#like yea theres all the practical medical aspects of it sucking
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Being fat sucks
#body negativity#tw body negativity#like yea theres all the practical medical aspects of it sucking#but i also just feel grotesque#and then feel bad about feeling grotesque#bc i know i look fine and i see other fat people and think they look fine#but then i see me and feel like shit#wonder what the hell im thinking wanting friends and romance looking like this#i feel silly when i wear sundresses and cute clothes bc it looks ridiculous#ive always been chubby and ik i always will be#i think the main difference in fat girls i find cute and the way i perceive myself is personality#i'm boring af and cant be anything more than pleasantly polite in conversation#any deeper than small talk and im just annoying LMAO#or it never gets deeper bc im an awkward son of a bitch#its getting harder to tell the diff between period miserable and baseline miserable i should see a doctor#wanna talk to ppl abt this but sisters just starting to be in a good place and idt roomiefriend wants that kind of relationship#fatphobia#almost forgot that tag oops
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