#like i do not get seasons n' all
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is it still supposed to be cold or is spring not gonna happen
#like i do not get seasons n' all#i just wanna use this metal detector i got but ain't no WAY im going digging in the cold#or maybe i will if im bored enough#i did break my phone. somehow. again.#no entertainment
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Plus-size genderless reader with a nervous red :]]]
#if you want more plus-size readers with red or duck guy lemme knoww#or if you want a y/n with more specific attributes :]]#this means please request something to be drawn >:]#and I will not draw a simple y/n that’s thin y’all have a bunch of rep out there#lo siento ☠️#I’d love to do draw a y/n with a disability#i think it’d be nice to give people the rep that they don’t really get is all 😭🙏🏼#dhmis#dhmis red guy#dhmis season 2#dhmis x reader#dhmis red guy x reader#red guy x reader#dhmis self insert#chubby red guy#by specific attributes I meant like a reader with missing limbs or a specific plus size body shape :]#or just request red doodle anything works :D#if you can’t tell I wanna draw ☠️#glttrvlntn
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can i ask.how u guys practice ur creativity <3 how u practice ur imagination or like.. how u experiment with ur art, how u come to ideas and how u develop them.<3 pretty please <3
#smthing i have always struggled w.is feeling like i can only draw things that r handed 2 me.#as in.an idea or concept that already exists#chara or conflict that already exists.Scene that alr exists.#and i think it can be soo limiting bc when i have that sort of creative desire but nothing 2 reflect off of it#i feel like im unable to do anything/get anywhere bc im unable to do that mental legwork myself ykwim#like comic artists r SOOO JAW DROP INSPIRING TO MEE bc not only are u envisioning ur own sequences/situations#but u are able to imagine even the most MUNDANE interactions within those scenarios u know#like the transitory panels and the quiet moments and the every day stillness#and i feel like.its not even a poor attempt on my behalf its like.i cant Even attempt it.like my brain is soo empty#and soo static and noiseless that i am like gauhh......#i can practice lines all day long and practice colors and practice anatomy or Whatever bc its something concrete#and its in front of me and i can pry apart the physical technicalities until i understand it better#but my MIND???ABSTRACTION>? THOUGHTS .ough its so hard#and i really want to push past that but i dont know how and its so .. demoralizing to think that ill get there One Day but i feel#one million and two days away.and not making active process towards it.#i know the first step is to build ur visual library and i feel liek. idk i FEEL LIKEEE theres more 2 it that im missing#but also im depressed as hell n my job is killing my creative drive and the seasonal stuff isnt helping#so maybe i just need 2 give it time (true) but i also like.man i dont know. i want 2 do something w my hands#but everything ive been doing so far has felt soo .hard and fruitless and i definitely dont want 2 turn art into such a stressful thing#fruitless as in like.i dont get any personal satisfaction w it.idgaf abt monetization or algorithms or any of tht#but smtimes thats just what happens and i have 2 weather through and know ill be more equipped 4 this some other time#SAWRYYY IM ALWAYS GOING ON AND ONNN im nromal im normal<3 i just rly like art and it sucks balls whn it feels out of reach#sigh cry fart scroll.(:salute:)
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imagine being the oldest out of the party and you're the only one being normal and an individual and everyone else is calling you immature and making fun of you for wanting to do the things that you all had been doing for literally all of your lives up until a couple months ago because it's suddenly ~cHiLdIsH~ now to want to have fun. and somehow you're the one that needs to grow up and be mature even though your friends aren't respecting their exes' wishes like you are and keep doing the most idiotic things to get them back instead of just apologizing or talking it out with them like any normal "mature" person would do. will is a better person than me because i would've beat them all with my wizard staff (a cool stick i found in the woods)
#no i wouldn't have bc they are my friends. and i love them. and they love me even if they aren't showing it very well rn. but like.........#they need 2 invent a specific form of ptsd for all gay ppl tht went thru what will did in s3 and had to relive it while watching and also#put the gay ppl in the writing room for tht season in prison for life.#hasn't will been through enough.............................. why would they do tht to my boy....#(i kno why [gay experience + he IS stranger things n its message] but it hurted so bad .... . . .)#mine#also yes this is dustin erasure. im so sorry dustin but u guys get wht i mean.
