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Hii @lilacwitch011019 (with the intention of dancing on "Radha kaise na jale" with you)

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[taylorsabrina]

petition for taylor and sabrina to release a song together called "lilac dream"

[okeylokiyuh]

…THIS YOU ?

idk ... is it? 👁️👄👁️

[bibi-brains]

♡ on valentine's day our love became a memory

a small fic of how Pesci asked Avelino and Melone to be his valentine ♡

CW: mentions alcohol, fluff, and polyamorous relationships. A/N: coming here to drop this, thank you so much Shyna for making this collab I love writing these for my boys and my OC I love them, again thank you so much for that I hope everyone enjoys it!! tag: @/anikasenkujo

Pesci walked around the kitchen for the 3rd time this night checking the food, making sure that he put enough salt and spices, looking in the wine cellar to see if it was the correct wine, and kneaded his clothes every time he passed by the mirror in the entrance hall. His anxiety was on fire that night for what was about to come later.

Avelino and Melone were coming for dinner with him, it was a date, he knew that, the trio had been dating for not less than six months but Melone and Avelino had been in a relationship for over an year. Pesci was denying his feelings towards the couple, wanting not one but both romantically was out of his box, but after Avelino and Melone pulled him to talk and confessed their feelings about him were reciprocated he joined them in the relationship.

Now it was February and Pesci realized they didn't quite have an official date to celebrate so it would be incredible having it on Valentine’s day.

If it wasn't all the things he wanted to prepare. It couldn’t be exaggerated, but not something simple either, dinner sounded cliche, movie night can be tedious, filling his hallway with petals and cooking a nice dinner and after watching a movie… None of these ideas sounded good for Pesci, at least for the moment and memories he wanted to make with Avelino and Melone.

The final straw was when Avelino and Melone were making plans for Valentine’s day and it would mess up Pesci’s plan, making him nervous about all the things he wanted to prepare being lost so he spoke about a dinner at his place. Even so, he wanted something different, being in his comfort zone by having a bit of knowledge could work fine for now. He cherishes other days together with them.

Pesci heard the doorbell ringing indicating that the other two had arrived, probably on Melone's bike for being so fast. Having the last and final check on the pot with Gnocchi, he rushed to the door, stopping by the hallway mirror to have a look at his hair and look, opening it for the two people outside. Avelino was the first to rush inside to greet Pesci, she was holding a big bouquet of hydrangea flowers that was almost crushed when she hugged him while planting a kiss on Pesci’s green-painted lips following Melone, who always gives a passionate kiss on him, both making his heart-race fast.

“Good evening pesciolino.” Melone said, seeing the taller man's face get a bit blushed from the pet name.

“Hmm I don’t know what we’re gonna have for dinner but the smell is reaching the doorway my love” Avelino hummed pleased with the smell of tomato sauce that came from the kitchen.

“Ah it’s something really simple but I think it’s good.

“Don’t say I think” she corrected him, “I know it’s delicious my dear. We love your food.”

Pesci stood in a feeling that he couldn't really describe, but all the nervousness that he was feeling eased, if not vanished, when these two walked through that door. A feeling of comfort and safety, like you found a place to call home, and home was with them.

After pouring some red wine for Melone and wine white for Avelino, Pesci started to prepare the plates and serve what he had made. All three ate, drank, and talked until were full, but still left some space for the desert, the perfect tiramisù that Avelino loved and only Pesci knew how to prepare.

Things could go as smooth as it was but then he remembered what all of this were about as he ate the final act. His nervos got back in his nerves nad filled his body, making a uncomfortable sensation on his stomach. *no need to worry Pesci, they are no strangers and you know their feelings. Everything is okay.* He thought to himself as build up the courage and tried to dissmis his anxiety.

“I wanted.. I-” Pesci took a deep breath to say those words to the duo who were staring curiously at him. “I wanted to… ask. No, I wanted to know if we… not really because we are but-”

“Pesci!” Avelino’s voice cut the air interrupting the man. “You want to ask to be your valentine?” 

By these words Pesci blushed deeply, looking down at his plate still half filled with the tiramisù. “I-I wanted to, I mean I know we are already together but nothing was officially said and I wanted to make something special and romantic like this like I love both of you and wanted to have a special date for us.”

Pesci was nervous and his words were rushed, but he made himself clear. Something about being nervous or under pressure makes his mind work fast and so do his body and actions.

Melone sensing his emotions, put his wine glass down and moved to the other man's side, placing his arms around Pesci’s long neck and smooching his right cheek.

“Ooh pesciolino, calm down and don’t be nervous about it, we are no strangers.” he comforted, making Pesci calm down a little to collect and arrange the words in his mind.

“I’m sorry, I wanted to ask you two to be my partners… well we already are but we don’t have an exact date to celebrate it and I just wanted it to be today to make a special day even more special.”

Avelino was smiling ear to ear, seeing her boyfriend all shy by expressing his affection and love was cute and heartwarming, also preparing so much all by himself only for them was magical to her. Melone glazed at her and went back to Pesci, his answer was a deep kiss planted on Pesci’s now faded green lips, soon Avelino moved to Pesci’s left side and gave the same answer as Melone. Pesci found himself smirking after the kisses having his heart beating even faster than ever, he got emotional for receiving such positive reactions and comments for things he had done for this special night. He wanted everything flawless, but being held like this by both of his lovers was more than that.

[eldritchtaur]

the feeling when two headmates keep arguing over who wants their lore to be written more and made into an actual fic--

this is directed @ william and crytox who keep arguing about whether or not I should write urban fantasy fnaf (with a mix of "nothing went wrong" au) or LOZ (technically focusing on lorule but shush)

i might just say fuck it and work on my original fantasy story™️

[queensharotto]

Brittle Doughie’s Cookie Run x Reader Masterlist (Part 4: Mid 2023)

UPDATE: 4/29/2023 This Masterlist is in the process of being updated

A masterlist of @brittle-doughie’s Cookie Run stories organized by month.

Genre Emojis

😞 is for angst, 🎃 is for Halloween, 🎄 is for Christmas, 🍪 is for Cannibalism, 💗 is for Yandere, 💝 is for Valentine’s, 👻 is for Horror, 🎂 is for Birthday.

The Indents are related to the featured cookies. If there are numerous cookies (Over 10 Cookies Featured), I’ll make a note on that as well.

Also, the ⭐️ will indicate a story featuring one of Brittle’s OCs.

