :D” and dragged Sink to the XHouse where Sink just kinda. lives now lol /lh pos

as a bonus have some doodles i did yesterday feat. Sunky (who i also kin!) and Lord X and his shitty Pasta Night visor /lovingly

[criscura]

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[probablygayattorneys]

The only thing I really know about Emmy is that she exists, because I'm still on Diabolical Box, but my brother sent me this picture to make a joke about something else and... she's gotta be a real special lady if Layton lets her drive his precious Laytonmobile.

[carfuckerlynch]

taking the autism test and looking at the questions like. i don’t know what you mean by that

[onehunnit]

bc my thing is that if im gonna get an album i have to have had enjoyed it in the past. which is true for all the cds I own except for the world outlaw and will. which are the only two comebacks I have been w/ atz for. so.

[circuslollipop]

i'm sooo happy i finally was able to sketch a margaery i'm satisfied with!! a feat i haven't been able to do for like a decade!!!