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stories-that-feed-our-souls · 1 year

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13 years old me finishing reading His Dark Materials: Heartbroken. Can't cry because she is in school.

26 years old me finishing watching His Dark Materials: Heartbroken. Started to cry the moment she read the episode's title. Shed the tears she couldn't 13 years ago.

#his dark materials #you guys know how it felt to have your heart tear apart but cannot cry #because somehow that last day of school every one of your classmates decided to sit around me and my friends?#the lump in the throat i felt...#i couldn't speak for like an hour #and I had to pretend that everything was fine #when in reality i just wanted to tear apart my heart #now flash-forward 13 years #almost exactly 13 years #watching the last episodes and started to cry the moment i realize the last episodes are up #and read The Botanic Garden #i just knew i was doomed #literally remember nothing about the story.. just the pain my 13yo felt that day of summer of 2009 #now that i watched the show and remember the story... it hurts even more #la materia oscura #the amber spyglass #el catalejo lacado #bye #gotta go cry to sleep

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shrimparts-blog1890 · 5 months

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Can we get a drawing of Darling and Apple kissing? 👉👈💕

#dappling #darlapple #ever after high fanart #ever after high #eah #send me asks #ask me stuff #darling charming #apple white #BRB I GOTTA CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP #i m gonna go feral on these two one of these days #best otp #ty so much anon

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shima-draws · 7 months

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What the FUCK Furina’s backstory is so fucking sad??? The absolute TORTURE she’s been through. Shit dude,

#Shima speaks #I’M SO UPSET.#THIS IS JUST RUKKHADEVATA ALL OVER AGAIN. GENSHIN STOMPING ON MY FEELINGS AND MAKING ARCHONS CRY #Why is it always the women. Stop doing this to our women.#Genshin Impact #Imagine putting on an act nonstop continuously for hundreds of years and not being able to tell anyone the truth #And dealing with the anxiety of your whole country dying out and it weighs on your shoulders and makes you so stressed #And you cry yourself to sleep every night bc you’re so tired you’re SO tired and it’s been centuries but you have to keep going.#You have to keep up the act you have to keep faking it you have to keep lying #You have to pretend everything is fine when it’s NOT and you don’t know what to do and you still can’t tell a single fucking SOUL #AGHHHH FURINA. MY SWEET GIRL. YOU DIDN’T DESERVE THIS #Genshin Impact spoilers #Furina #Focalors #I just wanna scoop her up into a big hug and tell her it’s okay 😭 Girl you don’t gotta act anymore you can finally FINALLY rest

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crimeronan · 5 months

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possibly the funniest outcome of this drama-filled amity-thinks-luz-killed-hunter alternate princess AU timeline is all three of them being fine and together and safe, and hunter being like BLIGHT. you tried to MURDER LUZ????

amity: I THOUGHT SHE'D KILLED YOU!

hunter: .....I DON'T APPRECIATE THE CONFLICTING FEELINGS I'M HAVING RIGHT NOW,

#shitty idiot repression gang #toh #princess luz au #hunter like ok look. weirdly in five minutes i'm gonna start crying about you being willing to go That apeshit on my behalf #in the meantime tho. don't kill luz.#'i thought she killed you in cold blood for disappointing her and you didnt even fight back'#'well. if she had done that then it would be fine. i'd let her. she can do whatever to me. Don't Kill Luz'#'....LUUUUUUZ. LUZ!!! LUZ COME OVER HERE. YOUR BOY IS SO FUCKING CRAZY'#much to consider. mainly: theyre stupid.#now i gotta go to sleep i think.#thanks for indulging me in being silly tonight #princess luz au alt timeline

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rapidhighway · 10 months

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When will my ability to be normal come back from the war

#SIKE never had it #it would be nice to not have a crying breakdown about every single inconvenience literally every day tho #oughhh its this kinda night i gotta go to sleep but im still emotional over nothing so i cantttt #sorry for having mood swings hhhgvddcvffx #it will happen again #especially since I cant really show them irl god toat would be career ending #(as in my mom n sister would see im worse than they thought)

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not-poignant · 10 months

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Pia writing bullen? In 2023? It’s more likely than you think

Sometimes when I say I'm like 90% sure I'll never write for a world again I mean 'I need a really long break and then you'll see me writing Bull doing lion-based pet-play with Cullen and making him cry by the second chapter in about seven years from now.'

Apparently that's what I mean x.x

#asks and answers #iron lion #gif post #stuck on the puzzle #cullen rutherford #the iron bull #my cat is currently crying at me and it's like hey girl #i don't even go to sleep for another two hours #you gotta let me restttt #i want to write another chapter but i've done over 50k words this month #so like no i will write some more tomorrow or maybe do some editing

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year

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I just wanna listen to music ragged with rage and emotional desperation. But it's kinda hard to search for that sorta thing.