May 2023 💐

• “Y/N Cookie in Parfaedia”

Featuring: The Triple Cone Trio

• “The Y/N Cookie Shrine”

Featuring: Lotus Dragon Cookie and Hydrangea Cookie

• “Secret Sands Y/N Cookie: Rob the Merchant Son”

Featuring: Yogurt Cream Cookie, Centipede Cookie and Peppercorn Cookie

• “Y/N Cookie Not Sorted into a School”

Featuring: The headmasters and champions

• “Baby Pond Dino Dragon Cookie”

Featuring: Pond Dino Cookie, Longon Dragon Cookie and Lychee Dragon Cookie

• “Y/N Cookie in Legend of the Red Dragon”

Featuring: Hollyberry Cookie, Wildberry Cookie, Royal Margarine Cookie, and Tarte Tatin Cookie

• “Eggscellent Easter Short”

Featuring: Pancake Cookie, Onion Cookie, Bell Pepper Cookie, Walnut Cookie, Almond Cookie, Blackberry Cookie, Dr. Wasabi Cookie and Mustard Cookie

• “Grass is Greener: Part 1”

Featuring: Lilybell Cookie and Blue Lily Cookie

• “Royal Margarine Cookie Flirting with Y/N Cookie”

Featuring: Royal Margarine Cookie, Wildberry Cookie, Hollyberry Cookie and Pitaya Dragon Cookie

• “Y/N Cookie the Pikachu of CRK and the Cookies of Darkness: Team Rocket of CRK”

Featuring: Gingerbrave and the Cookies of Darkness

• “Coffee Candy Cookie and Y/N Cookie Scenario”

Featuring: Coffee Candy Cookie

• “Yandere Ice Juggler Cookie”

Featuring: Ice Juggler Cookie

• “Y/N Cookie ignoring 5 Yanderes”

Featuring: Kumiho Cookie, Pomegranate Cookie, Croissant Cookie, Lilac Cookie and White Lily Cookie

June 2023 ☀️

• “Peaches (White Lily Edition)”

Featuring: White Lily Cookie

• “Y/N Cookie: 100% Adoration Rating”

Featuring: Pomegranate Cookie

• “Yandere White Lily Timeline”

Featuring: TBA

• “Showing Affection towards Snapdragon Cookie… in front of the other 5 Dragons”

Featuring: TBA

• “Y/N Cookie loves Licorice Cookie”

Featuring: TBA

• “Advertising Rights: Shining Glitter Cookie vs. Shine Muscat Cookie”

Featuring: TBA

• “Affection from the Ancient Cookies and what gets under their skin”

Featuring: The Ancient Cookies

• “Y/N Cookie, Visitor of the Republic”

Featuring: TBA

• “The Heroic or The Meditated”

Featuring: TBA

• “Envious Lime Cookie”

Featuring: TBA

• “Frost Cookie x Y/N Reader”

Featuring: Dr Frost Cookie

• “Seductive White Lily Cookie”

Featuring: White Lily Cookie

• “5 Ancient Heroes, 5 Love Languages”

Featuring: The Ancient Cookies

July 2023 🎆

• “Ancient Y/N Cookie tries the Grimace Shake”

Featuring: TBA

• “Announcement of the Summer Soda Rock Festa”

Featuring: TBA

• “Cookies reactions to be being picked up by the Baker”

Featuring: TBA

• “Abyss Monarch Cookie and Mocha Ray Cookie”

Featuring: TBA

• “Y/N Cookie recapping their adventures to Black Lemonade Cookie”

Featuring: TBA

• “Y/N Cookie Sleeping in Weird Spots”

Featuring: TBA

• “Welcome to the Cookie Kingdom, Snapdragon Cookie”

Featuring: TBA

• “White Lily Cookie’s Obsession carries over as Dark Enchantress Cookie”

Featuring: TBA

• “White Lily Cookie: Best Friend For Eternity…?”

Featuring: TBA

• “I Remember You”

Featuring: TBA

• “The Ancient Cookies Won’t Tolerate Harassment of Y/N Cookie”

Featuring: TBA

• “Fire Spirit Cookie and/or Rockstar Cookie with Y/N Cookie’s lipstick”

Featuring: TBA

• “Y/N Cookie’s Panicking Manager”

Featuring: TBA

• “Yandere Triple Cone Cup Champions”

Featuring: TBA

• “Tiny MerCookie with Girlfriend 4x their size”

Featuring: TBA

• “Time Balance Department Scenario”

Featuring: TBA

• “Roguefort Cookie’s Arrest”

Featuring: TBA

• “Stardust Cookie Scenario”

Featuring: TBA

• “Pitaya Dragon Cookie Scenario”

Featuring: TBA

August 2023 🌅

• “Langue de Chat Cookie’s Parents”

Featuring: TBA

• “Y/N Cookie being Rougefort Cookie’s Jury”

Featuring: TBA

• “Evilglaze kidnaps Y/N Cookie”

Featuring: TBA

• “Return to the Sea”

Featuring: TBA

• “Don’t Mess With Y/N Cookie Fans”

Featuring: TBA

• “Kidnapped by Abalone Cookie”

Featuring: TBA

• “Langue de Chat Cookie: Your Lawyer”

Featuring: TBA

• “Mermaid Y/N Cookie”

Featuring: TBA

• “Is someone in my house?”

Featuring: TBA

• “White Pearl Cookie x Mermaid Y/N Cookie”

Featuring: TBA

• “White Pearl Cookie wanting a kiss”

Featuring: TBA

• “Brewed to Perfection”

Featuring: TBA

• “Top 10 Most Obsessive/Possessive Cookies”

Featuring: TBA

• “Envy of the Gem Mermaid Family”

Featuring: TBA

• “Cappuccino Cookie x Y/N Cookie”

Featuring: TBA

• “Which Car White Pearl Cookie Wants”

Featuring: TBA

• “Y/N Cookie‘s Combat Prowess in a Martial Arts Tournament”

Featuring: TBA

• “Schwarzwälder x Y/N Cookie”

Featuring: TBA

• “White Lily Cookie’s Obsession”

Featuring: TBA

• “Muscular Y/N Cookie”

Featuring: TBA

• “Y/N Cookie x Okchun Cookie”

Featuring: TBA

• “Itsy Bitsy Y/N Cookie”

Featuring: TBA

• “Obsessive Fire Spirit Cookie”

Featuring: TBA

[lovelykhaleesiii]

Can you write some hcs modern!chubby Aegon headcanons pls?

From you know who

I combined these two asks because I can :) BUT PLEASE I THINK I MIGHT KNOW WHO YOU ARE NONNIE, but I am very much a dumb bitch. hope you enjoy this, because I sure as hell did writing it 💗 + @godrakin (thank you lele for the mental image) 🥲

Strangers to Lovers.

HEADCANON

PAIRING: Modern!Chubby!Aegon ii Targaryen x fem!Reader

WORDS: 2,870.

WARNINGS: NSFW, size kink, breeding kink, praise kink, slight degradation kink, p in v sex, female receiving, Daddy kink, lactation kink, dom!Aegon, slight reference to fatphobia, short time jump (****). DNI !!!!

A/N - I am craving for this man, you guys must be SICK OF ME!!! but this was meant to be the short fucking hell...

Aegon is OBSESSED with you [as cliche as it sounds] since the moment he laid his lilac, doe eyes on you. It should have frightened you how infatuated he would eventually become: although you knew deep down that his affections were well-intentioned and sincere.

He is just incredibly smitten of you. If he was being brutally honest with himself, he never thought a guy like him would ever have the chance nor end up landing an utter and complete babe like you.

You see, Aegon leans a tad bit more towards the chunkier side, when it comes to his physique. Just above the average male height [taller than you], he maintains some muscle from participating in college football in his previous years, however he rarely continues now nor did he pursue pro. Much in his prime in college [during his initial years] his hobbies were much rather indulgent; often found in campus parties, drinking, feasting and fucking [repeat].

However, as his weight swelled over the coming semesters and seasons, he became slightly more reclusive. Still sociable when wandering campus and in classes, he maintained his notorious reputation amongst his peers.

