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#digital art#doodles#practise art#stalker#stalker 1979#Ста́лкер#andrei tarkovsky#anatoly solonitsyn#stalker movie#fanart#fan art#yeah i did fan art of a tarkovsky film what of it. i did this in#like idk 100 mins#i dont do realism or painting its too hard be nice to me
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Eloise needs a hug🥺
#experimenting with color palettes & I want to try it again but 😤 idk if I’m 100% satisfied with this one to be Honest#plus I’m still getting the hang of painting in this style so choosing colors is just an added 👹 layer jajajajaja#but I learned a lot & on to the next one 😇#it will be back to pencil tho for a bit I think#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#sebastian sallow#eloise#sebastian sallow x mc#this was super fast like 30 min I tried not to let my brain slow me down like it normally loves to
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i wonder how zeff would've reacted to sanji's bounty poster changing to "only alive" and then later to sanji "vinsmoke" (well known former conquerors/royalty of the north blue)
whether sanji's told zeff about germa or not, zeff would be stressed OUT
#op#one piece#sanji#zeff#red leg zeff#vinsmoke sanji#black leg sanji#SHUT UP yeah yeah i copy pasted this from my twt DIE#idk i like to assume sanji never told him#because he'd be scared that word would get out and he'd be sent back#or like#zeff would kick him out#EVEN WORSE: sanji paranoid that zeff would kick him out because he agrees with why judge didn't want him 😭😭#like that's 100% ooc for zeff to do but sanji is an overthinking paranoid traumatized little guy#mind you this is the same guy who thought luffy+the strawhats would be better off without him despite everything#not /neg btw i understand sanji he's just like me fr#ok but IF sanji DID tell zeff about germa ZEFF WOULD BE SOOO WORRIED#LLIKE. WHAT DO THEY WANT WITH MY SON???? hoping sanji's still safe but knowing that SOMETHING to do with his family definitely happened#germa 66#min watches one piece
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sometimes I just really don’t feel like drawing humans
Kate’s tattoos bc I wasn’t about to draw all dat 😒
#dead by daylight#DBD#bunny Feng#feng min#DBD art#cenobite#DBD the doctor#herman carter#the clown DBD#horror#heathenart#don’t ask me what wraith is bc I too do not know 💀💀💀#I got tired and was gonna draw trapper as bear but I think I’ve drawn enough rn#Clown is a St. Bernard…bc of the tired eyes#dbd dwight#kate denson#dog#canine#Jake is 100% a raccoon I cannot explain he just is#Dwight is a cat bc idk I felt like drawing a cat 😔#Kate u can blame boil over for this one
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arya as the lady of the lake: disarming joffrey and throwing his sword back into the water bc he is an unworthy heir to the throne. arya as the sovereign goddess: strengthening her brothers rule with the crown their murdered king brother wore.
#casually using ''her brother'' bc idk which one she will bestow it upon lol#i feel like jon will only be king for a min so#i need to get more into arthurian legends#ive been eyeing this book on morgan le fay#but its 100+ dollars on thriftbooks!#be fr thats not thrifty
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day 68. i love how theyre just 👍
#5588#dallon weekes#dallon is so. handsome. idk why im saying handsome now but it feels right.#ALSO FUN FACT GUESS WHOS IN THE TOP 100 OF IDKHOW LISTENERS. THATS RIGHT ITS ME WHO ELSE WOULD IT HAVE BEEN.#13.7k minutes is. PATHETIC i will do better this year trust.#AND TOP 100 BROBECKS LISTENERS!!!! not very difficult though. 5.5k mins. but still thats kind of insane#i also use apple music so. for all i know that could be top 100 out of 500k other listeners idk. it doesnt say on there#still! im pretty proud. seriously though thats like ridiculous#also 9/10 of my top songs were dallon😭. every one has 200+ plays.😭😭😭😭😭😭#my number 1 has 400 EXACTLY and then 2 has 350 and 3 has 320! so that made me smile. and then razzmatazz ruined it with 313.#AAAAAGGHH. it could have been perfect and beautiful#also do it all the time is my number 1 song again for the second year in a row.#might even be third!#yeah…. yeah.#p*nic#2011
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well🙂
#*visibly trying not to burst into tears* hey guys whats up#surprise surprise another absence bc my life can’t stop getting WORSE evry day it seems haha!#so. now who’s gonna tell me how u deal w the loss of ur fave person n the one person u were 100% certain truly loved u no matter what#who also inspired u to be an artist in the first place n who's been there for u ur ENTIRE life#like idk how to start dealing w it lmao. one min ill be basically okay n then the next ill feel like smthing just tore a chunk out of me#looked outside just a sec ago n thought “oh so she'll never see my progress in art. oh ill never get to make another painting for her”#n yk part of me just wants to pretend like none of it happened honestly#like “hey that was a fucked up dream oh well let me call [x] n tell them I love them”#n I dont fucking KNOW how to deal w this grief n idk whats normal n what isnt#no I havent cried rlly but almost every day I feel like I cant breathe n tht my chest is collapsing in on itself#no I cant talk abt it but i can’t draw like I used to n thinking abt my last art project makes me wanna throw up#< considering it was going to be a present for her tht she'll never get to see. Haha so funny right guys#fuck I need to get so entirely drunk over this now RELAPSING TIME BABY!!#anyways. will try to be normal tm n talk to ppl again instead of isolating as a way to cope n sorry to ppl who have msg'd me Ill be back
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the baby is here!
