#lilin shitposts;

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I have a headcanon that despite the fact that Nick Nocturne can probably shape-shift into a human without much issue, he probably goes around in his cat-monster form all the time, clumsily and sloppily integrating into human society Octodad/Invader Zim style, and legit just nobody notices.

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Maeko and Gendo’s Relationship

I’ve gotten a few anons asking about this and they’ve made me give this a lot of thought. If Maeko and Shinji have formed a bond, if not a friendship by now, then the  topic of Gendo Ikari has come up at least once. This isn’t a well-organized essay, this is just me rambling about my OC’s thoughts regarding him and how that affects her relationship with Shinji and other characters. Let me just start by saying that Maeko and I hate Gendo to the atoms that make us who we are. I didn’t write her to hate him because I, as her creator hate Gendo myself. I wrote Maeko like that for a reason.

@adamworu ​ and I have bonded over a love of Kaworu, and what we’ve discussed recently (in a shitpost sense, to clarify) that Kaworu has a potential animosity toward Gendo. We clearly see that he didn’t want to be the final messenger, nor did it seem like He wanted to be an angel that much. I think tjis is also highlighted in 3.0 where he’s in Terminal Dogma with Shinji and quote,

“I should’ve expected no less from the King of the Lilin, your father!”

The context behind this scene was Gendo manipulating Shinji and Kaworu to retrieve the two spears Longinus from Lilith. Kaworu, from what he knew, expected the Spear of Longinus and a Spear of Cassius inside of Lilith. This is not the only time Gendo has manipulated Kaworu, Shinji or pretty much EVERYONE inside the NGE Universe.

What does this have to do with Maeko? That’s pretty obvious

Because Kaworu has genuinely hoped for things to be better in each timeline, Maeko knows this, even before being sent to Earth with him. That means she has repetitively watched him die in all his failures. The hatred doesn’t stop there. Upon hearing Shinji talk about his father, especially mentioning the way he’s treated by him, Maeko sees this as a reason to hate Gendo MORE. Out of this 6-foot tall bearded sack of shit, she sees him do nothing but manipulate and show an overall contempt for others’ feelings. And as true as it is, he does nothing but remind Maeko that she is a tool of destruction. She knows that. Pile that onto killing Kaworu and neglecting Shinji for almost his entire life, I feel that she has every possible reason to hate Gendo. Yes, she may have seen another side of him during the Third Impact, but that does not, nor will it take away from the damage he’s done.

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