However, he was first introduced to you in the library: caught in your own dreamy world and incomprehensible thoughts... You were stunning.

Something about how isolated, yet serene you appeared in your own company, reading through the dense pages, as you concentrated in jotting down words and sentences, was somewhat comforting for him.

He sat a few tables in front of you, the perfect view [so long as no one dared to interfere], having already forgotten the reason for his visit to the library in the first place.

He'd attempt to act busy and mindful, sneaking a few fleeting glimpses, often struggling to stop himself from capturing long, devious glances [spotting your cleavage from the tight, low-cut sweater you wore, each time you lean in a little closer to the pages, he caught a sneaky peek, making him smile].

Aegon made this a fixed habit, often finding you in the same 'hidden', corner. For the next few days, which ultimately became weeks, he'd find you in the quiet of the library, taking the precious time out of his day to simply observe you: absorbing your entire, delicate being.

The first time you'd actually spotted him in the distance, you'd managed to catch each other's attention, exchanging a faint, half-hearted smile [bashful you seemed], before resuming your focus back onto your books at hand.

Aegon felt himself growing flustered and hard, simultaneously.

You rarely socialised to anyone else, at times listening to music as you studied, although on this occasion, you were not alone...

A male [with a more leaner, toned physique, not that it mattered although Aegon did not dismiss it] had keenly approached you, and despite abruptly disturbing you, you remained polite [from the looks of it, unable to hear nor decipher what was being said] it seemed pleasantries were solely exchanged.

Aegon felt his blood begin to boil in a few mere seconds, the rage coursing through his body like never before. He was LIVID.

He refused to look away although would often remind himself to look down, fists and jaw firmly clenched. It was obvious the guy had his own intentions, although he'd come to the conclusion that you were either naive or simply gratifying. [He definitely believed the latter option].

Nothing escalated, although he was now determined to actually approach you the following day, he swore to himself that he would.

Aegon was quite experienced with the ladies, however, it had been a hot minute since he was in an exclusive relationship. Just occasionally did he fill the empty void that was his bed, with the company of some, desperate girl [however it had been over a month now since he had actually slept with someone, more so aligned to when he had met you].

He definitely would masturbate to you though in his own privacy, just vividly envisioning you, forcing a mental image of you completely bare and naked, aching and begging for him [a whimpering, wet mess].

When he finally heard the soft, tenderness of your sweet voice, he finally had a tone to match the mental image.

"Aegon, please-Big boy, I need you."

It wasn't the confidence in himself that made him finally seek you out directly, it was the rage from the previous day and the daunting thought, that another man would snatch you from him.

Aegon had come to realise, you made him a jealous man. Having contemplated in his delusions and fantasies of you, the possibility that you may have already a partner at hand that he knew nothing of their existence frustrated him. His dilemma of whether he'd continue to pursue you, or let you be, agonised him.

Although, he was more convinced he'd be incredibly regretful if he did not try...

"I-I'm Aegon, Aegon Targaryen-I have seen you around, seems like you live in the library-"

"I could say the same about you," You wittingly tease, a sly smirk streaked across your familiar face: seeing you so up-close and personal, your details prominent to his naked eyes, you were even more gorgeous.

Although, it seemed much to his amusement, you had noticed him too, despite his efforts of being incognito [he should've known better with his mass and size that he'd be impossible to miss].

"I'm Y/N by the way, pleasure to finally meet you."

Since that surreal moment, Aegon was determined to keep you in his hold. And much to his sheer luck, he'd initially befriend you, coming to find the truth that you were single, did his affections only begin to grow stronger.

However he feared that his attraction to you was simply that, a mere crush and nothing more. And yet, he wanted to know everything and anything about you, willingly devoting most of his spare time if he was not in class nor gaming or forced to attend some frat party, was he found in your presence.

The longer you remained exposed to Aegon though, his insecurities began to seep through the cracks of his false facade. The main self-doubts he had cemented in himself, were often surrounding his:

Weight: Aegon supported a subtle baby face, his jawline bedded beneath a decent layer of fat, with a double chin, his waist was quite round and fleshy, often swoll after eating a meal, his biceps were quite stocky and his thighs were thick. You absolutely adored his appearance, the though that he could easily overpower you, drove you wild.

Or that you would be the one to simply lose interest, finding a more attractively equivalent partner to your tastes and degree. How could he stop you from leaving? It was his worst fear, the risk of abandonment... Or perhaps, you'd grow disgusted by him overtime, becoming more familiar to his "slob" livelihood, how could you stand for it?

Much to Aegon's relief, you were just as keen and determined to stay: committed in your chances and efforts of creating a viable, loving relationship.

Although, he was intent on changing his risqué ways, for the betterment of you.

Aegon LOVED to spoil you: provided he was from a wealthy family [you'd come to realise], he enjoyed showering you with lavish, costly gift, even in the early stages of the relationship, from designer clothes/bags/shoes to opulent jewels. He wouldn't even require a designated occasion, when he felt like it [which was more often than not] he would surprise you.

In return you tried to shower Aegon with gifts, although ones with more sentimental value then one of cost. However, he begged for you not to, as he knew you were working to support yourself [which he often insisted you stop, reasoning that he would provide for you].

He was hesitant to introduce you to his friends, for he knew what most of them were heinously like. Although, he made certain they wouldn't dare to act carelessly nor snobbishly around you nor in your proximity. If anything, you rarely met with them, for Aegon now had differing interests and priorities to them.

The person Aegon often met and hung with were his brothers, cousins and nephews: Baela and Jace, you'd met and acquainted with in previous classes, whereas Aemond, you also shared a few classes with, however you each minding your own business.

One, particular thing you'd come to realise, Aegon was keen for physical touch as signs of affection. He often displayed his love towards you naturally, kissing you, hugging you, keeping you in as close as possible proximity, and in his firm embrace at all times, even if it was a simple hand over your waist/hip.

He loved to grab your ass, the more relaxed you were around him.

God forbid, if he saw you fashioning a well-fitted, summer dress during the warmer climates, his pudgy hand would graze over your thighs, as he'd occasionally squeeze your sensitive, tender flesh, earning a faint whimper from you. If given the chance, he'd fuck you then and there: "easy access" he'd reason.

He never pestered nor coerced you into the act of sex itself, not wanting to frighten you off, nor endorse you to regret the first intimate moment you'd share with him.

Although, the need to wait was new for him, and he found it challenging, as his crotch would often, helplessly itch for your cunt, desperate to bury himself deep inside your core.

The first time you'd be together intimately though, would be unexpected and more so in the 'heat of the moment' although, it was worth the wait.

Aegon initially was hesitant [although eager for you], "let's keep the lights low", "I'll keep my shirt on": you had to spare a few, important minutes reassuring him that he had nothing to be ashamed of. You [in fact], found him to be rather desirable.

His cock is THICK as hell, you grow worrisome over how he'll fit but he reassures you with such suave "I'll make it fit, baby...It'll only hurt for a little while."

Overtime, the more exposed and familiar you'd both became with each other's bodies, the confidence grew, especially with Aegon.

The way he'd use his larger, stockier mass to pin you down, as he fucked you senseless, was unlike anything else.

You'd often be the one reminding him to use protection [on top of your own contraceptive methods] for the last thing you needed in college, was a baby.