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a starstruck odyssey is for lovers
#more than acofaf even. the love story of the wurst is what dreams are made of#emilymurph sitting next to each other...skip straightest man ever prince of alien slugs learning to be free bc of the crew...gnosis...#best on average npcs. lucienne plug bambi leroux the butch at the space station fuckin space heiress trust fund baby bajar crunch moon jone#and this is not to say ANYTHING of how good the characters are.#they could keep making d20 seasons forever and starstruck will always be a cut above the rest because of how fucking good the setting is#like with crown of candy even tho i loved it sm i feel like some politics were discarded in favor of the others; all out war was eh to me#the build up to a war tho? now that's interesting that's where the juice is basically i wanted asoiaf book one vibes with this cast but#that's a matter of personal preference! i don't feel like acoc did the most that could've been done with a “politics” campaign#dimension 20#dropout.tv#a starstruck odyssey#because of their deep investment in the world and the genre it never feels like starstruck couldn't do anything. it feels limitless!#season two...god if they never do one that'd be such wasted capability#ik fantasy high is so beloved and it is a beautiful lasagna of time and playing style but if i could get multiple seasons w starstruck...#the thing that makes asoiaf asoiaf is that we have a similar level of insight into the minds of baddies like the lannisters as we do into#the minds of the clean jesus allegory starks. and in acoc the “worst” character we got from the heroes was lapin n even he was aligned#to the rocks' cause. saccharina WAS a rocks -- that was her whole deal -- and even then she wasn't a morally reproachable character bc#she was right! i wanted acoc to be down and dirty and when they said ravening would be i was excited but even that turned out to be them#destroying a secret cult which was going to kill the world. no really down low shenanigans!
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mspaint fanart of this fucked up xuppu plush i found on google
#i dragged my discord server into watching all of miraculous and god its jsut. such a show#the show is infinitely entertaining bc theres so much enjoyment i get laughing at how much of a mess it is#and theres still enough actual good stuff where its like yea im here for a reason#the jarring tonal shifts#the occasional janky animation#the infinite refusal to change the status quo too much (that is changing some this season but its still funny to me)#the show is clumsy. thats how id describe it.#i dont hate it. i fucking love it. i love it cuz its sometimes shit. i love it cuz it shows promise for a few seconds and then does a 180#anyways i got distracted. point is that in our server weve decided to roleplay.as the kwamis. as a bit#they dont really have personalities but they DO have a bunch of absolute beasts of plushies n stuff online for pfps#we cant stop laughing at the fuckign xuppu one. why he look like that. look at him.#im not gonna actually tag this as miraculous bc i dont want people to bash me for my takes here in the tags.#if u like the show thats epic more power to you#i just am infinitely fascinated by it#and i have a very low bar for what gets me to laugh when im with my friends . this show is unintentionally the funniest shit ever#art#text#xuppu
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for all my grievances with tangled the series, one thing i cannot criticize them for is their songs, i mean, sure, not all of them make sense in context (let me make you proud comes to mind), the songs are spectacular, from the vocals to the instrumental, all of them are a joy to listen to, whether they are just incredibly goofy, like the buddy song, to heartbreaking, like waiting in the wings, whether its a solo, a duet or a group, they are wonderful to listen to
#i like the show. dont get me wrong.#though i cant deny there are a lot of flaws to the series n character n story decisions that dont make sense n infuriate me#and i will say imo season 1 is where its at its best. although yes flaws are present they dont. idk. ruin the season for me#but i cant say the same for the later two seasons. i mean. i had fun with s2 n liked the new characters but. a lot of it again imo is fille#but s3 is the worst imo cause the stakes are so high but they spend like 2-4 episodes actually on the main plot#n the rest is just. pointless filler. i mean. did we really need to learn more about fucking nigel of all characters#n i will say i am not a fan of cass' arch at all. i liked her in the first season n most of the second season but s3 just. ruins her for me#i also dont like how they treated euguene most of the time. he deserved to be treated better. he was the other main character in the movie#he deserved to be treated better not put in the back so as not to outshine cass n rapunzel's relationship#cassunzel this it not a critique of you. i liked the ship in the beginning to n i love the poly of cass rapunzel n euguene#n you can ship them to your hearts content. im just annoyed at the disrespect of euguene lol#can you tell that im passionate about the show. i mean. the potential was there but. they didn't do nothing with it.#im upset it couldnt be better lol#anyway what was i talking about#right the songs. the songs are spectacular (despite almost all of them not making sense in the context of the shows)#n are a joy to listen to. i love them all so much that i dont think there's any i dislike really. the songs are so so good#n are really fun to listen to. its one of the things that i can never fault the show for. they're wonderful n everyone should listen to the#even if you havent watched the show lol they're great#tangled the series#tts#strawberry speaks
