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[dizziiedaikon]

Hey Ace can you eat p-

[bittersweetmorality]

hi !! may i please get some cockwarming atsushi nakajima fic/drabble/hcs which ever you are most comfortable with writing!! there are not enough smut about him and i am dying of hornee („• ֊ •„)

HELLO I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYONE . i will pay you to send in more atsushi reqs </3 i beg </3 he’s my favorite from the show and i agree that his entire nsfw tag is so criminally dry :’)) ANYWAY IM GUNNA KISS U THANK YOU

also hi !! i back :p thank you for sticking around after my mini break ^_^ i love you and i'm so glad to be able to write for you !!! and i hope your day is amazing and i hope you enjoy these shameless self indulgent headcannons :pp

cockwarming with nakajima atsushi (+ drabble)

☾ genre: smut, 18+

☾ pairing: nakajima atusushi x gn!reader

☾ warnings: sub!atsushi, cockwarming lol, soft seggs, dom!sub dynamics, mentions of pet play but just a mention, mentions of a lot of other things ??, lots of pet names for atsushi :p, teasing, dacryphilia ??? sorta ?????? kinda ?????

☾ w/c: 890 words <3

☾ okay so first off, USE COCKWARMING AS PUNISHMENT

☾ he’s always been so sensitive, so being inside you without being able to move, you clenching down on him, teasing him, caressing his body...

☾ as much as you insist on calling it punishment, oh, he never thinks of it like that

☾ he adores it

☾ ofc you know that, but who are you to deny him that pleasure :p

☾ but telling him that if he came while you were punishing him with cockwarming, saying that it’ll be the last time he does for the rest of the week

☾ oh he loves that

☾ because he's a little bottom bitch <3 we love to see it

☾ ALSO!!!!

☾ always praise him.......... the WHOLE entire time

☾ tell him he’s doing so good for you, that he just has to hold on for a little bit longer, that he’s such a good boy, that he’ll get the reward he earned...

☾ usually he isn’t that vocal during sex, only small mewls and whimpers

☾ but when he’s being cockwarmed.... lord have mercy

☾ he’s so loud

☾ high pitched mewls, his voice breaking every time he attempts to whimper or moan or respond to you

☾ his eyes are always screwed shut, head thrown back against the pillow, hands gripping the sheets below him until his knuckles were white, and his mouth agape in a silent scream

☾ cockwarming is definitely one of his favorites, although not his #1

☾ (heehee his #1 is pet play and i won't take criticism he literally morphs into a tiger hello)

☾ but he never needs much convincing at all when you suggest it

☾ he's so game

☾ even if it’s during movie night with the two of you

☾ don’t hesitate to plop right down on his lap and get him all hot and bothered before suggesting

☾ although the can almost predict it at this point— the moment you shift in the seat next to him on the couch— oh boy...... he knows what’s coming

☾ he doesn’t really like cockwarming in the agency or in public at all

☾ he’s too scared of getting caught for that

☾ if kunikida saw that 😐. he’d die of embarrassment.

☾ or god forbid dazai

☾ he wouldn’t enjoy it overall,,,,, too terrified to even be aroused in that situation

☾ but anyway back to vocal atsushi

☾ because no one is really paying any attention to moving and being precise in said movements, he just likes you to look down at him and caress his cheek

☾ just paying attention on solely him

☾ obviously as a kid he wasn’t given any care... like at all

☾ and he’ll never admit it, but he adores it when you just look at him with eyes full of love

☾ it’s easy to show him a lot of care and attention at that point so

☾ SHOW HIM LOVE AND ATTENTION AND CARE. PLEASE.

☾ atsushi is not very dominant as it is, so he doesn't need any sort of physical restraints-- and honestly, i hc that he doesn't really like them

☾ but pin his wrists above or beside his head while addressing him... sheesh

☾ he'll listen to everything you command him to do

☾ he also cries sometimes during sex, whether it be the overwhelming emotions, or the sheer amount of pleasure he’s feeling

☾ or even just because of how much he loves you and how much he appreciates you loving him too

☾ so it’s very common for him to cry during cockwarming

☾ he also does NOT mind teasing-- he loves it

☾ when he isn't listening to you, give him a teasing roll of your hips

☾ i guarantee he will listen to you instantly <3

☾ now because i can't express how much he truly loves teasing with cockwarming in headcannon format, please enjoy this drabble <3

“how are you feeling, baby?” you coo, leaning down to gently stroke away a stray tear that fell across his cheek.

“s-so good...” he whimpered in response, but the way he shuddered and bit his lip showed the evidence of his restraint.

you took notice with a sly raise of your eyebrow, “so good, hm?”

“yes- i- hahhh...” he sighed and his eyes screwed shut with force when you rocked your hips, clenching around him tightly.

“then why can’t i hear you, daring?” you leaned down once again and nipped softly at his earlobe. you reveled in the way his body responded to your warm breath fanning on that sensitive skin.

oh, he was always so sensitive.

"baby, don't you know that good boys get their rewards, don't you?" whispered, and made sure you stayed adjacent to his ear.

"y-yes..."

"and what to bad boys get?"

he looked up at you, doe-eyed and completely undone, "a punishment..."

"that's right, angel, and what are you?"

"a good boy..."

you bit his ear again, harshly this time as you spoke, "whose good boy?"

"yours! only yours...!" he whimpered out, almost thrashing under you, but restrained himself upon remembering his instructions.

"that's right~" you croon, tantalizing tilt present, "and you're doing so good, baby. i always knew you were my good boy... only mine."

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