And often you'd have to remind him to be gentle, he easily lost his way mentally, the only thing on his mind was to selfishly sate his gluttonous self...

Aegon had a deep, dark lust to breed you. This was a first for him, thoughts of you carrying and swelling with his child, walking aimlessly around campus/town, as everyone laid eyes on the evidence of his undoing, provoked something carnal and raw inside of him. He'd surmised it was his own, methodical way of keeping you strapped to him, although he respected your autonomy, and knew that when the time was right, it would eventually be inevitable. You wouldn't be able to deny him any longer...

You both shared a major size kink difference: this was your first, for you had never truly been with someone of Aegon's size, and yet, something about how effortlessly and somewhat aggressively he could man-handle you. Lifting and guiding your body according to his motions and positions, as he eased himself inside of you. Often and unintentionally he'd leave marks and handprints all along your gentle skin that eventually would bruise, to which he'd later feel incredibly guilty for, only to be comforted by you that he meant no harm. If he was in control, he'd often use his body weight against you, pinning you down as he thrust his thick cock inside, painfully stretching your throbbing walls from within, as he forcefully parted your legs as wide enough to fit him through.

He loved eating you out: an insatiable hunger for your cunt and the wetness that oozed was delectable, his tongue always making you cum.

He loved to praise you in bed, how much of a good, little girl you were, taking him in extremely well.

"My precious baby, I know it hurts but look at me- You are doing so, so fucking good. You feel so good and tight for me, baby."

"Keep going princess, making me feel so good, letting me ruin you like this, fuck."

Although occasionally he'd tease and degrade you with some sharp name-calling: referring to you as his "whore" and "slut" which surprisingly, you vividly enjoyed.

chubby!Aegon is dom, even from below.

Aegon was an aftercare KING! Although he rarely did much for his previous companions, he actually took the time and effort to research what needed to be done.

He knew how painful sex could be with him, considering how he'd handled you and his overall larger size, he felt obliged to nurture you.

In the late hours of the night, he'd open up about his childhood, his parents and how neglectful and disappointed they often were with him. Vice versa, you would naturally open up too.

It saddened you deeply that he endured through such traumatic matters, that consequentially led to his poor, disorderly behaviour: the drinking, the smoking, the promiscuity. After outgrowing his habits, he explained that he sought comfort in food, and gaming, leading a sedentary lifestyle. The pace had caught up with his figure [alongside the stresses of college and scrutiny of his family].

"I'm proud of you, Aeg. I mean it, as should you be."

Aegon would be the first to ask and insist if you'd be happy to meet his family. Having never been in a relationship quite like this and for this lengthy amount of time, he had no doubt things were getting serious: he at least wanted to give you the courtesy of meeting his family, and them, you.

You were actually ecstatic that he felt you were right enough to meet his family, agreeing to his offer. Efficiently he arranged a time and day for a family dinner. Aegon was more nervous than yourself, although much to his relief, his family were quite fond of you, his mother, Alicent, especially.

She was more than aware of Aegon's internal self-conflict and could see the noticeable joy you brought into his life: that she could not deny her eldest.

In the coming year, Aegon offered you a decadent, lush promise ring, that you hastily accepted out of sheer excitement.

"If I intend to live this life, I only intend to live it with you. I don't ever wish to part with you, Y/N. That I can promise you."

****

Fastrack a few longing, years ahead, Aegon aiding in his family's law firm, and yourself now successfully graduated and living together cosily.

Aegon struggled in his final year, often losing hope in his degree and grades, yet you helped him to persevere [Alicent was thankful for that].

A few months after college, Aegon was too eager to marry you, he could no longer wait to deem you his wife, binding you to him for eternity in this lifetime: his family financed the entire wedding much to their pleasure, the night was one to remember: an intimate, yet opulent ceremony...

And as Aegon was deeply optimistic for, you had given birth to a healthy, thriving son in the year to follow.

Much to your admiration, Aegon was officially a certified DILF, still supporting his larger physique, as he'd cradle the newborn babe in his arms, the sight was touching. The babe looked incredibly feeble yet protected in his father's strong arms.

He is a family man through and through: despite being anxious of fatherhood since his own experience with his father, he was driven to being the best: present in his child's life.

He'd grown super protective of you during the pregnancy, attending your appointments and scans with you always. He refused to let you go alone.

Pregnancy sex, because he is horny all the time. However it was a challenge getting used to, working around both your swollen bodies, yet he was determined [reverse cowgirl is now his favourite position].

Aegon definitely develops a Daddy kink, after you accidentally moan the word, as he's on the verge of fucking you to a climax. An instinct kicks in, and the lustful appetite stirring in his eyes is unlike anything you'd seen before in your husband.

Always having a thing for your tits, as he latched himself on only to be met with the creamy coating and sweet aftertaste of your milk since the birth, it became an obsession for Aegon. Often late hours in the night, he'd crave for your milk: now you had to ration between the baby and the bigger baby.

Eventually, Aegon discusses his intent on expanding his little family with you [eager to start right away].

"Y/N please, one more little bub surely wouldn't hurt right now...We could easily handle it."

"One more will lead to two more, Aeg, you think I don't know you?"

[gn4bnahc]

I wanna feel, caress, sniff, smooch, lick his armpits so bad. I bet it smells like flowers, cherry blossoms, lavender, rose, lilac, lily, peony, sweet pea, magnolia, sunflower, tulips. I wanna sniff it so I can know what he puts on his armpits to make it that smooth. Thats all :)

Korean’s don’t smell so I don’t have to worry about his armpits smelling bad🎀💗

[pyaaracetamol-69mg]

hello we have acceptance hereeeee :D our bestie accepted she is cuteeeeeeeee teheheheheeeeeee

Finally the truth wins....

[skatesnstuff]

meet phe!

-ophelia ‘phe’ hughes

-she's the oldest of the hughes siblings (eldest daughter core)

-birthday is july 10th, 1997

-favourite colours are lilac, buttercup yellow and navy blue

-passion is photography, specifically sports photography

-was constantly the photographer for the boys's teams growing up and had a contract with the university of michgan team in her freshman year

-nicknamed bug or buggy by her parents when she was a toddler because she constantly had the little camera she got for her second christmas and it made her look a little bug like

-got into the university of michigan on a photograhy scholarship

-beceame really good friends with matthew tkachuk when her and her family moved to michigan for quinn when she was 17

-moved to florida after she graduated from michigan in 2019 to work as the head of photography for the panthers

-loves animals!! rescues a bernese mountain puppy named luna immediately after she moves to florida :)

-cries so hard when animals (specifically dogs) die in movies

-her mother cries every time she goes home after her summers at the lake house because she knows phe won’t be back for a while :(

-played hockey all her childhood but always felt more comfortable on the sidelines

a.n. meet my main oc in the chucky x hughessister au!!! there’s some fics coming don’t worry, angst and drama as always 🫣 send in your thoughts about chucky and ophelia, or just her and her brothers growing up <3 happy valentine’s day my loves, you’re all beautiful to me and i hope you all have a wonderful weekend 💗💗

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No Peace - Choi Soobin

genre: angst, smut, slight fluff

summary: You have been having a hard time with your breakup with Soobin. You felt like you were going crazy to the point where you would imagine him with you. Until one night, you broke and called him, asking for closure.