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tfw you’re just trying to look up some current affairs and end up on a late night wikidive instead
#s. so. haze season has finally returned huh……. i completely forgot it was a thing tbh#can’t believe *the* haze has its own wikipage tbh… of all things to have a page why *that*???????#and there are even pages for almost every year of haze. like lmaoooooooo who had this much free time to document it hello~~~~???#but man~~~~~ i hope my bro’s doing aight in this with his military training and all… i hope they’re giving him sufficient water breaks#nah wait he’ll be fine. he’s physically fit. he can survive a workout in the haze… probably. provided it doesn’t get worse. ahaha…….#hm. but. anyways. stay safe and hydrate yourselves if you’re affected by *the* haze. drink water!!!!!!!!!#h e lp wait i forgot about the thank you for the clean air page im c r y i ng#2015’s haze was quite the time though……. i just remembered my then-friends sending a voice mail to our chat group to manifest school closure#and t h e n sending a follow up recorded cheer of ‘nO SCHOOL!!!!!!!’ when school was (indeed) cancelled due to the weather#g o d i haven’t thought about them in a long while… i hope they’re doing fine these days#oops forgor to disable rbs for a bit this app is kinda annoying tbh
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i absolutely love what their dynamic turned into in the show but whenever i watch the sf pilot im reminded of how much i love the way charlie just kinda slugs on behind pim and lets him do his thing and the only time in the episode he really gets his own moment he has no idea what to say to desmond and can only say they’ve failed. like i love the side of charlie that can be like overly passionate and kinda unapologetic and the way there’s nothing that can change his mind when he’s set on something and i dont even want it to be changed back to that but man . i just love it
#my quest of liking charlie more has been a huge success!!#all i had to do was stop staring at pim at all times whenever i watch the show and only hearing what he says and does … stop Temporarily#tbh i think the pilot is one of my favourite episodes of Anything ever#why r the first episodes of both seasons So good . idk if its just the effect of hype and excitement but dude#the gwimbly ep is SOOOOOO good to me ive had to have rewatched it around 20 times by now#its just so lovely. love how its another episode where the death of another character is what makes the client smile#and in this case it worked for both of the two clients. isn’t that so cool that there were two of them this time#and also how the b plot of the ep takes place in the office just like the pilot#i just wanna see more of the office… everytime we see it anytime other than the beginning of the episode#i always get so excited cuz that’s like The main setting of the show n we know barely anything about it
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im on s6 of my rvb rewatch and watching church talk to wash and delta about ai is making me scream
wash talking shit about alpha’s existence TO ALPHA
church complaining abt how annoying ai are and how they’re “always yapping” im fed up this is the real comedy of this show
#getting this immediately after delta told wash he should kill south is really gettigg n me#the tonal whiplash of it all#bc like i knowww that delta is meant to be just logical but we KNOW that he is still friends with york and likes york the best#and so it hurts to have delta be like ‘wash my advice would be the kill the person who killed york’s best friend’#and for wash to be like ‘yeah that’s a good idea’#like wash going from stuttering over his words after south corrects him that tex is a girl to him literally killing her with no hesitation#😭 😭#im bawling my eyes out#rvb#also get ready for 40 more posts abt this season it’s so good it’s gonna get me#the meta has already not killed wash for no reason at all i can’t do this#s9-10 are gonna ROCK MY WORLD
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so i just finished the bear. and i knew there was gonna be a scene where carmy said smth fucked up to claire or some shit?? well. i watched the last ep, right? right.
im gonna say this as kindly as i fucking can: if yall are genuinely mad at what carmy said, yall are STUPID. STUPID AS FUCK.