on a bright and sunny del sol morning, india gave birth to baby boy, armari
#im gonna pretend like she wasnt in labor for 24 hrs bc omg that was awful im def gonna cheat it next time if i go to the hospital#idk if his name is amari 100% i havent been in game in a min#ts4 gameplay#s4mm#the sims#s#simblr#garners
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man the perpetual all nighters have been doing wonders for my skin
#they have not . its the worst its been in like 2 yrs. anyways#the perpetual all nighters r so entirely my fault like#i keep procrastinating doing the absolute bare minimum content (not even revision) for super important exams#like 80-100% of the module . WHICH MAKES NO SENSE idk why my brain is doing thatb? i feel biologically compelled to not study#even tho i care so soso much abt academics etc#unmedicated adhd doesnt help#anyway its 5AM#lets do this exam#personal#AND ALSO i started my period today and it has not helped the skin situation#ok update it is 8:23 am#i have one question left#i have . A Really Bad Fever#literally came on in the last few mins ?? idk#we have an hour left kings can we do it#these questions r supposed to take an hour each but theres a reason why this is a 24hr exam#AUUGGHH IM SO SLEEPY#all nighter means today is technically sleep day bc no way i can keep studying after this exam my brain is fried#and then tomorrow i have another exam#but i dont have today to revise for it . hhh anyway anyway#BACK TO WORK
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ykw ga-mings stories still make me emo i really need one of those good old character study comics rn
#i also need chapter 2 of the one fic with him and xiao together asap. something something loneliness idk#i couldnt tell you why i just think their dynamic would be neat and must be explored#like . i dont think x.iao would understand the complicated relationship that is parents and their children#or perhaps why it weighs on gaming even now#i dont think x has deep deep regrets about what hes done in the past#like moving past the killing and dead comrades and the baggage that comes with that#i dont think x has a lot of existing relationships that could be repaired by emotion and communication#like the awkwardness and occasional flood of emotions that comes with being estranged from what used to be possibly your entire world#but hed 100% try to understand in his own way#or if not be one of those mentors who . keeps you busy to take your mind off things#and idk. repression. i can't imagine him any other way besides how that fic (solitude was your oldest friend by sicker) had him act#like strict; rather demanding; but also sosososo caring.#oops posted too early check back on this post in 30 min
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going to walk into work tomorrow on my hands and knees groaning
#txt#im only gonna be there for like 5 mins hopefully to deliver something#idk I’m a bit nervous cuz I feel like I have to prove to them I’m in terrible shape physically lol#even tho it won’t be hard to do I feel like I’ve been punched in my uterus 100 times a day this week#like I wish I could telepathically share to them what the last 4 days have felt like for me#I’m just happy I get to go to sleep tonight feeling 50% normal :)
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I hate that I hate doing things in my own dude but it's so fucking boring !!!
#i dont go out to eat and i dont go to the movie theater so like the two biggest Default Hang activities are completely non-options for me#i dont like seeing movies in theatre 1) the local one sucks and 2) i cant sit still for over a half hour in a chair that makes me want to#become an arsonist.#ive been to Fancy Good Fun movie theatres and seen Incredible Higjly Rated films and still been like#20 mins in. is it going to be over soon? can i leave? please?#i like going to the library and shopping and walking down by the river and in the woods#but i also Dont Like The Beach because sand makes me want to become a fucking terrorist and the water safety index thing#sent me on a spiral sooo bad ♡ also im too body conscious to enjoy myself#the public pools okay excepts its expensive and over crowded 100% of the time#rock beachs are good i like swimming i just eugh#i also. dont like going to the gyms indoor pool.#its so fucking echoy in there i get a migraine thinking about it#i do like their sauna tho but. again. priced out of that experience! wahoo! also the stairs there are designed to torture me#i like eating outside i like picnics in theory i just cant get comfortable sitting in like 98% of places for more than like 30 mins.#at some point some part of my body is going to start hurting so bad i want to throw up.#i like playing video games and board games but i dont have any consoles or board games so like.#man. idk!#i hate doing things alone bcus i Was Alone for 3 years with my only social contact being my abusive family#i would speak to them maybe 3 times a month and get out of the house maybe 2 times and#idk! idk its just like! okay! im done being socialy isolated!!!#>every activity that you can do to hang out with people is unappealing to me or causes me physical damage#😭 okay nvm!!!