Warnings: Breakups, heartache, passionate sex, dry humping, kissing, overstimulation, swear words, pet names, alcohol consumption, unprotective sex, mental health, slight restraint, cockwarming at the end - Minors DNI

Song Inspo

pairing: soobin x fem!reader

word count: 6k+ (i'm so sorry)

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You gazed into the mirror at yourself. Mascara was running down your face as you saw Soobin standing behind you, smiling. His bunny smile was more magical than ever. His lilac colored hair shone under the fluorescent lights of the bathroom so perfectly. His hypnotizing brown eyes glistened brighter than the north star. You swallowed hard as more tears escaped your eyes.

‘How can I be crying when the love of my life is right behind me?'

"I love you."

You shut your eyes as his soft voice rang through your ears like your favorite song.

You quickly spun around to reach out to him.

Only to find yourself grasping the air.

'Oh right, I was imagining that.'

Your chest started to burn as you collapsed onto your knees, feeling as if you had been punched in the stomach. You could feel your lips trembling as you sobbed on the bathroom floor. At this point, you lost track of how many times you've fallen onto the floor in tears.

You felt stupid for trying to pretend he was there with you but it seemed to be the only way you could cope. Yet recently, you couldn't tell if it was helping you or making you go even more crazy.

It has been 3 months since you and Soobin broke up but it stung like it was just yesterday. You see him in everything you do and everything around you reminded you of him. You always found yourself taking second glances at almost everyone around you, thinking it's him at first glance. His favorite song seems to play at the most random times. You felt like you were going insane, especially because sometimes it seemed like you could still smell him. At this point, you were convinced that heart break was just another form of torture. But it was worth it when you thought about the last thing he said to you.

"We can't be together, at least not right now."

Those words played over and over again in your head like a broken record. Those words held so much meaning within them that you couldn't let go of. They were the flimsy piece of wood that was just barely holding open the window of hope that Soobin would come back to you. But you knew that would never happen. Your relationship with him had come to a point where it seemed impossible to fix. He was probably just trying to let you down easy with those words. But still, you thought about those words every second of every day.

It was now 1 in the morning and there you were, still lying on the bathroom floor. 'How long am I going to let myself feel like this?' You thought to yourself. Three months had passed and you still find yourself lying on the bathroom floor in tears with alcohol flowing through your veins. You knew you needed to let this go. Let him go. But how?

You glanced over at your phone that was lying right beside you on the floor. You had promised yourself and your friends that you would not contact him. And you've been good about that. But another thought suddenly crossed your mind.

'I need closure.'

Closure.

That was what you needed. And it's what you never got. Soobin left you with the thought of getting back together eventually. And without that closure, there's no sleep, no relief, and no peace. When he left you, it felt like he had taken a piece of you with him. And you needed that piece of you back.

You reached out and grabbed your phone. You unlocked it and opened your contacts. Your heart started to ache as your thumb hovered over his name.

Soobinnie 💗

Yes, you kept it the same. You never changed it. How could you?

You were hesitant to press it, afraid of what he will say or if he will even answer at all. You didn't want to wake him in case he was sleeping but you knew you wouldn't be able to have this courage again.

So you pressed on his name. You've got nothing to lose at this point.

You slowly put your phone up to your ear. Your whole body started to shake as the line rang. A nauseating sensation came over you as the ringing continued. It felt like it was never ending. You figured it was useless, that he was probably asleep or would just ignore your call.

Then suddenly, you heard his voice.

"Hello?"

His voice was low and muffled, as if he had just woken up from a deep sleep. You questioned if he even knew it was you.

"Soobin?" You choked out his name. Your throat burning like you had just taken a shot of strong vodka.

"Y/N?" You felt two tears fall down your face as you heard your name roll off his tongue and through the phone to you. At this point, you were speechless. You really weren't expecting him to answer your call.

So what do you say now? Do you ask him to talk? Do you ask him about his last words to you or if he has re-thought your relationship?

But then you suddenly realized it was your own self who you had to ask a question to. What exactly would give you closure?

"Y/N, are you there?"

Hearing your name again pulled you out of your thoughts. You took a deep breath before speaking to him again.

"Can you come over?"

Those words spilled out of your mouth without a second thought. And the weird thing was, you didn't regret them. You knew it was what you needed. You knew you just needed to talk to him, face to face. You swore you could hear your heart pounding with how quiet it got. Soobin was on the other end, so quiet as he thought your question through.

"Y/N.. I don't think that's a good idea."

He spoke softly. Your stomach started to turn again as you heard those words. But you weren't going to give up.

"Soobin please.. I just need to talk to you."

"We're talking right now."

You were taken back by his sudden response, attitude pronounced in his voice. You knew he just needed to understand that you weren't trying to convince him to come back to you. You just needed to have one more real conversation with him.

And to see his face one more time.

"No I mean face to face. I'm not trying to win you back. I just need to talk to you and get some closure because it feels like I'm going insane."

Silence was heard again for a moment.

"So you want me to come over right now?"

"Yes."

"Okay.. I'll be over in 15 minutes."

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So there you were, pacing back and forth in your living room. You were growing impatient as you saw that 15 minutes had gone by and Soobin still hadn't showed up. Did he decide not to come over? Did he just want to lead you on? You were stuck in your own brain at this point and you couldn't get out. You were tempted to take another shot of alcohol to calm yourself but you didn't want him to smell it on you. Not that you were expecting to get that close to him. You just wanted to talk.

Do you call him to make sure he was still coming over?

Or would that make you look too desperate?

And suddenly it was like fate. Right as you were about to grab your phone to call Soobin, that's when you heard that familiar knock sequence.

For a brief moment, you felt calm. Hearing him knock the same way he used to made you feel the most normal you've felt in a while. But you knew you couldn't afford to feel like that. Because you knew it was over and tonight was meant for closure and closure only.

But the calmness didn't last long when you realized what was happening. You started to second guess this. Maybe you shouldn't have invited him over. You didn't think about the possibility of falling back in love with him. Not that you ever fell out of love with him.

Soobin suddenly knocked again and you knew you had to quickly compose yourself. You walked over to the door, legs feeling like jello. You took a deep breath as you grasped the door knob. You knew there was no backing out now. It was like ripping off a band aid. You just had to open the door. Don't think about it, just do it.

So you did. You felt the chilly December air hit you as you kept your eyes down, afraid of making eye contact with him. 

"Hi."

He spoke, trying to get your attention. Your eyes slowly traveled up his body, noticing he was still in his pajamas. He wore his grey sweatpants which you loved so much with his black v neck and a puffy coat. You swallowed hard as you looked up at him. Your eyes widened and your jaw slightly dropped when you noticed his hair was... black. He no longer had the lilac colored hair that you loved and remembered. But you couldn't deny that he looked even more breath taking than ever.

"Hi.." You managed to spit out. Soobin stood there with a half smile, showing one of his dimples. Memories of you kissing his dimples and telling him how cute they were flashed into your head and this was when you knew that this truly may have been a mistake.

"Can I come in? It's really cold."

"Oh yeah, come in.."

You moved to the side, letting Soobin make his way into your house. You watched him as he took off his shoes and coat. Your heart ached as you saw him put them exactly where he used to. He walked over to the couch and sat down. It was silent at first. You had no idea how to talk to him. You even kind of forgot what you needed to talk to him about. You knew you needed closure but you had no idea what that consisted of.