HE DIDNT EVEN WANNA SAY ALL THAT TO CLAIRE!!! he was VENTING to tina, he was STUCK on the fucking walk-in, on the most stressful day of his life up until that moment. like, tbh? that scene didnt make me angry. it made me SAD. so fucking sad
because it showed just how fucked up normal everyday life can be. claire was a good thing. carmy was DRUNK on that good thing and he literally almost fucked up everything with his project with syd. like. no joke. most if not all problems with the bear (restaurant) happened cuz carmy was fucking around n finding out.
n yknow what? he found out. there was literally no worse time for him to get caught up in dating than that time. he was needed elsewhere. and he was not there. repeatedly. he tried ofc. but he still wasnt there. all because he was so unused to good things, we know this, he says it, that when he got claire he couldnt get enough. it felt GOOD.
and then what happened? the second he realized that this good thing was affecting smth else in his life in any negative way? he panicked. he goes "see? this is why i cant have nice things, look at all this, its all fucked and its all my fault cuz i kid myself into thinking i could have smth GOOD" and he COULD just not how he was doing it!!! but thats it!!!
he does not know HOW to have good things!!! he doesnt!!! he has no experience!!! and you know what happened??? he Made A Mistake. and guess what? thats what everyone does on this show all the time
the claire breakup thing or whatever is literally just a sad scene, its not supposed to make u hate carmy like what r yall doing??? legitimately, are yall using yalls brains?? god.
#the bear#carmy berzatto#the bear spoilers#hey look i posted a thing#shit talking but seriously (or not)#i thought i was gonna see carmy screaming at claire. saying smth completely out of line#when all he said is shit theyve been throwing on our faces the whole season like r yall ok???????#yes claire was a good thing. yes claire was getting in the way of the bears success#those 2 statements can and DO coexist#now carmy can grow n be better. focus more on his job at least rn when theyre trying to get SO much money#like at least dont own like hundred thousands of dollars to ure fucking uncle n shit right like fuck
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i don't like season three when viewing it as a continuation of seasons one and two, but i do very much like season three when viewing it as the prequel to seasons four and five... hmmmmm.
#rewatching it bc i wanted to make another foreshadowing compilation post for myself regarding what will's actions will#likely be in season five re: vecna and lmao. so many things are just... it's like. it makes me laugh how In Your Face it is now#that we know all that we know. so many direct parallels both with dialogue and actions. mike/will/lucas/el foreshadowing their s4 roles.#the flaying of the holloways and the creels. the dormancy / activation shit. the building shit. the natural progression of their arcs.#the different ways that their characters approach problem solving and how we see tht reinforced by s4. it's so fascinating#genuinely i think idk it was just such a big culture shock i guess u could say from 1 and 2 that it was hard to digest on its own for me#but now that 4 is in the same vein it's like Oh. Okay. Yeah no. I get it now. That's cool. I'm forever bitter but I get it and respect it.#3 4 and 5 are a package deal considering they also said 4 was like part 1 of 5.#it also makes sense bc the point of 3 was that everyone was changing and building themselves in a new way and that#includes vecna so. just so fascinating how they link everything and how their vision is so consistent with certain plots and characters#like. the lucas max mike n will + el involvement is right there. the idea that they have to kill vecna and not just his puppets is right#there. that 2nd point starts in season two but three is where it really turns into an ''the end justifies the means'' situation#(especially for will which i think is something a lot of people overlook but—)#s3 is painful when considering their personal character arcs but fucking delicious when considering the overarching supernatural vecna plot#bc thts also when he starts his ''there is no stopping this'' shtick and actually enters the story#and he's fucking slimy lol. which i Love#anyway. omg first i defended mike in the rain fight and now i'm saying i kind of like season three who the FUCK am i!!!!!#crazy what feeling the need to defend a white boy's honor will do to you 😳
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weird weekend
#set up my sketchbook n tools etc to do some trad sketches bc it usually helps me feel better but im grr#i keep just opening pocket mortys n then getting annoyed bc nobody will battle me n the ones that do keep#oneshotting me or if i manage to kill one of their mortys just poofing#which is making my mood Worse zzz#kindve wanna doodle the last outfit reqs but i think i just wanna draw soft rnm stuff rn#> all my sfw wips are like dead srs edgy comics n i cant keep drawing edgy rnm art#anyways im rewatching it once again im on s3e1 again#i keep trying to watch other stuff but i cant focus + its keeping me sane#gotta speedrun a bunch of he tomorrow i got uhh#first pass of a 5 sec animation n a 3 page essay on the theory of magick#this is the easiest semester possible but i am for real going insane rn lol#bday officially in 4 weeks now#pisces season incoming babyyy
