#literal lump in my throat

[katoarika]

You deny killugon? Just say you're a homophobe

[strongheartneteyam]

And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave 'cause your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone

You used to captivate me by your resonating light

Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind

Your face, it haunts my once pleasant dreams, your voice, it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

(...)

I tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone but though you're still with me, I've been alone all along

My Immortal (Evanescence)

I'm so sorry for doing this, guys :( but I can never listen to this song without thinking about him. Thought I'd share some of my pain with people who will understand 💔

[enashinonome]

my mom’s getting a biopsy tomorrow because there’s a mass in her throat, and that also happens to be the same day i have a big presentation and test in english, and it’s opening night of my school’s musical. and i haven’t told many people because i don’t want any pity or sympathy, because how do i respond to that? to people telling me they’re sorry my mom might have cancer? i can’t tell them that i’m not sure how to feel, that i don’t like her that much, that i’ve replayed the hypothetical of my mom dying in my head over and over and in every situation and simulation i don’t cry. how do i confess all the complexities and nuances of my relationship with her without feeling like a bad person? of course i understand the sacrifices she’s made for me, but i don’t think she understands the sacrifices she’s made that hurt our relationship. she sacrificed my trust in her and my respect for her. she sacrificed her own health and marriage—all for what? for her love of cigarettes and obsession with self-righteousness? i don’t really like my mom, but if she were on her deathbed, can i tell her that? or would i have to lie to her to appease her one last time and carry the truth with me for the forseeable future?

[willkimurashat]

NO.

[devoti]

in the hospital right now i'm literally so scared I've never been on my own here before 😭😭

[oflights]

The Two-Headed Calf

Tomorrow when the farm boys find this freak of nature, they will wrap his body in newspaper and carry him to the museum.

But tonight he is alive and in the north field with his mother. It is a perfect summer evening: the moon rising over the orchard, the wind in the grass. And as he stares into the sky, there are twice as many stars as usual.

Laura Gilpin

[chodzacaparodia]

Dam, I've known for a long time that I'm not made for the world of sports anime, but it turns out to be even more clear when I literally split my lungs out after a short run to catch the bus.

I couldn't even make it through the first episode.

[obitohno]

missing smudge extra hard today, so pls don’t mind me sharing some manga shelfies (feat. smol fur babies) to brighten the dash ♡

[hollowboobtheory]

tmi

[letterstotheflre]

oh the ending scene of s1 with the girls dancing together being cut by the scenes of the parents worriedly watching the news of the bomb attack </3

[dwarveslikeshinythings]

So, I love directing so much but this show I'm currently working on has ended up giving me so much anxiety I'm beginning to seriously doubt if I'm ever going to do it again.

[lil-koala]

sick about the fact that i have to go back to watching steph sleep through a little screen instead of next to me.

[kaidabakugou]

she’s a 10 but cries over jurassic world movies <3

[joyridingmp3]

oh summertime we're really in it now

[stories-that-feed-our-souls]

13 years old me finishing reading His Dark Materials: Heartbroken. Can't cry because she is in school.

26 years old me finishing watching His Dark Materials: Heartbroken. Started to cry the moment she read the episode's title. Shed the tears she couldn't 13 years ago.

[ratmoved]