#listening to 'famous prophets (minds)' and then 'twin fantasy (those boys)' back to back just... ugh i'm not okay

[dogboymortis]

today i listened to the 2011 version of twin fantasy today as well as the entirety of my back is killing me baby, i've also been in the middle of a week long mental breakdown

[revenuevegetable]

twin fantasy lyrics that are INCREDIBLY marauders coded

bc i’m hyperfixating on this fucking album and on the marauders.

“the ocean washed over your grave, the ocean washed open your grave” -regulus, obviously.

”you had a real nice face, i, i had an early death” -jegulus

”it’s not enough to love the unreal” -it’s giving early jily. pining phase.

“she said, what’s with this dog motif? i said, do you have something against dogs?” -sirius, specifically wolfstar bc they are a dog motif.

“i pretended i was drunk when i came out to my friends, i never came out to my friends… and i laughed and i changed the subject…” -james

”i am incapable of being human, i am incapable of being inhuman” -remus, about his werewolf-ness

”thank god for the little things and, fuck god that they’re little things” -marlene. she would say this.

”take your hands off your neck and hold on to the ghost of my body…you can text me when punching mattresses gets old” -grant to remus (really the entirety of sober to death is just Them.)

”you should’ve seen my cursive back then, every letter was above the line/my p’s and q’s raised their stems, so nothing crossed beneath/im a little better now.” -sirius

”you never lifted your voice, you never raised your hand, you never showed me your inhuman, you understand.” -sirius to euphemia and fleamont

“art gets what it wants and art gets what it deserves” -JILY!

”most people are jokes, but you’re so real” -DORLENE.

“i keep so quiet, it’s hard to tell i’m alive” -older peter

“these are the people that i get drunk with, these are the people that i fell in love with” -MARY!!!!

“i got so fucking romantic, i apologize, let me light your cigarette” -WOLFSTAR. (the entirety of cute thing is abt them.)

“i got so fucking romantic, i apologize, let me smoke your weed, no wait” -dorlene. they’re the og stoner couple

“dog, give me one little chance/i can make you a man/i will be your rock, dog, when you’re rolling your eyes.” -most wolfstar lyric i’ve ever heard.

“there’s no devil on one shoulder, angel on the other, it’s just two normal people.” -lily bc this would be her opinion on morals, i think.

”and i said hell is the sun/burning forever at the center of things” -dorcas.

“in my years, i have never seen anyone quit quite like you do.” -grant to remus or remus to grant depending on the time

“(did they tell me) what happened to you?” -mary to remus after he becomes a mess post 1981. listen to the song it’s the way he SAYS IT.

”when i come back you’ll still be here (when you come back i’ll still be here)” -wolfstar post 1981.

quotes 1-7 are from Beach Life-in-Death, 8th is from Sober to Death, 9-12 are from Nervous Young Inhumans, 13 & 14 are from Bodys, 15-18 are from Cute Thing, 19 is from High to Death, 20 is from Famous Prophets (Stars or Minds, the lyric is in both), and 21 & 22 are from Twin Fantasy (Those Boys).

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so I've mostly listened the 2018 Twin fantasy album, and not as much the 2011 Twin Fantasy (mirror to mirror)

But boy am I glad I decided to check it out rn. These lyrics in Famous Prophets (minds) hit so hard. And the entire vibe is so like, idk deep, dingy, lo-fi ig lol, the ambience is so different.

And don't get me wrong, Famous Prophets (stars) is also great, like I really fucking love that song, but I'll probably be listening more to minds for a bit, it'll be more impactful in my playlists (in grave contrast to wallows songs where I sometimes low-key don't register when they have played lol)

The old version of Twin Fantasy definitely has it's charms, but I do notice like it's lower quality (fidelity ig) so I probably will go back at some point idk. Tbh I usually prefer the live versions where available, some of those are so neat.

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[garbagequeer]

what are your favorite cshr songs?

i change my mind a lot and can’t make decisions so im just gonna go album by album picking my favorites because there’s A LOT of great songs (also these are in no particular order cause i really am a gemini who can’t make a simple choice). when im done with this i’ll bold the ones i guess are my overall favorites but i have too much room in my heart and brain and i love all of them and i can’t not mention all the great songs that i love. Also my overall favorites change all the time hence the full long ass list. again i AM a gemini

teens of denial:

drunk drivers obviously (and drunk drives single version with the modified verse from plane crash blues like. if you cant find your friends you can leave without them !! so much)

destroyed by hippie powers (which holds a special place in my heart cause i remember listening to it 24/7 and going to the bar with my friends during second term finals my first year of college instead of studying and then the year after that going to see csh also during second term finals and them playing it like. full circle baby)

not what i needed. i feel so empty trying to explain this!

