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[ytwokid]

I can b ur angle . . ..... . . .. ... . ....... . or ur deville

[wally-b-feed]

Anthony Fineran (B 1981), 'Za Llew', 2025

[trainz99]

Thing

[hollowscreekmuses]

"Right," Avery nods, this whole thing was starting to sound more and more odd, not that he thought it was the guys fault but somenthing was for sure going on with the guy. "Okay, how about I stay with you for a little while just to make sure you're okay?" He offers, he wouldn't on good conscience leave the guy to his own devices.

Avery listens as they walk, the cafe wasn't too far, he was hoping he wasn't wrong though, he was sitll getting used to Greywood. "A spell? You think someone did a spell on you? Like...mind Messing type thing?"

He did his best to try and think back to the woods, but all he could recall in that moment was when he 'woke up' or whatever, and needed to walk himself back to town. "No," he admitted, with some frustration. "I just know I was there, and now I'm here... wasn't sure where else to go.." In truth, he was probably lucky to have gone in the right direction at all. Llew could have been lost within that forever for days yet somehoe, instinctively, he had known where to go to find this town. "Not that I know of," Llew shook his head. As far as he knew, he was alone, and he'd been in the forest alone, too.

Llew fell into step at the other man's side, adjusting his stride so he was a bit more in Avery's wake so he could lead where they would go. Mostly because the taller one wasn't all too sure where this cafe was. "I bet I just had some kind of spell along my way and it's gotten me all jumbled up," the witch suggested, hopefully.

[fioblah]

tip jar • print shop

[hheckk]

Deep Dive into Alastor's Situation

So we all remember this bit in Finale, where Alastor has a breakdown about his situation and deal correct? He wants to find a loophole so he can be back in control.

I've seen a lot of theories regarding how Alastor is feeling in this moment and what his deal could involve, but thus far they've all sort of missed something crucial. Alastor's power.

Alastor is highly disturbed by the fact that he almost died, let alone dying to protect people. He is freaked out that the deal has made him do this, whether as part of the deal itself or as a means to get back some semblance of control he had before the deal was struck.

Either way, based on what he says in this moment about wanting to find a loophole in order to unclip his wings

: "The constraints of my deal surely have a back door. Once I figure out how to unclip my wings, guess who will be pulling all the strings"

We can hazard a guess and say that this deal, despite us initially believing gave him power, has probably actually taken it away. Having one's wings clipped usually entails that someone is on a leash and cannot fully extend themselves.

This means that Alastor, as well as being forced into helping the hotel, has had his power taken away.

Now I do not say this lightly, I also think that this is the case because of Alastor's fight with Adam.

We all know Alastor likes to be in control, and in order to be in control, one must not overestimate another without the possibility of the loss of that control. Now, you could say that is exactly what happened in his fight with Adam, but that wouldn't necessarily warrant the reaction toward his deal the way he does in the song. If that were the case, Alastor would likely be more angry at himself than be panicked about his deal.

Therefore, we can guess that Alastor did not overestimate Adam, but rather himself. This means that at some point, he quite possibly did have the power to take out an angel but does not anymore. The fact that he is so surprised that Adam broke his mic that we can hear his true voice means that he expected to be able to block that attack.

This all comes back to the idea that Alastor has lost power through whatever deal he made. Which in turn makes us ask the question:

What did Alastor get in return?

If he lost enough power to the point he thought he could beat Adam and couldn't, what did he want so badly that he felt the need to sell his soul and power away?

I have no idea

BUT, I have thoughts.

I have seen theories saying that perhaps Alastor made this deal while he was alive, and he sold his soul to gain power while living. This, while possible, doesn't necessarily match up with what we know about his character.

Alastor is conniving. He's brilliant. He's a serial killer. He knows and understands nuance like the back of his hand. With how much time he spent in hell (he died in the 30s and according to the wiki, Katie Killjoy died in 1992 ((Helluva Boss also takes place in the 21st century but we don't know yet if Helluva Boss is canon to Amazon's Hazbin Hotel)) Alastor would have had ample time to figure out loopholes in his deal.

No, his deal definitely happened at some point during his seven-year absence, likely near the end for the same reason as the previous. Which, again, all connects back to Lillith, which means our likely culprit for this deal is Lillith OR the person responsible for Lillith's disappearance if not Lillith herself.

This all brings us back to two questions:

What deal did Alastor make?

What did he gain from it?

[grail-lifesupport]

i mean, where else was ywain supposed to put his lion??? in the living room???