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I should have picked the other college
#cemmie not ur fault btw#I'm just spiralling a bit because everyone thinks i made the right choice but I'm not sure I did#they don't even have a classics program I'll have to get permission to go to another college in the area for Latin classes if i care enough#why didn't i double check that? why did i only get accepted to the schools i added to my list bc me n my twin wanted to go together#and they wanna be an engineer#and i don't even know what I'm doing so I'm sure it'll be fine and I'll even be happy or at least no sadder than I am noe#and soon APs and race season will be over and maybe without all the stress I'll feel like a human being again#maybe.#rio remarks#vent post
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screaming in the club
time for another vent in tags
#so i was joking and i thought it came through but im also dumb and autistic and my jokes dont always cross. sO#i was joking about one of my roomates not seeing Nightmare Before Christmas before bc i was showing 2 of them my picture vinyl of it and whe#n one of them said they never saw it i said “but you were a loser on tumblr in the 2010s wdym” and their fiance was just rude to me and i th#ought it was clearly a joke but ig not and they lowley attacked me for it? im just?? i tried to clarify that i was joking and they know im a#utistic. hell the one i was joking to is also autistic but idk so now i feel like utter shit especially after all i did today thst juet drai#ned me. ive been trying to fix our 2nd shower. i had a meeting. i had an extremely hard therapy session. and i showered today. its been hell#like i am trying to get thru relapsing on SH and my ED and ofc they dont know but that shit made it worse and i dont want to say anything bc#then ill feel like im guilt tripping? idk but im also super nervous about a HRT appmt i have coming up and i cant afford it and we have no#food in the house i can eat rn and no one has gone shopping. i cant go shopping either bc i cant drive/dont have a car. and its making it#harder to help get back on track with eating when theres nothing for me to eat? so everything is fucking amazing right now.#the only meals i could POSSIBLY have and all claimed by the one roommate i was joking with. it all takes up half our freezer too so thats#fucking awesome. all this food for one person and none that i can eat or the other vegan in the house can eat. i have been hungry for DAYS.#all there has been for me to eat is cup ramen and grilled cheese. AND SOMEONE WHO WASNT FUCKING VEGAN ATE ALL THE VEGAN CHEESE IM GENUINELY#SO PISSED OFF? like dude yall have your own cheese wtf#the thing is its already really hard for me to tell when i am actually hungry bc of years of ignoring it so when i actually feel it and ther#es nothing it really gets to me. im so tired and idek where my EBT card is to get myself something. its all just so much.#i just want to lay in my bed and sleep for days. but i cant. i have too much shit to do. like even just tomorrow i have to clean the#bathroom. mop the kitchen. do dishes. shovel snow. and just generally take.care of shit because since we have 2 roomates MIA right now and#no one else wanted to do shit i had to step up and i am STRUGGLING. i have been for a while. the thing is everyone that didnt sign up for sh#it didnt have much going on besides probable seasonal depression#i relapsed. have debilitating mental health. i can barely get out of bed before 4 pm. and i have to take care of myself and my cat.#im so close to snapping on them at this point#i need the one roommate i actually like to come back or i swear i will lose my shit. hes only been gone for 6 days but HOLY SHIT#everything has gone to shit#vent over ig im going to sleep soon. still hungry if i cant find something.
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pep buying kalvin phillips for 40 milli just to fulfil the english quota and so no one else can buy him n now apologising in the media to phillips for not selecting him is quite disgusting like pep has ruined phillips' career for no reason all bc he's a massive cunt
#do u kno how shit of a person u have to be to get me a lifelong united fan#defending a former leeds player#i always thought the phillips to city transfer was sus#n u could see right away he was never going to get played#n all pep has done is made phillips and leeds suffer#like okay fine he has the medals from last season#bc he played n so he can actually say he's a treble winne#*winner#but his contribution was so minimal that it made no difference to city's treble#n the worst part is he will most likely end up back at leeds#can't see any prem club want him mainly bc#there's literally nothing from him to say he's suitable for other teams#n there are much cheaper ways to fulfil the english quota than doing something like that
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