sorry i’m actually not shutting up abt how louis has his own rainbow lights every night on tour likeee he did the entire ltwt seeing how the fans brought thousands of pride flags every night and organized rainbow lights projects across the world and now on his second world tour he’s decided to respond to that. to bring his own rainbow lights to the show during his version of a queer club banger too. a song that’s performance is wound together with another inarguably queer anthem, the two of them celebrating love and pain and community and joy and acceptance. and louis saw all of those values in the crowds of his first tour, and how he himself was included in that, and he decided to say yes i see you i’m here with you we’re all one here. and i think that’s a little bit insane of him 🫶🏻
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rewatching 2x05 and thinking about louis' motivation in saving daniel. daniel who was in deaths embrace before louis intervened, and doesn't that sound familiar? louis does something careless, people get caught in the crossfire, and scrambling for absolution he cant find in himself he insists to his partner this innocent must be saved
depressed, suicidal, spiraling from the guilt and grief of deeply loving claudia yet not in the ways which counted, here is this boy. this boy who should be dead, this boy who is intertwined with louis at his worst and is in some form a reincarnation of the same hope that prompted louis to turn claudia.
drenched in guilt with low resolve to live, here is proof of redemption. in ruins of homes aflame and families dying because of me, here is a girl i can save. in this apartment of dozens dead in my get high, fuck and kill spree, here is a boy i can save.
"She asked if I was an angel! Me!"
"Listen as though I'm the voice of God or an angel, talking to you (...) youre not inconsequential or a junkie. Youre a bright young reporter with a point of view."
i like to think saving daniel was louis first attempt of transforming his love for claudia into something non-destructive after her death. it became guilt, became violence, became hatred but with daniel it returned to the beacon of hope she was originally
so let him live. let me save you without the harm of staying with me. live a long full life unburdened and with the joy and success i wasnt able to give her. 'as long as you walk the earth ill never taste the fire', then she stopped walking the earth, then i did taste the fire, and this is me trying to stay alive. trying to refamiliarize with love using her blueprint
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Crying idk why i just put it together but Louis couldnt even get out if bed put himself in the coffin 1 foot away, imagine the stength he had to muster to get out of it, walk across the house to save daniel..... and how hard it was for him to talk but still fighting to remind Daniel that his life does matter
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what louis did to lestat and what louis did to armand are connected and that's important to the story but also. it is simply not the same. nothing louis did excuses armand's behaviour, that's not how anything works, but he did not "cross a line" or "poke at armand," he weaponized armand's history of abuse to belittle and demean him. nothing armand said to louis came close- the equivalent would have been "oooh, i'm such a stupid bitch that my husband can beat me half to death and i'll keep crawling back for more even when it endangers my daughter!" it's retraumatizing and deeply destabilizing to hear that shit from your partner. and in response armand should have been like "well this man sucks when he's high and he's high all the time, so i'm bouncing" but if he'd done that we wouldn't have a story, would we?
edit: i've come back to give armand credit for "claudia didn't love you like we did/do. ps. u used her to distract from your own hurt feelings" that shit does hit in a similar way. however "the ways someone hurt you have left you contemptible and weak. they scrawled 'dirty and annoying' all over your soul in red ink and it's never coming off" is just outstanding work. timeless
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Maybe is Christmas because we keep getting so many beautiful gifs of feqw. So many talented people in this fandom, thank you for your work, time and for sharing the gifs with all of us, what a gift for all of us.
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maybe i am blinded, maybe i am close minded, but all yall out there with festival anxiety cause you’re afraid they won’t like him… like, dear, come here and sit down. cause we are very different people and i need to understand how that brain of yours is working.
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checked tiktok for some itgo (cause I forgot to check there when I first read it) and I just gotta say,, did most these ppl truly not get the plot of it (or even the subplot) or what? "it's such a larry story" "it's 1d coded!!!" no it's not what r u twelve????
like I like 1d, and I get it but I'll be honest, it just doesn't make sense to me how ppl who've read it can take that from it like. come on.
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What is it about British male actors that makes me go insane? Like these are objectively bland looking, average(sometimes even below average) looking, white men and I feel severe thirst for them sometimes like what??? Why? Is it the accent? Mannerisms? Incredibly high cheekbones? Beaky noses? Floppy ears? What is it? It's crazy!
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