"So.. what did you want to talk about?" He leaned back into the couch and crossed his arms. He was staring at you with narrow eyes. You could tell he was putting up a front. You could tell he did not want to be here. And you felt bad.

"I-I don't know." you stuttered out.

"So you woke me up at 1am and asked me to come over to talk about nothing?" Annoyance was growing in his voice. You quickly shook your head.

"No I wanted to talk to you.. I'm just having trouble gathering my thoughts."

"You should have gathered them before I got here."

"I'm sorry.." You didn't know what else to say. You fiddled with your fingers as you looked around the room, avoiding all eye contact with Soobin. You could still feel him staring you down. He then let out a deep sigh.

"You said you needed to talk because you needed closure." His voice sounded a bit calmer now. He always knew you were sensitive. So he knew that this wasn't easy for you. You finally made eye contact with him again, seeing his eyes looked softer now. You nodded your head. "So.. what would help you with that?"

You thought about that question for a second, not knowing exactly what would bring you closure. You knew you weren't the best girlfriend to him. You made a lot of mistakes. So you knew you needed to start by apologizing for everything.

"Tell me everything I did wrong." You blurted out. Soobin gave you a confused look.

"Why?"

"I just need to know everything I did wrong.. please."

Soobin let out a deep breath as he looked around the room, trying to think.

"Y/N, it wasn't anything specific that you did wrong. I just felt like you needed more than I could offer."

You were taken back by Soobin's response. Why has he never told you this before?

"Wait what? What do you mean?"

"I know you were depressed and anxious a lot. You would get upset at me for a lot of things, even small things, and I felt helpless. I wanted to help you but I always felt like everything I did and said was wrong. I couldn't do anything right and I just felt like you could find someone better who could make you happy. So if anything, I was the one doing everything wrong."

Your heart broke all over again and you were holding back tears at this point. You stared at Soobin who was staring down at his feet.

"Soobin.. That's not true."

"I've told you before that I haven't felt good enough for you. That I felt like I never did enough for you. We'd be having a good day and then suddenly you would be upset with me about something, and you would never tell me what I did wrong or what was wrong in general. Then I was left wondering what happened. I would replay back every moment of the day trying to figure out if it was something I did or said that made you so upset."

"Soobin that's not it.."

"I just felt like when you would randomly get upset at me for god knows what, all the good things I have done for you and said to you, got canceled out and didn't matter anymore. And it hurt Y/N. It hurt a lot. It destroyed me so much that.. I just couldn't do it anymore."

You sat there silent. You recalled back to when Soobin had mentioned he didn't feel like he was enough for you. When he mentioned that he felt like nothing he could do or say would ever make you happy. And each time, you assured him that it wasn't him making you feel that way. But you also didn't do anything to make him feel or think otherwise.

You knew you weren't a perfect girlfriend, but you didn't know how much of a shitty girlfriend you were until now.

"I'm sorry..." is all you could say. All you could do was admit defeat. You were seeing everything differently now and you realized that you've been victimizing yourself for three months straight when in reality, you were the killer.

"I've tried to tell you this before but.. you never listened." Soobin's voice cracked and a single tear rolled down his face. Seeing Soobin cry was rare. He never liked crying in front of anyone. So seeing him wipe a tear from his cheek was enough to make your heart completely shatter.

You did this to him.

You broke him.

And the worst part was that it was preventable, if you had only listened to him.

"You're right. I-I don't know why I'm realizing all of this now. Here I've been crying every single day for months, getting drunk and pretending you're still with me just to try to cope when you're the one who needed the saving."

You ran your fingers through your hair, frustrated that you ever made him feel that way.

"You've been getting drunk?" Soobin asks.

You looked at him weirdly, why is that the thing he's focusing on?

"Yeah.. Why?"

"Does that mean you have some alcohol I can have? Or did you drink it all already?" The side of his mouth tugged up a bit, forming the slightest half smile. Your eyes started to water even more. You broke this guy and he is still trying to make jokes with you. You slowly nodded and got up to grab him and yourself a soju from the fridge.

You handed him the bottle and sat back down. You slowly opened your drink as you watched him chug half of his in 3 seconds. This confused you as you didn't want him to be stuck at your house for the night, especially since you knew he didn't even want to be here in the first place.

"Woah there, don't you need to drive home?" You asked, ready to take away the bottle.

"Yeah, we'll see."

And there it was again. Him cracking that window of opportunity open just a little bit more. Soobin looked at you once again as he took another chug of the strong drink. You took a chug of yours along with him. Bringing back that drunkenness that had worn off not too long ago. He then continued the conversation.

"So in conclusion to what I had said before, you didn't do anything wrong. I just felt like I wasn't able to give you what you needed especially when it came to your mental health."

You shook your head at him.

"No Soobin, that is what I did wrong. I didn't treat you right. I took my insecurities and my mental health out on you and that wasn't fair to you. I don't know why I didn't realize it sooner and I sure as hell don't know why I didn't listen to you when you tried telling me these things before. Most of the time, I didn't even know what was wrong. I would just randomly get upset and when you would ask me what was wrong.. I wouldn't tell you because I didn't even know myself. I know that's not an excuse, none of this is an excuse. It's just an explanation. I was just as frustrated with myself as you were. I didn't want to be like that. I never wanted to hurt you like I did. But I was being selfish, I know. You didn't deserve any of that and if I could go back and change everything, I would. In a heart beat."

You looked at him as tears flooded out of your eyes. He gazed back at you, knowing how deeply you regretted everything. His heart ached as well, hearing the words that came out of you. You didn't know it yet, but Soobin needed this as much as you did.

You watched Soobin as he wiped more tears from his eyes as well. He rubbed his eyes and took a deep breath before speaking.

"Y/N, this is all I ever wanted, an explanation and a look into your mind. All I ever wanted was for you to open up to me and be vulnerable." Soobin quickly finished off his bottle of soju to try and keep himself from crying more. You took this opportunity to also finish yours. He then got up and went to your fridge, grabbing two more bottles for both of you.

Your heart jumped as he sat back down, sitting down a bit closer to you than before. You got a sudden whiff of his cologne, the same cologne he always used to wear. The same cologne you would smell randomly during the three months you two were apart.

"I'm sorry Soobin, I really am."

"I know." He said sincerely.

"I'm also sorry I woke you up for this, I don't know what I was thinking."

Soobin took another chug of his soju before he scooched a little closer to you. You felt your heart skip once again. He then took ahold of your hand and held it in his lap.

"I'm actually glad you did."

You turned to look at him, surprised to hear him say that. 

"Really?"

"Yeah, I'm not gonna lie and say I haven't been going a little crazy as well. I feel like there were a lot of things left unsaid to each other that day and I also needed the.. uh.. closure."

You then remembered exactly why you two were having this conversation. Closure. But during these three months, you always held onto the hope that you two would get back together. But that was when you were stuck in your own narrative. Knowing what you know now, you knew that you had to shut the window for good. But not for your sake, but for Soobin's. 

"Well, then I'm glad I did. This whole time, I kept repeating in my mind the last thing you said to me. When you said that we couldn't be together, at least not at that time. I really just needed to know that getting back together wasn't an option because that's what has been driving me crazy and preventing me from moving on." 