#bc i guess i just Associate that sorta thing with screamo and i dont like screamo #like funeral or brutus both by the buttress are sung with so much rage and i want that #i too want to rage. i didnt get a lotta sleep last night #bc sometimes i make bad choices lol #and everytime i search like songs to rage to its like. no. u dont get it. i want songs that make me wanna start screaming and wacking #things with sticks. ya kno. a very common and universal feeling #listen. i apparently deleted a bunch of info off a backup hard drive today. like bro y didnt u tell me to b careful???#i picked it up like ok i gotta make it work on this old ass computer. time to clear the disk space and reformat #so rip whatever was on there i guess. no used crying abt it now. that bitch is empty #hhhhh ive got that i didnt sleep feel where ur brain feels like its peeling away from ur skull #i need to go run. burn away my ✨️ RAGE✨️#just gotta wait like an hr 🙃 unless i get call3d into a meeting rip #unrelated

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hjemne · 9 months

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Just finished trigun 98 and what the FUCK how could you possibly do this to me

#im not okay #oh my god #it was 15 episodes of pure stupidity and 11 episodes of ehat thr FUCK #fjdwkkajw?????#IN A CHURCH #ON THE CROSS ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME #MILLY my number one most precious girl ever my love my dear #god they wanted families #screamung crying puking my guts out #i gotta read the manga i feel like theres so much lore around the plants and gunslingers and knife that im super missing out on #and watch the film and then finally watch the new reboot #it's 4am i was going to stop but then SOMEONE turned rhemself into a martyr and i couldn't sleep until i knew the ending #in a fucking church on a fucjing cross #but also vash screaming BRAD was pure comedy ngl #brad just is Not an angsty name #it doesn't work I'm sorry hes playing football and drinkin beer not sacrificing his life to save someone else #i really need to sleep now #trigun #rambles #trigun 98

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mymelodyisme · 1 day

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My sister’s graduation day 😤 let’s go 👏🏽

#gosh it’s gonna be a long day and I’m running on two hours of sleep again #i only get the chance to work at night because I don’t have ✨privacy✨#and I’ve been going to bed late and waking up even more tired than usual and my mom’s been scolding me for it #and now I’ve had to tell her what I’m doing and I feel like I just gave another piece of me away again #everything I am everything I do has to be for other people #im so tired when will I give my last piece away 🥹#this was to make ME proud of ME I was doing it for myself and now I feel like it’s for her #and then she’s going to tell my dad and now it’s for him too #also I can’t even cry about it because she HAS to know why I’m upset #she keeps glancing up at me and talking to me in bits #all I have left is my emotions 🥹#anyhow sorry to start the day off so gloomy and depressing I have literally nothing to be sad about I’m very privileged #sorry you guys see me being a baby constantly 🥺 I really do have a good life and shouldn’t be complaining #here’s to a better day for us all #melifails #now i feel like a jerk subjecting you all to this😭 sorry sorry let’s move on #im gonna be a busy bee hopefully I can squeeze in a time for a nap #😭 I don’t waaaaaannnnnaaa sit for hours in the California heat MAYBE with the sun hitting us in the face #our football field is NOT kind in this way #hopefully my sister gets the shady side but even then the sun will hit us in the face eventually just not as long #im !!! excited!!!! I bought ice cream for today 👏🏽 I originally bought choco chip and minto moose tracks?? my sister loves mint flavor #so I bought mint Oreos too so she can eat them with her ice cream 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽#i assume we’re getting take out of some sort so that; ice cream; and uuuuuuu I don’t remember anything else I bought; my best friend did #bring us snacks yesterday!!! pretzels and cookies!!! so that!!!#okay brain no work no more I gotta get dressed love you muah muah muah

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whatimdoing-here · 1 year

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When you're expecting the show based on the game to be sad

And then IT COMES IN AND MAKES YOU VERY VERY EMOTIONAL IN WAYS YOU WERE NOT EXPECTING FUCK

#the last of us #tlou #spoilers #me just saving all the things in my drafts until sometime tomorrow #gonna go to sleep and not have nightmares but probably cry #but also not me googling in the nature of daylight so i wasn't paying close attention so i might avoid crying #gotta love it

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suzakus-canon-wife · 20 days

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Ok the fact that Kabru and I have very similar disorderd eating for very similar reasons is making me so emotional. Like I cannot even begin to describe how it makes me feel

#ive had anorexia for over 10 years #i dont wanna tramua dump but it was a mix of wanting to control something giving myself what i thought was the best appearance #byt the biggest thing was wanting others not to worry about me #i wanted others to have my portions over me cause jt made me feel useful when i felt i had no purpose #i still struggle wjth jt a lot #and seeing kabru go through something like that aomething i would never wish on anyone especially him #it makes me just so sad and heartbroken ya kno #you cant pour from an empty cup ya kno ?#if u wanna help take care of kthers u gotta take care of yourself #ill still go days without eating on occasion hell i still dont feel hungry most of the time #but i have people who love me and want me tk be here so i do jt #and to see him going through something so similar it is beyond heartbreaking #im literally crying i just #im emotional im so goddamn emotional #i need to go to sleep or at least try cause im crying but yea #eating disorder tw

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coridallasmultipass · 1 month

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