I remember when I was 13 I tried to look like Jesy Nelson back when she was in X factor and post X factor. I tried having her cool style and curling my hair to match her and matching my makeup and clothes with hers. God I remember having so many bangle bracelets like her, I thought she was the coolest girl I’ve ever seen.
She made me a little happier with myself each day. I was in a dark place and she helped me see the light.
I barely knew she wasn’t happy with herself and I barely knew she was getting hate for 5 years pre & post X factor but I still loved her nonetheless for being perky and happy and wacky, having her gorgeous smile face personality and figure. It broke my heart to know that she starved herself and she was still called fat, and she tried to commit suicide because of it.
Now that I’m 19 I’m still actually looking at her as a role model let alone inspo. She’s working on self love much like I am. And I’m very very proud of her for trying to continue to be the same happy person. I’m happy to say that I have the same rose tattoo as her to show my appreciation and respect for her (the tattoo on my arm covers up my scars), and how much I’ve looked up to Jesy no matter what struggles she’s been through or is currently going through.
And she’s helping so many other people with their struggles and I’m so overwhelmed and joyous by her courageous action.
Thank you so much for guiding me and teaching me how to be happy with myself Jesy Nelson.
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Hello, we were LittleMixOnline. Unfortunately the blog got deleted and even though I’m trying to get it back, I’ve made this blog just in case I won’t be able to. Hopefully everything will be sorted but in the meantime I’ll probably just use this blog. Thank you for following us and I’m sorry about this situation! 😩
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my momma always said, "girl, you're trouble" and
and now i wonder, could you fall for a woman like me?
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