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[lakemichiganlolita]

It's here

something special, someone sacred (explicit, m/m, 16 chapters, no ao3 warnings) themes: sugaring, daddy issues, age difference, domestic discipline, healing

A little lost as he approaches graduation, and unsatisfied with the college dating pool, Patrick connects via a sugar dating app with the established, much-older Pete, who turns out to be a little more broken than he seems. Their intense chemistry sparks new levels of intimacy for both, but they’re more alike than they think: their shared impulse to shy away from being deeply known tempts them to self-destruct, even more together than alone. Can raw physicality heal them, or will they find ways to see each other beneath and beyond the skin?

written by @lakemichiganlolita and illustrated by @greatxparty

new chapters released every couple of days!

proudly part of @bandombigbang 2024 - check out the other works!

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stop, breathe, count to three

^ new fic up btw

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Patrick hates standing up for himself; he wishes Pete would do it for him. Usually he does, but when it’s Pete he has to defend against… he cries himself into a frustrated, restless sleep, waiting for Pete to slink into bed beside him and apologize, communicate, the way they’ve always been the best at. He waits all night. He never does.

hey what's up new fic feat toxic peterick mpreg and fwb travtrick

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https://archiveofourown.org/works/63143041

well uh. surprise i guess

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i wrote a new impact play fic are you surprised none of you are surprised

no one i'd rather waste my time with || 6.6k of emo patrick fun, this time with added age regression! a surprise to you, me, and patrick alike!

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dirty laundry

•☽────✧˖°˖☆˖°˖✧────☾• [playing hooky, drawing on unmentionables]

with special thanks to @tricktits and @petefromarma inspirational as always

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i could never blame you (m/m, explicit, non-con & underage) tags: consensual nonconsent, codependency, hurt/comfort

for june @bandomthememonths: "nostalgia"

Patrick feels like he’s about to leap out of his skin when he thinks about himself circa 2003-2013, each iteration of attempting to find himself a fresh and new opportunity to cringe. But, and here is the irrational part: sometimes he misses it.

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additional important girltrick images

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@bandomthememonths prompt: bedtime(/sleep/slowness/rest)

Patrick takes his jacket off in Albany. Pete can't stop thinking about how far they've come.

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really angsty peterick neurodivergence study/sex retreat coming after something special, someone sacred is all posted

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tesla opinions expressed in the latest chapter of something special, someone sacred

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me in your arms, maybe that's all we need

Patrick's still kind of fragile. Their relationship - still kind of fragile. Pete? Pete's basically eggshells.

Or, lovey-dovey sweet indulgent post-hiatus otk spanking.

He is so fucking attracted to Patrick, has watched every wonderful and horrible thing happen to him and been right next to him for most of it and still feels the same way he did that first time he saw him, in yanked-up socks and an ugly sweater. Enamored. Patrick has a stretch mark on his hip that showed up in 2007 and a raised scar where he sliced his calf open in a fall over a wire fence when he was seventeen. Pete knows all of it, remembers all of it, all the fear of being trusted in handling someone who burned so bright when he couldn’t even handle himself.

Patrick’s not trying to hold himself together anymore. He’s open and tender and Pete needs to give him all the love he can, now, when his walls are crumbled and he can’t do anything but take it.

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best kept secret/biggest mistake (rated m-e | peterick)

Patrick always wants Pete to hurt him. It’s an endless shared destruction. But at least it’s endless.

hey what's up

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most consequential 8k of something special was posted today

only two chapters left!

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“I think I sleep better in the van,” Pete murmurs.

“You sleep better next to me,” Patrick whispers, sleepy and slow enough that Pete knows it’s not an act.

(It's the ache of watching someone growing up when you love them just the way they are, the way you want to flash-freeze them, remember this as a polaroid, something indestructible)

for @bandomthememonths; the april theme is "spring"

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This should make Patrick feel maybe just a little bit guilty, but Pete’s reactions to her control make it all worth it. Pete seems extra determined, like the bondage is a fucking challenge, and maybe to him it is.

lol