#little beepos *misery* is increasing!

[stjeromeshospital]

[sergle]

sorry ppl are being weird to you. heres my dog who gets mad when we dont let him in the dishwasher ✌ enjoy

I'll have you know that this picture is so fucking cute that I tried reverse image searching it bc I thought you were sending me a pic from the reddit front page or something

[tachyon-omlette]

collabed w @paradimeart on a silly (they did lines, I did colors)

[ranticore]

i got covid so i guess my whole "i don't have a lot of free time" post was premature. anyway i wanted to draw my horrid thing in a cat pain posture so that we can be sick together. then i drew two different concepts for ways for this thing to thermoregulate when it's hot out because you'll never guess what i'm also suffering from rn

[beautifulcrayon]

He needs some grease from the stovetop!!

Based on Little Beepo!!!

[bad811content]

[bearhound]

theres a coffeeshop opening in my village so fingers crossed i can get a job there 😳

[bakersfield-row]

today's mood:

[namoart]

assorted

[corset]

Cream cheese came out of the fridge too cold and hard to be ideal for dipping....[wiping sweat and tears from my face with a dainty little handkerchief] I might die. I might really die. This is it. This is the fucking end. I'm gonna fucking die. Trying to scoop my fritos through this block of cold hard cheese those little cornchips are shattering into dust in my fingers, I'm catching clumps of cheese breaking off the block and falling down, life is throwing all its evil demons at me!!!!!!!

[itslookingback]

[peachpitss]

working in localization is all fun and games until you have meetings in the middle of the night and at the crack of dawn because time zones

[aquapede]

so was anyone going to tell me that the true arena (dx) version of C-R-O-W-N-E-D's magolor voice lines that play in the background aren't JUST saying 'kirby' but also 'tasukete' (help / help me). was anyone going to mention that or say th

[thinkingabout-girls]

i don’t think i’ve been more confused and amused at a video title in my life

i mean it says it like it is

[altschmerzes]

i am the bravest little toaster in all of ontario

(< finally got up out of bed instead of staying put and cuddling my wife All Day)

[novastrae]

study. decima playlist. god complex - violent vira.

summary. *subjects u all to my worms*

a play-by-play analysis on how it applies to decima. tw's for: mental health issues / ptsd / mentions of self harm (but not horrifically detailed) / suicidal ideation.

i wanna be the true savior // the one with the terrible demise || i wanna be the messiah, pariah // the one who never dies.

as @entwinedreams described one of their muses and decima, decima is considered one of the "undying saintesses of khaenri'ah," alongside marianne (@cursedcrest) as they are seen of one of the last beacons of hope, along with dain, marianne, and the prince. decima has engrained in their head that they HAVE to get revenge for the cataclysm, even if it means dying over and over and being subjected to the phoenix curse of immortality.

i wanna be your true love // yes and the only one // you could cry to all the time.

on one hand, you could say this is a toxic thing of decima. however, i raise you this ; decima's self-imposed centuries of isolation was arguably as devastating as ei's, but rather out of grief, it's to prevent grieving. decima never properly learned how to be a lover, and how to accept people loving them. decima wants to be loved and to love, but they're terrified of losing people, so they want as much time as possible with their lover as possible before they inevitably die.

i could just be who you need // darling won't you just plead // or should i begin to bleed?

decima wants to be cared for the way they care for others. they love and love and love with their whole heart, without being provoked, and yet they are terrified of not being loved. so decima will change themself for who they love, even if it means bleeding out. decima craves to be wanted - decima craves to be desired.

could also be seen as literally "should i begin to bleed?" because decima (self harm tw) is numb to most pain at this point, to the point they can scratch their skin raw and purposefully get injured and not feel much of it, as if they can bleed on cue.

god i could try // to be the one.

see above.

i'll tear down this sky // what do you want // i'll do it all // for life // for love // my alibi // tonight // tonight i'll try to do it for you

decima would destroy an army if it's what their lover wants. however, decima would also destroy said army for the sake of their lover's safety. decima is, after all, technically trained to kill efficiently.

i wanna be the white angel // the one with two billion of eyes.

biblically accurate angel. decima just wants to die - they want to feel the loving embrace of death, in fact, they crave it. but because of the curse, they can't die - not permanently anyway.

i wanna be like a fly on the wall // to watch you until you die.

see: "i could just be who you need." in addendum, decima will inevitably live to see their partner(s) die. a perpetual reincarnation of their lover, and decima is tortured to watch it over and over.

i'm gonna be where you are // doesn't matter how far // because we are meant to be.

perpetual reincarnation, once again. no matter how much decima tries to die, or get hurt, or isolate themself, they'll see their lover in every life their lover lives, and it hurts. it hurts and they can't stand the idea of seeing their lover reincarnated but fall for someone else because it hurts that they can't be reincarnated every life for them.

i could just be who you need // darling please worship me // or would you prefer to bleed?

see above