#looking forward to the future :)

[luminiciant]

hold W :) keep moving forward

[amalthea-felsblood]

ੈ♡˳Past & Present˚ ༘♡ ·˚

❤ My favorites of them through their journey together so far ❤

[solesurvivorkat]

...It's been a long time.

Being a mom of 2 young kids, I'm busy, like... ALL the time. Have been for a long time now. Ever since one of my coworkers retired, I've basically been doing the job of TWO people ('Oh we're going to hire someone to replace him, we promise'... yeah, okay...). It's been non-stop since... God, I don't even remember when.

I finally started getting a bit burnt-out at work, and - longer story short - applied for a different position within the company I work for. And I got it! Granted, I work for an insurance company - it's not wholly interesting (I think, anyway, lol)... but at least I (hopefully) won't feel like I'm on a treadmill, constantly working and not really getting anywhere worthwhile. I haven't started the position yet - I'm still doing my current job until... they tell me otherwise, lol. Supposedly I should be able to start my new job 'soon'... but I've heard that more than once, so who knows when that will really be. At least there will be an end in sight SOMEtime in the (hopefully near) future.

Even now, after all this time... I still think about my writing. About my fics. I know... it's been forever. No one probably even cares anymore, lol. I'm just a tiny bit bummed that stuff got let hanging on all 3 fics and was never finished. :-/ I had such plans for those stories, too. For the characters. Such 'storylines' that I thought were cool, clever.

...Life.

And I still think about the people I used to hang with online from time to time. I haven't forgotten anyone. ...I'm sure some have forgotten me. And that's okay... that happens in life sometimes. Sometimes people are part of your life for a short period of time, and then life just takes you in different directions. I was one of the 'old people' in the group anyway, so even when I fit in, I didn't really 100% fit in. ...But then again, I almost never 100% fit in anywhere anyway, lol. Kind of what happens when you're 'on the spectrum'... it's like being an alien, or being on the other side of a store window watching the people inside. You can still communicate with them (and vice-versa), but... there's still an invisible barrier there.

So... yeah, I dunno, lol. For the first time in what feels like a really, really, REALLY long time, I had a moment at work in which I could actually just sit in my chair and just... 'think'. Reminisce. Remember. ...Think about some of the stuff I miss. The people I used to talk to. The things I used to do. I don't regret having kids, of course (I adore my 'babies' - even in some of their worst, most frustrating & draining moments), but I can't help but remember as I walk by that imaginary glass window... if there's anyone that turns their head and looks back at me, remembers who I was. Wonders how I am. If I'm even a micro-second of a thought.

((So... in the rare chance that anyone comes across this and *IS* still curious - no offense taken if you're not - my son is now 6 & in kindergarten, my daughter is now 2, work & my kids take up almost all of my time. I'm perpetually busy, and don't feel like I have as much energy for 'extra' things like I used to. I still make magnetic glasses toppers - but haven't spent as much time doing that for a bit b/c I've been so drained on a regular basis. I still update my YouTube channel (and want to get back into that more), it's just been slow-going for now.

I'm not unhappy - just very busy and only have so many 'spoons' per day to spend... once I run out of those, I just don't have the ability to get much else done. I know things won't be like this forever - I look forward to changing jobs in the future (again, same company), with the possibility to work from home once I'm trained (someday), which I think will make my life QUITE a bit easier (saving some money on gas, being home more, not getting home from work as late in the day, having an easier time making appointments & such, etc). So... we'll see, I guess.))

[purplekittybanan]

[unsp0k3n-desires]

i will be engaged at 29 & married at 30 to my soulmate 🙏🏼💘

manifesting. Speaking it into existence !!

[ao3feeddestiel]

looking forward to the future

read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/Cm7IOyo by Vic_must_die "Shit, i dont have the keys" he huff's a bit "Keep watch i have a lock pick" dean says when he walk up to baby Cas only nods and follows him The men walk over over to the car and dean after hes looked around a bit start wiggleing the pin into the drivers sides door Cas tries to look as normal as possible and he fails miseralbley Dean is still struggling with the pick when feels something cold pressed against his lower back he hears a deep voice behinde him " why dont you tell me exactly what you are doing" ---- post cannon cas and dean somehow whent back in time to 2006 and meet with s1 sam and dean and they have a lot of qwestions for the married men Words: 139, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Categories: F/F, F/M, M/M Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Castiel (Supernatural) Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester Additional Tags: Time Travel, Dean Winchester is Bad at Feelings, Established Castiel/Dean Winchester, Older Dean Winchester, Bad Spelling & Grammar read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/Cm7IOyo

[esprei]

in celebration of the release of the Indigo Disk DLC, here is some professor!Emmet ✨ (aka just this Emmet, only he's a professor/instructor at Blueberry Academy 💖)

[ruporas]

on the run!! (ID in alt)

[arcademyth]

this is my favorite star rail ship dynamic

[kathaynesart]

Sneak Peek for the next Replica update that is coming soon! This one is sort of going to act as both an Intermission between chapters as well as a springboard to send us into the Holiday Special so I'm excited to share it!

After this update I will be focusing on prepping the Holiday Special updates since I have gone and made this special far more extensive than I should have. ...I don't have a problem.

[hyunpic]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HYUNJIN 🖤

[cindyvvv]

[gummi-ships]

Kingdom Hearts 3 - Toy Box

[suntails]

fallen

[gazkamurocho]

Now I can finally reveal what I've been up to for these last months...

I'M MOVING TO JAPAN ✨ Osaka, to be more precise (hi Majima)!

I'm going there now on June 26 to study and improve my japanese so I can make my comics and doujinshis in JP too! I'm gonna stay there for at least 2 years but my plan is to stay there for more time or even permanently... Let's see what the future will hold! Like a lot of us, I always had a lot of admiration for japanese culture, art and language, and visiting Japan has been one of my biggest dreams since I was little and I can't believe it's becoming real 🥺💕 (living in a 3rd world country is almost impossible to travel abroad lol)

Since I have to be there in one month and I'm moving to a whole different country, you can already imagine how busy I am setting everything up (visa, flight tickets, renting apartment, taking online tests for my classes, medical appointments, etc etc etc) xD I can't tell yet how my art making process and posting schedule will be affected during the month of June but I'll do my best to keep working on 80s Goromi doujinshi during this time because it's very important to me 😤

Also, in the future, if you notice that I'm suddendly reposting my old Yakuza comics in JP somewhere like Twitter or Pixiv that means I'm already making sweet progress in my studies dsgjkdfhfkd

[seawherethesunsets]

Could it be that you came from the future and held my hand?

THE ATYPICAL FAMILY (2024)