(also this comic has a secret gringolet in it, you can connect the dots to figure out what happened)

[gingersnaptaff]

Also, I NEED A COPY OF GWENHWYFAR RN. LLEW LLWYFO, PLS. Her going to a nunnery after she gets tricked by Iddog and Medrawd and Arthur finds her. AND THEN HIM DYING IN HER ARMS?! I'M UNWELL ACTUALLY.

[spark1edog]

can a guy not watch a Couple of tommyinnit videos during a rough couple weeks without downloading the guy jesus fucking christ

[elidritchhorror]

dnd oc sketchdump because im trying to brave and post about my ocs

[leorimon]

assorted icons i’ve drawn over the years :]

dracomon x / my oc draco teashi / llewelyn ezzy / new sona

(digimon icon free to use! please do not use the icons of my personal characters)

[antoncrane]

Starting from today, I have the rest of the week off work! (Thank you, past me, for the gift of organising that lol.) Ate cake for breakfast, and going to play so many games. Art (writing, maybe) will happen at some point too. Free time; Huzzah. <3

[citrusbowl]

i decided i need a blog to keep all of this information straight and accessible to the rest of the system. this might all be private, who knows. it depends on whether someone gets paranoid about it.

i’m llewelyn, an ageless gatekeeper and protector cohost of my system. i’m going to be speaking about parts of our innerworld, less known parts of our system and introspecting on my personal experiences within.

i chose the url citrusbowl because i always have a bowl of lemons and grapefruit in my home inside. i live in a cottage in the forest surrounding the middle of our innerworld, what we tend to call the dome or square. it isn’t square, but it’s sort of a gathering place for system members who tend to be frequently in front or co conscious. these are often newer and younger parts, before they go off to another place when they get tired of the front, or too triggered and go dormant.

i have a sense of where dormant alters go, i don’t know for certain. there’s a place behind the mountain to the north where it’s stormy and cold. in this location there is at least one spot where not even i can reach. i have a suspicion that some of our alters go there when they’re either seized by dormancy, or choose to go dormant. i don’t know if that’s where they all go.

the square is a clearing in the forest, a huge grass field probably an acre in size. there are a few trees and bushes, and a river running through. the river is set into the ground, and a few alters enjoy sitting there watching the wildlife in the reeds or the forest on the other side.

the forest is foggy and sometimes rainy, but only past the river. the river runs on the south side of the dome, but the forest on the north side is pleasant and quiet. my home is close to the river on the north side. i have a few chickens, a cat, and a lemon tree out front. my backyard is fenced in, tall dark wooden fences covered in ivy. i’ve been told my home invisible until someone is a few metres away from it. i don’t have that experience, but i suppose it works differently for some alters.

my cat is a flat brown oriental longhair. he hasn’t a true name, and he just kind of showed up one day, but he has stayed in my home since his arrival. i don’t suspect he’s another alter, perhaps an npc? he doesn’t seem to be able to communicate or take front at all. he enjoys sitting in the eastern window watching the small birds flit from the ivy to the trees and bathing in the morning sun.

my chickens are named yesterday, today, and tomorrow. yesterday is a brown hen, today is a black rooster, and tomorrow is a white hen with small black spots on her feathers. they have a coop in the yard that i made with an indoor portion where they can stay warm if it rains or snows. that is rare on this side of the river, but not unheard of for this area.

in the middle of the clearing, there stands a tall wooden house. this is where we have meetings with other alters on the rare occasion we hold one. usually only the alters who live in the forest attend them, as they seem to be the most active and aware. sometimes we will meet someone there who has just split or has traveled from the far reaches of the town or beyond the mountains to meet with us. this is rare, but it was how we all met hazel back before she fused into amaretto with brennan. we also met a part from brennans neck of the woods once, a young part named river. we haven’t seen much of him since, but we were proud of them for showing up.

our fronting space tends to look like a break room of sorts, there’s a table and some chairs, along with a window where we can see into the outer world. there are some miscellaneous objects and a couple of mismatched armchairs and folding chairs, and a small desk towards the door back into the innerworld. there is a cork board on the west wall, but its rarely looked at.

i think i’ve rambled long enough for this first post, but i wanted to break the ice a bit.

[anothersgrave]

my favorite album 🙏🏻🙏🏻

@/mothercain tweets related to inbred: apr 22, 2021 / may 6, 2021 / jun 8, 2021 / jun 14, 2021 / dec 26, 2021.

[hheckk]

im losing my mind

btw swerve is the same height as tailgate

[lahtzu]

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