You felt his grip on your hand loosen and you swore you could see his face slightly sulk. 

"Oh, right. I mean, I wasn't just saying that.. I meant it."

You were finally hearing everything you've been wanting to hear for months, yet it didn't bring you the joy you thought it would. You knew deep down that you weren't good for him. Your mental health issues haven't gone away and there was no way you were going to risk putting him through all of that again. But now he was the one who had that longing look in his eyes. You swallowed hard, knowing what you had to do.

"I know, but I really can't risk hurting you like that again. I don't know when I will be able to get the help that I need and I really think it would be best to go our separate ways, for real this time."

You couldn't believe what you were saying and you could see his eyes start to slightly water again. He struggled to make the slightest smile as he nodded, understanding what you were saying. Even if it's not what he wanted to hear. 

You kept your eyes on him as he stood up, seeming like he was going to get ready to leave. He stumbled a bit when trying to walk to the door. 

"Woah Soobin" You quickly got up and went over to him, trying to keep yourself from stumbling as well. You gently grabbed his arm and guided him back to the couch. "You really shouldn't drive home. We drank a lot and you drank more than me. So if I'm tipsy then I know you're definitely drunk."

He let out a deep breath and nodded, sinking into the couch. 

"You're right, I didn't realize how hard the alcohol hit me until I stood up. Can I sleep on the couch?" 

You couldn't lie and say that you didn't want to cuddle him one more time. Wake up to him one more time. Just sleep next to him one more time. 

"Well if you want, you can sleep in my bed with me. I would like to sleep next to you one more time but don't worry, that's all I want to do."

Soobin looked at you once again and smiled, this time you could tell it was a genuine one. 

"I would like that."

And with that, you and Soobin stumbled up to your room. Luckily, you two were both already in your pajamas. You got to your room and closed the door. Soobin looked around your room, noticing all the things that stayed the same and all the things that have changed. He noticed every single empty bottle of liquor in your room that you used to cope. He also noticed the framed picture of the two of you that you kept on your nightstand. It hurt him to know that you'll probably be getting rid of it when he leaves tomorrow. 

You noticed him looking at the picture of the two of you on your nightstand. You were about to make a joke about it before you saw the look on his face. So instead, you hopped into bed and gently patted the spot next to you. He climbed into his usual spot and turned off the light next to your bed. 

"Goodnight Soobin."

"Goodnight Y/N"

You slowly turned away from him. All you wanted to do was hold him but you didn't want to hurt him even more. You wished that the two of you would work. You wanted nothing more than to have him next to you every single night once more. To be snuggled up in his strong embrace and having his comforting scent surround you as you drift off to a perfect sleep. But you knew you wouldn't be able to treat him the way he deserved. He shouldn't have to wait for you to get better when there is someone out there that you know would treat him good from the start. 

You hadn't felt Soobin move since he got into bed, which made you think he passed out. So you continued to stare at the wall, wondering if you had made the right decision. Either way, you couldn't go back now. You knew you had to stick to what you said. You finally closed your eyes, coming to terms with the fact that this was it. 

You suddenly felt Soobin shift a little bit next to you. You then instantly felt the warmth of his chest radiate onto your back as he slowly snaked his arm around you. A sense of peace washed over you, as his beautiful scent surrounded you once more. Your breath halted for a second as you felt his heart beat at a quick pace. You let yourself relax into him. It was now obvious to the both of you that the two of you were still wide awake. The tension in the room grew stronger as you felt his hand gently rest on your lower abdomen. A tingling sensation shot through your core. He must have felt the way you shuddered, feeling his cold hand touch the skin where your shirt was conveniently riding up. His breath shuddered against your neck. You knew this wasn't good for either of you but your drunken mind thought otherwise. 

You slowly moved your hand down, resting it gently on top of his. This was all Soobin needed to know that you were reciprocating. He knew you well enough to know the ways you react to his advances. 

"Y/N.." Soobin breathed out. The sudden exhale on your neck sent shivers down your body, becoming hot as you heard your name escape his lips. 

"Hm?" Is all you could get out. You were slightly embarrassed as it came out as more of a moan than anything. He dragged his hand slowly up to your neck, gently moving your hair to the side. His breath grew stronger against the back of your neck. You could feel his lips ever so slightly graze against your soft skin as his hand found its way back down to your abdomen, but this time, even lower. 

Then suddenly, Soobin turned you over onto your back as he hovered over you. The room was dark. His face was barely visible as the only source of light was the moon shining perfectly into the room and onto him. You locked eyes with him as he was just centimeters away from you. His lust filled eyes darkened until they were as black as his hair.

"Soobi-" 

He then cut you off, suddenly crashing his lips into yours. His kiss was heavy as his body pressed into yours. Your lips melted into his as you felt your hearts beat as one once again. Your hand made its way to the back of his head, tangling your fingers into his luscious hair as you pulled him even closer. Your lips parted slightly, allowing him to slip his tongue inside. Your body was on fire at this point but you pulled the blankets up even more, making you two feel even closer. You knew this was wrong, but that's what made it even more intense. 

"I..I want you.. so bad Y/N.." He breathed in between his sloppy but passionate kisses. 

"But Soobin.. what about.. what about earlier.." 

He slipped his hands under your shirt, slowly feeling up the sides of your body. 

"I don't care.. I just want you.. I want all of you.." 

His lips left yours to travel down your jaw and neck. He made his way to the sweet spot on your neck that he knew all too well. You felt your hips buck up into him as he took a hold of your skin in between his teeth. You opened your legs more, allowing him to position himself more comfortably between them. He made his way back to your lips, crashing into them once again. Your hands traveled down his body, gripping onto him every time he grinded his hips into yours. 

"Show me.. please.." You moaned into his mouth, making him fully thrust against you.

"Fuck.." He deeply groaned out. Hearing you beg underneath him drove him insane. 

He quickly reached down and pulled down your pajama bottoms and underwear, still while keeping his lips on yours. You shuffled them all the way off and kicked them to the side. Soobin thrusted against you again, grinding his clothed dick against your bare clit. You moaned out, finally feeling the friction you needed. Your hands made their way to the waist band of his sweatpants and boxers. You forced them down the best you could before he shuffled his off as well. 

You grabbed a hold of him, making him let out a small whimper. He then took a hold of both your hands and pinned them above you. He pulled back, staring down at you with dark and lust filled eyes. He didn't want to waste anymore time. The thought of using a condom neglected to cross either your minds. His mouth hung open as he stroked his dick against you before sliding into you. He watched as you knitted your eyebrows together feeling his cock stretch you out so perfectly. You couldn't help but let out a long moan, finally feeling his cock inside of you again. Your pussy clenched around him earning a low groan from him. As his hand kept yours pinned above you, he used his other hand to pull on your hair causing you to keep eye contact with him. He started to slowly thrust in and out of you, observing your every expression. 

"Did you miss me Y/N? Hm? Tell me you missed me." 

He thrusted harder into you, making it hard for you to form the words he was demanding from you.

"Fuck Soobin.. I missed you.. I missed you so fucking much.." 

"Fuck.. I missed you too babygirl.." 