1937 state park

unforgiving girl (also holds a special place in my heart cause im pretty sure it’s the song that got me into them after being like hey i should check out that car seat headrest band since like 2013 but never getting around to it)

the ballad of the costa concordia like. i love to die thank you

drugs with friends (also it feels 5 times more special to me since i saw them play it)

fill in the blank

literally i feel bad for not just putting every song from this album like i love them all they punch me in the face every time but. gotta move along.

how to leave town:

BEAST MONSTER THING (LOVE ISN’T LOVE ENOUGH) LIKE. WHAT? WHAT?? !!!!

i want you to know that im awake / i hope that you’re asleep. you know that quote from like. an article about greta gerwig and lady bird that’s like (wait i googled it):Every situation is pretext for a confrontation: underdone eggs, a pile of rumpled clothes, a hand reaching too quickly for the radio. The question on the surface might be ‘What did you do?’ but the feeling underneath is ‘Who are you and why don’t you know how to love me?’that’s this song

is this dust really from the titanic? mainly cause i think it’s underrated and very endearing like. car seat headrest: more guitar shit

hey space cadet. obviously like

wasn’t going to put more songs cause i think i need to relax but. the ending of dramamine deserves to be listed i mean i can’t hear a thing now i guess i belong to me now but when night fell on montana i found a rest stop completely deserted but i still felt the eyes upon me so i drove away. it BE like that

you know what? fuck it. america and kimochi warui are also favorites. they’re all so good im sorry i CANT do this

nervous young man:

first of all: i wanna sweat. it’s like. you CAN have the euphoric emotion of bodys outside of the fantasy. effervescent amazing uplifting etc etc

burning man. i will go crazy istg like he’s like im defined by the fact that you’re there and we’re different people… i wanna burn your picture! i mean…… yeah

plane crash blues i mean shut up with all these bad vibes all this yelling just shut up shut up shut up! like. to himself.. we get it. and if your luggage is lost you can leave without it and if you run out of drugs you can sleep without them and if you wanna go home you can call a taxi and if you don’t wanna talk you can sit in the backseat. much to think about

death at the movies. sometimes you’re a little depressed and you just. watch movies and it’s weird

boxing day. hand will toledo a womanhood card right now for this like yeah! i feel so haunted and no one seems to notice and no one seems to care!!!! and it doesn’t really matter I’ll just ajlhfsdg!!!. ALSO literally i did something bad im not allowed to go outside anymore i can only be awake at night for the next year of my life. been there done that and all. ALSO i have worms in mouse traps baby cracks me up every time

the gun song. there’s a lot going on there

afterglow and jerks cause i love to have fun too

monomania:

misheard lyrics and i don’t think it gets enough love

times to die and also the teens of style version

overexposed (enjoy). again i love fun

los borrachos (fun fact: i saw the painting it’s named after irl and i was like. sick csh reference museo del prado)

SOULS. !!!!

maud gone both versions. sweetheart please love me too long

sleeping with strangers. i love to have fun

anchorite (love you very much). i get my feelings hurt by someone i love i listen to this song like. YOU SON OF A BITCH!!! YOU MOTHERFUCKER!!! call it catharsis

and that’s literally the whole album except for one song. im sorry

twin fantasy (which is two albums but. it’s really just one which is very meta of it/them imo. also unless i specify im talking about both versions):

B O D Y S

famous prophets. both versions make me feel breathless

beach life-in-death OBVIOUSLY

twin fantasy (those boys) and i think both versions really mean so so much together which is true of all of twin fantasy but. particularly here it hits me like. from he has only lyrics now to these are only lyrics now. it’s a lot

my boy (more the 2018 version)

nervous young inhumans (the 2011 version. for the monologue like. he defined twin fantasy. also the fact that galvanistic isn’t a real word he just fucked up and that’s the chorus)

high to death (more the 2018 version but both are great)

honestly sober to death for the don’t worry you and me wont be alone no more which is. so much. ALSO when they play sober to death/powderfinger and ethan does great vocals

cute thing (2018)

my back is killing me baby

no passion. he wants a man who would hate him and who would leave him if he were open and he’d do the same to him. he dreams he watches porn but he cant see it. he understands some ugly ass feelings