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omg so many thoughts on paradox killer
#last 10 mins of ep 8 rn#i dont exactly approve of lee tangs actions but in the end I've found myself rooting for him#he was pathetic to begin with and pathetic in the end but i think he grew in his own way#it's obvious by the second murder that he killed for the sake of avoiding jail time but.#its also mad convenient that he goes around killing awful people on instinct#but then again. the show constantly alludes to Dostoevskys crime and punishment and we all know how that goes#BUT THEN AGAIN. the justice system is broken who gaf#lee tang clearly has supernatural instincts or some shit so like. lets goooo divine retribution#see if this was real life i actually wouldn't mind if someone like him existed.#but the main condition being: the supernatural instinct has a 100% accuracy rate#otherwise it's so morally questionable#so i guess as far as the show is concerned. in fiction i think it's a highly unrealistic but stilk fascinating concept#idk i cant exactly stand by the 'all murder is bad' but i am also fully aware that in the real world. where people are easily swayed and#influenced by money power etc murder is not carried out when necessary#and when unnecessary it is carried out due to violent racism misogyny etc#z.post
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damn my battery is gone gone oof
#cloud nonsense#istg a few weeks ago i had at elat 60 mins with 90 - 100 charge#wtf cri#yes my laptop is like uh 3-4 yrs old i think?#i think i got it at the start of form 6 actually#wait no tht makes it almost 5 yrs old#ahhhhh#i think idk
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Oh yeah also to be exact for stream purposes, average playtime from all 60 reviews is 10-12 hours, but total range is 8-15, double for a 100% playthrough. You do have to progress in the side content to progress in the main story (complete x missions/get x points/get to x rank type of deal), and you'll probably want to progress in the side content to level up since it's money-based and that's the fastest way to make money. I'm pretty sure the variance comes from getting sucked into the side content (probably not likely for your playstyle) or having trouble with the bosses at a lower level (they're apparently pretty hard this time).
It also looks like the Infinite Wealth demo is split into two (an adventure mode with the extra cutscenes and another one that's basically the demo we've seen around). Adventure mode Allegedly doesn't have proper saves at the time of writing (this was an annoyance for one reviewer so I assume it's long enough to warrant that), so it's worth taking that into account too. Anyway that's about it lol don't quote me on any of this because my brain just shut off after a certain point <3
OK BET TYSM CHAMP YOURE A LIFESAVER soooooo doing Quick Maths in my brain i might divide the stream up in two if i start playing at 4:30PM and i plan to marathon it.
ill take a break 3:45 - 5:45 saturday morning since that's a part of my regular routine and ill feel weird if i dip on it. I Dont Need Sleep but god forbid i skip out on all That apparently. plus it's a good break period to get exercise in and move around LMAO
going from 4:30PM -> 3:45AM's like.....10~11 hours... so that's about halfway through the game if i get entranced by side content... if we do somehow finish it all in one shot then we can just do the IW stuff after my routine.. epic.. it prob wont be any longer than an hour if that so stream- AUSPICIOUSLY THINKING- should wrap up around 7~9AM saturday.
#snap chats#and then when its all done ill take the longest nap of my life afterwards LMAOOOOO#jk. ill prob sleep for like. a minute. imagine if i did art stream later LMAOOO NONONO maybe sunday.. if im really ill bout it..#some are wondering Snap Are You Physically Capable Of Doing Thaat and to that i say Yes. Yes I Am.#i didnt grind out buzzsaw mill raids on gaiaonline over night for nothing.. im a Gamer in my soul... a bad one but a gamer nonetheless..#i did it for ishin i can def do it for gaiden- esp if theres an audience and i have people to chat with#also the Break Time will be a great cut off point for recording so people who can't/don't want to show up for the stream can watch it#see it's all going according to plan..... it's all going swimmingly.....#i like how generous im being with my gaiden time. girl we know im gonna suck and take longer LMAOOO WE AINT DOIN IT IN 8 HOURS#maybe ill 100% gaiden off stream or somn if the side stuff really ropes me in#also im late as balls answering this OOPS my friends came by the dining hall and we all chatted. and apparently im going to aldis tomorrow#DONT KNOW HOW THAT HAPPENED but i needed something from the store#just one thing thats it.... i thought of buying snacks and the sort for gaiden but i aint gon subject people t me eating on stream#ill just go with my wack meal prep idea from before LMAO#anyway SIXTY REVIEWS THATS HEINOUS godspeed brother... thank you for your hard word ill do my best to make your work not go in vain#idk HOW but. i'll try not to be lame and low energy during stream I GUESS THATS ALL I CAN DO#boo about Money Aspect returning BUT ILL BE OPTIMISTIC. i wont let that sour me until i see it#i wonder how long the IW demo will be- what it'll HAVE if people are upset about the lack of saves#again i dont think it'll be terrible long- an hour is my min so id be surprised if it reaches two hours#it'd be epic if i could do all of gaiden before my routine since then i can cleanly divide the stream but we'll see
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once i’m done with requests i wanna star a daily min doodles blog
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