Your stomach felt like it flipped upside down when you heard him call you babygirl. He continued to fuck you hard as he let go of your hands, taking his shirt off in a swift motion. You immediately wrapped your arms around his torso, pulling him closer to you. He quickened his pace when he felt your nails dig into the skin on his back. You could feel the pressure building up in your stomach as he thrusted even deeper into you, his lower abdomen hitting your clit so perfectly.  

"Tell me baby.. tell me you missed my cock."

With every hard thrust you let out perfect little moans that were music to his ears. 

"I missed your cock so much Soobin.." 

You then wrapped both of your legs around him, making him fuck you deeper than you thought was possible. You threw your head back as the sound of him fucking you filled up the room. The pressure continued to build up in your stomach causing you to instinctively push him away. Soobin quickly took a hold of both your hands again, restraining them above you once more. His other arm wrapped around your waist as he held you in place, pounding into you even harder.

"I thought you missed my cock huh? Why are you running from it, hm?" 

You squeezed your eyes shut, tears rolling down your cheeks from the intense pressure. Sex with Soobin was always great, but the intensity of his thrusts now was nothing like you've experienced before. 

You opened your eyes again to meet his. The strands of his hair were drenched in sweat. He stared back down at you, mouth hung open as he watched the way you were reacting to his cock practically destroying you. You gazed into his eyes, savoring this moment. Savoring the feeling of him inside and all around you. He gazed back down at you as he did the same. As you were looking at him, you could have sworn you saw his eyes start to water as well. His grip on your hands above you loosened as his hard thrusts became more sloppy. You slipped out of his grasp and held his face with both your hands. 

Soobin suddenly lowered himself, nuzzling his face into the crook of your neck. Wrapping his strong arms around your body, he slowed his thrusts just enough to regain control of himself. He couldn't hold you close enough. 

"I don't want to let you go again" He breathed into your ear, "I'm not letting you go again Y/N."

"but Soob-" 

Before you could finish your sentence, Soobin's hand pressed against your stomach, feeling the way his cock moved inside you. 

"No buts.. You feel this? You feel my cock ramming into you? This means your mine." The pressure intensified and you were on the verge of exploding. His breathing became heavier as he was watching you. Your moans turned into whines as you squirmed underneath him. "Baby, I know those whines. Cum for me, cum on my cock babygirl."

You moaned loudly, curse words flooding out of your mouth as the pressure in your core finally released. A euphoric feeling enveloping you as you started to see colors. The sound of Soobin's thrusts became wetter as you came around him. 

"That's it baby, let it out."

He continued to ram into you, overstimulating you until you were a puddle underneath him. 

"Stop please.. fuck Soobin I can't-" 

"Tell me baby, who's gonna fuck you like me?" You turned your head to the side as you tried to crawl away again. Soobin grabbed your face by your chin, turning you back to him, forcing you to look him dead in the eyes. 

"I asked you a question, who's gonna fuck you like me?"

"No one.." You breathed out. Soobin leaned down to kiss you once more, becoming sloppier by the second. 

"Ahh.. Fuck I'm gonna cum Y/N.."

You didn't know what came over you to wrap your legs around his waist, pulling him even closer to you. His thrusts became messier as he got closer to his orgasm.

"Soobin.. cum inside me.. please" You begged him, not knowing what made you demand that.

Soobin looked down at you, giving you a confused look as he processed what you said. But it was those words that caused him to come undone, and by then it was too late to try to pullout. You moaned as you suddenly felt a warm sensation inside of you. You watched as Soobin squeezed his eyes shut, bucking his hips into you as he rode out his high. He let out low groans as his thrusts came to a slow stop. 

You two laid there in that same position for a minute, catching your breath and savoring the moment. Oh how you didn't want this moment to end. Soobin gently cupped your face and wiped away your tears with his thumbs. You stared back up at him, his eyes now glistening with his own tears. He leaned down, gently kissing your forehead, cheek, chin and then lips. 

"Are you okay?" Soobin gently whispered. You nodded your head.

"Yeah.. Are you?"

He nodded his head as well. 

"I am."

It felt as if you were staring into each other's eyes forever. You knew this was wrong, but neither of you could deny the fact that you two still had a strong connection, a connection that was going to be hard to break. 

"So.. What are we gonna do now?" You broke the silence. The time you were dreading had come. 

"Y/n... I want to be with you." 

Your heart skipped a beat hearing him. You had longed for him for so long and here he is on top of you, telling you that he wants to be with you. 

"But Soobin.. We were suppose to get closure tonight.. This is wrong." 

"Then I don't want to be right." Soobin took your hand and held it against his chest. You could feel his heart beating fast. "This heart is yours. I want to try this again. I was listening to what you went through without me and Y/N.. I went through the same things. Let's communicate more this time and we can both get the help we need. I don't want to live another day without you."

At this point tears were pouring out yours and Soobin's eyes. It was like time had stopped and you two were the only ones left on earth. You could feel the warmth emitting from each other's souls and your heart beats were erratic. This is all you ever wanted. On the surface it felt wrong, but deep down, you've never felt more comfortable, more unerring, more raw.

You slowly nodded your head, seeing his eyes light up.

"Yes.. Let's try again."

Soobin hugged you tight. His embrace was warm and passionate and it was right then you knew, he was your person. He was your home. And you were willing to put in the work to make this right.

"I love you Y/N"

"I love you too Soobin"

[littlemisspascal]

New Writers added to The Pedro Library 🐼

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@beskarandblasters Din Ner Riduur (My Spouse)

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@undercoverpena Joel Midnight Bedsheets + Hiding in a Car with Joel Miller

@stylesispunk Joel ‘I love you, it’s ruining my life’

@guessimwritingficsagain Joel It’s Lonely At the End of the World (Until It’s Not)

@backtothefanfiction Joel I Run To You / Din Brown Eyes / Frankie One Night Changes Everything + All The Good Girls Go to Hell

@milla-frenchy Joel 10MG

@criticallyacclaimedstranger Joel 37 Minutes

@boliv-jenta Marcus P A Lazy Afternoon of Edging / Dieter Carpe Diem

@something-tofightfor Oberyn Fool’s Gold

@djarinmuse Dieter Just the Lilac

@popcornforone Dieter The Drinks Break

@katareyoudrilling Tim Evidence

@morallyinept Tim Polaroids

@absurdthirst @storiesofthefandomlovers Tim Evidence of a Date

@toomanystoriessolittletime Frankie Relax

@novemberrain-writes Javier Free Falling

@iamskyereads Javier Margin of Error

@nerdieforpedro Dave Muted Peach

[itzddsyanderefanacc]

💗I made a character intro sheet finally💗

I forgot to put that her two favorite colors is lilac and pastel pink, she especially likes them together!

now how could have Ian cheated on this?

haha, Jokes aside heres the little outfit refs hehe

you can tell that her style is heavily influenced by Jack right?..he might pick out a lot of the clothing she buys haha

anyways..

I tried my best to replicate the SDJ style, though ik its not 100% accurate hehe.. I hope you all like it though!!💜

[eldritchtaur]

a convo that me and gate guardian literally had

Gate Guardian: Mortal, I require something important of you. me: oh what is it?? Gate Guardian: I do not how to indicate that I find this humorous without them misconcruing it that I am angry. me: ,,,OH!!! uh, just use /gen it should work Gate Guardian: Thank you, mortal. I didn't want to make the other mortals upset. me: fair enough