father, flesh in rags. it bangs

strangers but the teens of style version

happy news for sadness cause once again he says the ugliest shit (i liked you better when you hated yourself every time i think about love i think about me thinking about you) and it makes me think of that shit about how people will disclose they think they’re bad and they have bad thoughts when they’re going to ask to be loved. also you can never tell the truth but you can tell something that sounds like it

the drum. did i say i love to have fun? i love to have fun (both versions but i think i like the original more at least rn)

stoop kid

something soon (both versions)

starving while living:

it’s only sex

reuse the cells

devil moon

i hate living

literally all other csh shit cause i don’t listen to many songs from the first records :/ and stuff:

i can talk with my eyes shut

the ghost of bob saget. the lyrics to this song are hilarious and relatable somehow

i have to mention i am afraid of literally everything / i scream social / this one time I went to a coffee house because some guy I knew was playing and I just sat there for an hour and didn’t talk to anyone and then I came home and wrote this song / you have to go to college / it’s you you’re the asshole that made this but literally only cause i felt like laughing when i was 18 and finally got around to checking out csh and he was like. i wrote these songs about when i went to college and i was afraid of everything and shit was hard. cause like. same. and i just have a fond memory of going through csh’s entire discography from newest to oldest and ending up awake till almost 7am losing my mind. i feel like this about lots of songs from the first 5 albums but i don’t really listen to them much tho. someday i’ll get around to giving them a chance again

that thing someone made where they put together pain star (if heaven is full of people…) and …then it will be exactly the same as earth

does it feel good (to say goodbye?)

and their cover of hey ya even though it’s not a csh song. im mad no one has posted a proper recording of it because i do love to have fun. also their cover of this must be the place too. and the cover of waves of fear also. they’re all really fun

[hilmaafklint]

that’s not what i meant to say at all

on twin fantasy and love and being young and all that dumb stuff

I don’t even know how to start talking about TF when it’s so much a part of who I am. It’s been the complete soundtrack to the past few years of my life, and nothing I hastily write can do it justice. That said, here’s some scattered memories of each song and how they’ve scored my late teenhood. 

my boy (twin fantasy) is the start of everything, it’s pulling into the high school parking lot for another day of running rehearsals, it’s sitting my mom down on a couch in hawaii after midnight on new year’s to play this album for her. It’s the opening track to the perfect movie, it’s a 19 year old calling himself one of the greats. 

beach life-in-death is saying goodbye to my now ex-girlfriend at the train station after a week of college and we’re both hungover and she won’t kiss me. It’s being high and driving with my friends after I made one of the biggest mistakes of my life. it’s screaming ‘DO YOU HAVE SOMETHING AGAINST DOGSSSSSS?!’ and it’s waiting for the bus in the rain next to the library back home. 

stop smoking is a song i listen to when i’m dating someone who smokes too much, which happens to be everyone i’ve dated. 

sober to death is lying in my dorm room wondering if i’m texting you too much. It’s sitting in the back of the computer lab. It’s turning to me on the Vashon highway and singing to me ‘if you’re going psycho I wanna hear.’ It’s driving frantically after the worst things, the things I never thought would happen, happened. 

i always skip nervous young inhumans. 

bodys is the perfect song. it’s that drumbeat kicking in that starts slow and gets frantic. it’s ‘i’m sick of meaning, i just wanna hold you’, a mantra in my head every day. It’s the soundtrack to every perfect moment and every triumph i’ve had in the past year. It’s running my last theater show and driving home after prom and kissing at deception pass, it’s every first and last. It’s home in a song. 

cute thing is yelling ‘let me smoke your weed? no way!’ at each other. It’s art class for some reason, and it’s the turn onto eagle harbor drive. it’s still not knowing who john antwhistle is. it’s the last two weeks of july and Teen Crimes. it’s bravado that segues into pure tenderness. it’s when will toledo said ‘i am loved’ on the last day and we both burst into tears.

high to death is a basement bathroom at a party and it’s 3AM and my girlfriend just puked and then passed out and i’m not sure how much longer i can do this. It’s the soundtrack to all the worst times.

famous prophets (minds) is my go to song when i’m mad and tired. it’s train rides to the city in the rain, it’s raging in a dorm room in the early afternoon. It’s sung quietly late at night on facetime. it’s a friendship i lost. 

twin fantasy (those boys) is driving through farmland on a late july day. It’s singing each other ‘when you come back i’ll still be here/when i come back you’ll still be here’, taking the appropriate parts without even realizing it. it’s when you turned to me on the last day and said ‘y’know, before i met you, i didn’t know any of the words to this album’.